#my goal is to finish this by the end of the year
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Abbys reaction to you telling her how hot she is while making out: "you're so hot I can't stand it it drives me crazy." - maybe the first time or one of the first times
all my love is free | abby anderson
tags: eighteen+, lesbians obsessed with each other, had to post during lesbian visibilty week like c'mon???, just a big bag of fluff packaged with light steam, abby being a nervous goofball, sfw with suggestive themes.
an. sorry i kind of disappeared with posts. new collab is taking over my brain. but wanted to at least post something. can't wait for y'all to get a taste. until then, i'll be finishing the requests in my inbox (hopefully). with all the love, ray.
the end of your first date with abby marks a colossal milestone, especially for the two of you. the moment almost seemed monumental. taking one year of abby’s pining, six months of flirting and six months of tiptoeing while you were with someone else. respectfully, waiting until a month after the breakup, she asks you out.
unimaginable expectations abby had before going into tonight, but all she had to offer it seems was her nerves. god, she was acting like a dumb, mumbling, dork tonight. saying the first thought coming to mind, but it makes you laugh. when abby nearly eats it on the sidewalk, tripping over a crack of grout in the cement. your soft angelic voice taking her out for a moment, the only thing centering her from having a meltdown.
“baby, are you alright? be careful, honey.” there it is, angelic. “wouldn’t want you to fall.” the first pet names hurled her way by you, making her heartbeat faster than she could keep up with. you cut her off at her knees, ensuring you are the only person she could ever want.
fuck, fuck, fuck.
it’s pretty obvious who was in control the entire night. if the two of you are friends, this night has a year of expectations, hopes, goals to meet and abby felt like she was failing. deeply.
as she walks you up to the front door, she knows the only thing she accomplished was letting you down. nothing went the way she thought it was going to. everything felt off. worst of all, your silence snuffs her out, completely.
you grab her hands, pulling her up the stairs with you. the collar feels too hot, tense, off. delicate fingers playing with the collar before you unclasp the buttons, keeping down before you move to her chest, placing your hand on abby’s inconsistent heartbeat.
“can i? s’tense, need you to loosen up for me. alright?” abby nods, accepting you can read her like the back of your hand. she just doesn’t want you to stop touching her. “get out of this head of yours. s’just me and you, no one else.” your nimble fingers pop the first three buttons, revealing her freckled chest, dipping into her sternum, giving you a delicious preview. she takes a deep breath, and you believe it’s the first one she’s allowed herself since she showed up with a bouquet of flowers in hand.
“‘m sorry, i didn’t mean to ruin tonight. i just— it’s you. y’know? i’ve never wanted someone like this. been friends for ages and this is just everything. you are everything. i’ll never live with myself if i let you slip through my fingers.” her heartbeat calms under your touch the longer abby speaks, bringing a warmness to your own. “don’t worry about all of it. you’re not going to. i won’t let you.”
“okay.” abby says as she gets lost in the light in your eyes. the fire visible behind yours. the way she’s looking at you? fuck. unimaginable desire — all for you. it almost seems too good to be true. like you don’t deserve it. waiting for the pin to drop, all the misery drowning you with it. “did you have a good time tonight?”
“yes baby, i did.” you smirk as she inches forward, closing you into your front door. back pressed against it, her small breasts pressed to your chest, her free hand extended, next to your head as it lays flat on the door.
“s’good. wouldn’t want to kiss you if the date was bad.” all the confidence is back. the abby who flirted with you shamelessly for months on end. knowing you’re happy is enough for her. it’s all she needs to know to let the loser in her fall to ashes. but you taking the reins for a moment, does something so visceral inside her. she nearly doesn’t know how to act until her instincts kick in.
she’ll satisfy you — just in the way she knows how.
“what are y—” abby pressed her body weight into you, strong hips pinning you against the door using one of her hands to pin both of yours above your head. you’re whimpering, signaling your shock but the whine omitting from your lips tells abby your pussy is shocked. soaked.
“doing what i should have done months ago.” her pink plump lips meet yours, taking complete control over you. but you welcome it with open arms. she grunts in your mouth causing you to gasp as abby’s tongue enters your mouth. massaging it with yours in a swift battle for dominance.
it’s too much but also not enough. you’re grinding against her, your crotch kissing hers as you lift a leg, wrapping it around her waist. she continues kissing you like her entire life depends on it. not letting you feel anything but her. she’ll be your everything and you’re not leaving until you understand it just as much as her. “abs—” you mumble in her mouth, abby relinquishes the tight grip on her hands.
immediately your hands are woven in her hair. tugging at the golden hair, as you try to pull her closer to you, if it was even possible. but the two of you have to come up for air, abby the first one to break as she chuckles at both of your heaving chests.
“fuck, you’re so hot, baby. can’t stand it.” you peck her lips softly. admiring how puffy and swollen they look from her ministrations. god, you want her to devour you once again. “‘m, drives me crazy.” you admit, taking in the intoxicating smirk on her face. you’re not made into a fumbling mess easily. the both of you know it. that’s how abby knows it in her bones, she has you. fuck, she can’t ever imagine letting go.
