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sanctimcniovs-blog · 6 years

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hello, friends ! i’m eiffel, a resident disaster from the pst. i’m Old(TM), and bad at literally everything. i’m constantly tired, likely to take a nap at any moment. iiiiiii need to make icons for all of my muses and stuff, bc everyone else is doing it and i’m nothing if not a follower. a little bit about all of my muses under the cut ?? tl;dr they’re all trash, but hmu for plots, mayhaps ??

BECKHAM CHARLES DUPRE / shawn mendes fc, dancer. an older muse of mine, simply ?? the dumbest of dumbasses. his backstory is different now, bc he’s part of the dupre family, but one thing will always remain the same: dance is.... literally all he ever does. it’s all he ever thinks about, all he’s interested in. he’s so stupid, and doesn’t know shit about people if they’re not dancing. he is So Dense(TM) and prone to shoving his foot in his mouth at any given moment. doesn’t mean to be stupid ( and sometimes a little blunt ) but all he knows how to do is dance, drink, and occasionally have sex. like... occasionally.

WANTED CONNECTIONS: dance partner / rival, friend who makes him have actual fun, sex friend, ex, someone with a crush on his oblivious ass, childhood friend, etc.

MCKENNA ELISE KING / alexis ren fc, waitress/poet. a redux of an older muse, kind of... Hm. 1/2 of the king twins, the Pessimistic half. doesn’t really see the good in people, lowkey wants nothing to do with anyone. she tries, she really does, but she’s just seen a lot of terrible things and has experienced them, too. that being said ?? she is 100% a secret sap, and publishes poetry in the local newspaper under an alias. she works a whole lot, so writing is her escape. but she doesn’t tell anyone she does it ( hence, the alias ) bc it feels like if she tells anyone, it’ll lose its pull ?? it won’t be her thing anymore ??

WANTED CONNECTIONS: best friend, someone who knows her secret, ewb, good influence, better half, etc.

OLIVER JAMES RUIZ / brandon larracuente fc, rn. sweet summer child, flower of the universe, child of mine. wants to see and believe in the good in everyone, would frankly rather let himself get hurt than cut someone off, which is... his biggest problem. his mom never liked him, and his dad was the definition of a deadbeat, so ollie grew up with one parent who hated him. because it’s what he’s always known, he’s always been desperate enough for love that he’d take anything for it. the embodiment of the “i’d love you with your hands around my throat” quote. sweet, a good guy, deserves better, but doesn’t know it yet.

WANTED CONNECTIONS: coworker, childhood friend, ex best friend, someone who wants better for him and is trying to make sure he gets it, an ex, current crush, etc.

SOO-HYUN INES KIM / park sora fc, aerial dancer. brand new muse! another sweet child, but like... the type that’s only sweet sometimes, and when you piss her off, she’s likely to vague tweet about you. has definitely been a stripper before, currently an aerial dancer, typically performs at parties and teaches classes, etc. came from a fairly Okay household, having moved to london when she was thirteen. lives with both of her parents, but certainly closer to her dad, considering her mom has always been Strict About Everything. a sweetie, but talks about everyone behind their back with no mercy.

WANTED CONNECTIONS: frenemy, better half, gossip buddy, old client, best friend, past relationship, etc..

TATIANA HOPE HAMILTON / ryan destiny fc, personal assistant. wild child, probably needs a chill pill. the daughter of two Big Name parents who moved her to hollywood when they were young, coming from nothing, and made themselves Big. they expected her to follow their footsteps and join the movie business, but she wanted nothing to do with it. but they were basically like ‘if you don’t this, you’re disowned’ and she was... more or less like, “joke’s on you, i’m leaving.” so she did, but about a year later, they took her back in. she just wanted to live a mundane life with some boring jobs. never liked having a desk job, eventually found her way here, as a personal assistant. is honestly a little shit, definitely goes to work high more often than not. thinks she had a rough life, is actually the poster child for privilege.

WANTED CONNECTIONS: boss, party friend, fwb, workout friend, stoner friend, Squad, etc.

#smoke:ooc #smoke:intros #* OOC. / so what the fuck is up kyle ?

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wlldflowcr · 6 years

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adding 3 more muses because i have 2 much time on my hands and dont wanna clean my house ! tw violence.

disclaimer all of my muses are bi

ANSEL ELGORT, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met reed andrew wailen yet ? the 24 year old is known for being both intelligent and meticulous, but also very self-destructive and indecisive. born in pheonix, arizona, reed now lives in camden, tutoring/studying.

soft™️

used to be the jock type but @ trauma when he got beat up badly when someone tried 2 steal his car kinda changed him? he doesn’t talk abt it but violence is a weird topic for him and that seemed to b something the frat life rlly encompassed also based this entirely off the main character from the movie goat forgot his name lol

but he’s REALLY smart, once he got over this stuff at like 19, he focused on college, and thot moving would be a good idea so he oculd get away from that life.

he’s indecisive so he did like 3 yrs of engineering ( so he has a bachelors) and is doing med now??

he’s super duper smart, tutors physics, maths, chemistry, & a lil bio to highschool kids. usually the older ones bc he’s smort

has no time at all.

HAILEE STEINFEILD, CIS FEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met alissa ‘lissa’ carrie ryken yet ? the 20 year old is known for being both humorous and outspoken, but also very brash and impolite. born in nyc, lissa now lives in tower hamlets, student/running.

have u watched the edge of seventeen. basically her character in that lol.

dad died from heart attack in car while she was with him because of course all my characters have to have had something horribly sad happen to them

she’s funny and makes rude jokes and ???

i need to put more thot in to her but she’s amazing

BRANDON FLYNN, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met ethan tomasz cerny yet? the 25 year old is known for being both thrifty and observant, but also very lazy and reliant. born in poland, ethan now lives in hackney, unemployed/writing.

born in poland moved to france at 2, moved to england at 13

used to be a rich kid

parents kicked him out bc he was too rock n roll as a kid. did every drug imaginable. all adat

he was essentially homeless for a while

has high profile childhood friends in london tho (@ possible plot with ur character) and sleeps on their couches and guest bedrooms

was a drug kingpin for a while, bought himself a flat. and decorated it with records and mismatched furniture and it smells of the dankest most potent weed when u walk in

hes a stoner

he cares abt nobody

thinks everyone is dumb

#smoke:intros #enjoy #hmu and i'll throw u a starter

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bluesidde · 6 years

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what’s up guys, ya girl is back with a couple more muses i haven’t been able to stop thinking about, so here they are !!

