bts jungkook's past life & its significance

[111] clairvoyance + clarisentience + clairaudience tldr; past life + past lover tw; substance addiction + suicide more pictures at the end

the reading is genuine and done truthfully. i only write down what i can see, hear, feel, taste, etc. please send all questions and suggestions to my asks. positive vibes only!

AERI 🤍

a young boy.

there once was a young boy who lived in an old and bustling italian city. born from an affluent family with fame and riches, he was not short of anything... except a family. a stern father and an overbearing mother, caring more about the family's reputation and prestige than anything else. endless expectations he must meet as their only son, feeling incompetent with every small mistake. each day was only adding to a weight he could not relieve himself of. and so, more and more time passed. at a very young age of around 10, he hardened. when you look at him, he is not a child no more. only colorless eyes with a cold stare were all that were left of him.

to the countryside.

the family decided to move to the countryside for a limited period of time. <i do not know the reason. i don't see why they made that decision. it may have to do with the mother's illness.> a vacation home, one of the lands that the marquis inherited and maintained. it was a two-day bumpy ride in the carriage. all of the flamboyance he had surrounded himself was gone. outside the carriage, he can only see green upon green. grass fields, dirt roads, trees all around and only a small number of people in sight in humble clothes. their castle was now in sight; they had arrived. he got off and headed inside.

her.

10 he was outside when he saw her. unflattering white tunic, dirty face, blonde hair, and shiny brown eyes. she was petite and looked like she would come up to his shoulders. it seemed she was a commoner with no regard for manners, so he sneered at the sight of her. her eyes turned from a look of curiosity to furrowed brows and a look of hatred. she stormed off. "that was cute." he chuckled, then caught himself and headed back in.

14 he saw her at the grass field. she was laying down at their usual spot where the grass was low. she was looking at the sky, hands reaching up towards the clouds. she was humming. it was imperfect, of course, but an alluring sound - he had never heard that tune before. he had always known she loved singing, so he assumed it was a new tune she thought of. after a moment, he walked towards her; she heard him and turned to his direction, giving him an adorable beam that made him giddy and warm inside. he smiled at her. he laid down next to her and they talked for hours and hours, until he had to head back inside.

return to the city.

14 it was sudden. not expected at all. he had to return to the city now and did not even have time to say goodbye to her. he looked towards the grassfield and got on the carriage, swearing to himself that he'll come back for her.

her in the city.

15 he saw her and couldn't believe his eyes. she was in the city. she was beautiful. she looked much different than the last time that he saw her. she looked in his direction, and he beamed at her anticipating that she would be surprised. she took one glance then looked the opposite direction. she said something to the old woman next to her and walked away rather quickly. why did it seem like she was avoiding him? was she angry with him for leaving without telling her?

15-17 he was at the celebratory ball and saw her... and heard the rumors about her. illegitimate child, born out of wedlock, born from a wh*re, the shame of her family, ill-mannered, poorly dressed, undeserving of being invited to such an esteemed ball. she looked at him and her eyes looked anxious and tired - like she wanted to get out. he was about to walk towards her when other men approached him. he was at the age for marriage, so a lot of men from affluent families had told him that they wanted him to marry their daughters. but he didn't want to get married with anyone else. he knew who he wanted to be with... by the time he tried to get to where she was, she was already gone.

he left.

<at this point, i don't see a full continuation of visions but rather little glimpses, so bear with me if i jump around a lot in my descriptions.>

18-19 he left the city to go to the countryside. he wanted to see her more than anything or anyone else. the family name meant nothing to him because it was a responsibility and duty he never wanted in the first place. he wanted to feel the freedom he felt when he was with her. he got off the carriage and ran towards the grassfield. he was going to protect his family at all costs.

