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vhstown · 4 months

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super short london slang guide !!

i haven't got a scooby doo about cockney so this is mainly gonna be mle and like the way 14 year old secondary school boys talk oookay let's go (just so yk i am a londonder!!!!!)

direct things to call people (or avoid calling people)

bruv, blud, man, mate, fam (can use in replacement of a pronoun like he, she, you and i or for emphasis — "man's got a meeting, bruv!")

more on "man" it can be used in plural too — "us man" or "them man" or "you man"

my g, my guy (for referring someone you are friendly/friends with)

bossman (something you'd call a shop or business owner — "aye bossman get me the 3 wings and chips yeah")

big man (usually used in a sarcastic friendly but kind of demeaning way, the older cousin of "big guy" — "oi big man what you sayin' cuz?"

i wasnt going to put these here cause of personal preference but 😭 people are gonna use them anyway so i might as well tell you what they mean:

peng (adjective cute/pretty — "her? she's peng!")

leng (adjective hot/sexy — "rah, he's leng you know?)

nouns

ting (usually to refer to a girlfriend but can also just mean "thing"... or a knife? — "don't chat to my ting fam!")

grim (very outdated word for a promiscuous woman — "she's a grim bruv!")

skeng (gun)

shank, spinner (knife)

paper, Ps, pronounced "peas" (money)

ends (neighbourhood, area — "if i catch you in my ends yeah")

mandem (group of friends — "having a laugh at the pub with the mandem" aha)

gyaldem (group of women / female friends)

ganja (weed)

blem (cigarette)

pagan/paigon (snitch or untrustworthy person, not a super common you might wanna use "snake" or "snitch" instead)

wasteman (someone who's useless, a lowlife)

pussio/pussyo (pussy, coward)

other common words and phrases

wagwan, or "wag1" in text (what's up, what's going on)

bare (a lot — "i got bare problems with him!")

gassed (prideful, full of yourself — "im actually so gassed, man got promoted"

"and that" (instead of "and stuff" — "i got links and that")

"allow it" (let something slide — "i forgot my wallet allow it bossman")

safe (like "alright cool", or as a bye — "aight safe")

"pattern up" (fix up, get it together)

hard, tight (cool, good, though "hard" is also used in an offensive way — "bro thinks he's hard, pussio")

blam (to get shot, not actually very common to hear in my experience)

sheffed (up), shanked (to get stabbed)

ahlie (used as an interjection when in agreement with something, similar to phrase "am i lying?")

non-mle specific words i hear sometimes

thick (dumb, stupid)

clapped/tapped (ugly, weird, unattractive)

merk/murk (kill, beat up)

slag, sket (slut)

chav (used to refer to someone of the low social status, associated with violent or rude behaviour)

taking the mick, taking the piss (being annoying)

mad (means crazy obviously but people use it a lot, can have positive and negative connotations — "that's mad!")

nonce (literally means pedophile / sex offender, do what you will with it 😭)

dickhead, bellend (similar to douchebag)

wanker (used towards someone you dislike, or in a joking way)

geezer (usually to refer to an old man)

also!!!

depending on which communities are predominant in the area, words from other languages can come in / have come in

some words are common with US slang too because they share origins 😁 ain't that cool

there's a lot of influence from jamaican patois due to the history of british jamaicans in london for ex in words like "ting" or "mandem" or "wagwan" (hence why mle is sometimes referred to as "jafrican") and its not strange to hear "bomboclaat" or "bloodclaat" here either

in communities where there's muslims and arabs (especially in east london) you might hear arabic terms like "wallahi", "khalas" or "astagfirullah" (though people debate whether that's cultural appropriation or not)

south asians have also had an influence with words like "gora" or "ganja" though again this is largely area based and the impact of hinglish is also found a lot outside of london

some people have a mix of different dialects! i mainly alternate between mle and estuary (sometimes yorkshire don't ask it is very easy to pick up...)

you're not gonna hear every single word here all the time the usage varies throughout london. the way north and west londoners speak can be v different for example

uhhhh if you wanna learn properly just listen to some grime or sutn . listen to londoners speak!