PARK JIMIN, CISMALE, HE/HIM — have you met isaac lee yet ? the 21 year old is known for being both thrill-seeking and confident, but also very brazen and cold. born in los angeles, isaac now lives in tower hamlets, trying to save up enough money to go back home and not murder his ex in cold blood.

quick bullet facts !

lives with his ex cause they’re both dumb and broke

blames his ex for dragging him to london but wont actually murder him

tbh their relationship is comedic, they have a few laughs

currently works at gas station and he hates it

that skater cali grunge aesthetic

black hair jimin is isaac, that’s him !!!

his relationship with his mom is very back n forth

he has a 9 year old little brother who he misses sm

a bisexual gemini lmao

his mom is ridiculous, she throws that in his face

she’s something but she’s not here so i wont dive into that

connections

bad influence / fling ( with @heavylidded ) - basically he has a thing with elijah but it’s not official but it’s something but isaac isn’t looking for anything serious but he loves how elijah looks at him like he put the stars in the sky and he can’t help but feel validated by this tall naive kid.

the ex from l.a ( with @heavylidded ) - seeing your ex overseas after ages only happens in movies but here he is, running into rosemary again at flower shop like the first time and he doesn’t know how to feel about that since it didn’t end well between them even though she was the longest relationship he’s had n maybe he still misses her idk he’s a dumbass

the ex he lives with ( with @catastrothicc ) - listen, at first i was going to make him a npc but i think it’ll be funny writing these two out, basically they’re originally from l.a and their relationship lasted less than 3 months but in that span they moved out here because they’re dumbasses

co-workers who go to parties together ( with n/a ) - self explanatory ! they crash parties or invite the other to parties they were invited to, met during a night shift they spent playing cards and occasionally hit the other up for a night out

anything else, just hmu cause isaac is always looking for trouble.

OH SEHUN, CISMALE, HE/HIM — have you met jihyun min yet ? the 23 old is known for being both hard-working and responsible, but also very difficult and hesitant, born in london, jihyun continues to live in the city of london, trying to get his bachelors in english while being a single parent to a four year old boy.

quick bullet facts !

jihyun’s son is named sunwoo and he would do anything for him

sunwoo’s nickname is sunny bc he’s the light of jihyun’s life

including starting college late in order to raise him properly

sunny was a drunken surprise

jihyun had been a party of some rich girl and they hooked up

9 months later he had a son to his name and all the rights

the mother wanted nothing to do with the kid and neither did her family

esp bc sunny was out of wedlock

jihyun saw dropping out of school as his only option but his parents weren’t having it

they had ripped jihyun a new one when he finally told them the truth about being a dad, considering he couldn’t hide it from them when he got full custody

but they love him and they love sunny and they decided to help their youngest son

anyways, jihyun and sunny now have their own place

jihyun is almost, almost close to getting his bachelor’s while handling a side job working for his dad but it’s a good, he’s got this

connections

his older sister ( with n/a ) - basically the best aunt better, still treats jihyun like he’s the child cause he’s her little brother always n forever, sometimes babysits when he picks up a shift just for extra cash idk man a cute sibling relationship where they bicker and she tells him to let loose and go and date someone

his best friend ( with n/a ) - they aren’t siblings but they’re basically siblings and also the best uncle/aunt ever, was there the whole time by jihyun’s side just like his family, also occasionally babysits if needed, hangs around jihyun’s place too much and jihyun pretends it annoys him and tells them to leave but never means it, sunny adores them

listen, this is basically all i have rn, i wanted to put down a crush or love interest but idk exactly what kinda plot i want for that yet so yeah! anything else tho hmu !

#smoke:intros #new muses ahhhh

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smokecndmirrcrs · 6 years

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because i have no self control, below is 4 more muses. intros will probably not come later

LAUREN GERMAN, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met marina elizabeth hart yet ? the thirty seven year old is known for being both giving and hardworking, but also very reactive and unagressive. born in greenwich, marina now lives in wandsworth, doctor, playing doormat to an unappreciative child

STELLA MAEVE, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met gianna rae griffin-matthews yet ? the twenty seven year old is known for being both loyal and determined, but also very stubborn and unforgiving. born in hackney, gia now lives in ealing, event planner; trying to keep three kids out of trouble .

HAYLEY ORRANTIA, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met isobel eleonora durant yet ? the twenty one year old is known for being both generous and creative, but also very judgemental and stubborn. born in florence, italy, izzy now lives in wandsworth, fashion design student/intern at burberry.

TRISTIN MAYS, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met sandrine kalista davis yet ? the twenty four year old is known for being both intelligent and determined, but also very easily annoyed and sarcastic. born in richmond, sandy now lives in richmond upon thames, waitress; talking shit about the customers.

#im gonna die #smoke:intros #ig???

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catastrothicc · 6 years

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when will i learn to write an intro post

hello friens my name is kit im 19 and i use them/they pronouns. i love the color GREEN as u can tell and im a cancer ..... i literally don’t kno who i am besides that so ! ey letz gO .... oh yea my timezone is mdt . bu ckle . ... .. . u p

fiRST we have rocky whomst some of u kNO bc he was That guy in paracosms anD created by the m ost crea tive admins iv’e ever seEN i got blessedt 2 play him and to play him agAIN in literally the most mentally straining au for any character .... paracosms verse ! x

i previously made an intro post for him here so i’m just gonna link it and walk away .. .. .... also his stats page still lives here !!! keeping in mind that he is no longer a drug ring leader ..... he recently discovered that his wHOLE LIFE is a LIE and that he’s a helpless robot stuck in hell with a bunch of other robots who want 2 murder him and every(robot)body he loves

find his pinterest board here , someday a whole ass playlist too

neXT we have minjae ... he’s my oldest character in this batch but that doesn’t mean i especially love him .... just means i’ve made him suffer the longest .... . . . tw: child abuse ( pinterest board , playlist 1 , playlist 2 )

minjae is in the main verse ! find him bullshitting through college and b-boying in the camden streets

he’s twenty-one and a virgo , born in busan , south korea

he found his way to london when his parents sent him away to study abroad highkey because that’s a big fancy thing in korea they can brag about and lowkey to get rid of him for as long as they can

his relationship with his family is ..... interestingly strained . his parents WON’T admit that he’s tiring as hell to deal with and how much stress he causes because they try their best to be supporting/loving parents but honestly minjae KNOWS how much they just wISH he was fucking gONE from their lives ( okay maybe not THAT intense but things rlly blow up in his head ) but he doesn’t even worry about it he just deals with the fact that he’s a terrible son

he was diagnosed with odd when he was eight years old, after his mom got tired and increasingly concerned with his disruptive and violent behavior

a few years prior , minjae’s biological dad left them and his mom kind of took it upon herself to try and make it up to him . that meant she was always careful around him and treated him as if he was fragile because minjae felt some blame that his dad left .

his biological dad did Not have any patience for his kid’s mental health , meaning he and minjae would fight often to the point of getting physical . basically minjae endured a lot of getting locked up in the bathroom kicking and screaming until his voice grew hoarse and the occasional ..... bad beatings .