<at this point, it seems like she was pregnant with his son*.>

<listen to beginning portion of BUBBLE by Hiroyuki Sawano; i keep hearing it for this portion of the visions.>

there she was in the all-white field, carrying a cat in her hands, humming softly towards her tummy. her long hair and locks, her now matured and almost fragile body frame. she was beautiful... she was lovely. she turned around and looked towards him with a warm smile. it felt like all the color that was drained from his world, now returned to him. the beauty he saw in her eyes - the fierce passion and the life he saw in them - it was all just too wonderful and comforting for him. "i'm home." they made a sweet and powerful couple, one that transcended the boundaries of titles, reputations, and familial and financial backgrounds in this time period of italy.

her...... and the oath.

19-20 her tummy was now noticeably huge. there she was, on the wooden chair, rocking back and forth while singing for her son*. the cat, now old, was on her lap with its eyes closed, ears moving to the sound of her singing. it gently stroked her tummy with its tail. <i feel like crying. a bunch of emotions are welling up. it's a mix of gratitude, sorrow, nostalgia, warmth, and most of all, lots and lots of love.> he took a look at her, gave her a kiss on the forehead, and headed out.

he headed to his family land on the countryside, not to far from her and his home. his father had said he wanted to meet to apologize for his wrongdoings in the past. he had not planned on going, but she insisted that she meet with his father and see what he has to say, even if the situation may feel suspicious. he loved that about her. she always wished for his happiness above all else, and it felt nice to know that someone cared about him that much. he met his father and they were talking, until he suddenly had a unsettling feeling from the way his father was talking to him.

his head filled with angst and pure horror as he ran back to his home, to her. "please," he thought, "please be safe." from the distance, he can already see the smoke. the dread only continued to grow as he gripped onto any last string of hope that she and their child would be safe. she was nowhere in sight - just the house completely consumed by fire. with tears pouring down his face, he called out her name and tried to run into the house, but the villagers grabbed him and told him that there was no use. now he was screaming, never-ending howls of pure agony, as he was on his knees watching his home and his life fall apart before his eyes. he continued to stay there on his knees and would not budge no matter what the others told him. he was filled with tremendous guilt and regret. had he not gone, this might not have happened. he believed he deserved to die instead of her. a life without her was one he did not wish to live. years and years of relying on alcohol, and he showed no signs of getting better. her death completely broke him. that was it. he passed alone and unhappily and sang her tunes in tangled sounds, reminiscing their precious times together, before stabbing himself in the chest. "till we meet again," he said. he made an oath with himself that he will find her no matter what, even after death.

i see an unrelated scene where they both had four leaf clovers in their hair, possibly when they were getting "married" despite the backlash from his family and the social hierarchy from that time period.

him now and additional comments.

after that, he lived many different lives. he didn't remember his oath or his past life with her, but he somehow managed to find her in multiple of the lives he lived. some, he died young, some, he was much older or younger than her, some, they were lovers, some they were enemies. they met in ways that was even beyond what the universe can fathom. their souls so closely tangled and intertwined with one another that it almost feels sacred. the depth that can be felt from their strings of fate is truly immense.

september 1st, 1997, he is born. it's not surprising that he felt drawn to be a singer in this life and became a trainee right around the age he met her during his past life in italy. it's not surprising that he is fulfilling her unfulfilled dream of being a singer. throughout his lifetime so far, he may have felt that he is looking for someone special out there, accompanied by dreams that he cannot explain. he was probably fascinated by the concept of past lives, maybe even resorting to believing in a religion like buddhism which holds a similar ideology. he wishes for a love so deep that it's like he's melting inside - just like how he felt when he was with her. he believes in the idea that he can "recognize" the one he is meant to be with for the rest of his life. that longing he feels is not a mistake.

in this current life, he seems to have a much stronger attachment to his life in italy than any of the other ones. you can see that in his career, how he is the main vocal and is musically inclined and inspired just like her. as a result, we can guess that she may likely have a strong attachment to that life as well. she watched over him after she died from the fire until he willingly passed, so i would not be surprised if her career in this life is related to social work or a career where she can truly help others whether that comes in the shape of a doctor, psychologist, lawyer, etc. she may have a career where she helps people feel better and bring justice to emotions and situations that have long been neglected, because that's what she wished for during her life with him and truly wished to have been there by his side when he was struggling towards the end of his life.

