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chonisbestmistake · 5 years

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Missed opportunities and second chances [2]

[part 1]

Lisa x Female!Reader

Warnings: fluff, angst

Word count: 2,626

Summary: You broke up with Lisa almost three years ago. Then you met Jennie at the store and this is not something she expected. At all.

NOTE: It`s kind of a mid-part because I decided to split the 2d part in two and feed you all. All of your answers are gonna be answered in the 3d part. Soon.

It was a Saturday morning when you finally had the courage to text Jennie. You’ve been thinking about pros and cons of reaching out to her for a whole week, finally deciding it wouldn`t be so bad to have her back in your life again. The only thing still concerning you was that Jennie was Lisa`s friend, which means she`ll know about their little get-together in no time. Or she already knew. About you and Vanessa. Jennie wouldn`t hide it from her friends even if you asked her to, it was obvious. And that was indeed a problem. You weren`t ready to discuss anything with them, especially with Lisa. Thought you doubted she`d want to even look at you after all these years. Anyway, it was a matter of time before they knew everything, so you let your fears go and texted Jennie like a brave woman would do.

You: Hey, it`s Y/N.

Jennie: Finally! I thought you forgot about me.

You: Just been busy with work and stuff, you know. Do you still want to meet up?

Jennie: Hell yeah I do! Are you free today?

You: Yeah, I just need to pick Nessie up from her dance classes and I’ll be free.

Jennie: Great! I wanna see this cutie again, can you take her too? Let`s meet at this cafe, I’ll send you the address.

You: Sure. See you! Nessie says hi by the way.

Jennie: Tell her hi too! Can`t wait to see you guys again.

“Are we here yet?” Vanessa was bouncing in her car seat, always ecstatic about going out and seeing new places. You were amazed at how energetic she was even after two hours of dancing and jumping around. Every time you picked her up she was blabbing non-stop with that high-pitched excited voice about new kids she met and new moves they learned and you honestly couldn`t feel happier.

“Almost.” You answered, pulling your car to the parking lot and smiling at your child.

“What about now? Here?” Nessie tried to look out of the window, sighing happily when you stopped the vehicle.

“Let me unbuckle you first, kiddo.” You got out of the car and put Vanessa down, stretching her outfit. Her pigtails were a little messed up from jumping, so you fixed them quickly, getting a small ‘thank you’ in return. “Let`s go now.”

Taking Nessie`s hand, you made your way to the small cafe on the side of the street. A sweet scent of coffee enveloped you both when you came in and Vanessa instantly sighed at the sight of cookies and other desserts on the shelves. You chuckled slightly and pulled her further in, promising to buy some sweets and searching for the familiar eyes.

Jennie was sitting in the farthest corner, hidden by the curtains, with a cup of fresh latte and a phone in the other hand. She was chatting excitedly with a blonde girl by her side and when your eyes met - you immediately recognized her. Her eyes widened and you smiled shyly. Nessie let go of your hand and ran to meet Jennie while you were still staring at Rosé.

“Hey, sweetie pie! How have you been?” Jennie pulled Vanessa up on the couch and hugged her tightly. Nessie was ecstatic that her new friend greeted her so warmly and giggled loudly.

“Hi, aunty Jennie! I’ve been great, thank you!” She sent her a toothy smile, turning back to look at Rosé. You realized you zoned out and made your way to the coach, sending Rosé a smile. She stood up instantly and wrapped her arms around you in a tight hug.

“Chae.” You sighed, burring your nose in her neck and returning the embrace.

“Y/N, I missed you so much!” She let go of you and you two sat down. Rosé turned to Vanessa with a beaming smile, who was examining her curiously.

“Hi! I’m Chaeyoung. But you can call me Rosie if you want.” She said sweetly and your daughter grinned, nodding.

“I`m Vanessa, nice to meet you! Are you mommy`s friend too?” She asked Chaeyoung and looked at you for approval.

“Yes, baby, we`ve known each other before you were even born, can you imagine?” You said in a playful tone and Vanessa gasped in surprise.

“Woah, that`s a whole lot!” Her eyes widened comically and she grinned at Rosé, holding her little fist up above the table. Chaeyoung paused for a moment and then chuckled in realization, fist-bumping her gently.

“You`re so cute, oh my God.” She whined, poking her cheeks and Vanessa giggled happily.