he went to therapy with his mom for two years before entering middle school , around the time his mom remarried a nice guy who had the patience of a saint when it came to minjae , even after he repeatedly rejected him as a part of their life . eventually minjae managed to warm up to him ..... he just didn’t wanna admit he was afraid he’d abandon them like his bio dad .

despite the therapy he was still unstable and got into frequent fights . he was smart but he didn’t put it into any good use because he would rather fool around and disrupt the classroom at any slight chance . teachers .... hated this fuckass

theN high school !! A Whole Mess ..... he got worse and worse , and it wasn’t until he got expelled from his Second high school that he went back to therapy for anger management .

after months of sessions w/ his therapist he was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder , which honestly explained Everything about his life . it explained his massive issues with interpersonal relationships , massive abandonment fear , massive moodiness , massive personality contradictions .... everythin g

he started b-boying because it was a way to push himself and let go of the anger without picking a fight with someone else ( altho he StilL picked the occasional fight .... highkey still does ) but he loved the control that came with dancing and how it hurt to push his body

he managed to graduate despite what everyone thought ..... and even a bigger surprise is that he went to college majoring in math ..... and an evEN BIGGER SURPRISE is that he went overseas to study which is like ..... quite a difficult and impressive thing to do ..... tho minjae just finds math the easiest out of academic studies bc “all u need to do is understand and follow a formula”

anYWAYS so his personality is generally very contradictory . he just has no fucking idea who he even is . thESE are from an old intro that i’m just putting here bc still tru:

being delusional w/ infatuation/love to the point of a fault vs running away when things actually start to go right with someone because of his fear of being abandoned by them

being so afraid of abandonment that he can’t stand being alone, always needs to be communicating with someone vs pushing people away when he feels like he’s getting attached because he’s afraid of abandonment

swinging between being horny all the time and being sex repulsed

intense mood swings !!! having the time of his life one hour and wishing he was dead the next

thinks he’s the best vs loathes his entire being

wants everyone to love him vs thinking he deserves being alone

incredibly charming and talkative vs distant and moody

loving/cuddly/goofy vs jealous/purposely mean/bossy

also never tell him its ok to text u bc he’ll give u notifications from Hell

dhwani mishra !!! honestly Bae . i’ve had her in my head for mONTHs and this is only the second time i play her rip . anyways say hello to this Hot Mom. tw: abuse , brief abortion mention

dhwani is from chicago , she’s 36 and a leo .... literally The Whole SUN

she grew up w/ a generally large family . two parents , three sisters and a brother . it was a full house that often became suffocating but she managed to survive her childhood and teenhood .

she’s extremely close with all her fam except her dad , bc they have always disagreed in almost everything and it’s just ..... awkward to be around him ?? she honestly doesn’t respect him much , even if she would never show him/tell him that . her dad had an abusive past w/ her mom , and dhwani still feels a lot of resentment that he would ever lay his hands on her in a violent way and mistreat her despite being the mother of his children . when she was a teenager , she would tell her mom to just divorce him but her mom was in a very toxic/old mentality and believed she would ruin her family and her children’s life if she did that .

probably nobody cared about this as much as dhwani .... she promised herself she’d NEVER allow someone to do what her dad did to her mom and was honestly so defensive with guys . little did she kno it was the lesbian raging inside her .

so because she had no idea what a lesbian was or that it was a possibility bc her household was not the type to really go into the topic of sex at all , she eventually got into a relationship with a guy in high school that she could actually put up with .... and got really disappointed when she was finally ‘ in love ’ because of how underwhelming it all was . her dreams about finding ‘ the one ’ were absolutely gone . she was like wtf why are people making such a big deal out of love when it feels like ...... kind of nothing ??

she became pregnant with his child which was completely unplanned and was such a huge turn in her life that she never ever expected . all this time she had been driven to start a career in chemistry and family would come way wayyy later , however she did Not want to give up her child ..... she was so torn about it but now she thinks not getting an abortion was the best decision of her life bc her little boy , one of her two little suns was brought into the world .

she paused her career to raise him w/ her now husband when she was 29 , and three years later became pregnant again , this time w/ her second sun , an adorable lil baby girl . things were already going downhill in her marriage before she got pregnant again , though , and she stupidly thought that maybe another child would help them but ... wrong ! her husband , the man she thought she loved , was turning out to be exactly like her father . she put up w/ him for as long as she could .... but it did just not work out . when her daughter was two and her son five , she divorced him and someway or another managed to pick up her career again .

she moved out with her kids into a small apartment , struggling with money and having to ask her parents for aid which wasn’t rlly good for her pride , despite that she and her mom were like best friends .

sHE made it to london by pure will after juggling her two children and working as a high school teacher , though when she got an offer to teach as a professor in a university w/ heR OWN LAB AND RESEARCH TEAM she could Not pass it up . the only problem was tht this job was across the ocean , and away from her family and everything she and her children knew .

still , she saw a brighter future , not only for herself but especially for her kids , so she packed up and said goodbye to the states .

she’s been teaching in soho for two years now and she still hasn’t really adjusted . it’s obviously a very different life than the one she had in chicago , but she’s very determined to make it work . also she’s recently discovering her repressed inner lesbian so hmu for plots !!! ;)))

shE’S a chemistry professor so ... @ any student connections hmu ... also any students whomst want 2 be on her research team A++

pERSONALity wise .... she’s a mess . she’s very lively and warm and inviting , but she is also extremely stubborn and unrestrained . you don’t agree w/ something she does ? Suck It . you have a stupid opinion ? Time to let u kno how absolutely wrong u are . she is NOT afraid of a fight . also she’s v scatterbrained .... there is so much on her schedule that she can barely keep up w/ so she’s never like ... calm . always going somewhere , always pacing places , chugging her coffee , carrying 789479 folders and books everywhere .

hER class is pretty much this vine

probably one of the least chill professors on campus in the best way possible . she’s so excited about chemistry and teaching her students . altho she is lenient and understanding she can also b strict af and doesn’t allow her kindness to b taken advantage of . rlly good at drawing lines .

also her children are her whole world and she loves to brag about them ... since she doesn’t get enough time w/ them at home she sometimes takes them to her lab on campus or they’re there being a mess during her office hours and stressing her out but she’s 2 fond of them to leave them w/ their babysitter .

oK so here is her v incomplete pinterest board ... expect a playlist Soon

lAST BUT NOT LEAST is santana !!! he is ... a solid trip . this is my first time playing him so i’m puMPED and expecting the worst of him fhuidshfiusdhg. tw: drug use , abuse , alcoholism

he is 23 , a Cancer , n from LA california like that red hot chili peppers song(s)

his childhood wasn’t chill at all . he grew up with four sisters and three brothers , so his parents never really had time for all of them individually . they were always kind of lumped together despite the differences in age . santana was one of the middle children so he got evEN LESS attention .

