#moving from the old blog! <3
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aaaaa my brother is putting my new desk chair up for me tomorrow I’m so happyyyyyy 🥹🥹
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#good morning ppl <3#i feel like I’ve just hit the biggest creative block idk why#gonna move some stuff from my old blog over here soon so#it’s something yk#I do have fic ideas I’m just a bit overwhelmed rn#anyway hope ur all good :3#I’m meeting up with my bestie today we r gonna get food#n gonna see if I can find any cute decorations for my desk#excitedddddd I hope I get some cute stuff
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allison IS a relatively known figure in certain circles. the argent name is a known name and, though much of its history is tainted, it still holds its weight when convenient and necessary. this is even more true as allison grows into her role as the sort of monarch of the name and paves a way for a better reputation.
#you very well could know who she is before ever meeting her#she's been in the public eye since she was a child actually#she's been in tabloids she's been interviewed by various media#before she ever moved to beacon#the argents are relatively famous in france and much of europe in fact#a little bit of royalty in some ways#particularly in the motherland if you will#so your muse could absolutely know who she is!!!#especially if your muse is within the supernatural community#it's up to you though if you want them to know the argents as the bad scary hunters#or if you want them to know allison as the badass new argent head <3#i also heavily welcome skepticism about her leadership !!!! fun!!!!!!!!#it's either 'ah. the argents. those murderers.' OR 'ah. the argents. the billionaires.'#or even 'ah. the argents. i think i saw that one in the news once?'#i have Much to say half of it is transferring things from old blogs and drafts brain go Brrrr
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sometimes i will get bored & go through someone's entire blog since its creation
#& if they have their blog made unsearchable therefore no archive to pick posts from i take it as a challenge#& i really read every post not just skimming i gave up archives caus i find it hard to pay attention to individual posts#plus you never see the full tags & clearly from my postings they serve as the single most important part of a post#the actual post is more of like a title or a sort of epigraph#& i am interested in the Posters themselves like i feel compelled to absorb&gather as much information about them as possible#in an effort to understand them ( as well as myself Many epiphanies & revelations came to me from this activity i recommend it )#i just did this BTW not saying who but god if you never knew of her you totally missed out on the best Poaster tumblr has ever had to offer#her mind was unlike any other & her influence on me is so noticeable even today. wishing her well today & always#also (moving on from that) i even constantly have like 40 tumblr blog tabs open at all times#some that are even i think 3 years old now#i never close them they keep me company i will not really click on yhem either To be honest but those are like my friends My chums;#on my phone as well two year old tabs from when i was still in highschool of tumblr blogs i was reading#i just have so much Love in my heart for Posters real genuine love not interpersonal just as an Observer#well kind of interpersonal when it comes to some#so if you have a tracker & you see someone from north africa spending hours or even days or months on your blog#that would be me#i actually did spend months once back when blogs opened on the side i never shut my laptop off & my tabs are always saved#had to go back & scroll a little to keep the page active to not refresh & i got as far back as 2010 i think#because their blog did not have an archive but NOTHING will stop me OK if you got a Beautiful Mind or Gift Of Curation#i will do anything in my power to enjoy it. without disturbing you ( as much as i can anyway )
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i wanna write and draw and stuff really badly but my sisters family is moving in with us so its been very hectic around here and its taking a lot out of me rip
i think for now im going to do some smaller goals i wanted to do that are easier for me, like the sideblogs i wanted to make and just making more resource stuff
#i have a gore sideblog from my old anti blog that i really want connected here#i think im going to move it over and sever it from the old blog#i wanna start adding in some other fun themes i love now#like cannibalism and yandere stuff <3#devo speaks
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ahh i appreciate the concern, i think i'm doing pretty alright! just having trouble getting art motivation currently ghdgh but thank you for the well wishes :')
#asks#anonymous#some context: i moved blogs and this is my current blog but forgot to announce that i had a new url again on the old one </3#so some followers from the old blog have rly only found me now ghdhg
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I love the fact that I can work as hard as I can manage with a broken tooth and a dying tooth (one on each side, I've been chewing on the cavity for a year) and I still cannot save even $10 towards getting dental treatment (2 impacted wisdom teeth, + tooth broken off under the gum, + bad cavity) because I barely make enough to cover my food and board and the insane energy bill
