You know you’ve made it when folks start reposting your art and get more attention than you
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realizing that i never actually had dinner last night i just ate a cookie and went to bed
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Egotober Day 22
Egotober: Vampire
Cringetober: Maid outfit
Once again, I say—who would I be if I didn't draw this sort of thing for this prompt 🤪 I had a third image in mind but ran out of time (I'll draw it eventually); just like how Damien's arm needs to be fixed but I ran out of time 😅
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lwk crazy how my random gojo post got more attention than the work i posted the same day
LOL
idk that’s just kinda silly
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honestly tho, im feeling rly happy and, idk, relieved? i was getting sorta.... embarrassed abt being so into solas. like, genuinely starting to question why i was so so SO hooked on this one guy, esp when other times of my being obsessive over characters havent had this energy, but it just makes sense now. i see so much of myself in him in terms of how we both think and speak and conduct ourselves.
and it just clicked in my head that that's why and now i feel so comfortable. not only with the 'obsessive' element of my interest, but also with the intense emotionality ive been experiencing in regards to him - lots of extreme highs and lows and i just couldn't figure it
did i have other vulnerability factors going on? sure, yes, of course. have i been 'obsessive' (i dont like the term but idk what else fits) abt characters before? 100%. but it's never bothered me to the degree it has been with him
and it's! personal recognition! it's seeing how he's unfairly loathed by a portion of the fandom and feeling subconsciously maligned by that! that's what i've been experiencing, that's why it's been hurting so bad.
just. yeah. i feel so relieved. and rly ready to lean into my interest now and engage with it fully bc no, it's not weird or bad that i like a character i can heavily relate to and feel represented by
ofc there's also a very genuine grief going on after playing a solavellan route, but even then it wasn't adding up to my emotional state and reactions. but yeah. this answered questions i didn't know to ask. he just felt too familiar and sensible for me to understand that i was seeing someone relatable bc it felt Too obvious.
really, really grateful for him. rly grateful i finally went a solavellan route and played trespasser and got to see a lot more of his arc finally. <3
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