he honestly does not understand what his parents were thinking when they had EIGHT whole kids , because they were poor as shit . they lived in a tiny house with three bedrooms and two bathrooms , where all the girls would be in 1 room , the boys in the other , and their parents in th third one . you could Not catch a moment of peace in this household . they basically lived on top of each other .

his older siblings were very bad influences , and so were his parents . it was all tough love , so he barely received any kindness or special treatment and had 2 go to school even if he was dying w/ the flu and got hit Bad when he acted out even a little bit bc his parents were Not about to deal w/ any disrespect . he actually pretty much got hit for just existing bc his parents didn’t want dumb kids and santana was failing in Everything at school so his dad especially tried to beat it into him but really he wasn’t dumb he had dyslexia and no one knew or cared enough to find out .

still , they didn’t really respect their children enough to demand their respect . they would cuss all of them tf out and allow them little to no privacy so they all became rEALLY GOOD liars , and all of them learned to have each other’s backs but rlly this only lasted during their childhoods/teenhoods .

santana started doing really stupid shit during high school and once he got caught stealing wine from a grocery store w/ all his dumb little high school friends whomst were in possession of weed and ended up in juvenile prison for two years until he turned 18 . thEN while he was on parole he didn’t learn his fucking lesson and his parents/family were not supportive At All honestly it’s like they didn’t give 2 shits that he was in juvie they were just like ‘that’s what happens when you’re a goddamn moron’ so santana went out and did it aGAIN bc fuck parental guidance anyways

this time he got caught stealing a whole fucking car and in possession of not only weed but cocaine so he got locked up for 4 long ass years . honestly thought that he wouldn’t make it out but he rlly learned a lot in prison and he was used to getting no privacy anyways and just kinda dealt . the prison system he was stuck in Sucked so bad though like the guards were the Worst and he’d try to stay out of fights but Some Fucker would piss him off and BOOM he’d end up in the hole for a whole week .

hOWEVER if it wasn’t for being there he would’ve never discovered his passion of art and drawing . he got Really Fucking good bc he had nothing else to do but sit around and try to find anything to pour all of his pent up energy into and drawing happened to be his greatest outlet . would just sit for as long as they let him and draw his time away .

when he got out he went back to his fam but they were pretty much all split up . shit went Down while he was locked up and somehow his parents ended up w/ a giant grudge on their children and some of his siblings wanted to kill each other while others had just completely moved away to different parts of the states and had absolutely no communication w/ each other .

santana decided to fuck it and pursue his dreams of being a tattoo artist far from LA and just decided to move to a different country entirely .

Now u can find him giving tattoos in his apartment bc he doesn’t have enough $$$ to get a studio and while he Is training under a professional he’s not getting paid by them so he needs to make money somehow . it’s a secret that he’s tattooing when he’s not supposed to tho . Fuck the law .

personality !!!! he’s basically .... very chill .... perhaps 2 chill ....

even tho drugs got him some bad time in prison he hasn’t left them . still very 420 friendly and occasionally does the hard stuff . also loves 2 drink and party .

he’s irresponsible !!!! he feels like he lost a lot of his life in prison so he’s trying to make up for it and while he’s being more careful ..... he still loves 2 fuck shit up .

he gets way too comfortable around people way too easily . he thinks this is a trait he picked up in jail bc he rlly had no other option but to shower with a bunch of dudes and shit out in the open , so he’s very comfortable with his body and being in the nude in general . also a touchy guy , likes cuddles and appreciates hugs . random meaningless touches are a Habit .

he loves to hang and do whatever so if ur his friend chances are tht he’s hitting u up 24/7 to go do something . biggest extrovert there is . does not get tired of being in public / around people . also p flirty and gay as hell .

sO find his pinterest board here and i’m also in the process of finishing a playlist for him hopefully soon

thAT WOULD BE ALL FOR NOW !!! hmu and feel free to add me on discord ( a whole silly boy#2690 , kít (catastrothicc) in the group chat ) for plots and such !!!

#smoke:intros #smoke:ooc #⦁ — › OwO ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴛʜɪs? — ⌜ ᴏᴏᴄ ⌟#(#fiNALL Y )#( im srry it took this long )#( what was the build up it suCKS ANYWAYS )#( also ........ im not ashamed of an anime mascot )#( HFUISDHFIUSDHGIUH )#( i LOVE an angry boy )

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imbriums-blog · 6 years

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hello my angels ! i’m sorry this is so late but i’m sarah & i’m 18 yrs old & live in the hellhole that is ohio so the est timezone ! i’m ur token harry potter nerd & lover of all things musical... anyways u can hear more about 5/10 of my problematic children under the cut ! i’m gonna try to keep it short but i lov to talk so we’ll see ! if you’re willing to plot give this post a big mf like & i’ll come crawlin’ to ur ims !

— ✯ | barbara delaney savenkov ! + pinterest board !

tw: death, murder

laura harrier, cisfemale, she/her — have you met barbara delaney savenkov yet ? the twenty-three year old is known for being both poised and enticing, but also very skeptical and deceiving. born in san francisco, barbie now lives in soho, waiting tables at the fork and assassinating people on the side for some extra cash. + wanted connections !

so barbara was born n raised in san francisco, california to a solidly middle class family. her parents were divorced growing up, although they were friendly & got along well enough to be friends & co-parent barbie. she’d always been quite an idealist like Yes The World Is Good but when she was twenty, her dad had died due to a rogue heart attack that seemingly happened for no reason & it completely shattered barbara.

that’s when a local gang found her, at her ultimate low, & roped her into their business. she stayed w them for two years or so & at some point or another barbara started to realize that she didn’t think this business & way to make money was a good one. eventually, they starting cutting pay & barbara started to feel like she was bein manipulated. working w the gang kind of made her give up her optimism & is what truly formed her into the stone cold but somehow still elegant & captivating barbie she is today ! her idealistic attitude & never-ending optimism died with all of the shady shit that gang made her do.

then barbara was offered a job as an assassin for a powerful man doin some shady shit & she was unable to refuse even tho her first instinct was to turn it down – it offered great money & stability, & with the impression that she’d only be hurting people who deserved it, barbara shakily accepted the deal & left the gang !

she’s not pleased w the fact that she’s murdering ppl for a living, obviously, but she tries to make do with what she has & tells herself that the ppl she’s killing deserve it but !! messy !

personality-wise, barbara comes off as super intimidating at first n like she just doesn’t have feelings… super proper n always sitting upright n stiff as fuck… scares ppl away bc she seems like a robot at first

she's that kid who studies for the test like 3 weeks before it actually happens and has color coordinated highlighting and bullet journals.. she wants to be on top of everything, constantly – she doesn’t like feeling unorganized or like she’s falling apart ? i think it’s partially bc she tends to over perfect areas of her life like that, and like color coordinating her closet and making sure everything is tidy to make up for the Mess that is her secret career ??