for some more resources in-depth PLEASE check out these guides made by other british people ! (one and two)

ok that's it bye bye british ppl & londoners feel free to add on! it is midnight rn so ive probably missed stuff lol... dms are open in case you've got any questions or want any help :p

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g-xix · 2 months

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btw, midnight BST (5 and 1/2 hrs from now) an extra-fluffed ATV fic drops! Enjoy paigons :))

#WAFFLE!!#atv #arthurtv

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ekdsc · 7 months

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EVABOY BEEF AOTY TBH!!!!!!!! GO LISTEN TO IT RN

#elle art #evaboy #BEEF #go listen #Bandcamp

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emilesmithrowes · 3 days

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lana del rey in the puffer jacket is exuding 'rah alexa play dem boy paigon by j hus. rah wheres my baccy' energy i have to say it

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attollogame · 2 years

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Can I ask about parados? 👀

Parados is my self-indulgent lore dump for the cosmic horrors of Attollo to kind of explain how the hell they got here CJDKFJ plz enjoy a peek (and my abuse of Sysbas language rip)

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It begins as any life does—with birth, although perhaps not in the sense that we know. In the Hall of Anathadhul did reside a being known as Ngyr-Korath, The Abomination and Dream-Death, Ihlarynn of Noxia. It lived long before the planets and long before all other Gods, having shared the star-spaces with Azathoth before the coming of the Four. Its form is said to be that of a dark mist which evokes horror in all those that perceive it, with a great eye of flame that burns within Its core. It is the enemy of Paigon and It is a spiteful, ravenous entity, who loathes all living creatures and seeks to devour the stars.

It is not, however, the central character of this tale. That title falls to the byproduct of hatred, the evidence of Ngyr-Korath’s darkened heart, for it was in the depths of the Cygwehwohdd did Ngyr-Korath create what was never meant to be.

#thank you!!!#parados... one day I will finish her 😔#the writing style is way diff than what im used to tho but gotta love pushing limits

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dbs-superleggera · 2 months

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Screwface Capital

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"Screwface Capital"

And I want you now with me

And I...

I made a link with the Russians

Six figure discussions, dinners in public

My linen all tailored

My outstanding payments swift like Taylor

And boy I owe 'dem men a beatin'

But don't watch what I'm makin'

Just know I put both of the P's in opp

At the same time, I put the "pay" in paigon

Man wanna beef, don't know what the stakes is

Broad daylight, do a nigga want a day shift?

Three scales got 'em livin' on basic

My location changes quicker than gears on a brand new Porsche Cayman

I told RJ put down the line and he did

But he's got another three like H's

I gotta watch for the greed and the hatred

I'm sayin' who's on votes?

We hit up a nigga and see who's on smoke when it's that time

You can run that shit there and it's cool but you can't hear like a bad line

It's been fifteen minutes since me and her fucked and I'm sayin' "What you still in the house for?"

Girls say I'm rude but they won't never leave, 'cause you know the jab right like southpaws

Outdoors, me and my niggas are all outlaws

I tell a man speak with respect

How you gonna say that we beef with your chest

Like Sergei didn't G-lean on your set?

I do not have one neek as a friend

If it's beef on the ends than it's bleaker for them

This ting's comin' like Pokemon GO

'Cause I see man once, never seen him again

Man don't really wanna walk to the shop

Or jump in the train 'cause the ends got tension

One eye on my opps, two eyes on my friends

'Cause at least my opps, man knows their intentions

I turned a loss to a lesson

I turned a curse to a gift and a blessing

Any girl that I've got an interest in

Face interesting, body impressive

I got ninety-nine out of a hundred marks in class on my English questions

I'd get the same if I did it again 'cause I still don't know the definition of restin'

I've put blood in, I've put sweat in

I shed tears when my niggas got sentenced

I spent years with my niggas in Streatham

But you wouldn't know that 'cause you don't live this

What have you done for your siblings?

I made sure that the family's sweet

So many days that I starved myself just to make sure that my whole family eats

The Merc is a beast and I'm blackin' it out

One point nine on the plan for a house

I ain't got a memory of when dad was around

Still a child when I turned man of the house

Tell me what you know about a bag full of bills

And your mom crying out, saying, "Son, I can't take it"

And then staring in the mirror for an hour

With a tear in your eye like, "I gotta go make it"

Ever seen a good friend turn paigon?

