Eating Habits-Miguel O'Hara x platonic!teen reader
sequel to my last fic???-am i fr going to make this a seriesšļøšļø
Miguel notices a change in your eating patternsš§
warnings-bad writing/grammar/dialogue, angst, bad eating patterns, possible ed???, ooc miguel???, implied abuse/neglect (reader has bad eating patterns bc of fam), might be triggering for some, dw they end up happy again i promise, the word mijo is used like once???
again implied nonverbal reader (nonverbal rep bc i said soš«”) making this up as i go tbh-reader may use aac or communication cards
autistic coded reader????
AGAIN, ENGLISH MAY BE MY FIRST LANGUAGE BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN THAT IM GOOD AT IT(AGAIN, JUST MAKE THIS CLEAR, I AM INDEED A NO SABO KIDš„“)
povs may possibly change at times-lowercase intented as usualš¤©(possibly no use of y/n in this oneš¤·āāļø)
IM SO TEHE AB THIS MAN (AND SPOT BUT WE DONT TALK AB THAT)
sorry for all the warnings, just wanna make sure yall know what to expect
over time, you and miguel had.. unexpectedly started to bond more and more, which surprised a lot of spiders. the two of you were both equally closed off, but even then miguel had interacted with more spider people than you had. since your arrival, miguel had been the only spider person you had interacted with due to your mistrust.
most of the spiders had decided to simply not acknowledge your new friendship with miguel..simply because miguel had scared them off for you.
with you and miguel forming a new bond, he started to notice something about you..
while you enjoyed all types of cooking and baking, you never really ate much. miguel had chosen not to acknowledge it because he thought you just had a smaller appetite than most spiders, and he also thought his judgement was just clouded due to the fact that he had to eat more than most spiders did.
maybe your portions just looked small because of his size? he glazed over the thought, but it didn't make much sense, he ignored until..
your eating habits became worse, he had now come to the realization when he decided to treat you to a hamburger and you only ate a couple of fries..days later he noticed that when you had cooked something for the rest of the spiders, you hadn't plated any food for yourself. he felt a heavy pang in his heart, he knew the signs, because he would often neglet his humger needs due to his work.
when he brought up his concern that you were not giving yourself food you simply pulled out your cards, flipping to a card that said "no" and another that said "hungry". (A/N-i refuse to believe that reader would have "not" on their card bc "no" is way more conventional so pls dont come at more for this)
miguel heavily sighed, if course he didn't believe you, he could see the fear and sadness in your eyes. when he saw that look, he knew he had to do something.
a couple days had passed and you had stopped cooking and baking all together. you were simply just sitting on a couch that was placed in the HQ living quarters for everyone to use when suddenly you saw a large figure in your peripheral vision. you instantly knew that it was miguel. (A/N: MANS LITERALLY WEARS HIS SUIT EVERYWHERE OK?š)
once he was in front of you, you decided to look up to him, furrowing your eyebrows to indicate your confusion. he wore an expression that you still were not used to identifying.
sympathy.
he pinched the brige of his nose, this was going to be harder than he thought, "we have to talk, mijo".
you pulled out your phone, getting your acc app ready incase if you need to respond to whatever he was about to announce. trying to do so calmly, as to not make him worry.
you gave him a nod, as to let him know that you were listening. he moved in order to sit next to you on the couch, his weight making a significant shift on the cushions.
"i need you to look at me alright? you don't even have to give me eye contact" he didn't want to pressure you, because he knew how much stress eye contact gave you at times.
you looked in his direction and tilted your body towards him.
he took another deep breath in and out before saying, "i noticed that you've been.. eating less, i mean, eating less than you usually eat.." he trailed off, he had to think carefully about his next words.
as soon as he said this, you looked away with a pained expression on your face.
he touched your cheek, and you flinched at the movement. "hey, none of that alright? i just want to make sure that everything is fine, mijo. has there been something on your mind recently?" he removed his hand from your cheek, wanting you to be able to fully process everything.
you let out a sigh and clicked one of the words you had preset on your app. "family" the robot voice spoke.
miguel nodded, although he hadn't seen everything that had happened he knew that overall, it wasnt the best situation. there was a pause before the robot voice began to speak again.