one of the most annoying things ever is how perfect she seems on the surface ?? like, she likes everybody n is probably the type of person who rescues stray kittens from trees n sings as little birdies fly down & comb her hair or some shit but anyone close to barbie in real life knows she is a hardcore mess

that friend who’s like “oh my god i look so fat in this picture” n literally everybody groans bc shut the fuck up karen ur perfect

could literally say “fuck off” to somebody n the tone of voice she uses would make them think she was complimenting them

— ✯ | cordelia esther king ! + pinterest board !

alycia debnam-carey, cisfemale, she/her — have you met cordelia esther king yet ? the twenty-two year old is known for being both affable and buoyant, but also very whimsical and corybantic. born in salem, delia now lives in lambeth, working as a wedding planner and forming unrealistic expectations of true love.

so ngl cordelia is very inspired by jane from 27 dresses but w/ some twists so i’m not completely unoriginal

she was born to a pastor for a father in salem aka witch town ! cordelia was raised as kind of a perfect goody goody two shoes u know.. classic girl next door who sleeps w a teddy bear even at twenty-two & her entire room is covered in pink, she spends her spare time baking n blushing over boys smiling at her wtvr... she was always strong-willed & opinionated but shut up out of fear of being made fun of u know, kids these days r mean

so then when cordelia is old enough to leave her parents house ( let’s say like a year ago ) she decides that she’s tired of being the nice girl in the shadows & that she wants to live life more on the edge so she vows to start living life dangerously & being badass... whatever that means

it’s actually kind of funny, because she’ll stroll into a bar & bat her eyelashes at the bartender & single ppl in the room to try & get them to order a drink for her solely bc she doesn’t know the names of any drinks... has no common sense & is too naive for her own good ( what is a handjob... what does “on the rocks” mean ) but the girl’s trying to [ troy bolton vc ] break free so who am i to judge ?

she’s a wedding planner who’s actually in love with the idea of love & has watched the notebook 1 too many times... despite her being wildt nowadays she’s still into the whole “when i meet the one for me my foot will pop when we kiss & i’ll feel fireworks” thing.. it’s cute but also sad but ! cute !

personality-wise... she’s outspoken & friendly & incredibly flirty, but at the same time she probably either assumes you’re flirting w her when you’re really not or has no clue that you’re hitting on her when ur literally kissing her

is totally sandy at the end of grease when she’s like “tell me about it, stud” acting all badass but then doesn’t know what to do w her cigarette butt & looks nervously at her friends like WTF DO I DO

please come corrupt her or fuck her up... or be nice 2 her & teach her how to be a human being

— ✯ | dexter leroy bates ! + pinterest board !

torrance coombs, cismale, he/him — have you met dexter leroy bates yet ? the thirty-one year old is known for being both inventive and idealistic, but also very farouche and indecisive. born in hackney, dex now lives in croydon, editing badly filmed videos and gluing himself to a camera 24/7.

basically a nerdy starving artist based on mark from rent with a lil bit of peter parker in him

a broke ass bitch living in croydon trying his best to make it as a photographer / film maker

he has huge dreams of hollywood but his films r probably kinda bad... but he tries his best n i love him for it

kinda nerdy & word vomit-y... super cute... would die for his friends but also would kill u for insulting one of them

is that nerd that is actually hot n buff n shit but u never notice bc he wears hoodies n hides behind a camera bc i lov stereotyping apparently

i don’t really have his backstory worked out yet tbfh so really ? go wild w connections for my son

— ✯ | davina leigh cordero ! + pinterest board !

lauren jauregui, cisfemale, she/her — have you met davina leigh cordero yet ? the twenty-one year old is known for being both intuitive and diligent, but also very seclusive and obstinate. born in whitby, davina now lives in soho, studying journalism and avoiding as much human interaction as possible.

100% based on rory gilmore bc apparently even tho i’m on season 2 i luv the characters Too Much

basically everything i aspire 2 be in a person... hardworking as fuck, loves school so fricking much, antisocial as hell !

davina is deadass brilliant & her idea of wild is staying up past 11 on a school night or waiting to do her homework on saturday instead of friday

sweet, a lil bit awkward, but the cutest ever n i would die for her

would much rather be chillin w her books than anything else tbh & doesn’t know how to hold proper interactions but it’s more charming than anything else

grew up with only her dad mostly, since her mom worked full time & lived out of town for reasons but they both love her a ton. her dad would give her the whole world if he could, & owns a quaint little coffee shop in whitby & is constantly calling davina to check up on her... when she got older her mom moved back in w her dad so since then she’s gotten a lot closer to her but there’s still just such a bond between her dad & her u know

what is romance ? davina doesn’t know

come fuck her up

— ✯ | sawyer maisie pitman ! + pinterest board !

josefine frida pettersen, cisfemale, she/her — have you met sawyer maisie pitman yet ? the twenty year old is known for being both undaunted and driven, but also very apathetic and blunt. born in bristol, sawyer now lives in wandsworth, being a tragically pathetic starving artist & student.

so sawyer was adopted as a baby, unnamed, to two moms who love her more than anything in the world. one’s a publisher & one’s an english professor, & they’re both huge fricking nerds, so she was named after tom sawyer !

as soon as she could walk she was talented with art & everything that had to do with it & not long after entering high school she decided that that’s what she wanted to do & nothing was going to get in the way of it

now, as a student & hopeful artist, sawyer is dead set on getting where she wants to be & has no tolerance for bullshit... like if u ain’t helping her further her career, ur unimportant to her

relationships ? cancelled. romance is a DISTRACTION from her work & only complicates her life !

blunt as fuck & doesn’t sugar coat things. she says things like they are & expects others to do the same bc she has no time for drama or whatnot

stubborn as fuck & nearly impossible to talk to sometimes bc she’s so set in her ways but hey love me a strong woman amirite

sharp-tongued & sarcastic as fuck but can be incredibly kind when the time is right !

#smoke:intros

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ooc; my muse for this one is strong. but i’ll TRY and post proper intros for him and my other new muse i added the other day, later tonight.

CHARLES MELTON, CISMALE, HE/HIM — have you met river cho yet? the twenty-six year old is known for being both loyal and confident, but also very short-tempered and brazen. born in new york, river now lives in westminster, high ranking gang member/ arms dealer for the north.

