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myokk · 3 days

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Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇

#im literally OBSESSED with Eloise😩#and this AU😇🙏#they are maybe late 20s/early 30s here I wanted to experiment a bit #anyways I was reading A Little Life at the beach today #and ngl I was tearing up literally ALL the time!!! 😤😤😤#it’s just so beautifully written & I find myself relating so heavily and I get gut punches every few pages where I need to stop reading #and just process it #idk maybe I am sentimental today LOL #It’s just…it’s making me think about the fact that I’ve never really Belonged in any one place and neither have the characters #my mom is the product of Bulgarian/swedish immigrants to the US and my dad is a Spanish pueblo man 😂#and their experiences/culture/languages etc etc have shaped my life soooooooo much🙏#but like at the same time. too reserved to truly fit in with the Spanish but too open/blunt for the midwest #idk it is weird to explain #anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏#thank you for coming to my free Therapy Session in the hashtags (bc nobody reads these😂😂😂😂)#also if you did & you also read a little life please🙏 or if you want to talk about books in general🙏🙏#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #eloise #oh also this is a recreation of a Porco Rosso scene😇😇🙏🙏#but I changed the colors a LOT & also a bit more when I sketched it up

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fizzytoo · 1 year

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adrien's soccer team won and his childhood friend's, mckenzie and jade, surprised him after the game!

this scary motherfucker showed up at the bar too 😭

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fabdante · 11 months

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anyway, given twitters continued implosion, i figured now was a good a time as any to share this so that you can read an unlimited amount. i want the reboot fandom to have this thread i saw one time on there that i’ve kept for morale

#dmc reboot #dmc: devil may cry #reboot dante #this thread makes me happy sdfghjk #i've been keeping it in my drafts for like a hot minute but like #idk i've been thinking a lot lately about like how this game works so well for some people and not at all for others and like #i mean we know how i feel about it but like i don't think either side is necessarily wrong #taste is subjective i just would like if people were a bit...kinder?? but anyway #like idk this thread gets it sdfghjk #'dmc was a game that not everyone liked #but it liked itself' legit makes me tear up inside ngl

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booksandpaperss · 1 year

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A Look Inside Max Mayfield’s “last word” letters to the party: El

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Hey El,

Gosh, it’s been so long since I’ve written those two words. Too long, really.

How are you? Are you.. are you doing okay? I know that’s a silly question considering the shitty circumstances of this letter but I hope you are, you deserve every good thing that happens to you. Even if that was me… leaving. Or, pulling away, I guess.

This vecna asshole better leave you alone. Tell him he better not mess with you. It doesn’t matter that I probably won’t be here soon, he better leave you alone. I’ll make sure he does. Somehow.

Shit, I’m so fucking sorry for not writing to you. I miss you so much, you have no idea. And now you’re not even going to see this until after… well. I’m not stupid, I know you miss me too, or… at least that you care, even though I tried to convince myself you didn’t. I got your letters, I read all of them. You’re too good for me El, way more than you even know. I know we technically haven’t known each other for that long but, you’re the best friend I’ve ever had. I feel like I’ve known you my whole life. I really wish I did, honestly. My life is better with you in it… it still is.

Lucas and Dustin and Steve, they’re all set on saving me, but this vecna guy… he’s really strong. He’s like you, with powers, but like, way less awesome of a person. I don’t think I’m going to make it. Is it selfish of me to wish you weren’t in California? Just so I could see you before I.. go? I’m glad you’re safe though. I just miss you, is all.

I have a bit of a confession. Multiple confessions, technically. And since this is like… my dramatic last words or whatever I should probably tell you. You’re my best friend, so if anyone should know, it’s you.

I’ve never really felt totally in with the party, you know? It was nothing they did, they’re great, really, even Mike. Don’t tell him I said this but I kinda get why you like him, under all his shit, sometimes he’s kinda sweet. Seriously please don’t tell him I said that, if I actually manage to live he’d never let me hear the end of it. Not that… well if you’re reading this that means I wouldn’t really, well. Be here.