because of how famous he and bts is, i don't doubt that she has already heard of or know of him. i don't know her current features, age, ethnicity, nationality, culture, etc. because it changes for every life they live, but i'm guessing that because the two of them were both italian in that life but from different regions or locations, it may be similar situation in this life as well. perhaps the same ethnicity but from different locations either in south korea or anywhere around the world really. i believe they will meet in this lifetime. i don't know in what way they'll meet and what dynamic they'll have, but i would like to humbly suggest that they'll reunite as lovers because of how much of a resemblance there is.

this is just an inkling, but they may have lots of people from that life reenter in their current life as well. that can come in the shape of animals, of family members, friends, acquaintances, and more. when he announces his marriage, i wonder if there will be any repeated significant symbolisms in their names, birthdates, and lives. it would be very interesting to see the overlaps between their lives in italy back then and their current lives.

*= i intuitively got that the baby was a son for some reason so that's why i starred it each time. + there was also a very well-known and well-sought korean shaman who said something similar about how his current singing career is a fulfillment of a wish from his past life.

Sonic women in my style ✨️

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Drew @seuris 's character Igaru after years of not drawing her but wanting to!

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My 2nd time, Strength Training!

(Part 2)

Saat briefing. Saat game

Setelah lari, warming up bergerak kata suami aku mah. Bikin barisan seperti biasa aku selalu stick together sama suami yakan msh asing dong. Tapi keknya suami tuh nyuruh2 secara ngga tersirat gabung dan bergaul sama cewe2.. Heuu nanti ajalahhh. Mending aku sama suami dan para cowo2 wkwk. Toh dibarisan ini jg ada cewe2nya wlpn dikit.. Barisan kami tetap yg itu sampe Main course nya dan main games nya.

Yaampun ngga salah pilih team, bareng sama new comer si aa heureuy wae si komen wae si wewet wae tp jadinya bisa breaking the ice. Cengar cengir sura seuri weh denger celotehan si aa eta. Aku blg ke suami pas istirahat, ternyata aa eta dokter cenah heuu teu kaciri ah wkwkwk.

Todays Menu: Running Drill ini ternyataaaa lebih easy dan lebih fun dibanding latihan minggu kemarin hidih kek disiksa cuy. Kalo kata suami aku udah ngga kaget minggu ini mah tp ah asa ngga kalo dikasih menu minggu lalu jg berat keneh buatku. Memang sampe cooling down aja kaki masih ngga pegel, nyampe rumah mau tidur sampe bangun subuh aja alhamdulillah ngga pegel. Bener inimah gara2 easy menunya. Seruuu ah pokonya mulai enjoy, faktor internal dan eksternalnya bikin happy haha. Walapun resah dari kmarin perihal takut hujan sama anak bisa kondusifkah. Nemo alhamdulillah kondusif pinggir lapangan dia ceria aja kek biasa, malah dia yg maksa pgn ikut si anak extrovert yg suka keramaian.. Yaa sambil pegang hp jg, sambil nyemangain ibu ayahnya "semangaaaattt" gitu cenah haha si begog. Khawatir jg anginnya besar, ya Allah kasih nemo kesehatan..

Minggu ini aku udah agak bodo amat sama kemampuanku yg jauh sama para pro.. Toh coachnya jg ngga beda2in. Jadi exercisenya jadi lebih enjoy dan mindful, 80% bisa lah aku ikuti wlpn dengan speed standar beginner wkwk. 20% salah2 soalnya di pantau suami haha karena exercise ku selalu sebalahan dengan dirinya. Setelah games yg seru (walaupun ku ngga berkontribusi karena ngga kebagian giliran wkt keburu abis wkwk) dan kalah.. Lanjut cooling down, enakeun.. Ngga paregel. Pas cooling down nemo ikutan juga haha. Seperti biasa abis slesei semua fotbar dan perkontenan yakan. Bubar.. Pulang kerumah masakan udah tersaji, masak dulu dong td sore sebelum magrib. Makan malem lalu mandi dan tidurpun duksek.. Walaupun agak terganggu sama suara2 merdu dari pak suami yg sungguh ah pokonya mahhhhh gitulaaaahh.. Suka ku ubah posisinya kalo udah gt biar diem.. Huft.

