“hungry to bed, hungry to rise makes a girl a smaller size.”
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i don’t want any dirty food touching my clean stomach 🎀 just water for me
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AHHHH YOU GUYS!! i found my old cargo pants today (i thought id accidentally donated them). the goal was to fit in them again and when i tried them on THEY WERE TOO BIG! ya girl is moving on up (well down technically)
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is halotop actually good? like fr. i’ve been considering trying it but i just can’t eat things that don’t ACTUALLY taste good. also what’s the best chocolate flavor? aunt flo is set to make her appearance this week and i’ll need something chocolatey or ill fr just binge…
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i officially hit one of my gw today! to reward myself i ordered some hair dye and hair care products. i haven’t had my natural color in many many years so the plan is to go back to that.
as always, stay safe besties 🩵
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i’ve been falling out of love with @n@. i need to lock back in and get back to my honeymoon phase. i just don’t know where to even start
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i’m so tired of my family constantly making comments on my body and eating habits. i eat with them everyday and always make it look like a lot and it’s still not good enough. i want to lose at least 20 more lbs but they’re already telling me to stop as if im not closer to being overweight than i am at a healthy one.
i just want everyone to shut up and leave me alone..
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i messed up my hair and now life feels as if it’s slowly falling apart. i know i can fix it but the patience it takes for the things to come in is killing me.
might ⭐️ve until it gets here so at least i can be sk!nny too 🥲
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Day 1: stats
height: 5’1” (155 cm)
sw: 185 lbs (84 kg)
⬆️ hw: 187 lbs (85 kg)
⬇️ lw: 115 lbs (52 kg)
cw: 179 lbs (81 kg)
ugw: 100 lbs (45 kg)
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dads wife told me last night to “stop losing we!ght”. like girl pls you’re like 200+ over. i’m not taking advice from someone who thinks she has diabetes after several doctors have said you don’t
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also thought my period had gone away but it was just really late so that’s just the cherry on top of the pile of shit that is my day. can’t we!gh in for a week now
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I lost 8 lbs! (3.6 kg)
i’m so happy
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TW £D diary thing
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my grandma went to the laundromat so i hid a bagel in a bag in the trash and said i made it and ate it and she believed me immediately!! she won’t force me to eat dinner now because at least i ate something 🥰 live laugh love ⭐️ving
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decided to have a meta/cheat day today and i’m feeling super guilty about it… i know it needed to be done as my we!ghtlo$$ has slowed down and i’ve basically plateaued. but i just really hate myself right now. it wasn’t even close to 2000 c@ls. like JUST above maintenance. but i know the scale is going to inevitably go up tomorrow and i just wanna cry
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would you rather have huge rolls of fat or get treated right? exactly so calorie deficit it is
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