Anyway, I got off topic, it’s so easy to do with you though and I wish we could talk more, and I miss you so much and I but anyway my point was, Mike and Lucas and Dustin and Will, they’ve all known each other for so long. They’re all so close and I’m just… I’m just here yknow? I’m just me.

But then I met you. Like, really met you. And I don’t mean when I just vaguely heard about you from Lucas and Dustin who talked about you like you were some otherworldly mystical sorcerer, and then saw you once right before you had to go off again to close a massive supernatural gate. I mean when I met you. And really… you were “just you” too. Just like me.

And El, you is so much. I don’t mean your powers, I just mean you, who you are. You got me, in a way no one else has, not even Lucas sometimes and that’s what and you didnt even have to say it, you just understood. We’re both outsiders, even with the party sometimes, but… never with each other.

El, you’re so fucking special to me. I hope you know that. Please know that. You’re more than your powers, than what you can do for other people, you’re just… so amazing, and supportive, and kind, and beautiful just as you.

Although, I guess if you’re reading this that means I’m not here so… you deserve to know. I think you’re beautiful, El. This is going to sound so cheesy but I really think you’re so beautiful, inside and out. Even when I’m not here, you can’t let anyone make you think otherwise okay? I know you won’t, you’re strong, without anyone else.

I wish I could say more but if I let this keep going I’ll be here all day, and I won’t get to our other friends letters, and then of course Mike would whine to you and Will about it, so I gotta save you guys from that. You’re just… I feel safe with you. Talking with you. Even if you’re not really here.

I’m sorry El. I’m so, so sorry. I’ll try to fight him okay? I wouldn’t forgive myself if I didn’t, because you don’t deserve this shitty letter as my last words to you. You don’t deserve any of this. Or me. I’m sorry.

Love,

Max

#no one:#me: writes the most ambiguous elmax letter ever #ngl guys the end made me tear up just a lil #enjoy! more letters for the other members coming soon but I rlly wanted to do El’s first #if u liked this pls rb it! it would mean a lot <3 #and id love to hear yalls thoughts too #anyway #max mayfield #elmax #el hopper #bi max mayfield #(it’s hinted at)#max mayfield analysis #character study #st ficlet #stranger things 4 #elli’s writing #a look inside Max Mayfield's letters: elli's version

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mossflower · 11 months

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finished homestuck!! and adding it to my ever growing list of ‘media near-universally labelled as cringe that actually kinda slaps’

#like i won’t lie parts of it? terrible. i can’t even begin to piece together half of the lord english plot #but i think a lot more of it was actually really really good. especially act 4 and act 5 they were my favourite hands down #act 6 not so much. like separately? i loved the alpha kids and the dancestors and the concept of the cherubs was really interesting #but somewhere the execution fell short. it’s gonna annoy me cause i can’t figure out why #i think it might be the retcon. which i didn’t hate as an idea!! but it occurred closer to the end than i thought it would #i feel like if they’d explored the impact of the retcon more it might have flowed better?? idk #idk. act six as a whole i’m split on. i either loved what it did or was massively confused and exasperated by what it did #it’s like half of the comic and i got through it in about a week when it took me like a month to do acts 1-5 #and it doesn’t feel like that much happened it’s weird #but yknow. it is the act that sold me on vriska!! like i liked her before but i really liked her ghosting it up in this act #the bit where ghost vriska and ghost terezi found each other nearly had me in tears #vrisrezi as a whole. what a concept. easily one of the best dynamics in the entire thing #i really hope terezi finds vriska post-canon. however i’m not sure if i want to read the epilogues and homestuck 2 or not yet #ooh ooh also!! john fulfilling his quest slapped!! that’s probably one of my favourite bits in homestuck ngl #and omg. did not see davekat coming i won’t lie but i was v happy about it #k ill stop now bc i will end up listing half the characters and my favourite bits about them. and as fun as that would be #i really need to sleep haha #homestuck

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gen-is-gone · 4 months

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I can't go five minutes in DW fandom without people being just atrociously mean about things that I love with the blissful unawareness of majority mainstream opinion holders that the people they're being mean about are like. In the space with them. And this in a space full of ardent fans of arguably some of the most esoteric obscure side stuff that everyone else disdains or doesn't even know. And I'm having fun for the most part but also like. It's just exhausting, constantly goddamn exhausting.