#I'm just ranting don't mind me it's fine I am continuing to exist as usual I may delete this later bc it's a bit of a bummer to read#I prefer to keep my blogging to fun or otherwise nonserious content because it's supposed to be for decompression no real world drama here#I got into a 3 hour body language study and earned $50 so I spent that as fun money on a couple games during the Steam sale just to#take a break from the constant cycle of getting paid and then immediately saying goodbye to all but about 15 cents#(well it was 1 game Slime Rancher 2 and then 2 expansion packs one for Planet Zoo and another for Cities Skylines long play hours mileage)#I've tried to budget to buy small things like a fan or a toothbrush maybe (mine is 8yrs old and doesn't charge sometimes) but NOPE#let alone stashing away over $2000 for the amount of treatment I need given tooth extractions are $200-$500 each#I use about $50 of groceries a week ($30 USD) sometimes up to $80 if I need to buy some extra toiletries or bonuses like ham/falafel/bread#our last quarterly power bill was $1900 FOR NO REASON even for a winter one#olessan oration#the work I have is HIT/mturk type work which pays amazingly well and I am so grateful because I can't work in a traditional environment due#my inability to sleep/wake on anyone else's schedule and need for engaging work but it also means each worker is basically a contract worke#picking their own hours which is VERY HARD to stick to for me since I may also have ADHD-i but that diagnosis also costs like $2000 in Aus#so I'm doing my best fucking lmao#I have a set minimum hours I want to keep up to and move to full time but I am so exhausted by the constant background noise of#the tooth problems that I burn out very quickly#like the tooth ache isn't that bad#the tooth is actively dying but the pain isn't unbearable it just shits me off at all times#it's bearable most of the time and doesn't affect my sleep unless the temp is cold or something#it's been bad this week tho so I've gone through almost all my ibuprofen managing it#the tooth that broke off broke off earlier in the year and the gum has mostly healed over and the dead root is concealed inside my gums now#that stopped being painful in mid 2021 but when it died it was pretty bad it did stop me sleeping for a couple weeks#Christmas 2021 involved me contemplating ripping the tooth out myself lmao#the nerve eventually died seemingly without an abscess#unless I DID have an abscess but that seems extremely unlikely because abscesses are SEVERE AND HORRIBLE AND LIFE THREATENING#sometimes I can feel the tooth ligament wiggling on its own or I like flex it by accident it's so weird bc the tooth is gone so#the ligament is still holding onto the root but with way less weight#anyway I am eating my mac n cheese n veg with the side that has the missing tooth because the cavity tooth has a big bruise along the gumli#gumline which may be from overzealous brushing (I fill the tooth will temporarily filling putty and it needs to be cleaned well when the#putty falls out)
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i'm just saying, if you're like me and have had 3 concussions within the span of a year and have trouble thinking and remembering things now, word hippo is a life saver —
#✯ — [ ʰᵒʳˢᵉˢ ᶤᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ] ⨯ ooc#it was a horrible#tragic accident. some of you may remember it if you followed me from my old blog.#long story short i got in a fight with one of those big garage style overhead loading doors in the warehouse at work and i did not win.#and then there were the follow ups but anyway —#that's not why we're here.#word hippo is just#so good. in a lot of different ways. but i particularly use it for it's thesaurus feature.#i mean#sure you could use thesaurus . com or literally any other dictionary site#but one thing i REALLY like about word hippo is how good it is about finding words that match phrases or definitions.#if you know a word but don't actually know the word but you know what it means ? you can literally type in a 3 page long definition#and it will find that word. and several others.#for some reason i never had the same luck on any other website. you can type in a whole PHRASE and it'll find words AND OTHER PHRASES#that also mean the same thing.#it's also pretty vast with it's slang and regional terminology which is also great.#and there's a ton of other search features on there too.#idk i just think it's kinda neat and it really helps me keep things moving when i'm writing things.#because i'm a very sequential writer#so if i get hung up on a word or a particular part of one sentence i physically can't move on until i remember or come up with that word.#and ever since the incident™ it's been really hard to recall even the simplest of terms sometimes.#but anyway back to my drafts sorry y'all had to read that.#love y'all — take care of yourselves today.#tbd
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i checked on my other tumblr blog (the original one i had, and kept for memories sake) and this was the only new notification i had. kind of hard to believe ive been on this website for 10 years already :')
#10 years ago i was 12 (almost 13) btw. ive been chronically online for 10 years. is this enough to qualify me as a tumblr veteran?#its my old fandom blog.... sometimes i feel like reviving it bc i see that most of the ppl i follow have moved on from [redacted fandom]#[more specifically [redacted] subsector of the fandom] and i dont feel bad abt it anymore LMAOOO#but also it would be embarassing to revive the blog bc i also dont wanna delete anything honestly. too many memories#anyways if you know which blog this is ily x3 bc this means that weve been following each other for 3 years or more#z xarre
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unfinished drabble regarding: mirmulnir & the dragon waking.