After a while, your nervousness faded completely and it started to feel like an old`s friend get-together. A waiter brought a set of cookies and some drinks to the table, Vanessa was enjoying her meal and the conversation was floating peacefully between the three of you. The girls talked about their love life, the comebacks, family matters and you were happy to hear they were finally getting their freedom after almost six years of being in a cage, as you used to call their company. Rosé was texting someone when Nessie called her attention suddenly.

“You look like a princess!” Nessie sighed in awe and you and Jennie shared a good laugh while Rosie`s face was turning crimson.

“Why do you think that?” She asked shyly and you answered before anyone could process the question.

“It`s the blonde hair. She has a thing for Rapunzel and we`ve seen it for a hundred times already.” You sighed dramatically, patting your child`s had.

“Yes, she`s my favorite!” Nessie giggled and bit another cookie like there was no tomorrow.

“Aww, that`s nice to hear. I like her a lot too! But don`t tell that to Lisa or Chu, she`s their favorite and they`re going to tickle me to death if they know.” Chaeyoung rolled her eyes playfully and your heart skipped a beat even though you were in the conversation with Jennie.

“Chu..?” Nessie tilted her head and Rosé hurried to explain.

“Jisoo and Lisa, our friends. Lisa actually has a strange hair color that I can’t really explain because it changes so quickly, but Jisoo`s a redhead. You`re going to love them though, they`re so funny!” Chaeyoung chuckled and Vanessa tried to smile with her mouth full, failing miserably.

“Chae, what are you talking about?” Jennie asked, concern written all over her face because she knew you wouldn`t be happy at the idea.

“Oh, Jichu texted me they were nearby and I told them where we are, so they decided to come and meet Vanessa as well. They`re so excited! Chu`s been dying to see you, Y/N.” She answered easily and you sighed, trying to organize your thoughts. Jisoo was one thing. But you were definitely not prepared to meet Lisa right now nor introduce her to Vanessa. “Y/N, I hope you don`t mind? I`m sorry I didn`t ask beforehand, but it`s been so long…”

“I`m not sure if it`s a good idea, Chae…” You desperately tried to think about any excuse to escape the situation and avoid meeting the girls but the doorbell already rang in the distance and you immediately heard their voices before you even saw them turning around the corner. Your hand unintentionally flew to Vanessa in a protective gesture which didn`t go unnoticed by Jennie. She frowned, probably trying to rationalize your actions but you didn`t give it a second thought because all of your attention was on the two women who were making their way to your table. They were wearing masks but their eyes were wide open, filled curiosity and excitement. Jisoo took off her mask, showing her pretty smile and Lisa followed her quickly, smiling shyly when they came closer.

“Y/N! My God, it`s been years.” You stood up, returning the hug, and realized you`ve been holding your breath this whole time. Vanessa was unusually quiet, sitting with Jennie, probably startled by the tension in the air. You looked at Lisa, who seemed lost and out of place, so you just smiled kindly and embraced her quickly, braking the ice like it was nothing.

“Hi, Lisa.” You whispered in her ear gently. Her sent was so familiar yet it felt like a distant memory. You zoned out for a moment but caught yourself quickly and let her go, owning a small shy ’Hi’ in return. It was obvious she didn’t know how to act around you yet and you felt just the same, desperately trying to look confident. Meeting an ex was never an easy task.

The free of you sat down and Vanessa crawled to your lap, wrapping her hands around your neck and looking at two girls with suspicion and curiosity. She seemed to notice your discomfort and came to the rescue. It made your heart flutter and you smiled at how protective and sensitive she was already at such a young age. You loved your little girl so damn much.

“Aww, cutie.” Jisoo cooed at the view and you remembered that all eyes were on you now.

“It`s okay, baby. Don`t worry, I’m okay.” You whispered in her ear and she relaxed against your front. In the corner of your eye, you saw Lisa tilt her head curiously, like a puppy, and smile at your daughter.

“Hi, I`m Lisa!” She said in a cute voice and held her fist up. You saw Nessie`s eyes widen comically in excitement and everyone chuckled when she hurried to bump her fist in return, almost falling off your lap. Her little palm looked even smaller in comparison to Lisa`s and it made your heart ache.

“I`m Vanessa.” She grinned happily and you couldn`t help but smile brightly, admiring your child. Your nerves started to ease again, though it was still hard for you to look Lisa in the eyes, so you focused on your baby girl completely.

