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pointlesshroom · 10 months

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thinking about how the first time I saw an older gay couple in real life. it was my cousin, not all that much older than me, just 10 years or so, and his partner - who was only ever referred to by his name, no title to signify their relationship whatsoever, sometimes maybe as a friend. but. they were adults with jobs and an apartment and cats. they were both invited over for sunday dinners, holidays. his partner brought paints and kid sized easel for my cousin's nice and help her figure it out (acrylics! none of that baby stuff).

god, i couldn't stop staring. i wasn't even that young, 17 i think, i've already figured out my own queerness, i strongly suspected my cousin's. i've seen queer couples on the internet, watched youtube channels of happy, queer couples with jobs and houses and pets and kids. and yet. and yet. i could not stop staring. wide eyed. silent. awkward. i could feel everyone glancing at me, i could feel my aunt watching me but i couldn't stop staring.

because yes, i've seen all this beautiful queerness from all over but it was never this real. in my country. in my, especially conservative, region. in my family. mine.

i keep trying to describe this feeling and the only word rattling around in my brain is: visceral

i keep thinking about it and about how, mere two years later, i went to a wedding at the other side of the family with my girlfriend. and how my cousin, not all that younger than me, just 8 years or so, kept staring

#and now im crying at work #although i have been awake for about 30h now so that's probably justified #but #i don't know #i have a lot of thoughts i don't quite now how to express #the importance of reacging out across generations #how someone has to go first #how time is a circle sometimes #what also gets me is that how's it's the most real look into the future i could get #yeah i could get an apartment and a bunch of cats with my gf #my dad would invite us over for dinner #my brother would tease and joke and my gf would buy birthday gifts for his kids #we would not tell my grandma or my uncle #i would stop coming over for big christmas celebrations because i couldn't bring my gf #we wouldn't be married and our families would still make 'harmless' homophobic comments #we would be welcomed but referred to as friends or not at all #still trying to find a word #still only coming up with visceral

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toyafreethoughts · 6 days

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MATCHUP TRADE WITH @mxchislvt

A/N: Hihi! I finally got this out! I’ll be working on your other one soon, I’ve been really busy lately since schools almost over and I’m trying my best to get more matchups out, enjoy! and these are shorter due to how many fandoms there are.

[ JUJUSTU KAISEN ]

٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ SUKUNA RYOMEN!

I really adore this pairing so much 😭❤️ innocent gf x cold-hearted bf (expect he’s not cold-hearted towards his gf aka you).

He really adores your style, it’s probably the reason why he got attracted to you in the first place, he is probably willing to do spa days with you to make you happy if you’d like because he’ll (actually) burn the world down if you’d ever like.

He likes that your smart! You’ll always understand his jokes and be able to come back at him with jokes as well. He also enjoys hearing you sing, he’ll secretly watch you do plays if you ever do them.

I feel like he would go roller skating with you and almost falls but catches himself so he doesn’t get made fun of by his beloved, he will SPOIL you on dates, trust.

[ TBHK ]

(^_−)−☆TSUKASA YUGI

You pulled hanakos twin brother huh… that’s very nice, anyways I feel like this pairing is also very unique and perfect, he gets super curious about you when he first meets you, he also teases you for being very naïve.

But he doesn’t mind whatsoever, he thinks your really cute, he loves playing with your hair a lot, he really adores any soft pink or pastel colors on you, he thinks you look good in anything!

He would do amusement park dates with you for SURE, but he’s very energetic so you’ll have to do your best and catch up with him, hopefully that won’t be too much of a big deal for you.

He will buy you so much taro milk teas and kitkats whenever you want, he’ll probably steal those from people but it’s out of love <3 I also think he listens to kpop too, just mostly girl groups like newjeans, gidle or like red velvet.

[ HAIKYUU ]

(*^o^*) KOSHI SUGUWARA!

This pairing is so, so SOOO cute!! he’s super gentle and carrying towards you, he’s always protecting you from hurting yourself or if some bullies ever start picking on you.

He’ll be there for you whenever you start zoning out and pointing out to whatever you were doing or tell you what you might’ve missed, also you guys listen to music a lot together!

he’s in love with your style! especially your coquette kind of look, he thinks pink suits you really well then anyone else, you guys also go out to get boba tea or go to any mexican restaurants for burritos!

As for what I said, he’ll give you a lot of gifts and provide all the love languages you want, he’ll always hold hands with you if you ever need it, he’ll also be there to reassure you and call you sweet names <3

[ BLACK BUTLER ]

（╹◡╹）CLAUDIA PHANTOMHIVE

This may be surprising to you but I feel like he would be the best pairing for this one! He’s very understanding of your ADHD and will help you however he can.