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some more shunts 2 hate ig ..

hale, mackinley. thinks about murder an unhealthy amount. emotions ? don’t know her. she sounds cute tho. hates chocolate but has made cadbury mini eggs her bitch. couldn’t care less about her wealth and will casually mention her mansion back home in passing. can fake cry on command and considers it one of her favourite talents (after murder of course). monotone bored voice almost all the time. shit movie fanatic —— has watched fifty shades enough times to know the dialogue. has a weird dead butterfly collection for whatever reason. considers her unhealthy under eye circles her #look.

delaroux, beauden. jason nash of vlog cult. memes about wanting death and from the shit he pulls everyone figures he’s actively seeking it. it’s become concerning but it brings views so nobody cares enough. uncle kracker fanatic. can’t ever be assed to wear a matching pair of socks. owns one (1) good pair of jeans. keeps track of all 42 hate fan accounts of him on twitter. swears too much for his own good. in the midst of receiving a restraining order from his ex (madison please come back, he swears he’ll stop fighting your new bfs). has the least amount of instagram followers in his friend group and wears it like a crown.

clark, anthony. honestly just season 1 nick who i just now realized got the same last names so uh cool ig .. anti-religious stemming from some personal issues he’s yet to work out. paranoid through the fricken roof. wants a big happy family but there’s no fricken way that’s in his immediate future. almost always has greasy hair. hates social media with a burning passion. a weirdly good cook —— can take whatever’s in your fridge and turn it into a full course meal. so broke that if somebody stole his wallet he wouldn’t even call to close his bank accounts.

bates, inez. secretly keeps adopting dogs and hides them in the storage room at her workplace. knows like 6 languages but nobody ever believes her. come to think of it, nobody really believes anything she says. tried to pierce her own nose one time and ended up in the er because of a blood infection. has a bag of wigs and right mannequin feet in her closet at home. nobody asks why and she doesn’t elaborate. tells you disgusting meat facts while you’re eating it despite not being vegan. gets in to too many bar fights and surprisingly wins every single one. eats way too much avocado.

caine, blanca. currently fucking shit up in a cult. was stolen as a baby and is beginning to suspect it. worked her way up to becoming said cult’s oracle and absolutely abuses her power and position. honestly doesn’t believe much of what the cult’s about but thrives off the authority she’s got. wardrobe consists of white flowing dresses and secret red lipstick she wears in private. cannot swim and is deathly afraid of water. keeps a journal where she records everything, including some potential blackmail secrets.

eades, ryland. wanted to become a big time director but settled for an assistant. the most dramatic person ever, honestly. wears too much black but she looks good in it so she doesn’t complain. shit talks the rich but wishes she could afford a sports car. cannot keep organized for shit. hates pda and will get physically repulsed if she sees any of that het shit in public. epitome of it’s not what you wear but how you wear it. zones out when she’s given any useful information and scrambles about on google looking for some help.

sanna, floyd. king of development aka flipping 180 because i cba to write sad smoke 1.0 floyd. fell off the wagon when the supposed love of his life nia left him high and dry (miss u salt). always has a flask of whiskey hidden somewhere on his body. can dress anywhere from a slick black suit to in-your-face patterns *see harry styles. on his way to inheriting his family’s company and probably run some kind of political campaign in the future, depends if he feels like it. harry villiers from the riot club 100%. has too many awards from fencing stored away.

marx, ophelia. diet consists of leftover chinese food and an unhealthy amount of redbull. shows up to class ten minutes late claiming she slept in which is half true because really she fell asleep on the bus and missed her stop. exclusively wears sweatpants and uggs and will punch anyone in the face for pointing it out. naps way too much. says she hates carly from econ because of some mysterious beef she refuses to spill but really she’s never talked to her in her life and just envies her organization and perkiness. habitually forgets to eat dinner. questions if her degree is really worth it. call her karl and nothing else or else die.

fonseca, gemini. wears expensive lingerie no matter the occasion. obnoxiously flaunts her wealth. disguises insults as compliments that you won’t realize were hostile until the next day. is always that bihtc that shows up to brunch in a deep cut red silk slip dress, asks if she’s overdressed and everyone assures her she looks great. literally loves fishing for compliments. head is shoved too far up her own ass. lives for milk maths with rose petals. throws too much tantrums to get her way and when those don’t work she goes rogue.

#smoke:intros #um fricken FINALLY

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FELICITY JONES, FEMALE, SHE/HER — have you met Grace Whitford yet ? the 27 year old is known for being both kind and dutiful, but also very quiet and timed. born in Camden, Grace now lives in city of Waltham Forest, and and is a primary school teacher

grace could use a long vacation from her life.

honestly, everyone in her life is trash. her dad? trash. the guy never cared about her and every money she made he stole. she only became independent of him three years ago when she broke all ties with her family. which was not easy. her whole life her dad and elder sisters drilled into her the importance of family but they never cared about their family members, just the family status.

which by the way is terrible right now. the whitfords used to have money but they are now broke. her sister’s modeling career failed. her other sister already has three failed marriage.

honestly, grace is a tired virgin. also she cannot drive.

sexuality: pansexual.

only loved one person in her life. broke up with him because her father ordered her to.

BUT THERE IS SOME HAPPINESS. SHE IS A GOOD TEACHER AND SHE LOVES HER STUDENTS MORE THAN LIFE. SHE IS SUPER DEDICATED AND WOULD DIE FOR THOSE KIDS TBH.

enjoys playing guitar and stress bakes a lot.

she has three dogs. all of them are rescue dogs

#⋆ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴡʜɪᴛғᴏʀᴅ. ▹ gen tag. ◜ sʜᴇ ᴠᴇɴᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ.#smoke:intros

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heyooo i’m manu and i’m 18 and imma be real honest with you guys all my characters are trash and they are all true honest messes but i premisse to do better in the future so i think that should count for something. this post got long af bc i have 0 self control, and after i started talking about them i just wanted to lay out all the important info about them, buuuuuut if you are reading this we should highkey plot (i got some possible connections here but like if you come to me we can talk about something different or something more specific to your character ja feel?). fair warning tho there is some triggering content on my chars backstories so i put triggers related to the character before their facts.

JOÃO VICENTE DE CASTRO, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met william rafael carvalho da fonseca yet ? the thirty one year old is known for being both enthusiastic and creative, but also very confrontational and reckless. born in são paulo, brazil, liam now lives in southwark, as a reporter.

tw: emotional abuse, substance abuse

R A N D O M F A C T S + H I S T O R Y ; ;

hates figures of authority

liam does shit just because he thinks it’s funny to aggravate people

he will fight anyone and anything at anytime

besides that tho he is really fun guy and most of the time he’ll just try to be nice and have fun with people and make jokes.

he is the kind of person that takes jokes way too far

would 100% fill your house with balloons for a prank

can play the guitar really well but only really plays wonderwall cause he knows people hate it

his family is really rich. he works and he does his own thing totally unrelated to the family business but he highkey lives knowing that if he ever needs anything he can just call up his parents and it will get done.

he lives in an apartment that his mother bought him as a birthday gift.

his father is from brazil and his mother is from london.

he has two younger siblings a sister and a brother

he was born in brazil. when he was younger his parents were married and he stayed around there for most of his younger life

his father wasn’t the best person to be around tho he was really demanding and he was constantly belittling and putting him down bc liam failed to live up to his expectations.

liam’s mother never really did anything when his father was around but she would sometimes come to his aid after the damaged had already been done and give him stuff as if that could solve the whole issue.