“I`m Jisoo, nice to meet you, Vanessa.” The older girl smiled and fist-bumped her too, noting the similarity between you and your daughter out loud. It made you blush and you felt pride warming your chest. Giving birth was really the best decision you`ve ever made.

“Chichu.” Nessie chuckled loudly and Jisoo glared at two other girls that were laughing hysterically. Lisa followed them shortly, adding a little 'You`re dead, guys.’ in between.

“It wasn`t me!” Jennie giggled while Chaeyoung hid her face in her hands, snickering and moving away from Jisoo`s grasp before she could catch her by the elbow.

“You`ll gonna pay for that, Chipmunk.” Jisoo shot her a death glare and everyone laughed again. You felt yourself relax in their company and you were thankful they made everything easier. They were just like that. And all of your concerns about meeting Lisa again faded into the background.

“So, Y/N, tell me everything! What have you been up to? How did you get this little nugget over here?”

“I`m not a nugget!!!”

You talked for about an hour and it felt like you never parted. Vanessa made everything seem so simple, carefree and bright, and by the end of the conversation, everyone was completely in love with her. You answered all of their questions, avoiding the topic of Nessie`s other parent like a plague. Jennie was paying close attention to you again, but you brushed it off, thinking she`s just missed you that much. Lisa was being unproblematic and you were thankful she didn`t mention anything about your horrible break up. To be honest, all of your previous fears were useless. It`s like she was the same Lisa you knew years ago - bright and funny, but now she was more mature and it seemed like she thought twice before saying anything. You were really enjoying their company and Vanessa seemed to like them just as much.

“Mommy!” She gasped suddenly in horror and you felt your heart speed up. “I forgot Nicky at the studio!”

“Oh my God, Nessie, you gave me a heart attack.” You sighed, closing your eyes and leaning back on the couch, and the girls chuckled. “We`ll get him back later, i promise. But please, don`t scare me like that ever again.” Vanessa nodded and returned to her noodles you ordered a while ago like she didn`t just nearly killed all of your nerve cells.

“A studio?” Rosie perked up and you snickered. Of course, she wouldn`t just skip something related to music in any sense.

“I dance!” Nessie answered happily and a noodle fell out of her mouth, making Jennie burst out laughing. You picked the food up and wiped her face gently.

“You like to dance?” Lisa asked excitedly and Jisoo rolled her eyes, grinning.

“Yes! It`s the best thing in the whole wooorld!” She nodded eagerly and Lisa high-fived her, asking Vanessa to show her some moves later.

“I wonder who she got it from…” Jennie muttered under her nose, but you heard it clearly. You frowned, catching her eyes with your own, but she didn`t look away, and you couldn`t help but tilt your head in question. She didn`t say anything, eyes falling to her phone quickly, so you changed the subject.

“Alright guys, we still have to go back to that studio and it`s someone`s nap time soon, so we better head out.” You said and Vanessa shook her head quickly with eyes full of concern.

“It`s not mine, mommy!” She looked tired already and was about to start getting fussy, but you still brushed her hair gently, took the money out of your purse and stood up.

“Yeah, it`s mine.” You smiled at her pouty lips and Chaeyoung cooed. “I so need a nap.” You said, showing how exhausted you were by rubbing your eyes softly.

“Okay then, mommy. I’ll stay with you when you get your beauty sleep, aright?” She nodded confidently and jumped off the couch in a second.

“Thank you, baby, you`re the best!” The girls stood up too to say goodbye and you smiled at them, still not believing everything went so good.

“How are you so good with her?” Jisoo chuckled, hugging you and you grinned, returning the embrace. “I thought she was about to have a tantrum like any other kid would. You`re a magician!”

“Practice, duh. And, I’m the best.”

“You sure are.” Jennie snickered, kissing your cheek.

“Don`t forget to say goodbye, Nessie.” You told your kid, who was hugging Rose tightly.

“Bye-bye, aunty Jennie, bye-bye, aunty Rosie, bye-bye, aunty Jichu, bye-bye, aunty Lisa!” She lost her breath byt the time she said goodbye to everyone and the girls burst out laughing, melting completely. You hugged Jisoo and Lisa and took Nessie`s hand in yours.

“It was so good to see you guys!” You said on your way out while Vanessa was waving excitedly.