He’s very attracted to your style, the way you present yourself, your personality, basically everything made him fall for you, he loves seeing you in pink and will compliment the shit out of you!

I think he’ll give you a lot of gifts, usually small ones and big ones for anniversaries, birthdays, etc, he also loves watching you help people, he feels warmth whenever your being nice to people and him

he would dance with you! and he also loves hearing you sing, you sound so divine to him, power couple here.

[ ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM ]

-_-b KARMA AKABANE

I think he would like you so much, platonically AND romantically, he thinks your better than the rest of your classmates, your also really chill like him, he’ll tease you maybe here and there but it’s just playful.

he’ll snap you out of whatever you’ve been dreaming of, he’s your body guard for sure, a free one actually, it’s cute how naïve you can be so he’ll probably want to protect you at all costs.

he’ll go out with you to anywhere you’d like! I can see you guys having lunch dates or going to relax somewhere and talk about each others interests while drinking boba tea <3

He’ll definitely roller skate with you! Honestly, he’s pretty good at a lot of things so he’s be happy to do anything with you!

[ MY HERO ACADEMIA ]

╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ DABI

I think he would like having you as a partner so much, your very comforting towards him, like a cozy fire.

he loves how nice you are to him, even if he doesn’t show it through his emotions but he’ll show it through his love languages which would be gift giving at the most, later on he would start to get comfortable with cuddling you.

He supports your dreams of becoming a teacher! He’ll support any dreams you have and he’ll be there for you 100% of the time, he believes in you and you believe in him, you are his rock.

[ HAZBIN HOTEL ]

( ◠‿◠ ) LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR

I promise I didn’t match you with him because your a theater kid 😭 but also you just suit him really well! he finds you very entertaining and also you brought a lot of light into his life when he was in the dark.

you bet he’ll spoil you, he’s the king of hell and he’s very rich, like REALLY rich, he’s the leader of hell anyways so why not use that money for his loved ones? he’ll take you to get boba and he’ll take you to amusement parks as well, including his own amusement park!

He also has some trouble of expressing his feelings, if took him a little while to come out of the hole to even say that he’s fallen for you…

He’ll also be zoned out at some points too, it’s just a thing he’s had for a long time now, so it’s now something you both can relate on! you guys are the best couple frfr !

[ GENSHIN IMPACT ]

( ^ω^ ) WRIOTHESLEY

He would love you so much!!! seriously though! he may be worried sometimes since he cares about you and wants the best for you so he’ll help you with your ADHD and other problems.

he spoils you with gifts so much, and he runs on coldness a lot so if you ever cuddle try not to complain about him being really cold against you.

he’ll definitely take you for picnic dates! and he’ll possibly take you out to go see fireworks and watch how your eyes watch in amazement and twinkle.

he also loves the way you dress! his dark style and your feminine style really clash together so well, he’ll carry you bridal style or give you piggy backs, he’s very tall and strong.

[ HONKAI STAR RAIL ]

( ^ω^ ) JING YUAN

He’s been really interested in you ever since you interacted with him, you looked so cute and petite in his eyes and he knew he had to keep you!

he’ll bring in a lot of snacks and drinks for you, you also sit on his lap while he works on paperwork or you’ll just be in his office while he prepares for his next mission to wherever, he loves it whenever you hug him and kiss him.

he’ll also bring you back to reality whenever you zone out and tell you to go take a break for a little while, he cares about you as well and doesn’t want anything bad happening to you.

He also likes seeing you roller skate around anywhere and also likes watching you dance as well and will possibly pull you into a slow dance.

[ TWISTED WONDERLAND ]

(´∀｀) LEONA KINGSCHOLAR

He really liked you since the beginning of when you came to the school, you looked super cute to him and he doesn’t look down on you that much, mostly just teasing though.

he’s a very lazy person ngl, he likes any sort of cuddling with you, you guys also take naps with each other a lot, just being in your own little worlds with each other.

will also buy you snacks and drinks, or fast food! that’s his other way of showing you his love, if you ever go outside he’ll roller skate with you and take you to any amusement park close to you guys.

your style is so cute to him! please put any accessories on him and tease him!! he’ll be very flushed when he wakes up or realizes he’s been bedazzled, fluffy couple hehe.

[ OBEY ME ]

((((；ﾟДﾟ))))))) BELPHEGOR

He really likes your energy, your the least annoying than his brothers are, he can chill with you a lot since you aren’t that much of a annoyance to him at all.

He also loves how naïve you are, and how you zone out at times, he’ll tease you but he doesn’t really mind, you guys definitely take a lot do naps together.

you guys also have takeout a lot, even though Lucifer says how unhealthy it is but you guys don’t really give a fuck anyways, you guys also go outside a lot too, but it’s relaxing and it’s just a picnic and he’ll watch you roller skate around the park.

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