HRUJIEKJHBHEJIJF FINISHED IT RAAA!!! started this in september i think

giggles kicks my legs

I think most people looked at Mike and thought "Man I want him to destroy me."

Which. Valid, 100%. He's hot and I can admit that.

(I partially started this blog bc of him, after all)

But man, I want him to be a whining mess under me. I want him to just lay back and relax and not have to worry about doing the work for a bit.

Minors DNI

I'm way too attached to these millionaires who drive in circles.

Instant tears in my eyes. I'm so glad he's okay. 😭

So I'm watching the Great Gatsby movie (the 2013 Baz Luhrman one because I love it a lot), and Leonardo DiCaprio says "sport" weird it goes back and forth between "spohwrt" "spahwt"

This is more of a personal rant so I am going to talk about a lot of different things.

I didn't realize how involve I would get with this drama so jokes aside, I am very much uncomfortable with the scene between Way and Babe; like, I wish they change something about it or idk use other rute because I really liked Way as a character and I thought it was cool and all but now, Idk. I don't like getting attached to characters and being emphatic of them and then having to see them do things like this that make my blood boil and not having anything to say because is not good. Definitely not good.

In terms of acting, I am so in awe with Pavel and Nut. Everyone in this drama knows how to fucking act and it shows. Even Pooh being a newbabie makes Charlie feel alive and real. I think the reason this drama is hitting so hard (at least to me) is because the script and the acting is amazing. The characters feel real. Is not a caricature or stereotype taking human form. While they can be categorize as such (Babe being the egocentric racer, Charlie the naive fan, Alan the old-not-old father figure), they don't make those things their whole character. They are complex and multifacetic. Without feeling fake.

Another thing is how serious they take the elements of the show. They could so easily, and I mean EASILY fall into our tipical over the top Thai drama where everything feels performative. The car race aspect is showing the whole business aspect and the mechanics of the cars. Ofc they are showing off and marketing the Toyotas but is not as obvious as we are used to.

The house of Tony also looks curate enough to think they are doing shady business. Like ofc the kids sometimes look stiff and out of place but that perfectly falls into the idea that they are in fact not supposed to be there.

And don't even get me started in the a/b/o dynamics. Someone already said how for example the mama/papa thing could have being very awkward and weird to watch (and even perform by the actors) but they deliver something that felt so normal. Babe always mentioning how the Alpha scents smells and Charlie asking for kids two seconds into the relationship. Is amazing how they did it. Even when I am reading fics I cringe sometimes at the dialogue with all the terminologies and the mechanics of it, while here I am like yep that seems about right.

Last thing I want to mentioned is not only the main characters shine throught the screen but all the secondary too. North and Sonic are so fun to watch and they fit so right in the whole picture, by being serious when it needs to and fun and crazy at the right moments; Pete and Kenta fit the whole secret organization/hidden agenda/business men; Winner is a perfect loser without making himself look ridiculous; Kim, Alan and Jeff are so perfect I don't have anything to say.

Overall, I don't know what exactly is about this show that makes it look so real and natural by having a insane plot: the characters, the script, the camera work, idk. I just know it works.

if i can remypill just one person ive succeeded

my brain choosing that specific kind of autistic to base our personality on

Theyre all semiverbal to me...

In today's Brain Jukebox I have Mary on a Cross playing repeatedly in my head even tho ive never heard it in its entirety

Orville Peck's voice is so insane actually... Like why is some guy's little sing songing making me tremble and whimper

Good morning pookie 🤗

Black Knight is my only blorbo who falls out of the whole "child soldier later to be adopted by sotic, emotionally constipated older man" trope they have all seemingly fallen into HOWEVER I have fixed this by drastically warping her character in my silly reverse au for her

I just kinda got a reality check as to how weird it is that I have this hair texture. Looked up short curly hair styles. None of the models are white. Even the ones with my texture! Nothing. So I add the keyword ginger and even then it's about 50/50 where the FUCK did my genetics come from my family is white as fuck, nobody close has curls, and nobody at all has red hair.

I love how I'm just sitting at work, pretending everything is normal even tho my clit got a heartbeat cause I'm so horny

i dont remember the plot. but seeing kana makes my blood BOIL bc i remember my seething hate. vio ;-; i miss hq. i miss that summer of hq. still can't completely move on to new fandoms. it's like the h in haikyuu stands for HOME 😭😭😭😭

EMIIII YOURE SO RIGHT ppl out here having a visceral and easily triggered reaction to kana is so funny lmafoahsjjsja I MISS HQ TOO I GET YOU SM im so into bllk rn but there's something missing i cant put my finger on !!!!

idk why ive been so exhausted lately

like usually im tired but this is a whole ass new type of tired its like a rung up from the last one

bro idk what i did to my back but it is twinging like a mother fucker when i move even a little bit 😭