Light of my life Lyn my beloved !!!!

How have you been ? How's school treating you ? Join any new fandoms ? It's been so fucking long !!!

lira my beloved 😭😭😭 it's been so long fr, i rarely get to find you on the dashboard :(( i hope you've been okay tho, i miss you lots <3

as for me, i've probably been at my lowest lately ... fear of abandonment is hitting really hard and i'm constantly overthinking abt everything. i tried isolating myself but it's only getting worse, and yet i'm finding it hard to socialize to ppl again cause it feels like they're doing okay without me. but i'm not gonna bother you too much with this lol

uni is going okay ig... i'm not doing much and i'll probably regret it when we have exams but whatever 🤷🏻‍♀️

new fandoms... i'm not joining fandoms anymore cause i always have bad experiences somehow but!! i started playing ikemen villains and i'm absolutely loving it <3

oh btw, the other day i went to comicon!! it rained so it was annoying but i still had fun :> i searched for paralive merch/cosplays but there was nothing as always lol 😭 at least kananui was there with me hehe

wbu?? do you have any news? c:

Hi! I hope you're doing okay. So I just had a thot. And idk what to do with it. So Imma just put it here cause your blog is my new favourite. I'm not even joking. I literally devoured everything related to Tokyo Rev on your blog. So here's my theory. Do correct me if you think I'm wrong Sensei!

Bouten husbands and where they liked to be kissed the most/ or is their weakness. (Ps: it's just my opinion. I mean no offense to anyone.)

Mikey~ Kiss him on his shoulders and he'll cry. Cause he's been bearing all the burden of his dark and decaying world for so long that he doesn't even know that he needs to take a minute for himself and rely on others around him. Especially since most ppl around him are willing to give their life and limbs for Mikey. He just can't seem to keep that in mind. So you've taken it upon yourself to remind him frm time to time. Just a little peck on his strong and broad-ish shoulders to remind him that he's not alone. That if nothing, he has you. He always will.

Rindou~ Something about being kissed on his cheeks, especially by his lover, does things to him. Like his cardiovascular muscles do a little somersault in his chest or something. Because yes, it doesn't matter if he's one of the big, scary and irreplaceable executive of Bouten, he still has an unconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes it just skips his mind that despite everything, he too deserves the world. And every once in a while you need to remind him about it. That he doesn't have to be flashy and snarky like his brother. He just needs to be himself and that he is undeniably worthy of love.

Ran~ Not many people are taller than him, you are no exception. So it makes sense that in order to kiss him you need to be on your tippy toes. And still you're only able to reach his neck. So yeah, just kiss him there. Right on his Adam's apple and he's a goner. It doesn't even have to be sexual. Ran is always the one to take charge. It's kind of in his nature and you happily oblige him. But every now and then, you also need to remind him to take a breather That he can just let go and get dotted over for a change. You're more than happy to take care of him, that he needs to be taken care off.

Koko~ This man not only, brings in the big dough for Bouten, but also beats up people while at it. To say that he's always overworked is an understatement. His hands are always doing something, illegal things most of the time. He knows he's no saint. That there's no coming back into the light. He's painfully aware. But once e intertwine your hands together and kiss him on top of his knuckles, he swears that it's his redemption. You're the only light in his dark and dangerous world.

Kaku-chan~ Please. Just kiss this man on his forehead. Please. He's literally out there, ready to give his life for the things he wants to protect. He's always doing that. Protecting the people that have gone astray, who have no more hope left. He's ready to die for them, if it means they'll keep going. So please, just once, just protect him instead. Protect him from the demons he skillfully hided in his head. Protect him from the nightmares that torment him every night. Just protect him for a change. He needs it more than he's willing to admit.