"food. bad" miguel's heart broke, and his strong stature had softened. he wanted to hug you, but he wasn't sure if he was overstepping your boundaries.
he carefully thought over his words before speaking, "never let anyone ever tell you that good is bad for you, alright mijo? it gives you strength, and helps you live" he looked right at you, making sure you digested every word he had said. he could see you blinking tears away, but they just continued flowing.
abruptly, you began to hug him. miguel was caught by surprise at this, as you buried your head into his chest. he awkwardly patted you on the back.
"from now on, i'll help you out" he stated. he felt you nod your head in agreement, head still buried in his chest.
from then on miguel made sure to coach you during mealtimes, giving you praise when you started to eat normal portions. (a/n hes channeling his inner sport mom vibesš„°). with miguels help, you started to feel more comfortable treating yourself to small treats, and even eating infront of people without caring what they thought about you.
at this moment you realized that, miguel might be your true family.
A/N: CURRENTLY SOBBING DID NOT MEAN TO MAKE THIS SO SAD IM SO SORRY PEOPLE.
on a realer note:if reader is just like u fr id encourage you to please seek some form of help/support systemšits important that u take care of urself-there are multiple free resources that you can find online just with a simple google search
small explanation ab readers fam: due to neglect, reader was never given a lot of food, and the food they made would be for their fam. and their fam would often shame them when they were allowed to eat (again, if reader is just like u fr, pls seek some sort of help)
also if we could please refrain from using the comment section to trauma dump/nbr (i am not a professional, nor am iequipped to handle other's problems)
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BULK ANSWERING ASKS PART 4?!?!??!?!
@xocowilde YOO thank you so much i hope your new year is sick too š
@yourpalghost your wish is my command. Iām always looking for excuses to draw my got damn car š«”
@pretty-meris @theblondedoodle THANKS SO MUCH!!! Gosh š„¹
@fandomsandwriting1 AHH MAN thanks so much!!! Also i totally understand the sentient inanimate objects thing. Something about a Item š
@fembutchboygirl GJDGJKD THANK YOU SO MUCHH
@samkyi7 GOOD QUESTION ACTUALLY IDK?? I could make it a more regular thing if people want to see more!! Lmk if thereās anything yall wanna see in particular.. like more Timelapse drawings or me talking abt whateverā¦
OK THATāS IT FOR THE BULK ANSWERS!!! If you didnāt see your ask here it may be one Iām planning to doodle a response to and yknow. Lazy lol
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I saw your posts asking for ideas and I was thinking what If you wrote something about you being Bams younger sister and filing cky coz April doesnāt want you to get hurt and you have like secret relationship with Dico or Ryan
DICO/MARGERA!READER
thank u so much for the suggestion!!! im gonna do it for dico this time bc one, theres no fanfics of this silly dude and two, i havent written abt dico in SOOOO long. this ones for the dico lovers out there love yall, a dying breedš«”
WARNINGS: dangerous stuff, fluff, bran being bran yk
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
being bams younger sister has its ups and downs
bam as a brother is A NIGHTMARE
hes just such a dick
making fun of u, annoying u and being the āyounger brotherā type character bc hes just like that
u were 2 years older than him
so when u started kinda liking his life long friend, ādicoā
it was kinda awkward bc u yk, hes ur brothers best friend
one night, u were just chilling at the house alone
ape and phil went out, bam was probably out skating somewhere and jess had band practice so having a empty house all to urself?? hell yea!
as u sit on ur couch, just watching some stupid ass movie thats on someone knocks at ur door
when u answer it, its Brandon dicamillo himself (dico)
āhey, uh is bam around?ā he asks looking kinda nervous
ānah, i thought he was put filming with u, but its 9:00 he should be back soon.ā
āah ok, ill just wait in my car till he gets here then, thanks.ā he smiles at u
ācome on bran dont be a stranger! iām m just watching a movie just wait inside till he gets back.ā
you held the door open for him and he walks in and plops down on ur couch
in your spot.
