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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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Gearing up for artfight, here's a new ref for a very old character! Müri(any pronouns) is part of a godly pantheon, being the god of mischief, mystery, and mayhem, among other things. The black and white markings aren't fixed, their skin shifts like a chameleon and can even turn invisible.
The very original drawing of him under the cut!
#my art#my ocs#muri#nazri#eyes#character design#creatures#creature design#really really happy with this. I've never been happy with their design and now I'm at a place where I can say this design goes so hard#so glad I went with the insectoid legs#also the top down portrait was so fun! I painted it first and then did the linework. gotta do this method more#scopophobia
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Oh, it’s gonna be the way you always thought it would be
but it’s gonna be no illusion
Oh, it’s gonna be the way you always dreamt about it
but it’s gonna be really happenin’ to ya
#doodles#fe art tag#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#claude von riegan#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#edelgard von hresvelg#oh yes here we go again it's kai putting characters to kate bush lyrics that barely fit#look look look i've been obsessed with the line the cross and the curve for a long time#and many many months ago was like WAIT HOLD ON A SECOND i'm gonna APPLY THAT TO MY FIRE EMBLEM NONSENSE#and what do you know!! there's three characters perfect for it!!!#so i have actually had this in mind for well over a year and only recently put it to paper#the concept went through many changes#did all the florals and the characters on paper and the filling in the background digitally#i might eventually revisit this perhaps with color or a new rendering to make it look more dramatic#but for now i am just happy to have completed something that has been on my mind for so long#and during a time at which i have been making so little art#anyway please enjoy the art as usual i worked a lot on this one jshdsjdhgs
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my lil poly heart is happy this is such an amazing representation of poly relationships and ASTARION COMMUNICATING HIS INSECURITY ABOUT AND NEWALA REASSURING HIM AND HALSIN BEING JUST SO RESPECTFUL AND I'M JUST?? IT'S SO CUTE
THIS IS THE POLY REP I NEEEEEED and after the deed he just says this an di'm like; YES- THIS GUY GETS IT!! THANK YOU HALSIN!!!
#kit talks#kit plays bg3#astarions impression of halsin is amazing too#and my gOD DID THEY HAVE TO BE AT THE OTHER END OF THE CAMP FROM ONE ANOTHER I HAD TO CUT THE TREKS ACROSS THE MAP OUT-#and astarions like: aww~#soBBING#I'M SORRY HE'S SO CUTE#also i had to cut it before i went back to tell halsin bc otherwise it wouldn't upload-#astarion#halsin#god i love this game i'm so happy#newala
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AXEL IN 3D LET'S GOOO
#vtuber#holostars#holotempus#axel syrios#I have no more words#I'm so incredibly happy#you don't understand... everything we went through to get here#AND HE DID SUCH AN AWESOME JOB#CONGRATS ON FINALLY BEING ABLE TO PERFORM ON STAGE#LITTLE BITCH (bless his soul)#that's our idol... axel syrios...#losing my mind in the SWELTERING summer heat#wouldn't have it any other way
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Feast your eyes! My pride stars :)!
#pride stars#origami#paper craft#paper stars#handmade#arts and crafts#so it was my cities pride yesterday and I spent the ENTIRE month of July making these lil stars to give out to people!#it went really well actually#I was saying donations appreciated but not mandatory and some people looked so happy just to have some stars!!!#some people were SO generous too like oh my god????#I think there was only one experience I disliked during the event where I was vaguely swarmed and people were helping themselves but#yknow we all get excited haha#got a really cute mushroom bracelet as a trade as well!!!#I have a fair few leftover - lots of aro and ace ones#couple of bi and a couple of pan#ZERO non-binary I should've made more!!#nd obvs some rainbow and trans cause I made the most of them#I'd say lmk if you're near me and you can have some but I am pretty sure none of you know me irl so you can't have any I'm afraid#oh also worth saying - I made the stars I could with the papers I had! Bought purple and pink but I did not try more complex flags cause#I mean. I couldn't really afford to haha?#maybe next year I'll try the lesbian flag too!#ok bye xx#trade-marked
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for @unknownteapot 💌
#amanda lehan canto#angela giarratana#amangela#smoshblr#smosh edit#*EDIT now...did i go back and change the intro for this...yes. but! i wasn't happy with how it looked originally and i thought the clips#all went by too fast so i remade the edit but it's still mostly the same! sue me! but i'm happy with it now and i still love amangela!
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They lay down in the soft sand at the foot of the dunes, and then they heard the first bird calling.