his parents got divorced when he was fifteen. his mother moved back to the uk but stayed in brazil with his siblings.

after that he would go back and forth between brazil and the uk to spend time with his parents but he finished high school still in brazil.

his father wanted him to take over the family business and be someone liam most definitely wasn’t. liam still tried and he went to college for a few months but one day he got home drunk and his father started screaming @ him about how terrible of son he was so he was pretty much done. the next morning he packed up his stuff and moved in with a friend until his mother bought him a ticket to fly to the uk

after that he moved to london and he’s been in london ever since.

he pretty much went to college to become a journalist just to spite his father

he drinks way too much but he also smokes weed and he does cocaine sometimes

he legitimately cannot stand being bored or staying still for a while so he’ll figure something to entertain himself at all times even if it is extremely dangerous or downright stupid

he doesn’t have that great of a self-steem. lots of the stuff his father said still resonates with him and even tho liam avoids thinking about it most of the time he still feels bad for not becoming who his father wanted him to be, and not taking over the family business

P L A Y L I S T ;;

g-eazy - sober ft. charlie puth

g-eazy & halsey - him & I

the weeknd - dark times ft. ed sheeran

blackbear - idfc

blackbear - do re mi

post malone - rockstar ft. 21 savage

eden - drugs

P O S S I B L E C O N N E C T I O N S ;;

His siblings bc i’m out here for the family drama honestly. maybe one of his siblings took over the family business and that could aspire some drama bc it could been sort of like a betrayal? or maybe something happened in brazil and they moved to london to stay with him for a while bc reasons and liam thinks he has to be the responsible bigger brother but he is him so that is a problem.

one ex bc why not? and maybe it all ended really terribly bc they were always worried about the kind of stuff he was going to pull next in order to entertain himself. maybe he did something really stupid that put his life in danger and that was how it all ended

maybe someone who goes along with all of his stuff and they both have fun and do stupid shit together but maybe idk they just keep raising the stakes and it’s the type of thing that (if no one stops them or none of them stop to be the voice of reason) they’ll end up in las vegas getting married bc they had a bet that the other wouldn’t get married with a stranger

FRANÇOIS ARNAUD, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met octavianus bruno gentille yet? the thirty five year old is known for being both loyal and optimistic, but also very unfocused and self indulgent. born in venice, bruno now lives in westminster, as a art history college professor.

R A N D O M F A C T S + H I S T O R Y ; ;

his name is octavianus but he legit thinks that is the dumbest name in the face of existence so he’ll usually go by bruno, his middle name. the only people who know his actual name are his family or people who have seen his id. if you want to annoy him just call him ‘octavianus bruno’ and watch him go from 0 to 100 real quick

legit the best out of all my children which doesn’t say much but still

he loves the idea of love, and the idea of falling head over hills and not really thinking straight only thinking about the other person. and he thinks romantic love is the most important thing someone can have in their life.

he gets himself to fall in love with people and then jumps head first into things, and he turns thing that could be really easy and make it complicated.

he is super loyal to his friends.

he would take a bullet for any of his friends

but he is legit very self involved and self focused he thinks of himself as this great person who is out to help others but he won’t take advice from anyone and he is solely focused on his romantic life + his feelings

besides that tho he is honestly trying which is more than you can say for any of my muses

he is really optimistic and revolutionary and thinks people are supposed to protest and fight for what they think is right and then they’ll turn the world into a better place.

he thinks that if you talk it out you can solve any problem

will not fight anyone tho no matter the circumstances

he is really a huge pacifist who thinks peaceful protest is the best way to get people’s attention

he wants everyone in the world to be happy and have equal opportunities and for everything to be great

he loves art more than anything else

he is the kind of person that starts five projects at the same time and ends up not finishing any of them.

the kind of dude you’ll ask ‘what’s your opinion on cookies?’ and he’ll legit talk for an hour if you don’t stop him.

bruno was born in october 15, 1982 in Venice, Italy.

his father was originally italian, his mother from london.

he spent his early childhood with both his parents in italy, but when he turned five, his parents got divorced and he moved back to the uk. with his mother.

his father stayed back in italy.

he used to come by and visit every so often. once a year his mother sent him spent winter break or summer vacation with his father in italy.

his father used to tell him stories about how he loved his mother and about how ‘he would give her the world if he had been given a chance’ and that created an idea in bruno’s mind about how there are soulmates and perfect relationships out there and now he is constantly chasing it

but since no relationship is ever perfect his relationships will usually end bc of that

he is really extra about everything honestly especially love

P L A Y L I S T ; ;

dive - ed sheeran

all i ask - adele

coaster - khalid

P O S S I B L E C O N N E C T I O N S ;;

Maybe an ex that he wronged, someone that love him or they loved each other but it all ended bc bruno has no idea what a real relationship is and he can’t be an adult about his relationships.

Imma be real shitty for a second here but maybe some teacher student type of thing because if this asshole would romanticize something it would be some type of star crossed love relationship

maybe some nice and pure platonic relationship maybe like someone he is teaching art to or just someone who admires art and he is trying to be a good person and he is out there giving them advice and helping them out without asking for anything in return and maybe this person can call him out of his bullshit and they can have some sort of sibling relationship

JEFFREY DEAN MORGAN, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met michael john baxter yet ? the forty five year old is known for being both caring and charismatic, but also very unfaithful and selfish. born in london, mike now lives in southwark, as a coffee shop owner.

tw: cheating

R A N D O M F A C T S + H I S T O R Y ; ;

michael sucks honestly 10/10 would not recommend but i love trash so here we are

he is irredeemable, don’t @ me

swear way too much

he wears leather jackets because he thinks he is cool

he is an idiot honestly

he thinks he is funny and he laughs at his own jokes

mostly only really cares about himself and it’s not that he is trying to be an asshole or anything but he’ll legit do shit and after he already shit the bad he’ll be like ‘oh riight that was bad’

he is an asshole but lowkey does not want to be one

he was married for many years and he and his wife had a daughter and things were all fine and dandy but this asshole has no self control and he cheated on his wife a few times,,, she found out and they tried to make things work for a while but he did again and then she throw him out

he lowkey hates himself for destroying his marriage but he isn’t really doing anything to be a better person so here we are

his family used to be very poor and he worked his ass off for everything he’s ever had and he is really really proud of that

he put himself through college by working two jobs and legit the only thing he can commit to are his professional aspirations.

after college he started working for other people even tho that wasn’t really why he went to business school and he saved every single dime until he was able to open up his own business

he started his career opening up night clubs and he had three pretty successful ones when his marriage fell apart

he is really charismatic tho and he’s always trying to make people laugh and trying to entertain people. he legit finds joy and making others happy and excited and that was why he excelled at his business bc he just was constantly making sure the place he was running was a place he would love to go, and a place he knew people legit have fun in.

after his marriage fell apart tho he sold all off them and tried to retire for a while and try to work on being a better person

he couldn’t stand not having a job and not working tho so he opened up a small coffee shop bc it was supposed to be something small he knew he could handle without working as much as he used to

he can be either really chill and sit down and talk about life and give you legit good advice that he totally wouldn’t follow if he was in the same situation or really wild and be the type of person that goes ‘do you wanna break something?’ depending on who’s with him.

he’ll literally go along with any idea you have.