through her spiritual connection and faith in the gods, maesena’s dreams were always quite vivid. the general palette and flavor of them never truly changed: clouds of golds and pinks hazed over fields of color, lakes shimmering in sunlight. few words were ever exchanged and instead she found peace in what she dreamt —— quiet days in the sun, contentment in her mother’s arm draped over her shoulder in the cold.
in the first months spent in skyrim, that hadn’t changed in any substantial way. her dreams seemed more anchored ( she liked to believe it was both her father’s connection to this land and the new amulet always hung on her neck, a parting gift from her mother ) and grey, somber in more ways yet more exhilarating in others.
the last she remembered of mirmulnir, his head reared towards the sky and his bloody, slashed maw opened in a scream. the words clashing between his teeth seemed disbelieving and she didn’t yet realize that the dovahkiin he called to was her. suddenly from the very root of his being a spectrum of energy rushed her —— just as the world became dark around the edges, just as she felt her bones grow too weak to hold her skin. the gash in her skull and blood running down her torso seemed all too damning until the energy of the dragon’s soul rushed into her being. it hit her skin in a hot, almost unbearable blaze and she fell to her back, knowing nothing but that she felt not quite so weak once it filled her.
by the time they got her to the temple of kynareth, she was almost to the state she’d been in before. the soul that entered her had revitalized her enough for her to be carried back to the city without incident, but not enough to undo what damage had been caused. still she bled, still she was torn. the guards gave out when the temple doors swung open and their arms, jelly from the fight and the fear, dropped her to the stone. she slept.
and she dreamt of the sky. the open blue twisted with white and golden pink at the edges of the horizon, the wind tangled under her arms. her wings. she looked back and saw them, stretched wide as the sky itself. blue and gold poured into each other and mixed through the fabric of her wings, across the muscles that lead to her back —— ridged and horned, scaled.
like a dragon. she remembered briefly, somewhere in the very back of her mind, what it felt to grasp mirmulnir by the neck; his hard scales unforgiving and unmoving beneath her fingers, her feet leaving the ground as he through his head to the air and dropped her onto his back. the impenetrable strength and the blazing heat brewing inside him seemed all so familiar now that it was what she was made of.
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Good morning beautiful people!!!
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#I’m in such a good mood fr#all of the requests I got yesterday are so so yummy#gonna try and work on some of them today hehe#I still have cleaning to do but I’m so sleepy and sore from cleaning yesterday I’m just gonna rest today#anyway thank u everyone who sent requests and thank u everyone for supporting me!!#ik ive said it before but I’m having SO much fun writing again since I moved blogs#love this lil space and new friends and new followers ur all great 🥹#old friends and followers are also great ofc thank u for continuing to support me over here !!#aaaaaaa I’m so happy hehehe#ANYWAY good morning hope ur all having good days <3
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Been rotating some characters and shows I like around in my brain, but something went wrong and now some wires crossed in unfortunate ways. I’ve been trying to get back into the drawing mood, but considering there is now a jumbled mess of fandoms and characters in my head now, be warned I may end up sharing something unfortunate
Details are in the tags here if you’re curious, just be warned it’s messy…
#It’s like… if you threw breakfast and dessert ingredients into a crock pot I guess?#in case anyone’s reading this and want an idea of what’s gone wrong just start with that roxas and sora au thing from before#now take that lil au of Roxas having to travel and adventure to find Sora and take away the TTeens#obviously Roxas can’t fly the gummi ship on his own due to a lack of smiles and reason to smile and start adding bad ideas#bad idea 1: maybe that random space loving ghost kid would like to take a vacation on a sorta kinda space ship?#bad idea 2: that randy over there sure is weird but also weirdly capable? Mayhaps capable enough to be the hero he needs right now?#bad idea 3: aliens. Space adjacent is cool and all but wouldn’t it be fun if there were aliens? And why not a contained package?