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are you secretly the CEO of solkat
solkat r the ceos of me. actually
#am but a fresh minnow in this decade old aquarium i dont feel worthy of this title#as a chaser of the trail left by the established reigning fish i say‚#the yaoi game of the og slkts are insane!11 i cannot hope to come close#also i think solkat might b more than tumblr.?#there are bubbles of slkts living in other ecosystems that we tumblrinas are not privy to for sure :o#ask#anon#homestuck#2024#sollux captor#karkat vantas#solkat#vioart#ok as candidate-in-training my slkt take of the day is that they have a startup tgt ☝️🤓#worst bosses ever btw these two grind so fucking hard#if u dont keep up w them whoopee youre booted off for killing the team spirit so dead even the mediums wont absolve u#their company culture bonds over shitting on ex-employees :(
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Happy Valentines, Akira.
Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order:
Hello, you fucking-
Ah- Hello, Akira!
Fuck off, why should I tell you-
Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift.
Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke.
They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell.
Likewise.
There’s no way it’s just a coincidence.
Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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hey guys. remy design
#remy the farmer#dol#my art#sorry it took so long for me to make this#im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds#if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these#to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said#''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare''#youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything#so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know#i hope you guys like this remy though#i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine#i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it#i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis#and also i feel bad for spamming you guys#actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs#i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :(#and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me#but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do#and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak#this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate#ill try to work on the avery eden thing again#see you all later :)
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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Hi I'm gonna add into that asshole Sunny concept bc I can't stop thinking about it:
So Sunny isn't like... A very obvious asshole. If you understand his mannerisms as well as Moon you would know how pissed he is to share his daycare with an adult. He's the type to act super sincere and nice while actively trying to ruin your life. Making comments that you can't quite tell if it's insulting or not. Very stiff body language around you as compared to children.
Sunny doesn't like adults OR other animatronics in his daycare period. Neither does Moon. They both have actively gotten many daycare assistants to quit bc of how hostile they are. Always having some sort of "accident" that the assistant has to deal with and just wearing them down mentally until they leave for good.
Moon is less outwardly hostile (ironic lmao) but has the same feelings as Sunny. He's a lot more quiet and just chooses to ignore you all together. Sometimes making your job more miserable for a laugh. Moon doesn't mask his feelings tho and will tell you upfront "I don't like you I want you to leave."
They both are territorial and insecure of their position. THEY were made for this. This is their only purpose. So why is a HUMAN expected to work alongside them? You weren't made for this one purpose. So why choose theirs. It's not fair. Not fair that you can have more than just one purpose, that you were built just to be.
yeah im inserting angst lmao
#maybe i might mke a fic out of this#idk no promises#im vad at doing things#so like seriously dont keep your hopes up akdhjs#monnie rambles
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Could you please elaborate on what a pillow princess top is ? 🙏❤️
I did mean it mostly as a joke, but I do feel like it's...sort of accurate?
A pillow princess, sometimes also called a stone bottom, is a woman (usually considered femme) who doesn't touch their partner much or even at all during sexual intimacy, preferring mostly to receive the attention from them. This can be for a number of reasons from trauma to literally just preference.
But I'm not really a bottom. I don't have any interest in being penetrated at all. But I also very much prefer to receive than to give when it comes to sexual intimacy. I want to be the focus; I want my partner to want to pleasure me. And sometimes I do feel a twinge of guilt and worry that I'm following in the "selfish top" trope, especially because I am AMAB.
In the simplest terms, I want to be ridden more than anything else.
#please do keep in mind that what i say here is very simplified#and comes from only a recent introduction to those terms#so if i did fuck something up im sorry#and i truly dont mean to be offensive#but i hope that answered your question
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guy who knows krav maga fights himself like a girl
#kys mention#gsa sl au#tohru adachi#shadow adachi#p4#arttag#boot.tingting#// 'what the fuck does this have to do with the gas station attendant' yeah idk either#// <- insane about it#// really vague shit like super surface level shit with too much context backing it to explain in one go#// theres 459270384 layers to this but i just drew the funny parts dont keep your hopes up guys#// imagine wanting to destroy yourself so much your shadow tells you to stop because maybe you do love the world and the people around you#// that maybe the rogue shadows seek your human body as a vessel instead and accomplish the action of self destruction either way#// self proclaimed adachihater has a one million word essay that isnt exclusive to hating said character#// i havent drawn adachi like this for over a year yeah i think thats the cooldown period goodbye for another days i guess jester bitchboy#// dont ask me about this even loyalty discount customers dont know whats going on with this fucking au goodnight forever
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i’m speechless