Lisa`s smile was still imprinted on your mind when you were putting Nessie to sleep that night and it felt so odd to think again about a woman you haven`t seen for so long yet who was related to you so much. She was still that Lisa you knew back then, but it seemed like she was completely a different person now and you couldn`t help but worry if this get-together with your ex would be a good thing for you or not. It got worse when Jennie texted you again that same night, wanting to meet up and promising that it would be just you and her this time. You were starting to get worried that she might be suspicious or if she knew something she didn`t need to, but you tried to reassure yourself that there was no way she would know. Right? You didn`t get much sleep that night, holding Nessie closer to your chest than usual, flashbacks of your past coming back to you till the sun rose in the morning and Vanessa opened her sparkly eyes again.

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chonisbestmistake · 5 years

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Missed opportunities and second chances

Lisa x Female!Reader

Warnings: fluff, angst

Word count: 1,545

Summary: You broke up with Lisa almost three years ago. Then you met Jennie at the store and this is not something she expected. At all.

NOTE: There`s no interaction between Lisa and the reader, it`s more of a platonic!Jennie x reader. BUT we`ll get there in part 2. Oh, and in this universe Lisa is ... extraordinary.

A squeal behind your back caught your attention and you turned around to see your little girl grab a huge teddy bear from a lower shelf and hug it tightly. Some people eyed her curiously, startled by the noise, and you sighed, stepping back from the shelves with dairy products.

"Mommy I want that!" She huffed intensely when you came closer and you couldn't help but smile at her.

"Baby, we've talked about this. We don't scream in supermarkets, do we?" You lowered to her level and patted her head slightly. "And no, you've got tons of bears at home, you don't need this one, Vanessa."

Her eyes instantly widened and she shook her head quickly.

"I'm sorry I forgot, mommy. But Johnny and Nick need a new friend! And Julie too!" She pouted dramatically, referring to her old teddy bears and you winced, affected by her puppy eyes, knowing too well you already lost this battle.

"Uh, but not this one, honey. He's too big, he can't fit into Johnny's house, can he?" You reached out to take the bear away and your girl already went off to choosing the smaller toy with sparkling eyes, happy with that alternative.

"This one?" She asked, showing a little bear with brown fur and blue-ish eyes.

"Okay, but only one." She nodded in a hurry.

"Then let's go". You took her hand and made your way to the line. The new bear was already cuddled by your daughter and safely brought to the cashier. You paid for everything quickly and made your way out, Nessie already engaged in the conversation with her new fluffy friend.

While leaving the store, you suddenly collided with the body and nearly fell on the ground. You groaned, biting back a curse, knowing full well Vanessa would remember it if you`re not careful.

"Y/N?"

Your eyes widened dramatically at the sight of the woman in front of you. She looked just as startled, mouth agape.

“Jennie?”

“It`s been like... two years? Oh my God.”

“Three actually. But, yeah.” You replied, your mind finally started to process things.

She was just the same - chubby cheeks, cute smile, in all black. And...alone? She was indeed without any managers breathing down her neck and that was just as unexpected as seeing her in the middle of Seoul at the grocery store.

“I`m so happy to see you! We have so much to talk about, I swear.” She hugged you tightly and you returned it without feeling any awkwardness as you thought you would have.

The first year without the familiar four girls was the hardest, but you managed to do it. You were stubborn enough to prove yourself you could live your life without them. Without her. Without Lisa. She was the love of your life, but this same life was too cruel to let you stay in each other`s arms. She was an idol, after all. All of them were and you, an ordinary person, just couldn't fit into her busy world. You had too different paces of living and it all exploded at some point, as it was expected. You couldn`t go on like that, feeling empty and alone most of the time, so you let her be, even if she didn`t want to go at first. Constant bickering turned into full-on arguments with screaming and flying plates and you two fell out like it was nothing, erasing everything that was connecting you to each other. Memories, phone numbers, even your friends. You didn`t want them to choose, to suffer, so you let them go too. That was easier. Of course, you still loved her. But now this love was like a shadow of something you had back then, a distant memory. And it was okay. You grew older, you had your own little family. You moved on. The only thing you couldn`t move on from - is being with somebody else, not her. You told yourself it was just a period, a phase that was lasting for too long now, but who could ever replace Lisa?

You came back from your thoughts and glanced at your child. Nessie was still in her own little world, talking quietly with the stuffed animal right by your side.