#said package turns out to be a 10 year old though so no everyone’s arguing. Oh well moving on. Adventure awaits#most recently those thoughts devolved and added Kevin Levin into the mix and somehow made things worse but better#there are now 2 children and 3 teens and all of them distinctly not human and yet very much human and the children are fighting#also the idea of each of them slowly finding out about each other in increasingly horrible ways#even better is if the first is Danny very visibly being impaled and just taking a picture and walking through the blade#like oh my god he just got impaled and his first instinct is to get a visual record and phase through the problem!#the more they go through the worse it gets before suddenly another kid is being babysat and has to wonder wtf is going on#’he’s literally dead and yet I’M the freak?’ ‘Whaaat no! Nooo who said anything about freaks? You’re perfect! You’re fine! Sweet child!’#just a lil hissy and volatile in a group of volatile kids throwing hissy fits occasionally#anyway like I said some wires were crossed in a horrible way <3#I know there isn’t art of it yet but I’m still putting this on my art blog cuz if I do make art it’d be relevant here
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thinking about in episode three when percy is seated directly across from the briarwoods. when he realizes he is going to have to have dinner with them [again] you can see this despair, feel the pit in his belly as he remembers the last feast he attended with them in towe. the bloodshed, the betrayal, he can never forget how easily the arrows tore through his mother's neck. but then you see that despair immediately twist into this divine rage. this rage that has defined him for years, that has driven him to make a pact with a demon, to feed it souls in order to have access to the power he thinks is necessary to exact his revenge. thinking about when he see's them he grabs his side, remembering how that meat hook felt against his skin.
thinking also about the tunnel vision he has, how he insists he's fine. but when he does he is thinking, relentlessly, of how he is going to kill the briarwoods. how a quick death is too merciful for them. probably considers grog's suggestion of just getting up & throwing his fist in their faces. but he knows better, to his dismay. like usually he is decent at social situations, he can handle himself among nobility but these not-so-subtle prods at him just cause him to lose it.
' have we met before ' is a literal challenge. delilah is pushing percy, she wants to vilify him i just fucking know it & he knows it too. i am thinking, very constantly, about the moment he breaks the wine glass in his hand. how he doesn't even have the capacity to realize he's bleeding onto this very fancy dinner table, he's totally lost his usually hard-to-break cool. across from him are the people who took everything from him & he can't say a damn word. he can't do a damn thing. but all he can think about is taking his gun out & spraying the wall with their brains.
thinking about the moment they start insulting the de rolos & percy literally cannot stand it anymore. he loses his cool, he stands up as if he's going to do it because he wants to. he just might, consequences be damned. if she is claiming he abandoned his people, he is going to show her precisely how much he thinks of them. precisely how much he thinks of her & powerful a bullet can be against flesh.
fucking obsessed with delilah's >:3 energy when she finally gets percy to break, also. i am just obsessed with this episode overall i will 11/10 have more thoughts on this but it is 6am & i am so tired.
also thinking about scanlan's distraction. thinking about the pie. thinking about the pie. thinking about the pie.
#moving from the old blog bcs i love to read my own unhinged 6am rambles <3#ch. percival de rollo#hc. percival de rolo
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i should start posting here again cuz i kinda forgot this website existed
#len squeaks#the only reason i stopped posting was cuz the majority of posts from this blog are from the era where i was in a grooming situation so i#kinda abandoned the site for a while n just moved to twitter#and newgrounds and instagram#i might start posting again but im not sure if ill be super duper active. might mainly post so that people stop liking my really old art#from 2-3 years ago
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i am testing blog width things hehe pls ignore me
test away, me.
#OOC ——— ( RAMBLES )#im really just trying to work my theme out tbh but its dimensions are from an old blog etc so after spending a good 3 hours making the#goddamn background im now moving stuff around#have i done any of the muse bios yet? ofc not
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An open letter to @staff
I already submitted this to Support under "Feedback," but I'm sharing it here too as I don't expect it to get a response, and I feel like putting in out in public may be more effective than sending it off into the void.