P L A Y L I S T ; ;

ain’t no rest for the wicked - cage the elephant

animals - cage the elephant

hate to say i told you so - the hives

P O S S I B L E C O N N E C T I O N S ;;

his daughter cause legit i would love to play out this dynamics and see where we could take it? like it could be interesting bc he loves her, but the cheating could have affected the girl and the girl’s life in some way? or maybe it affected how she sees him and it could be some broken relationship or idk angst honestly whatever you have in mind

his ex-wife and idk my fella it could be like some one sided sort of thing where he stills loves her but he is still him aka an asshole? maybe she loves him too but she knows being with him is Not Great? imagine them trying to get back together but how can you trust someone after that type of thing and he is Legit Trying but it doesn’t seem to matter anymore? Imagine arguments and loving someone who is terrible, and throwing blame back and forth ( i put an ex connection in literally every character so far fjaslfj i’m sorry )

JAKE GYLLENHAAL, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met thomas edmund faraday yet? the thirty six year old is known for being both honest and warmhearted, but also very demanding and proud. born in london, thomas now lives in kensington and chelsea, as a theoretical physicist and college professor.

tw: child neglect, drunk driving, death,

R A N D O M F A C T S + H I S T O R Y ; ;

he was born in a super rich family extremely loaded for generations type of thing

doesn’t know the real value of stuff honestly you could tell him that a cartoon of milk costs 50 bucks and he would believe you.

a heart of gold but also the type of asshole that will argue with you for hours (even if you are done with the argument) just to convince you you are wrong and he is right

honestly stale cinnamon roll been in this world too long too cynical

he went to a boarding private school when he was young, his parents honestly could not give less of shit about him. they were both really young and rich and wanted to enjoy life, so they would often ship thomas off to whatever they could find eg,: boarding school, summer camp, whatever kind of different program they would find

it wasn’t that they didn’t love him, but he would often get in the way of their plans. and they really just weren’t the best parents in town

thomas grew up always dreaming about having a real loving family like the ones in sitcoms and movies and that was his dream for most of his life

he was also highkey biggest nerd in the face of earth who loved star wars and star trek especially star trek because he fell in love with star trek the next generation and science fiction.

that was when he discovered his love for science.

he went to college and that when he met his wife and thomas was well on his way to make his dream come true

he and his wife got married, had a son, moved to his family’s house in kensington and chelsea and things were great and beautiful

things continued to advance in his career, thomas managed to work with what he wanted.

expect one day his wife and his son were both going back home after she’d picked him up from middle school and a drunk driver hit their car.

both his wife and his son died in a car accident and he highkey hasn’t been able to actually connect with anyone ever since.

he threw himself in his job after that and focused solely on his career

knows his family is gone but would never consider moving on bc that for him would be the same as forgetting them

highkey just wants love and a family and someone to care for that cares about him but is too terrified to put himself out there to loose the people he loves again.

P L A Y L I S T ; ;

white lie - the lumineers

little lion man - mumfords & sons

P O S S I B L E C O N N E C T I O N S ;;

something pure and fine where they slowly build trust and everything is fine?? no angst just love. this is lazy i know but love~ that’s all i want for him

JON BERNTHAL, CIS MALE, HE/HIM — have you met matthew nathaniel decker yet? the forty one year old is known for being both determined and caring, but also very sttuborn and blunt. born in austin, texas, matteo now lives in tower hamlets, as a criminal.

tw: war, death mention, violence

R A N D O M F A C T S + H I S T O R Y ; ;

the king of grumpiness honestly

annoyed 24/7

i know this meme is dead but honestly ‘looks like could kill you and could actually kill you’

once you are his friend he’ll protect you and love you and respect you

but also grunts about not functioning properly before a cup of black coffee

doesn’t know how to talk to people and be a nice enough human being and he’ll just say the shit that goes through his mind without realizing that he might sound rude.

he was born in a highkey patriotic family in austin texas

the army part of his backstory is pretty similar to frank castle’s in the comics ‘born’ which is also kinda like the punisher’s series but better bc i am petty and i don’t like the show

the first thing he did after turning eighteen was enlist himself in the army.

at first it was about doing his duty as an american and about fighting for the freedom of everybody around him

and then he just kept going back again and again bc he had become a soldier and he didn’t know what else he could do besides that

after that it was more about doing the only thing he thought he could do

cut to many years later and he became a coronel in the army

in one of the missions tho lots of shit happened most of friends died, he hadn’t believe in the war he had been fighting for a while but this time he had seen enough

i legit love writing about his time in the army so if you feel like reading extra shit for no reason here some links to old drabbles i wrote (x), (x). it’s the same info you got here but a little more in depth to specific moments

after that matteo went back home to the us but he couldn’t quite land a job for a long time. he knew how to follow orders but he was terrible at dealing with people and his formal education had pretty much stopped at the age of eighteen.

he tried for a while to get a formal job but none of them ever lasted long until one day one guy he knew from the army got him a gig as a guy’s bodyguard, unbeknownst to him he was protecting some very important guy from a gang

it took him a while to realize it, but after that, he continued to do it, bc he needed the money,

after a while matteo didn’t even mind that the money was dirty anymore

the guy started asking him to get some stuff done. sometimes beating up some people, sometimes scaring people. he used to say it was fine bc he was never really doing anything to anyone that didn’t deserve

until one the guy asked him to kill someone, that was pretty much the line for matteo. that day he acted as if he was going to get it done, and he stole some lots of the guy’s money ( at least the portion he had access to in his office ) and matt ran off to the uk to run away from all of that.

he’s been living around london now and he deals drugs every so often

and he isn’t really feeling That Great about who he is right now and he legit regrets most of life choices but he feels like there is nothing he can do at this point

P L A Y L I S T ; ;

beat the devil’s tattoo - black rebel motorcycle club

arsonist’s lullabye - hozier

god’s gonna cut you down - johnny cash

P O S S I B L E C O N N E C T I O N S ;;

mAYbe high school a sweetheart or high school friend? someone who knew him before he became who he is today (someone who knew him for being nice and fun and a pretty chill kid who just wanted to protect his country) and like this person could remind him of who he was and who he wants to be and he could also remind them of the past and it could be cute but also maybe angst idk

#smoke:intros #toOK ME LONG ENOUGH #i realized while prof reading this i say highkey and lowkey way too much and i am sorry #but yeah plot with me tho

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