tee hee acting like the mentally ill freak i am cos i got the cheap card game i asked for for xmas cos all i wanted was to play it with my family and then turns out a) no one wants to play with me, their mentally ill freak of a sister and b) they don't like the game. Should've just asked for soap fuck my stupid baka life
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watching a proud boy neighbor get his shit rocked by a black family walking down the block while smoking weed with your boomer parents for the first time (after a decade of turbulence with them about drugs) really is one for the books
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im looking into meal prep in a desperatele attempt to eat normal full meals consistently and I checked for videos in my language to get ingredients that actually exist where i live. and both i clicked on were by moms and :^) THEY CARE SO MUCH????? they prepare their kids' meals to have healthy food throughout the day and at school. when i was a kid i was given cereal with sugar for breakfast most years and okay some years when i was on meds mom would wake up early and make me tiganites but at school? nothing. back home? i was alone, i mostly made toast or had crackers, a fruit or whatever, sometimes any leftovers that were disgusting, salads if i could bother to cut so many stuff (my fingers included) and then id eat a normal meal at like 9pm with my parents. my sleep schedule was always fucked but bow could it not be?? if i had most of my food at the time when most kids go to bed??? i was lethargic and tired all day. but according to my parents i just didn't sleep early. it was just me they had no control over it. and if i even go anywhere near "hey maybe u could have done x differently" they suddenly act like i accused them of beating me or smthn. and ye idk man seeing how my cousins and other kids had a general goal in life and options and how i was like???? I didn't know how shit worked. nobody ever told me and my parents never looked anything up. no fucking wonder im a fuckup but of course its 1000% my fault.
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I’m back again I hated it there I had to sit and eat with some kids who thought they were the shit just because they’re papas had the money and they had the nerves to look down on me for idk not owning a yatch? Not being a kid of a multi millionaire??? Idk man
Aand even worse I couldn’t even put them in their place because it’s their parents who I have business with so I have to be nice 💀
also they pay off my money in the hospital
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