A pretty girl glow down, turn basic?

Ever seen a nigga 'nough man rated

Losing his mind 'cause of food that he's takin'?

You're either a lamb or you're Hannibal

Good kid but I grew up 'round animals

No chick can't tell me about attitude

I got a girl from the Screwface Capital

And I want

And I, and I

And I, and I, and I, and I

And I want, and I want

And I want

And I, and I

And I, and I, and I, and I

And I want, and I want

And I want

And I, and I

And I, and I, and I, and I

And I want, and I want

And I want

And I, and I

And I, and I, and I, and I

And I want, and I want

MONTRÉAL

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ovomedo · 5 months

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Fuck them paigons

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psychicllamacookieranch · 7 months

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sa future pa man gud--so nachange na pud??ana aako moder ayu kana==suyawi ug sulti--din nakasulti jud--gamay nalang karat or mawala nay karat ug kusog ug klaru pah--kuyawa jud lagi!! libog nako--na change pag ayu ang future--kung molakaw pud to--magsungkod nya hinay lihok hinay tikang-- gipatisting ug lakaw sa ako mo--der---mo--ther-- wala sungkod--naka lakaw pud pero hinay---nakatuyok pa ug hinay lang pud pero nabuhat niya--lisud na kaayo to para niya--wow kaayo-- nangatawa ang tanan ug nashak sa nakita-- ako lipay para sa ako migo-- din kwan--na change ang future jud man-- ps: pero wa diay--wa pa to naayo-- naka sulti lang ug klaru kaayo ug kusog--pero wa pa naayo-- nakalakaw ug nakatuyok--pero wa pa naayo-- seguro naa kausaban sa iya sitwasyun--gamay lang--pero wa naayo-- ingun gud ako mo-der--mo--ther naayo kana!! motuo ra ba ko ana pud kay kita ko sa spirit--na feel--tua niya--niduol gani to nako--pwamiss na99999--basta ganun im weird--pero ako to moder--mother--ni pasaksi sa daghan taw--para motuo mo!! din --wa pa diay naayo-- nakasulti lang--din after 1 hour or 2 mobalik lang sa dati or naa kausabaan gamay pero wa pa siya naayu jud-- ..kay kahibalo lagi ko sa ya future-- pero kung naayo jud siya--malipay ko para niya--din na change jud ang future!!! the ((time))) basta nalang!! katu ako moder-- karon sa mga in ana--mas taas siya nako--- pero mas angat ko niya sa future--:)siya 75 years old--mag 76 years old karon january-- din bata siya tan awon-- wala siya nangunot ug nangapangag--mas napangag pa kow:) curse kasi ko to!!! mura sa siya--57--or 60--siya kinagulangan sa ila tapok mag sultianay--pero tan awon dili--bata pa siya sa uban-- sa personal:) lahi sa picture:)-- --pero mas taas ko niya-- bisan pa shakon pa kuna siya sa secret sa life:)--wa na siya kahibalo:) the prophesy:) dugayon sila matigulang lang--pero matigulang--ako kay di jud matigulang:) kuyaw kaayo--ko buhok dina ni tubo-- pero na pangag lang--okey lang eposyiso kuni tanan ako ngipon!! ako mga egsoon--ganun din sila dugayon matigulang--din ako brod usa--mabuang to ya future--din mao jud na siya-- atubangon na niya--maayo after--patambalan-- din usa mamatay-- din langit siya!! kay di ko nahan naa maemperno naa sa ako duol--i mean kaliwatan--friends --nakahalo belo ko--palagi-- piksan sa swerti kay naa ko ninyo--inyo ((friends)) im werid:)?? 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((very premature pepol)) coward--no dreams in life-- pasikat--pakpkan ug daygon kung usa ya nabuhat--videohan--daghan mga likes:) din okey hapi 4 u:) goodbye!!