#hi again#my abby lovers !!!#hope you like this one :')#abby anderson#abby anderson x reader#abby anderson x masc reader#abby anderson x female reader#abby anderson fluff#abby anderson x you#abby anderson x poc#wlw x reader#tlou x reader#lesbian#wlw post
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#i feel like I posted this already but I also can't find it in any recent posts so...#......he#cats#EVEN if I did post it.. why not poast himb again? it's he#I'm like halfway through actually editing aforementioned costumes and stuff and i WANT to work on sculptures again and I have video#s and that worldbuilding slideshow and all of these things so hopefully like.. more usual stuff soon maybe.. to be posted#for now though yeah.. just cats#The end of the year is also when I panic about the passage of time and how little I've gotten done and how I will never actually be a#sucessful game maker slash author slash cat cafe owner slash set designer slash costume designer slash psychologist#who lives in like Scotland or somehting and also owns my own candle company or something ghbjhb#and will probably just be a mentally ill hermit recluse all my life who dies early of mysterious health issues with 5000 projects left#undone and blah blah the crushing weight of chronic illness and capitalism and so on and so forth#So then I scramble to get projects done to try and meet some goals but usually that means I scatter between projects#so it takes longer to finish all of them. Like instead of dedicating 8 hours to one thing and finishing it one sitting. I'll do 2 hours on#this then 2 hours on that then 2 hours on another things. so they all get done slower even though I'm still technically making progress on#them all. This is also a very poo poo pee pee stink brain way to work and is not like. the most efficent thing but it's just how my brain#organizes tasks sometimes lol#***#(<ignore this its part of an OCD compulsion lol. anytime you see me type three asterisks I'm not bleeping out a curse word#it's just a Special Secret Foolish Thing I Have To Do At Specific Uncontrolable Times When Brain Says So gbjhhj)#ANYWAY... eeeee#Still haven't resolved my mystery chest injury though so being at te computer for too long is also kind of achey-inducing#Better get over it though because I have like 30+ hours of slideshow vidoe to edit hahaha hee hee hoo!!!!!
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more outtakes
#idk at what point i started having so many outtakes for all of my edits#ngl i was totally gonna use the first one & then i realized.....#i have literally made that edit before#it's very reminiscent of pink edit i made last year of dhes & kel#i call it the pink edit bc it's pink idk how else to explain it#that edit is still my phone bg. idk if i'm ever gonna change it tbh#n e way. i'm experiencing mbz thoughts sooooo#i'm gonna go sit in bed & write them all down in my journal :-)#new mb post next week though!!#& then i'm gonna try to finish the dhes outfit edit#my goal is to finish it by the end of the month#we'll see#rainyrambles
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sporty🏃♂️lad
#Kaku#one piece#cp9#opgraphics#fanart#llorsdood#feat vault oc raven my chaos making child#goal to try finish all op stuff before op ends#I got like 5 years probably
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okay but for real what was going on with charles vane and jack rackham like. what did they put in that dynamic to make me go bonkers in yonkers over whatever all of that was 🤨
#i think about them every day of my goddamn life#someday i will finish that damn fic#maybe that should be my end of year vacation goal#anyways. vanerackham continues to haunt me fr#black sails
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i’m so overwhelmed by things that shouldn’t be overwhelming...
#among them‚ i’ve fallen behind on drscula dauly for the first time this year and it’s stressing me out cuz i really really wanted to keep up#this year that was the one goal i had for the year is keep up with it. last year i fell way behind when my brother died and it was so hard#catching up and the entry on the 30th was a little longer than they’ve been recently and i’ve been busy and also slipping back into depressi#on real bad and i’m just not in the mood for it and i feel like it’s just gonna snowball#and this is such a non issue. it’s a book. that i’ve read before. but still it’s just stressing me out. among other things#like library books that are overdue and i haven’t finished or journal entries i want to write or a letter i’ve been wanting so badly to writ#e and a short story idea that i wanted to write down but is escaping me and fucking. tumblr notifications#these are non issues!!! but it feels like there’s a timer for the world to end again all the same.#ugh#and i should be able to focus on one thing and get it done! these things shouldn’t be hard! they’re even meant to be enjoyable! but i can’t#get myself to do anything lately#and on top of all that i’m not able to fall asleep even with my sleep meds.#what even ever‚‚‚#anyway sorry for the rant i’m basically fine
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Read the original twitter thread!
#kirby#bca#the big cakey adventure#fanart#comic#comics#page 23#waddle dee#hey I'm going back to school on monday so uploads are probably gonna slow okay?#My goal is to finish the comic by the end of the year but no promises!
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Kisame Week 2023 was in August and uhhhhh I'm still working on my submission for it
I made these silly WIP screenshots the other day instead of working on it, so needless to say things are going well!