Sanzu~ Okay. Hear me out. He's deranged and he knows it. He knows he's won't bat an eye before painfully torturing someone to death. Heck he'll even do it with a smile plastered on his face. He knows that he's stained in blood almost all the time.(sometimes his own, most of the other times, not his own). He'll even relish it. He knows that he's been tainted with burden of death. He knows that he lives in the shadows. He's not sane. He's not good. He's bad. He's ugly. You can tell that these awful thoughts keep him awake at night. So when they do and he has this almost painful look on his face. Just pull him close and kiss him on his face, over and over. Kiss his scars, kiss his lips, kiss his nose, his eyes. Just don't stop until he's got your point across. That yes, it's true that he's despicable. But you still love him nonetheless.

Ps: Sorry that was too long and kinds got out of hand. But these are just my "thots". Thank you for hearing me out!~ Thot anon

hi i’m doing okay, thanks for asking n i hope you are too !! also aaah i’m glad to know my blog is your new fave, i hope you enjoy more of my future tokrev content 🥺 ALSO YES ITS HEADCANON TIME LETS GO LETS GO

mikey n shoulder kisses 🥺 i hc that mikey is stiff and rigid all the time without knowing. like you said, he has a lot on his mind and draken even said mikey had a heavy ass cross to bear, so imagine the weight and burdens he has to shoulder 🥺 so if you lean into him for a hug then kiss his shoulders, mikey deflates. to him, its like a reminder he doesn’t have to carry it all by himself all the time and poor bb forgets that often

cheek kisses for rindou 🥺 the idea of this big, bad executive infamous for breaking limbs but is actually a sucker for cheek kisses and turns into a soft lil bean when you cup his face and just smother him with love n affection? bless. rindou probably unknowingly exerts too much effort sometimes to prove something - may it be his strength, his power, or how he’s perfectly capable of fighting by himself - he’ll have that voice at the back of his head that he needs to do something. giving him cheek kisses grounds him and elicits butterflies in his stomach bcos he realizes that, “oh, i don’t have to try so hard. silly me...now more cheek kisses, please.”

ran and neck kisses !! ON THE FLOOR RN, TELL ME MORE. but yes omg i also hc that ran is such a giver and grown up to look for others the way he does for rindou, so in his head, he’s kind of drilled it into himself that he has to be the one in the lead - not necessarily in a mikey way - but in a “he needs to take charge and take his responsibilities seriously” kind of thing. like mikey, ran is probably often deep in thought as well despite his teasing mannerisms, that when you kiss his neck he can’t help but soften. he enjoys being doted on. loves to be the one on the receiving side. has the sweetest smile on his face when he gets a lil ticklish and he just feels like he’s on cloud nine <33

knuckle kisses for koko 😫 everything you said was on point !! his hands are probably so tired from fighting and counting bills all day, not to mention the amount of paperwork he has to do bcos who else will do them ?? no one knows the inner system of koko and how it works as well as koko does, and he wants to do his job right. he gets a little too absorbed in his work, however, that koko gets a little confused when you take his hands away from whatever he’s working on to leave little kisses at the pads of his knuckles, maybe even massaging his hands or playing with his fingers to help him relax a bit. and you know how koko is so good at what he does bcos its all he knows, but at the same he probably hates how he treads on this dark path ?? so when you kiss his knuckles, he feels relieved. like everything will be okay and second chances are real n something he’s worthy of

omg now this is my favorite - kakucho + foreahead kisses. forehead kisses are always so intimate and soothing in a sense. like come here so you can kiss him on the forehead, watch the way his eyes flutter close and a smile tugs at his lips when your lips trail down to his scar, all the while your hands are cupping his face with such tenderness he never really knew of. kakucho is so used to being the tough guy with his rough childhood that it almost feels surreal. surreal that he’s in bed, with you, safe and sound and you’re kissing his forehead so comfortingly he doesn’t have to worry about putting his walls down for a second. he feels safe. he feels at home. but most of all, he knows he’s not alone and he has you - his family