((ALL))) mamatay man ako--okey ra kaayo---kapila--balik balika--balika--balika--valika--balika!! din wa parin kasabot--unsa ako alas why naka sulti ko ana!! bogo!! buhata para makat on--patya--para makahibalo ka--9999 ug you--kauban ko--yaw kabalaka nako--\salig sa ako gisulti-- finish this--ug yaw mo pakita--daoga ug pakalit-- diba mura na lumigas na tumban--mopatay na sila nako--\ ila nako unhan--kay naka dungog ko nila birahan ko nila naa ko sa duol man:) gakatawa nila-- so naka dungog ko--naa pa gani gaabie--shagit-shagit-- mopatay na jud sila:) very premature--gadala sa SOS lang--haha best!!! sa tinood--pwede gud kaayo-=diha palang nila--impas na--or ilaha balay mismo--or human niya ug chat ug text--diha dayon impason--din dili man--buhata na ninyo-- yaw sigi sulti una--:) kadungog ko ninyo ryt?? unsa kaha ako bation?? think be mature-- so pung pa ninyo--mao na to--unhan na nato--patyon na jud--din goooo!! do it:) sos na taw--haha best!! ps: kani pikas gropo moluwas ni nako daw-- ai--i thin k lisud na--nahan pa sila serokunay--ug mag ho--hoo--hooo man:) din okey ra na--hapi 4 u-- nikalat ang bad sa tibuok bohol--ni gamot ug nakasanga ug daghan nakabiktim aug daghan--naa na sakit napakalat palihim-- kay gaduwa mo!!! kapoy na!!! okey ra matay gani--ako ra tago unta mo!! din mamatay naman jud ko pud kay buhaton na nila--din ako naa ra diha:) atu testingan para makat on man!!:) buhata pusila:) goooo!! seguro kana na sitwasyon--sulbad na la problema sa kabayo:) haha best-- or usa ma aksyonan ang problema sa kabayong manyak sendikato--himoong==wanted--homeless--jobless-- nya tabangan sa tanan mga taw==pati balaod--ug pangita patyon dead or alive!!! ana bah?? so patya ko una mga kabayo--desperadong manyak-- mga preskong walay mga ligo--pusherg beauty:) haahha--magkatawa man sad ta oi-- so lagot na ba--ipangamong nana inyo mga hitsura:) haha best--peace 2:) ps: kay atu pud na aksyonan tanan mga kawat dyan-mga bata lang yan--pero patyon kuna tanan-- iapil na sila sa kabayonng manyak sendikato--kay naka kwan pud sila ana-- para malimpyo pud dri dapita-- mga unsa ra pud na mga kaliwata--bataa-- daghan galagot na pud ila mga biktima--gilang usahon lang ug paboto--din iapil na mga batang yagit-- wa laban gud na mga bataa loouy pud--maao tagbaw kawat--ug sabay sabi--kita mo--naa ba ebidensiya:) haha best-- wa la jud dong--pwamiss:) magkatawa lang sad ta:)== pareha sa na sa mga kabayo dong--gitawagan na--ig dwon sa phone--nabuang na jud si buddee--kinsa na ya mga gipanulti:) --kinsa the crashers--haha best:) very funny jud--na makalagot!!:) basta nalang--itom kaayog botsi:) ngabil nangbukad saka botboton:) haha best--tilae inudoro oi--iabot sa falls:) haha best--ihii imu kama--kalibangi:)--wet dreams yan?:) haha best:) kaw paglakaw uli-- goraya lang u motor--haha best:) agay sakit--tiyan--sakit ngipon-- baho na lagi ako bilat ug toss--unsa naman ni--tulo nani?? gihipa na ba ko ug mild lang--patakdan kuni sila tanan dri be--mangamong ko beh--lets go--im am general sa emperno--di na jud na chnges--so mangamong ko ninyo--family ko--anak--kaliwat--friends-- silingan--kabayo pud na makalagot dwi sugod man--kamu--bantay pud mo!!! kabayong bundat manyak talinis simod says:) haha best!! (( iloveyouall))) godbless--- chingaw-chingaw!!

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scumkiller · 7 months

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#evaboy #music #Bandcamp

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soda-boots · 7 months

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Moths surround me, thought they'd drown me

This is a slightly concerning and definitely incomplete recount of yesterday (the 20th).