#will parry#lyra silvertongue#his dark materials#the amber spyglass#hdm fanart#doodles and miscellania#plus pan and kirj are off there in the distance...#happy bench day folks <3#someone was playing a very bittersweet piano tune somewhere outside my window as i drafted this.....kinda magical timing. anyway!#why did i choose to draw the dunes this year you may ask?#i don't really have a good reason i just felt like it :)#also in all honesty this didn't turn out exactly how i wanted it to look but considering a whole week went by where i thought#i might not get the chance to even START midsummer art i'm gonna take the win at getting it to this point#i miss!! sharing art!! so i'm gonna share it now
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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shang qinghua deserves to be a) squeezed like a stress ball and b) a god who kind of but not really lost control
And now I want to talk about how cool it would be if like uh uh the system and sqh were having custody battles over who has more control over the world and obviously its the system the system is really wierd and thats an entire discussion but qinghua is the author and that's really really important to me he should write stuff into existence I think but also last week I had an idea that went like uh sqh loses more and more power as he changes things, so when he's transmigrated in as a baby he loses a lot of 'power' unintentionally and then when mobei comes in there's a thing and when sy comes in he literally just loses it all and he knows this inst really his story anymore
Aahahaha it's 2am I'm gonna stop yammering now good luck on your future endeavors
Mobei is always squeezing Shang Qinghua like a stress ball but affectionately
I, on the other hand, squeeze him and shake him around like a chew toy
Your idea tho!!!! I'm very interested in that!!!
CUSTODY BATTLE OF POWERS a fitting description
It's kinda like, yeah he was a God of that world because he wrote it out and can change anything on a whim.
But once you're actually a part of that world, well it's a little hard to change it since you're living in it.
I'm really interested in Shang Qinghua slowly but surely realizing he's not really in his own story. Yeah he wrote it yeah he made the character but when does the line between "I wrote this character" and "theyre an in depth person with feelings and lives and to me they were only written in a second but here they're actually someone " blur
He spent his whole second life clinging to everything to live and worrying about that characters future and using everyone around him to save himself
When did he really see these people as...people
A one off character becoming his friend
A minor character dying to advance the plot, does he see the grief? Does he say they're characters to help digest what he's done? He never meant for any of this to be real, so how does he handle it?
Does he finally see everyone as real, or does he simply become a character as well?
#im actually not great at analysiss and a bit of my orv existentialism popped out here but! hope i kinda said something coherent#svsss#shang qinghua#mobei jun#I think I went a little off what you were trying to say#sorry! Also#please#if you have more to talk about I'm always happy to listen!!! ^#also i think qinghua does ene up being aware that people in his world are people#i think he really would try to make things better#he did try to help Shen Jiu with a major plot point at one point so#im sure he'll try to minimize a lot of other arcs that cause tragedy#nib text#ask
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you know a book is romance-focused when there are multiple full scenes of people doing home repair and gazing softly at each other, but then when a main character interviews a literal convicted murderer, it happens offscreen
#sbs rambles#happy black friday to meee#I am staying in bed and listening to audiobooks#also I'm well aware this is a romance novel. I went into this knowing that#but it's so funny that he interviewed an actual murderer about a cold case and it just. isn't shown#this book did also refer to god as#''the commander-in-chief in the sky'' so#10/10 honestly#it's corny and weird and flowery and fun
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aahh i didn't even mean to, but it seems fitting to post a pic of my new tattoo on the car's first birthday ♥️
this band means so much to me and has done for well over a decade, and this album has truly rewired my soul, so it felt right to get this one done while i was in dublin for the last few shows of the tour for this album <3 (plus i really like the kind of meta-ness of getting 'body paint' tattooed tbh)
#i'm genuinely so thrilled with it <3#i'd planned to get a smaller version at first but then when i was at the shop and my artist tried some different stencil sizes and designs#i realised that i really loved the bigger version so i just went with it#and i'm so glad i did#i love how it looks and feels#it's on the inside of my bicep so it's not quite as visible when I just have my arms by my side#it still needs to peel btw lol#only got it done on wednesday#my other am tattoo is just a little fun one#but this one is a more meaningful to me <3#happy birthday the car <333#arctic monkeys#body paint#tattoo#the car tour#minnie talks#last post from me about all this i promise#for now at least
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I just wanted to come home... I wanted to come home so bad.