The recent post on the Staff blog about changing tumblr to an algorithmic feed features a large amount of misinformation that I feel staff needs to address, openly and honestly, with information on where this data was sourced at the very least.
Claim 1: Algorithms help small creators.
This is false, as algorithms are designed to push content that gets engagement in order to get it more engagement, thereby assuring that the popular remain popular and the small remain small except in instances of extreme luck.
This can already be seen on the tumblr radar, which is a combination of staff picks (usually the same half-dozen fandoms or niche special interests like Lego photography) which already have a ton of engagement, or posts that are getting enough engagement to hit the radar organically. Tumblr has an algorithm that runs like every other socmed algorithm on the planet, and it will decimate the reach of small creators just like every other platform before it.
Claim 2: Only a small portion of users utilize the chronological feed.
You can find a poll by user @darkwood-sleddog here that at the time of writing this, sits at over 40 THOUSAND responses showing that over 96 percent of them use the chronological feed*. Claiming otherwise isn't just a misstatement, it's a lie. You are lying to your core userbase and expecting them to accept it as fact. It's not just unethical, it's insulting to people who have been supporting your platform for over a decade.
Claim 3: Tumblr is not easy to use.
This is also 100% false and you ABSOLUTELY know it. Tumblr is EXTREMELY easy to use, the issue is that the documentation, the explanations of features, and often even the stability of the service is subpar. All of this would be very easy for staff to fix, if they would invest in the creation of walkthroughs and clear explanations of how various site features work, as well as finally fixing the search function. Your inability to explain how your service works should not result in completely ignoring the needs and wants of your core long-term userbase. The fact that you're more willing to invest in the very systems that have made every other form of social media so horrifically toxic than in trying to make it easier for people to use the service AS IT WORKS NOW and fixing the parts that don't work as well speaks volumes toward what tumblr staff actually cares about.
You will not get a paycheck if your platform becomes defunct, and the thing that makes it special right now is that it is the ONLY large-scale socmed platform on THE ENTIRE INTERNET with a true chronological feed and no aggressive algorithmic content serving. The recent post from staff indicates that you are going to kill that, and are insisting that it's what we want. It is not. I'd hazard to guess that most of the dev team knows it isn't what we want, but I assume the money people don't care. The user base isn't relevant, just how much money they can bring in.
The CEO stated he wanted this to remain as sort of the last bastion of the Old Internet, and yet here we are, watching you declare you intend to burn it to the ground.
You can do so much better than this.
Response to the Update
Under the cut for readability, because everything said above still applies.
I already said this in a reblog on the post itself, but I'm adding it to this one for easy access: people read it that way because that's what you said.
Staff considers the main feed as it exists to be "outdated," to the point that you literally used that word to describe it, and the main goals expressed in this announcement is to figure out what makes "high-quality content" and serve that to users moving forward.
People read it that way because that is what you said.
*The final results of the poll, after 24 hours:
136,635 votes breaks down thusly:
An algorithm based feed where I get "the best of tumblr." @ 1.3% (roughly 1,776 votes)
Chronological feed that only features blogs I follow. @ 95.2% (roughly 130,077 votes)
This doesn't affect me personally. @ 3.5% (roughly 4,782 votes)
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Moving is a crazy fucking experience jesus christ
#today and yesterday and honestly the last year has been a lot#I have a lot of feelings right now and done have the mental energy to deal with them#but it's really fucking weird to leave the place ive lived in since i was 10 years old#technically 9 years old#and now im 26 and moving to a new state#it's a lot#today and yesterday were the first days where it really really hit me that it's happening#and it's the first time i felt blood chilling anxiety over it#since everything became official ive been so incredibly excited#and while the fear and sadness and hatred of change is in full gear right now#i know im going to be so fucking happy in the my town#im going to get to have an actual life outside of my bedroom#which is probably why it's so hard to leave this house#even though this house is making me physically sick because of horrific mold a big part of me doesn't want to leave#i wish i still had the excitement i had 3 days ago#it'll come back#i know it will#but right now it's a lot and im just trying to keep going#anyway guess this is my final post from the place i created this blog 12 years ago#bye bye jersey ❤️#personal
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