So post Passages, I have breakfast yada yada yada. Meet this girl named Antonia (we have breakfast and then dinner together actually with her friends Jessie and Islay). I go on the stand for xpression for a few hours and then go on the cinema crawl with the other committee. Meet some interesting people on there actually (most notably Lachlan). However before that I go to Rituals to see where Mo works and end up buying a 37 quid umbrella. Its a gorgeous umbrella and it better hold up. I rush back to my flat for my meeting with Jason and I think it goes quite well. I have dinner after and come back to my flat. I finally have the fantastic idea to go to the club... alone. I've never done it before and it's something I've always wanted to give a go. It's not like Jack and Haleemah are turning up at the club anytime soon and no one has ever invited me to join their group before (as far as I recall). I do try my best to be adventurous and this just me exercising that. I promenade to the shop to buy 2 bottles of cider and a can of pimm's. Downing one bottle and the can, while listening to Songs for You, I'm trying to hype myself up for this event.

I try inviting Lachlan to the club, but he can't make it (fair enough). Good even, this is a private event for me. The night starts to blur a little from here (but I can still remember pretty much all of it). I speak to Ellis about coffee or something and how coffee/alcohol makes me sleepy. An hour and a half before vaults opens to help the timeline. This is 7:27pm now.I talk about violet from Charlie and the chocolate factory I think at around 8

Going through messages to recount events is so funny lol. I listen to 'dem boy paigon' to hype myself up' and I believe I leave my flat say 8:40 pm -ish. I'm baskily power walking through these streets, no headphones on (I considered not even bringing my phone to stay fully immersed but I disregarded that whole ideology).

I walk by a bunch of people also going to town. These group of friends all walking and laughing together. At the time, I was so unphased by the juxtaposition of me alone and them in a bevy. It didn't matter, I was determined to have fun. {here begins ramblings from my notes app about how I'm feeling, what I'm hearing and seeing and comments from me}

‘We’re walking at gay speed “

This was so funny and initiated the whole idea

I wonder if it’s actually this cold or the alcohol has warmed up my body in some way

It didn't feel as cold at first, but then again I was definitely tipsy, if not flat out drunk at this point. I felt quite warm in my chest actually

Speed feels a bit weird. I’m kind of dizzy, like in an odd state of vertigo . I should have worn my glasses because I why is verything a little bit more blurry

I actually forgot that I felt like this. Time seemed to be moving very quickly at first. Like I was just racing through the streets. Everything had a slight blur filter on it and I was a bit dizzy. It was a strange feeling to be concurrently aware and so distinctly detached in this way.

I walk down the street towards the vaults and why do I start to sing 'mystery of love in my head'

Bounded by the time I cried ! I built your walls around me . White noise what an awful sound. Fluttering by rouge rivers. Feel my feet upon your the ground . Shall I find no other. oh woe is me

For context, I'm struggling to type accurately (I know I'm sobering up when I can do it better again later in the night)

The walk felt like nothing

It did feel strangely quick.

It’s closed (the vaults) . That’s so sad (one that it is closed and two that I got here while it was closed )

Of course in my eagerness, I get to the club while it's closed and now what do I do ? Go to another club (I'm determined !!!)

I just met Edward and his mum from film soc. I wonder how the interaction was from their end.

I stumbled back when I stop to speak to them. Edward is so nice and his mum seemed lovely. As I mentioned I wonder how that interaction was from their end. His mum had a strange but friendly expression on her face (she goes back to Belgium today).

Moving on, I see Rhys at some point (and I think it was around here. I also see Mo at some time while I’m on the cobbled streets near vaults but that’s earlier than this I think ). I trudge to Zinc and it's closed for a social !

I went to zinc and they were having a Taylor Swift Soc event. They’re playing all to well (10 minute version) that’s so cute . I think it’s Taylor Swift society . I don’t think it’s Taylor society because they started playing paint the town red by Doja cat

I'm out of it at this point. The see-sawing between whether it is Taylor swift society or not. I was a bit upset that I couldn't go to Zinc (but I just walked towards fever) because they were playing music I liked. I love how looking back I kept asking the bouncers, how I could buy a ticket and they so nicely and attentively answered me. I must have so clearly looked clueless. I couldn't get into fever too till about 10 and I just left .

Timeline update - 9:27

I tell Ellis I might go home. He suggests I go to a pub, and so I do

Don’t dwell on your feelings too much if not you will cry !