#this is about moffat and eleven #in case that wasn't clear #megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace #i'm not gonna say that Lawrence Miles in particular doesn't have every reason to hate Moffat #or that as an EDA fan first and foremost I don't also side eye the fuck out of a lot of his early arc plots #but Moffat wrote *characters* in a way that no one before or since does #everyone droning on about rtd found family has nothing on 11 and 12 era character relationships #also yeah it is genuinely annoying and upsetting that people are STILL going on and on and on and on about ~bad vibes~ ~misogyny~ whatever #like that's just your opinion man #and I think certain fans would genuinely be shocked to actually acknowledge that some people just straight up disagree with them #and straight up have a different experience with that era of the show #and don't share the opinions that got so saturated with so little pushback that the arguments are by now parodies of themselves #like do you hate eleven's era because you formed that opinion yourself or do you hate eleven's run because hbomb made a video?#do you feel the way you feel because you came to that opinion or because others in fandom 'warned' you about moffat before you started?#also like ngl it just straight up hurts my feelings #it's mean! it's just really mean and I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt in situations that are meant to be fun!#I lived through this ten years ago when I'd watch Dr Who and then get on the internet to talk about it #and every post would be just endless bad faith nitpicking and tearing the episode apart #anyway gonna watch power of the daleks now and remind myself not to engage w nuwho fandom

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damiemontclair · 5 months

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Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones...#The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times?#I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising.#This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again.#I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs....#It was like as a patient you're less than human.#My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws...#I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry*#Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn.#damie talks

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gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu · 4 months

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SOBS AND CRIES AND EXPLODES???

#my post #OH RIPTIDE PIRATES MY RIPTIDE PIRATES I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM #was gonna say 'sheds a single tear' but ngl as soon as i heard ollie in the chorus it was not a Single tear #IT HURTS AFTER 115 MAN. WGAT THE FUCK #JAYS 'but without me here i really fear/ that none of you would survive' ???? HITS DIFFERENT IN A BAD WAY AFTER 115 #ALSO 'hole in the sea/ if i fell would you come for me' aughhhhhhhhhhhh #also drey and earl arguing <333 #they are my number one crackship hashtag drearl 4 lyfe #is that a real thing is that a tag it should be. drearl nation rise up 💪💪💪#im losing it slightly. a lot. a lot a lot.#Youtube

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piplupod · 16 days

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re: prev post, just an anecdote of my family's bs

i remember when i was trying to have a conversation w my family, esp my brother, a while back (last year) about the prev post's topic, and ohhh my fucking god. it was one of the worst convos I've ever had with them. my brother was whining about how difficult it was to not be racist and to know what qualifies as racist and what's "okay to say" etc (along with ableism, but racism was the main point of that convo at that point), so I said he just needed to go searching out some musicians and podcasters and streamers of colour and you'd pretty quickly diversify your media intake and pick up good habits and good viewpoints just through that one simple action. it's like,,, really not that hard to find POC to subscribe to/follow if you do a simple look-around in your usual spaces u spend time in on the internet.

and he said, and I quote, "i'm going to be honest, i just don't care enough to do that" and yet he had just been whining about how hard it is to not be racist and how he was stressed because people kept telling him he was being racist,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, head in my hands !!!!!! he went on to explain just how little he actually cared and how it seemed like too much work to him even though he'd literally just been complaining to me for like 20 full minutes about how he was so stressed and didn't like people telling him he was racist.

like i know what he wanted to hear was "its okay if ur racist, im sure ur just doing ur best :)" but i'm not going to fucking say that to him. even if it would make me safer in this hell house, i am not going to fucking affirm anyone's comfort in being racist.