Can you spotted three of us? Btw kata salah 1 member nemo maskot kita hari ini wkwk

See you every Wednesday! Semoga kami semakin mahir haha.

ukrainian names + the entire wikipedia article on "autobiography" in german

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hai, apa kabar?

kembali lagi disini, dimana aku bebas menuliskan keluh kesahku yang menyedihkan(emote seuri).

yaaa, aku tak tahu harus memulai dari mana, tapi kamu tahu hal bodoh apa yang belakangan ini aku lakukan, aku masih menunggu kabar darimu di jam² tertentu, sebagaimana biasa kamu mengabariku. yaa walaupun itu sia² dan lawak sekali, tapi aku masih sering melakukannya.

aku tidak mau menyalahkan keadaan, aku juga tidak berani mengeluhkan hal ini pada tuhan. ini belum seberapa jika di bandingkan dengan yang orang lain hadapi. berharap dan terus berharap, sialnya aku tidak berani memulai lagi.

aku benar-benar tidak tahu apa penyebab kamu menghilang, aku cukup lelah untuk menerka apa yang sebenarnya terjadi dan apa yang kamu inginkan dari keheningan ini. aku benar-benar tidak mengerti.

pikiran ini terlalu liar untuk ku kendalikan, rindu ini pun tidak kuasa ku tahan, apakah tidak apa-apa ku ungkapkan??

sudahlah, apapun alasanmu melakukan ini, ku harap kamu baik-baik saja. beberapa hal memang akan menjadi pelajaran dan pengalaman. semoga saja.

Tracking Ceunah🤣

Rencana awal mau ke cartil dengan titik kumpul di rumah aku, tapi Fitri masih ‘seunggah’ ngebayangin cartil, ganti tujuan deh kalau gitu kita ke tebing keraton, bertiga kami sama Tini. Kita otw nya terlalu siang karena kata Tini Tahura bukanya jam 8, padahal jalan kesana ga lewat tahura hmm.

Habis subuhan langsung siap-siang dengan engga mandi tentu saja tiris haha, tapi tak lupa cuci ketek dan pake deo serta mandi parfum supaya engga bau awak wkwk. Janjian sama Fitri di bjb Dago, jam 8 udah terik banget yaampun bete deh panas.

Motor parkirin dulu di Tahura kemudian kami bertiga jalan, baru aja lewat Armor aku bilang “kesana tuh jaraknya 5km ya” pengumuman dulu bisi mereka kaget haha, Fitri nyaut “waktu ke cartil kita berapa jauh?” “Kurleb 7km kesana”. Dengan yakinnya Tini memberi ide “kita pake motor aja yuk sampe nemu parkiran sana baru kita jalan” duh euy hayang seuri jadina teh, katanya mau tracking. Aku yang lututnya lagi ripuh setuju aja deh~

Walau tracking nya cheating dikit tapi steps nya ternyata tetep banyak waw. Terus di activity itu katanya 9,5km gatau deh akurat apa engga ya, aku ga ngitung pake aplikasi juga sih soalnya henponnya dah butut ya kalau dipake lama batrenya udah ga sanggup alias gancang low.

Dari tempat parkir kedua sampe pos masuknya lumayan juga 2km, selama perjalan kami mengheningkan cipta alias ga ada tenaga buat ngobrol yang biasanya kalau jalan2 di kota selalu ada aja obrolannya. Gatau deh berapa menit kita jalan akhirnya nyampe juga

(Kamera XR) (Kamera Ip 14)

Gatau ya aku tuh selalu suka hasil potret kamera XR, suka aja sama tone nya. Kurangnya sih ga ada kamera 0,5 aja kalau XR, jadi kalau mau upgrade pun kayaknya si XR ini ga akan dilepas huhu sayangkuuuu.