I'm quite emotional it seems.

Have you ever had a krispy kreme? Was it crispy (context - I saw a Krispy Kreme van )

I'm walking back to vaults here and I can't find it again, but notice bar named Pixy's. I read the board and walk by some guy who acknowledges me and I walk past. I get a bit lost and then walk back to Pixy's. I go in and the guy from earlier kind of jogs and he's the bartender. How hipster of him lol. I have no idea what I want and say that to him. He asks what I don't like, I say lemon because I don't really know (in actuality, I do enjoy lemon flavoured things). He makes this drink with watermelon and thyme vodka, lime cordial and apple Frobisher, and it tastes so good ! He says if I don't like it I don't have to pay for it (ok sales man). I did pay for it. I probably would have lied and said I liked it regardless of how I actually felt. He put in all that effort to try and impress me (ehhh did he?)

I went to a bar called Pixy’s and I got this thing made with watermelon and thyme vodka and then like cordial and a apple and something Frobisher

I sit and have my drink and every move I make has so much more weight to it.

Every movement feels exaggerated . Like with each sway, the strength grows more and more

I’m definitely less coherent than I think I am

Oh I’ve tried vodka now ( kind of)

There's a group of ladies having a great time in front of me. Once again the juxtaposition of them in their gaggle (but oddly I don't think about that at the time). I actually look back now thinking oh I actually had a fun time. I leave Pixy's and pass a bar called 'The Mermaid'. Just like with Pixy's I circle back to it very soon after and go in. I hoped I didn't fall down the stairs down into it. I go in and the art is very 'art nouveau' and the decor so heavily influenced by Art Deco. It was a shame there wasn't any have music playing. The walls were dark green. There were some geometric features within it.

I go to the bar and the man hands me their menu. Scanning it I notice a negroni and other things I recognise some other drinks. However, I loved the names of their mock tails more so I order one.

I went to a bar called the mermaid and ordered the rejuvenation. It has tomato and pineapple juice . Such a weird tasting drink. So tangy. The taste of tomato is highly present. Very acidic

While he makes my drink, drink I have a chat with the bartenders. They ask why I'm out and I'm like I've never been to a club and none of my friends have really been interested so I'm doing it myself. The lady bartender seemed quite proud of me. the guy making the drink mentions it's a weird one unless you like tomato juice. I get my drink and sit in the corner and sip on my strange drink. It tasted nice as far as I can recall. I sit down and I'm texting people, Max (I see his new haircut) and Ellis (who is baking a bread). I might have texted Haleemah too. I hear a cuckoo clock ...

The cuckoo clockification of my mind

There’s a really large plant here at the mermaid. I’m texting haleemah, max and Ellis. I texted Louise earlier

The bartender compliments my jumper when I leave. The irony of me going to a bars named pixy and mermaid when I do a fantasy creature show isn't lost on me. I finally get into the vaults and of course I am one of two people there. Addendum: I text Louise before I leave my flat, while I'm pre-ing and when I first get to the vaults and it's closed

Help why did the dj at vaults start playing started at the bottom at vaults . The dj started playing burna boy

Did I really offer the money back to the vaults workers after they forgot lol. The other guy in here (Andy) introduced himself

I’m trying so hard to manufacture this fun night and I’m failing a bit miserably. The workers are in beanies and that’s really cute. I feel very uncomfortable when Andy comes around me

They weren't wearing beanies, it was bucket hats. Andy is rather odd. He is quite tall and imposing and dwarves me, it doesn't help how close he keeps coming towards me. He seems to be having a lovely time on his own though. In a way maybe I should be more like him and let go. He's also here alone (like I am) but I would hope I don't come off that odd (now I have the implicit fear that I do). I leave and go off to the cathedral.

I’m at Exeter cathedral now. Why do I rely on religion so luck for some form of wholeness ?

It's that catholic school and religious family conditioning. I listen to 'goldwing' by Billie Eilish and walk around the cathedral; Examining the sculptures on the facade. I recite the Lord's Prayer and a Hail Mary (which I had to look up because I never formally learned it). I read the quotes/etchings on the floor around the cathedral and in a weird way they bring me comfort.

