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mehh141 · 1 year
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gooddd i NEED friends to play cod/apex and to talk about Price/Barry with. Like SO BAD. Im lonely 😩😩 but… how do u make friends… ok aaghhhh i have 450 followers, anybody wanna be friends?? I feel incredibly awkward while typing this
Probably will delete this later
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theazurebug · 9 months
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when people ask me why i’m so funny I tell them it’s the trauma
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secretivemessenger · 2 years
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Me rn
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regretting sighing up for the event- IM GOING ALONE AND IDK WHAT TO DO😭😭😭 how do u even have fun alone
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vp-gilear-faeth · 1 year
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sofia asking for an e-reader at a bar is absolute icon behavior
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greenfurblueskin · 2 years
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i could never buy drugs in real life bc i would be too afraid of going up to the wrong guy. and then id find the right guy and i would be afraid of seeming stupid. and then if someone comes up to me and asks if i want drugs i wouldnt know what the fuck they want even if they outright say "do you want to buy cocaine"
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hannahbanananabatman · 6 months
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i don’t care if YOU think im funny, i have three actors and a late night host bent over laughing in my head rn
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5-7-9 · 9 months
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Social media is so neat!!! I know this person who knows this person which also knows this person- It just feels like everyone knows each other.
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my family’s bitching abt being in France n how ppl r rude u literally don’t speak their language calm down
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stuckinapril · 2 months
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It really is so true that you never know what someone’s going through behind closed doors. I’ve made being gentle and kind my default bc I’ve had super put together friends disclose the most harrowing time of their lives to me and it’s like oh?? You were going through that???? I would’ve never guessed
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lexalovesbooks · 4 months
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I remember reading fangirl when I was like thirteen and there being that mini plot thread throughout the novel where for the longest time Cath was too scared to go to her college’s dining hall because she didn’t know how it worked and was terrified she’d accidentally embarrass herself so instead she just spent half a semester eating peanut butter and granola bars until her roommate noticed and forced her to go with her. And that just really stuck with me because even at the time it felt like something I would do and I thought about it for years and years and then when I was finally at college on my own and I knew. that I needed to go to the dining hall and get food and eat but I was scared to do it on my own because I didn’t know the rules and what if I did something wrong or embarrassed myself and I couldn’t even ask my roommate to go with me and make it less scary because I didn’t have a roommate (covid protocol). Anyways Cather Avery most relatable character ever.
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em0-opossum · 11 months
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sick of people acting like being alone/lonely = being single. ofc you're allowed to feel like that, I'm aro and could not care less that I don't have a partner so I have no idea what it feels like to have that experience, but god just once I'd like to find poetry and art made by people who know how it feels to have no friends and feel lonely no matter how many people are around you and know that you don't belong no matter where you are
#I'm lucky enough to have two good friends right now who i love very much#but that doesn't mean that they understand how i feel or how i have felt#and knowing you're alone in that overbearing loneliness just alienates you more and further perpetuates the feeling#i still miss out on so many opportunities to be friends with people i genuinely want to be friends with so bad because i can't talk to them#i still get so paranoid sometimes and stop replying to anyone because I'm convinced they hate me and there's something wrong with me#sometimes to the point where i avoid teachers who i need to talk to because i am sure that everything i say will be wrong#even someone being nice can feel awful because i think that they just feel bad or are pretending and actually trying to make fun of me#i know nobody actually knows who i am or how i feel because i hide everything to fit in with people and what they need/want#i have never felt like i belong anywhere and trying to explain that to people is so hard#there are times i love being alone but knowing that I've missed out on every regular human experience is so isolating#i just want to be normal and have friends i love and hang out with and talk to and not feel like every word i say could be the end of me#and when i try to find anybody who relates all i get is “oh im alone again :(( being single is awful”#i really do empathize with those people but it is nothing like my experience of loneliness#(tags are just for finding people who relate)#social anxiety#avpd#avoidant personality disorder#actuallyavpd#loneliness#chronic loneliness
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strrwbrrryjam · 6 months
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influencers should be studied. i always wonder how long you have to be an influencer to become so detached from realty and normal people that you think its okay to harass others in public, film others in public, get annoyed when others are around you in public, commit literal crimes like breaking into peoples houses and so much more and justify it in your head that its "okay," because its for views and clout. how do you forget there are consequences to what you do when its one of the very first things you learn. its so interesting as i don't think i can ever understand it.
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microwave-core · 5 months
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kinda fucked up that the only pokemon realistically stopping me from completing the blueberry dex are the violet paradox trio
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vulpinesaint · 13 days
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truly you have to participate in the compliment economy. random compliments are so rare but it's not because you don't deserve them! our discomfort with engaging with other people makes it so that only some people take the initiative to give compliments in the first place, and that's really only if there's something standout about the person they're complimenting. it doesn't have to be that way. get comfortable with telling people that you like their clothes or their hair or that they have nice eyes or a good smile or a pretty laugh or that you admire the way they carry themself or like their music taste or just that you think they're nice or smart or cool. put a little delight out into the world! once you've done that, it opens up similar dialogues bit by bit... and as a secret special bonus, when you tell someone something nice, they're often very happy to have a chance to tell you something nice in return :)
#sorry for being cringe i will always go out of my way to tell a stranger that i like their shirt.#if i'm not making pretty girls smile then literally what is even the point. and all girls are pretty girls#if i notice something i think is cool then i'm saying something.#god as my witness the nice things that i have to say will NOT stay in my head. putting them out in the world 🫡#and again i cannot emphasize enough that girls will get smiley and blush and giggle when you tell them nice things#which is far and away a reward of its own. i just think it's nice to make people feel nice...#if you see something say something. that's all i'm saying.#might make the guy out front of the ross blush and stop functioning when you tell him you like his hat#but a) he is probably not often exposed to a bunch of trans people walking by and someone in cat ears paying him a compliment#and b) he probably doesn't get complimented often!! and you have the power to change that. isn't that awesome#my thesis statement forever. you can just tell people when you like something about what they're doing in life.#i have gay people privilege so i can tell girls they're gorgeous without it being taken as creepy guy stuff#so. y'know. be aware. don't be a freak about it or put people in uncomfortable situations.#but you Can duck across the sidewalk rq to tell someone that you think their bag is cool or their shoes are nice or you like their outfit#it's free it's easy... and you'll never see them again most times so what could even be the harm...#get over your social anxiety by telling boys they have nice eyes it is going to free up your whole world /hj#valentine notes
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Just checked out Red Peafowl's instagram, I think they are going to release characters and/or ships videos until the 25.
I need some official translation so much.
It's so frustrating that their marketing is one working for me, and two working for me without me having an official translation.
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1o1percentmilk · 5 months
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mmyeah same as its always been
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