#hoshigaki kisame#naruto fanart#naruto shippuden#my blighty art#WIP#kisame week WIP#my goal is to finish this project before the end of the year#and I actually work on it a lot‚ I just work so slowly#the grind is real
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It's 3am, and I have come to share words of wisdom: write for yourself. Write to make yourself happy, first and foremost. Kudos, views, comments, etc are a bonus that comes after.
Do you hear that past me? Do you hear that?
Make art. Innovate. Have fun with silly premises.
Be the Fia Zborowska of fanfiction, you hear me?
#idk I'm in a certain mood#kinda questioning why i write#who i write for#and my self-imposed goal of finishing certains fics before the end of the year is making me question things even harder#ao3#writer#what even is art?#i just wanna see mu murder wives smooch#and my elderly pilot rail my international terrorist#words are hard
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to think that honeypre was still alive when vol 3 of idol sengen was released…
#sOBS IM SO SLOWWWWWWWWWWW#JUST ONE MORE BONUS CHAPTER AND IM DONE AUAUAUAUAUAUAAAAA#a. and then… maybe another year for vol 4 bc the chapters are longer…#but aaaaaa!!!!!!!!! i’ve been waiting to get to this certain part of vol 4 since forever!!!!!!! auauauauauauauaaaaaaaaa#and vol 5!!!!! the asuna vol!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaasaaaaaa#ig my goal for now is to finish vol 4 by the end of the year lol#screw my day job for being such a pain :( can’t i just idol sengen 24/7 instead~~~~~~~~
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hey if anyone has a storygraph and wants to follow me on there i'm tasseomancie!!! storygraph is like goodreads but has more stat breakdowns and isn't owned by amazon! it's a great alternative imho. i just joined so my stats r not very impressive, but i'm looking forward to reading a lot more and hopefully finishing 9 more books by the end of the year!!
#i tried 2 set a realistic goal 4 myself that i can reach if i read every day. i've only read 1 book this year & hopefully can finish 9 more#by the end of the year. i think 9 in 3 months is doable!!#len speaks#gonna rb this periodically methinks to ensure i gain some moots on there!! btw hmu if you do follow me on there so i know who u are!!#i think i'm gonna add some of my faves on there but i prommy i don't rate everything 5 stars even if it appears i'm too generous lol
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#everyday I wonder if there are other people like me who are doing absolutely nothing to help themselves#like#i have almost only nd a'd depressed friends and family#but they all do something to help hem go through it#like they don't let it spoil their whole life#whil i've been waiting since my teen years for things to be better on their own#while*#like I'm living this way because I don't do anything lmao#this is all my fault like I don't have any goal in life it's actually crazy#i could end it all because it wouldn't change a thing#but I'm procrastinating it too because that's all i'm good at#waiting#until death i guess#but don't worry guys i'm still trying to find positive stuff in my daily life so i don't jump in front of a train#like yeah nice i read this fic that will be updated weekly so I can't go before finishing it#or wow i still have so many books to read#and things to draw#and food to taste
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now if i can just get it together to finish crocheting this jumper
#and finish my reading goal and then i could actually be at the end of the year with several completed projects.#omg O_O
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*vibrates excitedly*
happy new year everyone. I FINISHED MY FUCKING ROUGH DRAFT.
#kit talks#kit writes#you have no idea how proud I am that I Actually Finished A Goal#i mean. yeah. it's the day before the end of the year. that may be pushing it A Bit#but I don't care. i finished my rough draft by the end of the year. i'm so fucking happy#now to do editing then see if anyone is interested in reading hte first draft when it's done
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i, perhaps somewhat foolishly, did Not consider the possibility that i would be Fine(tm) for word count goals but potentially Behind for plot card goals, as the month marches onward?? so, like. fingers crossed that i actually manage to finish the damn book this month, i guess
#text#personal#writing#books#nano#nanowrimo#nano2023#wf#anyway this post brought to you by: im partway through my fourth card and over 11k in#i have. thirty (30) cards. allegedly one a day and maybe two on Days Off#we are at 7PM on one of those Days Off and i have yet to finish my baseline daily goal about it#this is PERHAPS somewhat foolish of me considering that last year my twelve (12) cards of nominal short story#wound up being a 63k Book by the end#(last year didnt count as Writing A New Book for me because it was self indulgent crossover)#but i had ASSUMED (again. foolishly.) that id be able to slam through my cards like i used to#alas and alack: mayhaps not lmao
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I'm alive I swear, just battling some mental stuff and what is shaping up to be the worst lack of motivation I've ever had in my life lmao 🙃
those of you who have sent asks, I see you! some of you have really cute requests, and I might write them some day, I just can't promise when, I'm sorry 😔
also, I am trying really hard to finish yellow! I just want to build a backlog of chapters first, so there won't be another massive break in updates ❤️
#life updates#i will do my best to have yellow finished by the end of the year#no promises#but it's a personal goal of mine#❣️
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