#this family drives me nuts. i lost all respect for my brother that day ngl #and he has gone on to be continually racist and brush off anything i've brought up in family conversations about racism #like that one youtuber that he and another brother love so much that is white and bastardizing an indigenous spirit for profit #he got so fucking mad when i said the words ''white saviourism'' fdsjjkl i saw smth in him just snap when i said that about the youtuber #and then he uses ''tribal savages'' in his DnD campaigns and i'm just....... so tired. having to listen to him excitedly explain his-#-new campaign that he came up with and he's yet again using the tribal savage horrific stereotypes #and if i say shit about that then i get yelled at by the rest of the family and made to feel like im oversensitive and crazy #anyways. wah wah poor me etc. im sure this is somewhat normal and nowhere near the difficulties other ppl face #i just rly hate trying to slooowly teach them and suggest the tiniest steps towards being less racist and they get so fucking angry at me #im still smarting over yesterday bc i had to hold my tongue through a lot of shit and i feel awful about it #i want to teach them so they aren't going thru the world hurting ppl but i have to weigh my safety against it #and tbh they are not receptive anyways so i'd just be throwing away my safety for no real progress w them #but i feel like i have to try idk !!!! if i don't try then nobody in this family has any real hope of improving !!!#god knows theyre not going to take the initiative themselves. thats been proven repeatedly over my goddamn lifetime #sigh. head in my hands. tearing my hair out. etc etc etc #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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swaggypsyduck · 1 year

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thank you so much for the head up. I also want to apologise if my question caused any offence to you or anyone, I was really just curious because I could not find anything online about his actual origins. I'm not familiar with Morocco and from an external point of view he seems more detached from moroccan culture compared to his teammates, he can't speak the language and never posts anything about religion or his culture so I thought he was at least mixed. I will read about Morocco more thank you

hello again anon!

nah it's just that ur last ask was worded kinda weirdly. i mean honestly most of hakim's info u can get from his wiki page lol.

so like i said before hakim is a diaspora kid. meaning our parents and maybe some community members are our only links to moroccan culture and islam. for me growing up (and now kinda) i rlly only had algerian, middle eastern and desi friends. so my parents were my only link.

he's had a real rough childhood on top of all that (in his wiki there's a quote from his brother about their childhood). idk about him but for me, even w out a rough childhood, i remember people (even amongst the muslim community) that would look down on/bully me for showing pride in my culture. so i dont blame him for the habit of not showing it off or being as practicing as his teammates.

no one can take that away from him by saying he's not moroccan enough by not appearing a certain way or speaking the language. (to be fair anyone who knows anything about morocco would say hakim is the "most moroccan" looking moroccan).

what's important is that he chose to represent morocco bc "that's what felt right".

and really thats all there is to it.

#ngl i had tears falling down trying to word this in a way that didn't expose my diaspora kid trauma lol #not to be cliche but its a constant struggle between 'too much' 'not enough' and 'try hard'#thanks for coming to ask tho anon #but yah id read up on these topics #be on the lookout for racism and xenophobia in those sources tho bc a lot of them r french/spanish authors

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curseofbreadbear · 1 year

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show of hands. who thinks freddy's would serve alcohol

#{ this is dash commentary yes }#{ but real talk i think abt this a lot }#{ chuck e c.heese serving alcohol drives me batshit ngl }#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬#🎬 || tear the pieces up and burn the shreds. (delete later.) || 🎬

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three-moving · 2 years

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still not done golden wildfire but i keep seeing people being mean to claude and like? he’s three years younger than his post-timeskip self, he didn’t get the experiences at the monastery which means that not only does he not have the supportive teacher but he’s also still developing proper friendships with the rest of the deer, and he goes through a lot more a lot faster. of course he’s gonna be different, he’s got some different circumstances going on.