kissing sanzu’s scars 🥺 everything you said was beautiful n i can totally see it happening !! as much as we all know sanzu takes great pleasure and finds entertainment in what he does, it sinks down a little too late. when he’s not high, that’s when he feels the lows. when the blood on his hands are dried, that’s when he realizes it gets harder to wash them off until it stains deep all the way into his soul. then his scars. he sees his scars and remembers how he has to hide them at some point. he stays awake at night and oddly enough, silent and unmoving. and what better way to ease his worries than to pull him close and just to kiss his scars that he thinks are only one of the ways the darkness - the ugliness - of his soul shows through. keep him close and kiss his scars. sanzu may not always be in the right mind to understand your words, but the simple gesture of showing love and acceptance to a part of him that makes him a whole will engrave deep into his heart. leave him butterfly kisses. kiss him from everywhere to his eyes until they flutter close to sleep. kiss his nose adoringly until they scrunch so cutely. kiss his lips until its your taste that overwhelms him. and kiss his scars to remind him his imperfections are accepted and loved

+++ I'm sorry for sounding like a mum but sometimes you need to be reminded of the most simple things. I do too and I hope my words left a positive impression. Keep in mind that you're enough, you're beautiful, you're loved and you're of big worth! Okay, I'll leave now! Bye! 🍇💜

Hello, my friend! 💗

I actually wanna start by apologizing for taking soooo long to answer these asks, i’m really bad at keeping track of how much i procrastinate doing things aaah

this is gonna be a long reply, so for anyone not interested in this type of thing, please don’t hesitate to scroll past this! i get that this a johnny only blog, not a val centered one hehe 🍒

first of all, i’m doing (kinda) okay with university! i love going to class, i love what i’m studying, but this is my last year and there are so many things to prepare and to worry about, i feel stressed 24/7 uughh plus i’m thinking of doing a research paper for my dissertation and that is gonna take aaaall next semester to work on, so hopefuly i’ll graduate in July? but maybe October? idk 

the drink/eat part made me smile so wide HAHAH you’re so sweet, i promise i will keep my belly full and myself hydrated hehe (YOU do it too!!) 🍰

insomnia fam,,, i feel like this is one of my biggest problems rn. thing is i’m okay during the day, but the moment my head hits the pillow i get tachycardia and start thinking of all the things i could’ve done better or idk everything i have to do to make sure i have a job after uni is over, so there’s really nothing i can do about it, but i hope yours will get better and you will sleep well :)

reaching out is something i’ve always found hard to do, cause i’m such an emotional person but i can’t seem to ask for help when i need it, i just get overwhelmed by feelings and let them eat me alive dhfds but i’ve recently talked to one of my best friends about this and we agreed on being honest with each other and ask for help whenever we need to! thank you for reminding me it’s okay to be fragile in front of your loved ones :)

toxic people are SUCH a big obstacle in our daily lives istg whenever it happens to me i get so frustrated and sad :(( cutting them off is especially difficult when you have a very deep connection with them, and though it’s hard we have to do it for ourselves and our wellbeing, for sure, i hope you surround yourself with beautiful souls and good vibes (as meme-y as it sounds)

November has been such a hard month for me i’m so glad it’s over haha i only posted 2/3 times? and i wasn’t always satisfied with the outcome so :( (HAPPY DECEMBER THOUGH!!! 🎄)

It was my birthday!! yes, it’s October 21st hehe i’m a whole cusp apparently :) and yes i did spend the week before my birthday in Rome and I absolutely loved it!! there is so much to see and love and i’m so passionate about art and i had been wanting to go for a lifetime so :)) how was your experience there?

the final ask was so cute, you’re so soft oml :(( you do sound like a mom but it’s okay cause i’m a mom friend too so i get it HAHAH and you left such a good impression, thank you so so much for being so kind and worrying about someone you don’t know and reaching out to tell me all these sweet things, you’re seriously amazing!! 💕💕

PS. if you’ve made it till the end THANK YOU ILY and i know this is more of a letter than an answered ask but i tend to do that when i’m soft gjdgjd

thank you again and sorry for the late reply i hope you have an amazing day/night! 🌸