“It`s a miracle we met here. But why are you alone? What if someone sees you?” You asked, worried about unnecessary attention from the fans - an old habit of yours you got back when all five of you would sneak out of the dorm for unexpected walks.

“Ah, that`s okay, we`ve got much more freedom since our fifth anniversary, so no more managers around me all the time. Finally. And fans think I`m still in Greece on a vacation, so don`t worry.” She sighed, showing her famous gummy smile, and you felt like these three years without seeing each other weren't really there. After all this time you still considered yourself as her friend, even if you lost touch almost two years ago.

“No, you`ll love Johnny, he`s a sweetheart, I'm telling you!” Vanessa was still in a deep conversation with her new stuffed toy and you couldn`t help but giggle at the scene.

“Oh my God, Y/N, who`s your little friend?” Jennie crouched down and looked at her with wide eyes. She absolutely loved children and couldn't help talking to each and everyone she met. “Are you babysitting this cutie pie?”

“I, actually..uh-”

“Mommy, Nicki`s tired, let`s go home!” Nessie held up her teddy bear and pointed at it, pouting. Only then she noticed Jennie and clenched the toy close to her chest, smiling shyly. The woman in front of you gasped visibly and you chuckled at her reaction.

“This is your kid? When did you? How? Oh my God, you`re such a cutie!” Jennie`s eyes were flying from yourself to your daughter and back again. She was surprised, yet seemed happy at the idea.

“Yeah. Nessie, this is Jennie, my old friend. Can you say hi?” You caught your daughter`s uncertain look and smiled reassuringly. She stepped forward, letting go of your hand and grinned sweetly.

“Hi, aunty Jennie, I'm Vanessa. Nice to meet you!” And just like that, she held her little fist up in anticipation. Jennie`s eyes widened for a second and her eyes sparkled with joy. They fist-bumped each other (Nessie’s habit of greeting new people) and you smiled affectionately. “I like your hair!”

“Why thank you! And nice to meet you too, sweetie. You`re so cute!” Jennie was practically beaming.

“This is Nicky! We just bought her there. Now she`s gonna live with us too.” Vanessa showed her the stuffed toy, pointing at the store behind you. “But she is little, that`s why she`s sleepy.”

“I see. She`s beautiful!” Nessie showed her toothy smile and Jennie returned it in a second. “How old are you, cutie?”

“I`m..two!” She counted her little fingers and lifted them up to Jennie`s face enthusiastically. Then Vanessa yawned, rubbing her eyes and Jennie cooed. Brunette's eyes found yours.

“Who`s the lucky person?” She asked, referring to your love life.

“Uh... no one. There`s no one.” You averted your eyes, biting your tongue. “I haven`t... No one could replace her, Jennie.” You looked in her eyes again and there was the same guilty expression you had seen on her face years ago.

“We have a lot to talk about, Y/N. I’ve missed you. ” She said quietly as if being afraid of breaking you. But you were too strong for that now. You moved on, you were happy and you were going to show her that.

You nodded your head, biting back a smile.

“And we will. But someone`s a little sleepy so we better go now.” You answered, rolling your eyes playfully at Nessie`s ‘Yeah, Nicky is very sleepy, mommy!’

“Sure, honey. Then we better hurry up, right?” Nessie went straight for a hug and Jennie nearly fell back, surprised by the sudden action.

“Bye-bye, auntie Jennie!” She stepped back and held up her arms, rubbing her eyes and silently asking for you to carry her. You did just that, lifting her up and feeling her head find your shoulder.

“You have the same number, right?” Jennie asked, standing up with the same gummy smile on her face, touched by the scene in front of her.

“Nope, but you have, right? I`ll text you.” You whispered, not wanting to wake up your already sleeping daughter.

“Sure. See you, Y/N.” She hugged you, careful not to wake Nessie up and made her way to the store. You sighed, not sure about your own feelings, and went to find your car.

You were already putting Vanessa to sleep at home, while on the other side of the town Jennie was sitting on a couch, deep in thought, revising your conversation in her head. You fell out with Lisa almost three years ago, you had a two-year-old daughter, but you were single, you said it yourself, right? But what if there still was someone and you didn`t want to tell Jennie about it? Someone you were hiding? But why? The whole image just couldn't get together in her head.

Her jaw almost hit the floor when the craziest idea came into her mind. What if...? Could Lisa be...?

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