#WELL. I MADE IT TO THE SCENE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.#tomgreg#succession#i actually am speechless like i had to keep pausing and taking breaths.#WHO SAYS THIS. WHO. UNLESS ITS A LOVE CONFESSION??? IT FEELS LIKE A LOVE CONFESSION.#A SORT OF LAST HURRAH BEFORE HIS LIFE IS OVER???? TOM????????????????? LOOK AT ME#LOOK AT ME. THIS IS??? LIKE. MY LIFE IS OVER SO I MIGHT AS WELL CONFESS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR GIANT ASS???? SPEAK UP#screaming crying shitting pissing throwing up shovelling sand into my mouth in the hopes i suffocate on it#and the fighting after. is it. is he. is this how he thinks love has to be??? like. he's used to fighting with shiv so now#he thinks that if he's in love they have to fight?? i have too much to say and talk about i really. ugh.#and when greg says he doesn't want to tom gets upset#like it's a rejection#i honestly hate this so much#COUNTRY BOYYYYYYY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUEEEGUhgnrgv#AND THEN I DONT WANNA EITHER IT WAS A JOKE!!!!!!!!! yeah. uhuh okay.#ik the nero sporus stuff is wack BUT WHAT HAPPENS AFTER HELLO?????? HELLO.#but ''i'd castrate you and marry you in a heartbeat'' then do it pussy#sorry ik this is a novel in the tags but holy fuck. i gotta sit down seeya
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One thing that I’ve been thinking about is a possible route(?) this story could go, and that is Spamton’s trip to the Ambyu-Lances’s office. And boy do I feel bad for the Addisons because it’s gonna be hell on earth for all of em. Spamton has the mentality of a feral cat and this feral cat is going to the vet in the first time in forever. I don’t think Spamton is a big fan of large syringes, and when you have one of those chasing you down because well, look at him. He’s a walking talking corrupted program. If masters his glitches like Survey says, I can totally see him glitching through the doctors to make his grand escape™️. I feel like all the Addisons are gonna have to be here for both moral support, as well as making sure that he doesn’t attack his doctor. (Maybe they’ll sedate him a little? I know that’s what some hospitals do with rowdy-er patients LMAO, but then the Addisons have a whole new problem on their hands because now Spamton is high as a mf kite or something 😭) the last time I was under anesthesia my doctor said I wouldn’t stop laughing until I burst out into uncontrollable sobs and then I immediately blacked out💀
god a trip to the doctors office would be hell in a handbasket for this guy ;v; because he 100% has the energy of a feral cat finally being checked out
though i think once he gets closer to the addisons he'd agree to go, just to see if he can be set back to normal (spoiler alert: he can't cuz fate has handed his ass the bad luck card from square one) but he immediately regrets it and the addisons have to calm him down
them sedating him would probably be the best course of action as to actually get ANY results (because he will bite and attack on instinct hfjkkdjfkks)
though i feel if i were to write an ambyu-lance scene in the future this is how id imagine it would go:
#im a giggly hysterical laughing mess under anesthesia until im out#but i can 100% imagine spamton in ur experience#like hed be uncontrollably laughing sobbing glitching just the whole board of emotions until- bam- hes out#but not without a couple escape attempts first#but also my hcs about his corruption is truly it cant be reversed#and that the man on the phone changed him in a way that no darkner can help- at least in their world#a lightner thats like very good with computers and code could fix him maybe but then again hes pretty fried#its not entirely a bad thing infact id feel hes been like this so long that going back to the guy he once was would even mess him up more#thats just my lil take on it like im a fan in healing but not completely-going-back-to-the-way-things-were-type thing#maybe thats just irl bias like after going through something traumatic and everyone expects u to be like u were but youre not#but again your changes aren't bad just as long as you're healthy and healing and happy#thats why i keep his hair black in my fics :D also bc he thinks he looks great with the different hair color which he does#oof these tags got outta hand srry anyways thx for the ask!! i loved this idea so i hope u dont mind i doodled it fjjfhfjkkfhhsj#asks#my doods#fanfic
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omg... just sent my resignation of membership to the political party i've been a member of for more than 8 years. a third of my life. i've spent countless hours volunteering for them on the board of my hometown chapter and during election campaigns; some of my partymates are basically family. but the party on a national basis have been eerily silent on palestine. the national leader wrote a long bullshitty op-ed titled "the palestinians are suffering, the jews are suffering" in which she refused to take a stance and failed to distinguish between jews and zionists. and also spent more time condemning the crimes of hamas than the crimes of israel.
i have considered leaving the party many times over the years. the fact that they can't take a firm stance on a genocide makes it abundantly clear that i don't belong here. fucking sucks, man. im not sure where i go from here.
#ultimately i always ended up staying because the local chapter in my hometown were considerably better than the party on a national basis#and all of my homies actively dislike the leader lol#but i dont live in my hometown anymore and havent been active in the party for years; and regardless this is so black and white that i#cannot keep supporting them. end of an era. ive literally been a member since i was 15-16. so fucking disappointed in them. idk if their#silence is because theyre priming for the leader to run for prime minister now that the biggest centre-left party has forsaken the left#like the left literally had the majority and they opted to work with the centre-right instead and make a cabinet across the middle#so the leader from my party might be trying to appeal even more to the centre-left. idk. and not my party anymore but yeah#thankfully aforementioned homies have spoken out against israel! but not as much as i'd hoped#margrete auken of the european parliament youre the only one i still respect
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Final Ghosts thoughts cause I really need to sleep but am still thinking about it--
Choice to end with Alison and Mike taking the hotel deal at the Ghosts' suggestion, and having them return regularly like visiting family: GREAT ❤️
Execution of this plotline in the episode/series itself: not so great.