Nyampe sana foto-foto doang kemudian cari spot yang ga panas dan ngobrol ngalor ngidul. Dari ngomongin anime, series netflix dan disney sampai pemilu. “Aku tuh ya dalam pemilu menjadikan pilihan pandji sebagai patokan” ujarku, kemudian “sama lagi, barometer kita sama anjay” kata mereka berdua haha. “Terus sekarang dianya koar-koar golput, jadi mikir tarik yeuhhhh” dan orang2 yang 5 tahun lalu ku jadikan patokan (selain Pandji) sekarang ngaco tuh milihnya 02 hmmm emang bener-bener ini mah berdasarkan kepentingan pribadi, dahlah kita mikir tarik lagiiiii.

Habis ngomongin pemilu kemudian kami lapar haha, keluar nyari warung dan beli es kelapa muda juga indomie seleraku~ Alhamdulillah kalori yang tadi terbakar sitambah lagi haha.

Selesai isi perut dan leleson sejenak cus pulang karena ada jadwal badminton yang ternyata pas nyampe rumah gajadi sewa lapang Astagfiruloh 😩

Hey, I loved your past life readings of bts specially, your way of writing the content ( so poetic and artistic) <33 .... I wanted to ask if you could do a reading on jungkook and his fs meeting in this lifetime..

𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 & 𝐟𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

[𝟙𝟙𝟙] 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐯𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 + 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐥𝐝𝐫; 𝐣𝐤 & 𝐟𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐰; 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞

𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲. 𝐩𝐥𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐱!

𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈 🤍

𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐤𝐲𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞. 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐚 𝐭𝐮𝐱𝐞𝐝𝐨, 𝐥𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐜 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞, 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐩, 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐩, 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭, 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰. 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐚 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭… 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐒𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦.

𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝. 𝐃𝐨 𝐈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫? 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭. 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞. 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟—𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭? 𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐲. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐦𝐞. 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞? 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐈 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫? 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞? 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐈'𝐦 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲? 𝐍𝐨, 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫?

𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭…? 𝐖𝐨𝐰, 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐭. 𝐍𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝-𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫-𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞… 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐲? 𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬? 𝐖𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥. 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐡𝐞'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. 𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐳𝐢 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞'𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐜𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.

𝐀 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐡, 𝐬𝐡𝐲. 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐒𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐲.

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𝐒𝐨𝐟𝐭, 𝐒𝐞𝐱𝐲, 𝐌𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐀𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬...

𝐈 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐥... 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐝, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡.

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞. 𝐈𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐜, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠.

I hosted at Instagram Sonic The Hedgehog Art - collab, #GottaGoFastSonicCollab where everyone was supposed to draw a Sonic character in their style!

I as a host drew Silver The Hedgehog as Magical Boy 💖

A day in my life

Berhubung hari senin libur, jadi kami tak kuliah, iyalah 😂

Btw akhir² ini di kairo banyak razia, dan udah 15 masisir masuk penjara karna ga ada iqomah.

Hari ini aku keluar asrama menuju sabi', jam 10 pagi, sepinya bukan main, bis yg biasanya penuh dengan mahasiswa/i, kini hanya ada beberapa.

Selama perjalanan deg² serrr, melihat ammu² mesir bawaannya serem, krn polisi kebanyakan menyamar.

Berhubung iqomah belom jadi, dan hari ini ada hagah penting di sabi', tetap keluar dengan tawakkal yg tinggi, sama bawa semua berkas² 😂

Ketika selesai dari sabi', ku melihat es di baqolah, sepertinya enak, harganya hanya 1 geneh dan mari kita coba.

Isinya kayak es kiko.

Tp aselii baru minum segelek udah tak ku lanjutkan minumnya. 😂

Ba'da asar, mencari udara segar di luar asrama, yap ke atabah bersama my bestiiii masya Allah.

Karna atabah tidak banyak orang asing, jadi kita berani kesana, krn ga ada razia.

meni terik euy poe ieu 🌞

Btw kami kenal dari jaman i'dadi (smp) dan sampe sekarang di kuliah yg sama Alhamdulillah, jadi klo mau nanya tentangku, bisa tanya ke beliau, yg tau kapan aku nangis, kapan aku tertawa. 😂

Dari asrama ke atabah hanya memerlukan waktu 10 menit.