āasshole what the fuck thats my spotā
ādidnt see ur name on it.ā he says smirking āalso what kinda horse shit are u watching? let me show u some real funny shit.ā
dico then proceeds to put on an old western movie
āwhat the fuck dicamillo??ā
āwhat??! this shit is so funny watch this.ā he says pointing to the tv as some guy dressed as a cowboy gets shot on screen
the acting was terrible yes, but the way dico was hysterical laughing at it kinda made u smile
his laugh, his interests, just his goofy personality made ur heart flutter
u didnāt realize that u had been staring into this mans whole soul for ten mins until he turns to u and smiles
āmay i help u?ā he says kinda chuckling
āoh, uh sorry..ā u say blushing and kinda turning away
the silence that took place after could have killed u right then and there
until he turns to u
āhey uh.. ive been actually meaning to talk to u about somethingā¦ā he says, that nervousness kinda coming back from before
u nod ur head as he starts to confess to u
ālisten, i know ur my best friends older sister and this is kinda weird butā¦ ever since i met u, i thought u were so cool! i wouldnt have expected u to like masters of the universe and filming bits as much as doā¦ā
āyea, i can see how u couldnt have seen that coming bc of my brothersā
āyea, but anyways, ive always kindaā¦been into u, im super sorry if this is weird i didnt mean to make it like that i just think..ā
u smile, did fucking brandon dicamillo just confess his love for u ??
ābran..ā
he turns to u
āi feel the same way, ive always had i just didnt wanna make things awkward if u didnt.ā u smiled at him and scooted closer to him on the couch
āreally?!?ā he said in shock
āmhm, i like youā¦ like A LOTā
u move in closer and you two end up making out on ur couch
after that day u both agreed to date without anyone knowing
yea it was suspicious when u two wouldnt be able to film or hang out at the same time on the same day but the guys kinda brushed it off
u two went of secret little dates
dico would surprise u ALL the time with cute date spots
random cat cafes, parks, family ran restaurants, he just found little cute places in westchester to take u to, and u LOVED IT
when bam realized u obviously were seeing someone bc u were WAYYY to happy, u decided to snoop
going through u room he ended up finding one of dicos shirts hidden under ur bed
thats when bam decides to confront u about itā¦ā¦
āāāāāāāāāāāāā
might make some type of part two to this but it depends if yall want it or not, hope u enjoyed! also please keep sending in requests i love them sm !! yall are so creative i love it sm
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ok hi i'm back with my report on T's current astro transits š«”
firstly, some good news: monday's solar eclipse was trine T's jupiter, which is a very fortunate transit. over the next 6 months, his career will continue to flourish. he may sign onto a huge project or projects that he's completed will be met with critical praise. overall, it'll be a very positive time for his public image! jupiter is also the planet of luck so i think any unfavorable news about him that may arise during this time will either be ignored by the public or somehow spun in his favor.
and now for the stuff everyone wants to know: mars is square his jupiter right now so he might not have physically cheated because his moral compass stopped him from crossing that line. mars is a very impulsive planet especially in regards to sex but the square signifies an inner conflict while jupiter guides our morals. even if he didn't do it, i think he may feel very guilty for even considering it. he could see it as a betrayal not just to bb but to himself and his morality as well. this aspect is separating, so whatever he did already passed and isn't something that's currently happening anymore. jupiter is also square his mercury, so again he just seems very morally conflicted. even if bb can forgive him, he might be struggling to forgive himself.
i know i said one of his transits possibly meaning a spontaneous marriage scared yall and i'm very sorry for that! i only meant that the timing of the convo on here was a funny coincidence š i actually don't see marriage in his stars right now
with that being said, venus is squaring his venus so i feel that he still cares for bb and still feels they have a connection but there's an imbalance between them that he's painfully aware of. neptune is also square his venus so he could be seeing their relationship from rose colored lenses. neptune rules nostalgia so he may be very nostalgic about how their relationship used to be. there's stuff in his transits that indicate him struggling with his newfound fame and all of the attention that comes with it. he could see her as part of his "old life" and not wanting to give up on their relationship because of that. ngl i wish i could see what's going on on bb's end but idk her birthday so š
honestly there's a lot i could say about his transits, but i don't wanna overload you š i hope i could this makes sense and doesn't sound like a bunch of crazy rambling! now it's time to start working on R's transits š¤
Say more about his transits! I donāt mind a ramble.
Oh dear, Rās transits next? Should be a fun read.
BB is born on April 24 š midnight
Another anon is probably going to dispute this so we might have a fight on our hands š¤ JK! Love my Astro girlies!
None of this surprises me tbh. I think itās normal for people to hold onto their āpast lifeā when rapid changes happen. BB knew him before he was famous and thatās a huge benefit for him imo.