#it’s like 1 am and i’m having claude thoughts #do i even want this in the main tag. i don’t think i do #but like! he is very much so different here but it’s all reasonable differences #he did not have the same foundational experiences #a lot of what shaped him happened in the monastery and he didn’t get that #additionally he has to face his past a LOT sooner which is a Big Ouch ngl #and i just. yeah. cut the guy a little slack maybe? he’s doing his best #first time i saw that he was only 20 i almost teared up #like. that’s barely more than a literal child. he’s BARELY an adult. who put this man in charge :((( that’s too much stress :(((#three o clock speaks

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marciliedonato · 1 year

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streams keep dying bc the world isn’t ready for gerard....THE BUSINESS CVNT....

#txt #too much cvnt in the early hours i understand its a lot #my jaw is hurting rly bad but i keep on trucking aha.....#its literlly kinda pulsating pain ngl #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #mcrauckland #gerard way #girl it's too early for me to have the energy to keep up bye #weak venue service will tear us apart again

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mazojo · 2 years

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I am going through something again because of swimming boys

#free is an experience. a lifestyle if you wish.#Growing up means changin your free! Ships to your fav characters together because it’s what they deserve #Yeah rin x sousuke and makoto x Haru is cool bUT Have you heard of rin x makoto??? Massive brain.#Because they both deserve better and I say so. Sousuke and Haru annoy me sometimes therefore I decide that my bbys deserve better 💅🏻#The biggest mystery of free is actually why is everyone so in love with Haru he is literally just a guy #Like don’t get me wrong I don’t hate him or anything but from the other 50 more #interesting amazing showstopping characters in free he has a lot of competition ngl #Bunch of simps I love them I also think Haru is attractive but at what cost QLSJWKSK /j #Oh my glad that endingggg I wanted to punch him rin should have punched him #ALSO IKUYA MY BBYY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TOO ASKSKW #AnYways I went into ao3 as a joke after I thought about it and there are like 900+ fics #so ig it’s not a joke anymore and I am jumping down a train wagon me thinks #I say all this but at heart I am still a Sousuke x rin and makoto x Haru simp they showed that end teaser of both #Of them hyping their boyfriends and I bursted into tears so that’s that #There are two timelines okay and the important think is that makoto and rin get happiness in both I said what I said literally shut me up #free!#anime #rin #makoto

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bragganhyl · 16 days

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Y'know on the one hand I could have Berci get rid of the monsters on the farm by making an offering in the witch's hut

on the other hand "monster infested farm" is such a vibe

on the other other hand the monsters scale with your combat experience so it's Krobus' shadow people who jump my lad the second the sun goes down so hmmm

#hablaty #csillagharmat völgy posting #I ended up checking out the different farm layouts and yeah the wilderness farm doesn't have a lot of room to get creative with it #in comparison I mean #and I do intend to keep the lower left corner a forest for the free resources essentially #so that leaves only half the farm + the greenhouse for growing crops #bc I also keep the upper left corner grassy for the animals #with a direct way to the lake in the middle #bc once I saw the duck jumping into the lake in the middle and I teared up from joy ngl

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n-agiz · 9 months

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my mom bought those little bis wafers as a celebratory gift ( ? ) after i told her carlos has pole position for tomorrow 😭 she doesn't even care that much about f1 but completely supports by sudden obsession and listens to my rambles happily because my grandpa was really into f1 before passing away and she likes that me and him can have that in common 🥹

#rambles.#she keeps mentioning that he was an f1 fan anytime i talk about it and how it must be hereditary yk #it's very cute because she has always said he really loved and it's a very big shame he didn't get to watch me grow so ig us being into the #same stuff — even if it is just f1 — kinda makes her feel like we're still close ig #i do miss my grandpa a lot ngl . . . he passed when i was around 7 so my memory of his is vague but whenever i'm having a hard time i think #of him and ask for his guidance and strength so to me it feels like we've always been close. like he's been with me my whole life #she doesn’t know that tho so maybe that's why this has such a big meaning to her #this was supposed to be a silly little post about little chocolate wafers why am i tearing up now 😭

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