Beginilah bentuk atabah 😆

Btw kami bukan hobi yg ke mall, cukup dengan ke atabah aja udah seruu bgt.

Lanjut ke mat'am langganan kami, iya itu 'isy nya ga dikasih alas, langsung di atas meja, lumayan tambahan vitamin ygy.

Dan terkahir kami beli ubi bakar, manis bgt ubinya, semanis seuri anjeun (cari aja di gugel apa artinya 😂)

Dan malem ini ada kabar dari sw kawan, banyak polisi di sabi, barusan pagi kesana. 🥲

Emanglah kawan²nya Sambo sangat meresahkan.

Sekian~

Sen, 27 feb

#tiaplangkahadalahmoment

31 Januari 2023

WFA

work from apartment hehe

nganter tante evi so sad

meskipun hayang seuri liat bardut ngamuk gara2 mainan

semoga sehat selalu, tan

Mencoba sesuatu yang baru dan percaya diri dulu. Yakinin dulu diri untuk melihat situasi kiri kanan depan yang bawa. Tapi ulah hilap kudu seuri heula meh jongjongs. Jangan lama teuing bisi jadi stress. Bisi butuh jasa model ? Hubungi kami di kontak dilink bio, tapi mun kamina teu sibuknyaa #pose #photography #model #bandung #bandunghits https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn81bhLriri/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Naha rariweuh wkwk

Tapi ya sudah kuduga sih, obrolan kemarin malem sama Omi udah kerasa banget😂

Hayang seuri ada, heran ada. Arayaaa?😂

Affffffhhhhhh iyhhhhhhh??

Gen Millenial alias 30 thn up, 34 thn lebih tepatnya! Affhhh iyhhhh msh mirip usia 18-25 thn? Hahahaha pede! Ngga sih keknya kalo aku msh kaya 26 thn wkwkwkkwk berchandyyaaahhh~ menurut bapack gmn? @sagarmatha13 apa aqu awet muda? Kitaaa? Kalo keluar berdua tanpa anak jg msh disangkain pacaran padahal pasutri~ loh emg siapa yg nyangkain ah suka ngadi2.

Btw fotonya sporty bgt, abisan foto akhir2 ini ttg olga, males nyari kebawah buaaanyyaaakk bgt foto trus jarang foto sendiri atau selfie pula..

Hemm awet muda? Gatau jg ya. Tapi nenek (dari ibu) dan ibuku sendiri sering bgt disebut awet muda, ya kata tetangga, saudara2.. Atau kalo ibu mah murid2. Pas tau umur ibu/nenek pada gapercaya ternyata lebih tua dr perkiraan. Mungkin gen itu nurun ke aku dan adikku haha. Beberapa contoh sih pernah dibilang masih SMA wkt udah lulus kuliah. Adikku pernah disangkain anak SMP padahal baru masuk kuliah hahaha. 2 mamang gojek nanya yg pertama pas udah lulus kuliah "masih sekolah teh? SMAnya dmn?" sabari geer sabari seuri sabari ngajawab, "udah lulus pak". Lebih lucu lg 1 lg mamang gojek, awal2 sblm naik aku wanti2 ke mamangnya "pak, pelan2 bawa motornya ya saya lg hamil 5 bulan". Dijawab iya. Ditengah jalan basa basi "teh, kuliah dmn skrg?". Ya Allah bapaaaak eta aku udah blg lg hamil 5 bulan, umur jg udah 28 thn hahaha piraku kuliah keneeeh.

Terakhir yaa itu gaul sama mama2 di sekolah nemo, gapada percaya umurku skrg 34 thn oleh para gen Z kelahiran 94, 95, 98 hahaha. Kirain seumuran cenah~

Yaa bersyukur hamdalahhh ajalah yaa disangka msh muda. Eeh emg masih muda bukan 34 thn? Iyahin aja.. Forever young~