Words by @electraheart2012
#my edits#richard rider#nova#marvel#marvel comics#marveledit#comicedit#gotgedit#queenlance post#aaaand I don't think I'll tag any big blog#this is the first edit I do after my year long posting hiatus and instead of focusing on erasing backgrounds - something I'm good at -#I decided to do this. I went through my edits tag and like my first 3 or 4 posts had no text and then I did two with text and was very happy#with them. AND THEN every single one after it has me complaining ''why is choosing fonts so hard''#I will do another Rich edit later (I even have some PNGS!) maybe when I'm finally on my break#ANYWAYS. I just have too many thoughts about Rich and the idea of coming home and this popped out unplanned out of nowhere
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Anime good :) (Patreon)
#Doodles#MP100#Shigeo Kagayama#Reigen Arataka#Ritsu Kageyama#Forgive the anglicized name order lol#MP100 was another one of my breakfast anime! Admittedly I did not Just watch it during breakfast tho lol#It was too good ahhhh I kept finding my thoughts returning to it throughout the day!#I probably ended up watching an additional episode or so per day over however long it took haha - drastically cut down the number of days!#The lead ups to the finales especially got me - there was no way I could for the whole next day to see them through!#Plus getting to see those beautiful EPs gosh <3 What could be better than some absolutely stunning animation ♥#I was quite impressed the whole way through :D The cast was great and the animation was beautiful and fluid and impressive#And the technical ability that went into the painted animation! Gosh!!#But most of all - of course - it's just a good solid story <3 Of course it's beautifully expressed but it's just - good down to its bones#I love a story like that :) Mob is such a wonderful character and he's surrounded by good people ♥ It made my heart happy to see#He's loved and he loves <3 That's my very favourite!#Unsurprisingly to me I was most enamoured by the brother relationship who could've seen that coming lol me? Siblings? Pfsh ♪#Ritsu's a sweet boy as well <3 I cried at him crying from Mob not even considering forgiving him because there was never anything to forgive#Not me shorter older sibling feeling exactly the same way hhghghh I'm fine ;;#Reigen is such a fun deadbeat supportive adoptive dad haha ♪ He's hard to pin down! Loved his redemption arc(s) :)#Flawed individuals my beloved <3#Such an enjoyable cast and set of circumstances! I might actually have to give OPM a proper go sometime soon if this is the writing quality
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[ID: four images showing Luz, Amity, Hunter and Willow from the owl house. The first image depicts lumity in their grudgby outfits from Wing it like Witches, and huntlow in their flyer derby uniform. Luz is holding Amity bridal style and smiling with her eyes closed while amity blushes and looks away. Willow talks to hunter happily while Hunter scratches the back of his neck nervously, smiling and looking away like amity.
The background is red and covered in various doodles of hearts, stars, speech bubbles with punctuation, a glowing light glyph behind lumity and a glowing plant glyph behind willow. In the center is the quote "oh, wow! Sports", with the word "sports" arranged in the shape of a heart.
The next three images are all variations of this- a close-up crop of Luz and Amity with no doodles, a close-up of Hunter and Willow with no doodles, and a variation on the full image with no doodles except the quote. End ID]
Shout-out to the owl house for being the only show brave enough to have not one, but TWO sports themed ship tease episodes /j
#the owl house#toh#lumity#huntlow#luz noceda#amity blight#willow park#hunter toh#wing it like witches#any sport in a storm#hi these images are SUCH an inconvenient size for posting but it's fine I'm coping#i didn't have anything to post for the KKKoHD anniversary (happy anniversary lumity btw hdbdjf) so this will suffice#idk i just came to the realization that (depending on your inclinations)#the two sport themed episodes of toh both contain significant relationship development and thus fuel for the romance fire#like in WilW amitys crush is so obvious even willow notices it and it was generally seen as more evidence that Gay Shit Was Happening#and obviously in ASiaS willow and hunter meet and form a friendship (and it establishes their character parallels)#of course plenty of ppl don't take ASiaS as a shipping ep because. they don't like huntlow (which is fair enough)#but if you do look at it through that lens and then parallel it w/ WiLW then. yeah it's very funny lol#anyway the shading on this is haphazard and the colours kicked my ass but overall I'm happy w/ it!!#i did the sketch a month or two ago and never went back to it until now (bc i was having a lot of trouble sketching)#so i slapped some lines on it and just let myself get lost in the process. twas fun! I'm happy i did it#even tho yknow. inconvenient posting size <3#okay finally taking tje bullet and posting this. i am cringe but i am free <3
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Hands you my silly little durge and her goth girlfriend who have strange and peculiar t4t shit goin
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 shadowheart#shadowheart#bg3 dark urge#bg3 durge#durge#dark urge#might color/add some extra shit to this but tbh i'm happy with it#didn't even do like a sketch to line over for this i just kinda went nuts doing quick lines#also i have shadowheart in some modded armor hence all the belts......#my durge however is just like. drawn in what i default to drawing characters in ajhdgsajhdg#also yea my durge is like. 5 foot 3 so she's SO much shorter than shadowheart but they look like they're the same height in game#so i drew them closer to their in-game heights than their actual heights in this#I HAVE ALSO FINISHED SHADOWHEART'S STORY LINE THIS IS MOSTLY THEIR ACT 1 DYNAMIC JAHDGJAH#their act 3 dynamic is closer to 2 wet beasts with the saddest eyes barely making it through anything cuz they're both Not Okay#also i did this shit while high if i remember right?? so some anatomy and shit might be wonky but tbh i love it#col art
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