The immensely rewatchable 5 series as a whole: SO great, very happy to continue loving this show for a long long time.
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#also to everyone else also in their feelings about this:#reminding myself it's ok to need to work on emotionally regulating when something i like a lot doesnt live up to my hopes for it!#when i was a younger fan I often felt (and still sometimes have to work against the impulse to do this) i needed to#defend the perfection of something i loved#or pretend that i wasn't didappointed by something when I was#it can be really hard to teach yourself to be ok with and learn to process negative feelings#because it's like the big happy loving feelings are so good!!! but sometimes that means negativity can feel similarly huge#so any criticism of something you like-- even if it's your own criticism-- feels like an attack you have to protect against#so that you dont tip hard in the opposite direction and suddenly find you cant enjoy the thing anymore#but learning to find the middle ground is a practice just like anything else#and you can keep loving something even if there are parts of it that didnt work for you#or were imperfect etc#anyway now i really have to go to sleep
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playing around with some nightcat/inv designs, partially inspired by @faelingdraws and @dieselpvnk's designs
also i really like plural nightcat/inv by faeling, so im adopting that for them if you dont mind, but if thats not ok please tell me!!
#is it fine that i @ed them#weeblr’s insane ramblings#i dont really know much about tumblr etiquette#i hope its alr ;-;#all i can think of is chameleon so have chameleon cat#i was trying to come up with an idea for how they would change their appearance depending on whos fronting#inv is more confident and likes to have brighter colours?#nightcat likes to be a bit less obvious and chooses darker colours?#also thinking of keeping with faeling and ship them with survivor because oreo is cool#and i might make them fluffy but that would affect the chameleon idea soooo#though ill probably change them up a bit#Faeling i love the stars on your designs!!! screaming!!#ill probably draw them as faeling's designs sometimes#this is called lightswitch right?#or is it inverted night#im not the best at designs i just like to play around#i have no sense of colour theory :[#rain world fanart#rw nightcat#rw inv#plural inv/night#theyre very important to me#i want to draw so much art#i need to make so many designs#auuughh#like anthro designs#i have so many things to do#dieselpvnk#Faelingdraws#mocha art
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two more of my sketches that C colored!! depression + wholesomeness in one single post, youre welcome 👍
(lines by me and colors by C, also they finally have a twitter account now where they most manga page colorings they've done!!! go check them out here!!!)
#they didnt ask me to mention that but i figured i would bc they deserve support for what they do <333#i hope you dont mind C!!! your colorings are very cool i just want more people to see and appreciate your work :)#devil may cry#dante(dmc)#vergil(dmc)#fan's colorings#ramblings for C up ahead~~~#hey!!! im glad youre being supported for what youre doing!!! thats great!!!!#and i also understand that you dont want people to see you following me KJDSHFJKAFK thats SO understandable#i wont follow you back either just in case! hope you keep having fun with what you do :)#ty for all the colorings youve done so far!!!! good luck with your twt acc!!!!!!!!!!!#allyart
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN FROM RIVER FIELDS
werewolf x vampire but make it a toxic workplace environment
#the mortuary assistant#raymond delver#i need a yumi tag#rayumi#yappa art#girls. im big sad.#but these two are always here for me T_T#zevlorposters dont worry im still warming your asks up but this is so SO important#happy halloween yall hope yours went well#he's so vampire coded it's unreal#like damn dude. you siphon the blood? to live? you keep captives and juice them for their blood and you do it for survival? ok. slut.
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i just saw the worst take about melinoe that mischaracterized her completely and it pissed me off so bad . exploding that person in my mind
#aaghhhh they called her boring and too prim and proper AND GRGRHTHGRGRRRR#'why does she fret about her herb and mushroom jars' 'she has the weight of a war on her shoulders why is she so calm'#THERE ARE MULTIPLE POINTS IN THE GAME WHERE SHE EXPRESSES HOW STRESSED AND PRESSURED SHE FEELS#MAYBE SHE FEELS PRESSURED TO KEEP UP APPEARANCES AND GIVE HOPE TO PEOPLE BC SO MANY PEOPLE DEPEND ON HER AND SHE DOESNT WANNA DISAPPOINT!#MAYBE SHE GETS NITPICKY ABOUT HER JARS BEING MISPLACED IS BC THATS ONE OF THE ONLY THINGS SHE HAS CONTROL OF! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!#'oh why cant they make a girl character that curses and isnt prim and proper' MAYBE IF YOU LOOKED PAST YOUR DUMB INTERPRETATION OF HER PERSO#i need to calm down#more edit#HER BEING NEAT AND TIDY IS ALSO A FOIL TO ZAGREUS WHO WAS MESSY!#GODDD SHUT UPPPP#also they had the worst opinion abt the combat#like sorry you just have bad taste if you dont think hades 2's combat system is even cooler than hades 1#like fuck you its the same but with even more added moves. fuck off
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