#meanwhile i am pretty much permanently single and collect stuffed animals
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do you suppose when my dad had three daughters, he’d guess that two of them would get married to men and give him a ton of grandkids, and the other one would sit in her room, dykely and autistically
#guess which one i am#was looking around my room at all the plushies and fandom merch shit and was like 😬#my sister has been married like two years and just had her fifth child#meanwhile i am pretty much permanently single and collect stuffed animals#(it used to be penguins now it’s deer)#like the differences are striking#i’m also gay and obviously won’t marry a man and have kids the usual way#if i ever do actually get to marry someone and have kids that is#bc i’m doubting it again lately#like yeah i’m single for my mental health#but in general i just don’t know if i’m ever gonna have that#even whenever i’m ready#‘there’s someone out there for everyone’ SO WHERE ARE THEY???#I DON’T FUCKIN SEE THEM!!#*deep breath*#anyways#i’m a hopeless romantic#and just full of love in general#i get too wrapped up in people and that’s my biggest flaw tbh#bc half the time the other person doesn’t care as much as i do#but like i don’t fuckin know how to find someone who will actually stick around#tbh i think i’d stress and ruin it no matter what#like ‘loving is easy’ not when you’re me bitch#also i think i’m so scared to be alone that i force things#which is why i ended up in an controlling relationship#bc i always have to be the problem not the other person#it’s super great to be a human with emotions <3#anyways could that ‘someone’ show their face and stop hiding like a fucking coward <3
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