oh no he's CRINGE

i really do feel like i've met the love of my life at only 20, and now i'm 21, and it's sometimes a little weird?

because, well, the aim of my whole life was to do this. i wanted to meet the perfect person very, very much - hopefully at uni, like my parents did - and i envisioned it taking a while, or a long time while the right person wasn't available and had a partner, or i'd crush and get turned down, or we just wouldn't meet forever. that i'd spend years and years alone.

and then, what actually happens was, i saw her for the first time buying my books for the year, we had lectures together and mutual friends, i met her in november, kissed her a week later, we got on with each other, and we were together on jan 2nd.

and damn, i know people are wrong about this, i know it's only been a few months, but f*** me, it really does feel like this is it.

she gives me this... feeling. it's not butterflies of excitement, it's not the heart-up-in-your-throat... it's this stillness. this peace. this feeling of something slotting into place deep inside, in some undetermined space around us, inside me and within her. i feel this connection, this certainty, like her arms around me.

and it's a bit weird, because i've been waiting my whole life for this, and now that it's come, so much easier than i ever thought it'd be, so much earlier, too... it feels a bit weird. i thought i'd be falling in love with lots of people over time, i thought i'd have way more crushes turned down, i thought i'd be getting my heart broken left right and centre. and it doesn't look like i'll be doing much of that now. which is slightly weird, when you think about it.

and i was thinking about this last night and i said to her, i think this happened earlier than i could've predicted. earliest timeframe i'd place on finding a potential soulmate... i would've said in 2 years time, i might *know* them, at most.

and i said, i'm glad. i'm glad we get 2 more years together. i'm glad that instead of falling in love with other people, i'll get to spend my time falling in love with you over and over and over again - if you'll let me of course, and if fate lets us too.

she is at work, now. i am sitting here, on the floor, typing, and feeling i am at one end of an almost imperceptible string, fastened round my stomach, and at the other end, she is at her weekend job at a shitty nightclub and i am attached to her and she is to me. and i love her, and it feels like the love comes from my tummy. my brain says the things, my heart pumps the blood, but my tummy is at the other end of her string. tonight i will think about her skin and the way it feels under her lips, and wish she were here so that we could hold each other, the way we do when we can't quite believe how lucky we are.

i made it i'm normal :D

oh man this is awkward it looks like I let a freak in....

these are the kind of memes i would be sending Spencer

PURRLOCK HOLMES IS SOOOO FUCKING CUTE OMG OMG OMG

I’m not spencer but please feel free to send them to me because fucking hilarious and adorable

Also I jus rinks he’d be smiling all day just thinking about this.

watch this alone because it’s a certain spicy bridgerton scene that i am kicking myself for missing omg

ASKNDAIEFKNEMLB THE FINGER 😭😭😭

boop :D

UUST CRIED. MEEEEE

ROSIEEEEEE 😭

most things are the same in s4 except steve has a daughter that was dropped on his doorstep before he got his scoops job.

so instead of eddie having to listen to dustin, mike, and lucas (and max if she’s around) going on and on about steve, they’re blabbing about steve and rosie.

eddie has no fuckin idea who rosie is and she’s apparently coming to pick up the kids, but dustin is clearly excited.

“dude, rosie’s coming today. do you know how hard it is to get him to bring her? he always leaves her with robin!” which, okay, since when does robin buckley hang out with steve harrington?

and mike and dustin are arguing over who gets rosie while lucas just hopes this means he get shotgun.

eddie tries to ask his friends, his og friends, who this “rosie” might be. jeff hoesntly couldn’t care less, gareth thinks it’s a new girlfriend, and grant has some big idea about her being an undercover spy disguised as a supermodel. that’s the only time jeff will chime in with a “she’s probably just a friend”.

and then it’s 7pm and a maroon beamer is pulling into the parking lot. steve gets out of the car and like always, he goes inside to collect his boys.

but this time there’s a baby on his hip.

chubby cheeks and rolls galore and a huge toothless smile. brown curls and big brown eyes. dude, eddie’s shocked enough already. but then dustin runs over, shouting her name.

“rosieeeee!!!!” and he grabs her under the armpits, steals her from steve and spins her around. lucas goes to say hi to his babysitter, mike waits for his turn to hold the baby.

eddie is left to stand there and pick his jaw up off the floor before he starts collecting flies because why the fuck does steve harrington have a baby? and why does it make him hotter?

rosieeeee

*They wheel into the room* Hey Aether any chance I could get you to make more of those banana s’mores?

rosieeeee! sorry for not droppin' in for the party, dude, figured it'd be a bit uh... y'know, too loud and moving for me. i did leave a bunch of plushies for the kits, hope that makes up for it. and yeah, totally, i was just havin' some.

HI ROSIEEEEE

I wanna say that you're extremely pretty and kind, can you adopt me :')

Well, unfortunately there’s a lot of paperwork involved in adoption :(. However, I don’t mind setting up a special residency for you in Cannibal Town! And thank you for the compliments, you are far too kind.

Get attacked!! ✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL AND TALENTED🌈✨

💗Lots of love💕

Rosieeeee!!! 💚💚💚💚🥹

MIMI YIPEEEEE

ROSIEEEEE (≧▽≦)/

i need this omg it’s so cute

and I will be pretending it’s me and Spencer bc I don’t have any shame

also YOU GOT THIS!!! 1.5 hours to go!!

ITS CUUUUTEE!!!

And it would most definitely be you and Spencer.

IM ALMOST OUT!!! Ahh im so happy.

For all that Onyx saw was that one drop of red that she had missed. All that she saw was the creature from her nightmares, coming to claim her life at last. In the scuffle that followed, both parties grew panicked. And Rosie, from years of living under her "mother's" roof, only knew one way to respond. The others heard the scream moments later. In a matter of seconds, palace guards swarmed her and dragged her to the dungeons while the others could do nothing but watch in horror at what she'd done. She was sentenced to the Wastes in an act of "mercy". An execution by another name. No one ever saw her again. -boba/lori

NOOOOO

ROSIEEEEE

free my girl rosie she aint do nothing wrong

🤔🎮💯 for rosie!

Rosieeeee <33333 🌹🌹🌹🌹

🤔 THINKING FACE — what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms?

She speaks very quietly, like just loud enough to qualify as talking outloud and not whispering. Part just natural, part habit because it makes people instinctively lean in closer to her.

🎮 VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER — what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies?

seduction, fucking, and murder

(also dancing, makeup, and going to warehouse parties)

💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.

she's the youngest of seven sisters, and her oldest sister is dragula winner Tricia the Terrible who (and she would never admit this) she really looks up to and is a LITTLE bit afraid of

Rosie isn't her real name, it's a nickname. It's very dangerous for a demon to give out their true name, so outside of her immediate family only one other person knows her name is [REDACTED]

Out of all the types of "people" (demons, vampires, werewolves, etc) mortal humans are her favorite. They're cute.