"Oh God give me of thy fullness

Thy surrounding and

thy peace"

It's attributed to traditional Celtic. I also view the monuments around and try to open some doors. It's 11 now. I know this because the church bells ring ( I never knew we had a church bells and it rang !)

I never knew Exeter had a church bell. That’s adorable and quite gothic.

Oh wow not Francis not noticing me . Uhh my god

Francis is my old flatmate for context. I basically had to chase him to talk to him. I also noticed Jack B from the radio

Why does everyone wear such dark clothing at night.

Contrasting my bright yellow jumper

Such a long queue at fever. It’s actually a bit cute how long it is

I think it’s quite cute how long it is, it might be time to call it a night. I’m so over this whole thing

I love how u still hold the vindication against America. In actually I did try and I did not enjoy. I did not like the whole night thing: I’m not saying I won’t reattempt but for a while. The club may just not be for me .

Of course I heard an American accent and got war flashbacks.

I leave fever and go back to vaults (for clarification this is the second time I will be inside ) and got to go right in since I got branded (stamped) with a pass.

Oh there are more people at the vaults now.

Andy just keeps saying the most random things to me. “ I ain’t fucking racist “ the bartender even asked if I was ok . Andy if you need to start your sentence that way you’ve already missed it He seems a bit nice. I might be sobering up because I’m sobering up and feel more coherent (also I’m typing a lot better) .

Why do I struggle so hard to villainise people? The bartender gestures towards me asking if I'm alright (nice of him I guess). I leave Vaults again. I leave vaults to join the queue at fever under the thought process that the line there will be more lively than this dead club.

People are so nice and caring here. Someone asked me if I was alright .

This occurs on the street for clarification.

I join the queue for fever and eventually end up talking to the people infront of me. They tell me I look 19/20. I literally turned 18 3 months ago. Can I just go a night without being ferociously humbled ??? Can I ? They were lovely however. Even offering to pay for my entry since I had no cash. I left soon after that

In a weird way it was contemplative. I’ve reached the point where I’m detaching my feelings and externalising them. I truly abhor drunken patter.

I want to listen to seether by veruca salt .

Can’t fight the seether. I can see her till I’m foaming at the mouth.

For the final time I am back at vaults and it's finally lively.

I left fever and now I’m back the vaults . There a lot more people here and I still feel a bit more out of place: maybe it’s the music . The heart palpitation induced by this bass is simultaneously awful and glorious . They literally recognised me at the door. A guy literally said I was the second customer . I’m a bit sick from that lol . This haze / smoke smells so odd

I know every song this dj is playing. He’s so cheesy .

There was a weird amount of older people there and it was a bit odd. Not be ageist or anything (my ageism is showing). I tell a guy happy birthday because he's wearing a party hat and dance a little with this group of first years

And I actually began to enjoy myself it felt nice and fun . I kept locking eyes with people which was slightly disconcerting by oh well. The haze started to pick on and the lights flashed more aggressively and with party in the USA blaring in the back I finally left for home at 1:30-sh my first time clubbing was not bad at all. While I wish it was smoother. beggars can’t choose.

BBQ SOCIETY !!!

I hear someone scream that from firehouse while I walk back home. I love how it is still lively.

I think u try so hard to be interesting and fun and worthy of affection. A lot of the time I don’t notice but I think I might just be too insecure to truly be my own person in a way that I’m happy with. Sure I get glimpses of that every now and again but ok the whole I don’t think I'm that confident enough to to truly exude it . To actually go out and be

The come down lol. I think I'm saying here that I try to do all these things to make myself feel interesting and fun so I can come across that way to other people. I have the fear that I'm just so uninteresting.

Met Chris , Connor and will at the bottom of block d. They were so nice and fun. I'm going to go off to bed

We had a little conversation and my night ended like that.Chris, Connor and Will (and one more other person actually but he went of earlier ) are guys that live in the first floor of my building that I met when I got home. They seemed like fun, nice guys. Chris had a rather sad speech about him justifying racism he had received when he was younger (he’s from Singapore). I don’t think racism should ever be rationalised. For context, it was a child being racist to him (so he definitely picked that up around) which is so disheartening. Even thinking about it now (about 12 hours later makes me feel ill) .

I will fix any grammar errors later but that's it really

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