#so uhm. yeah hi guys wassup 👍
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now i can truly live knowing i have someone who will mourn for me
#ramblings#personal#last year has been tough#i want to talk to more people#i want to make friends#i'm sorry if we're mutuals and we don't talk i just have a hard time personally talking to folks without seeming like a boring person#just know i really want to talk to you guys okay#i just don't know how to#so please bear me with me#but anyway#i've been participating in my school's newsletter recently#my moderator is a really sweet teacher who manages the lower grades#and she also doubles as my coach for when i get drafted to journalism contests#so for the past couple of months she's been basically my mother#somehow more present than my actual one but i digress#everytime we see each other in the school hallways outside of journalism work she always has a big smile on her face#and once when i had to dress up fancy for a filming session she saw me and complimented my outfit saying i looked lovely#that meant a lot to me yk? to be acknowledged#to be remembered#she says all the right things#especially when it comes to my writing#apparently she speaks highly of my writing skills to other people#and it just hit for me#this woman remembers me outside of the work we do#she talks about me to other people#she has the capacity to mourn for me and the work that i've done when i'm gone#and that#made me cry at like 3 in the morning#so i kind of wrote this down to look back on when i wake up#so uhm. yeah hi guys wassup 👍
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