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The Dragon Prince Thoughts Season 1 Episodes 7-9
Episode 7
-āgood try, doggiesā sheās so cute
-RAYLAS HUMAN IMPRESSION I CANT
-āsnow elf.ā
-āI need something more personal than a shirtā
āUnderwear?ā
HHAHAHHA
-also if Soren or Claudia make any bad choices in the future Iāve decided that it is not their fault in the slightest thank you
-When Rayla said she was gonna ask nicely I didnāt think she was actually gonna ask nicely
-āIām just a simple human girl who like the human things like bread and complaining all the time!ā
āNo, youāre an elf!ā
āFine Iām an elf.ā
-bruh if that didnāt get it off what the heck will
-ELLIS AND AVAāS BACKSTORY OH MY GOSH
-āThere she is! Sheās an elf!ā BRO WHYD YOU HAVE TO EXPOSE HER LIKE THAT WHATD SHE DO TO YOU
Episode 8
-ELLIS IS BACK
-even if the healer can heal her hand it wouldnāt be any use because the band is still on
-could not be more unrelated but I just remembered that Callum mentioned a jerk face dance in episode 1 or 2 and I canāt even describe how much I NEED to see that
-āHow do you plan for indescribable terrors? I feel like you need to be able to describe them firstā
-āFlash! Woof! Whoosh! Slish-slash!ā
āā¦is he okay?ā āI think heās finally cracked under the pressureā
-āCallum you may be a dummy but youāre not a fool!ā
-donāt worry Callum, I appreciate your weird way of explaining plans
-bruh why does Viren even care about the elf anymore
-if yāall donāt start appreciating Callumās humor RIGHT NOW-
-Bait you had one job
-I canāt believe they almost got killed by an oversized earthworm
-WHAT WAS IN THE BAG
-why am I getting weird vibes from Ellis all of the sudden is she gonna betray them or something? Like I have a feeling him telling her about the primal stone was a mistake but I canāt put my finger on why
-āknowing you is definitely worth losing a hand forā AWWWWW
-āIām just a guy who can draw and make wry comments from time to timeā yeah thatās why I love you what about it
-how did they just blind a creature with no eyes
-āGet zapped! Hahaha get zapped by the zap hand!ā I love him so much
-āI knew whoosh should have been part of š«”The Planš«”ā
-oh yeah and Ellis Iām sorry I ever doubted you
-WHAT DID VIREN DO TO THE ELF AND WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE NOW
-THE HECK DO YOU MEAN NO MIRACLE HEALER HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THIS
Episode 9
-boy the heck do you mean you can talk to animals how did we not know this
-like talk talk to them or just communicate cause those are two very different things
-āfitting in is boring anywayā
-so is this a magical ability or is he just really good with animals and he thinks itās more than that because heās a kid, like Iām not saying heās lying but I also donāt blame them for not believing him
-āyou might say itās, the ka-tallestā HAHAHA that was funny idc
-hey for every only child out there who doesnāt know how to write an accurate sibling relationship, just watch Soren and Claudia
-bruh thereās MUMMIES in this universe???
-WAS THE MUMMY THE HEALER IS THE HEALER DEAD
-her hand looks so bad oh my gosh
-THAT FACE SCARED ME YALL KNOW I DONT DO JUMP SCARES
-Callum is me when I lose a spider
-āIām disgusted, and a little impressedā hahahaha
-I donāt understand this animal thing at all heās being so ominous about it
-āthen you have to do the thingā JERKFACE DANCE????
-JERKFACE DANCE
-āI should have figured it out, they were all illusionsā um no actually I think you investigated a little too much
-ok but is she gonna give the collar back tho cause ik we love Ava but sheās gonna have it rough without it
-ik for a fact the eggās not dead cause the show is literally named after it so stop teasing me with this
-Callum honey great idea but we gotta think these things through
-OH MY GOSH ITS SO CUTE
-DRAGONDRAGONDRAGONDRAGON
-so he DOES know exactly what theyāre saying?? Is there a magical explanation for this or do we just have to except it, Iām good either way I just wanna know
-you have GOT to be kidding me, the indestructible knife canāt cut the band but a dragon nibbles on it a little bit and it snaps?
-Zym has already done something amazing and he was literally just hatched, most useful character on the show rn
-that short gust of wind that blew in Sorenās face right after he said ācouldnāt you do this someplace warmerā was personal
-I was gonna ask why no one but the old elf lady was phased by the giant purple beam of light but then I remembered everything they just went through to get up there
-is Viren gonna just look like that from now on I still donāt even know what he did to the elf, put him in a coin?? Does putting someone in a coin make you look like that?? Remind me to never put anyone in a coin
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