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in which jonathan toews is, and always has been, the best captain (and person) in the league, and the old marrieds are tasked with finding fun activities for the children (via x)
#this is so wholesome#okay but#why did i write this like a crappy fic summary lmao#maybe not everything is awful#:’)#1988#jonathan toews#patrick kane#luke richardson#oh captain my captain#2022/23 szn#from twitter#first things first fuck ben p*pe
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I still find it funny that people call eleven a "deadbeat husband" and their marriage "toxic" but twelve is the "perfect husband" and their marriage "wedded bliss" all because of the few moments we'd seen between 11 and River were them being "toxic". yes of course! let's ignore how the minisodes show how that description isn't true and even how little moments in the episodes themselves – "what? that's it?" (why haven't you kissed me goodbye? are you being sly on purpose so I'd kiss you first?) and "they wouldn't bury my wife out here" and the music room is the heart of the home and it's not a ghost story, it's a love story – show 11 cared and put in the work and yes, they're going to have disagreements like the ones in TATM because duh who doesn't but it does not mean it is the entirety of their relationship but people have taken it and made it the entirety of their relationship.
#doctorriver#doctor x river#river song#doctor who#eleventh doctor#the doctor#twelfth doctor#yowzah#eleven x river#can you tell i am passionate about this topic? no? yes? maybe?#i blink my eyes in confusion(?) the absurdity of it all(?) when i see 11 described as a deadbeat husband#do people still not understand that we only saw like 3% of their relationship? that we didn't see *everything*??#i really have to post those damn wonderful twitter threads here#i thought i'd only be seeing those awful takes on twitter but hah no apparently not#and that other one saying river has no agency? river has no say in her life? river had been forced to keep her life as is?#that the doctor didn't exert that much effort for her the same way she did for him? i'm still trying to digest it tbh because what if i've#taken it the wrong way? but it came up again on my feed and it's still the same. damn. people really believe river had no agency? no choice#tia talks tish#dw musings
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Take me.
Note: a tiny little story to help with the drought😮💨
Warnings: 18+! fluff/smut.
pairing: Sihtric x you (f)
summary: you and Sihtric were reunited after a battle.
wordcount: 653
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Sihtric's mismatched eyes were glazed over. His lips curled into a dazed smile while his rough, warm hands wandered your bare skin as you laid underneath him. His body weight pleasantly pressed onto you as he was positioned between your thighs. His hair was dishevelled, after your fingers had tugged his braids when you felt the warmth of his lips onto yours, kissing you intensely and deeply until he had you undressed and picked up in his arms, carrying you to the bed.
The warrior had missed you, his wife, immensely when he had been away to fight what would be unbeknownst to you both his last battle, for peace was within close range. As soon as he had returned home on horseback and his eyes had landed on you in the cheering crowd, he dismounted and allowed you to leap into his arms. You had buried your face in his neck and your fingers curled around his leather armour. Sihtric; your husband, your sanctuary and the keeper of your heart had returned to you without any grave injuries, and no more time was wasted. No words were spoken for your eyes told each other everything one needed to know, and your lips immediately locked into a fiery kiss, pouring out the happiness and relief of being reunited again.
And now Sihtric gazed down into your eyes as he was on top of you, unclothed and scarcely covered by the warm furs. His hot, ragged breath feelable on your face while his tattooed fingers tenderly brushed over your warm cheeks. He then leaned in and kissed softly underneath your ear, his tongue stroking your skin in between teasing kisses and kittenish nibbles, dragging his lips down to your pulse point. Your breath hitched when he sank his teeth delicately in your neck, marking you with his endless love while he teased your folds with his arousal, readying you to take him after being separated for far too long.
His growls sounded low and heavy in your ear, making you tremble with anticipation and desperate to feel him inside you and to be as close as you can possibly be, never wanting to let him leave you ever again. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck, inhaling his earthly scent as he lifted your leg and hooked it around his waist.
'I missed you,' he breathed in your ear and bit the soft skin.
'And I missed you,' you murmured against his shoulder, 'I love you.'
'I love you more,' Sihtric whispered, to which you softly protested.
He chuckled in your ear, and you gasped when he abruptly sheathed inside you and kept still, wanting to feel your walls clench around him. You mewled, desperately, begging him to move. But Sihtric took pleasure in hearing you beg for him and he wanted to hear more before he would give you what you wanted.
'Please, Sihtric,' you rasped, 'give me more.'
'More?' he laughed quietly, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke while he moved with slow, deep strokes, 'you want more?' he murmured.
'Please,' you begged and clawed his muscular back.
'Please,' Sihtric mocked, lovingly, 'you're so sweet when you beg for me,' he whispered and pushed hard inside you.
He stilled inside you again and hummed softly, watching you with a satisfied grin as you almost cried out for him.
'So beautiful,' Sihtric whispered, smiling, and he pecked your lips, 'so desperate for me,' he kissed your lips again, then grabbed your chin and his eyes darkened, 'I will give you more, my love,' his voice soft and playfully threatening, 'but I don't want to hear you whine that it's too much. I know you can handle me,' he murmured against your lips and chuckled again, 'mhm, and you will take me all the way, like the good and devoted wife that you are for me.'
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#i had a shitty day and a weird mental week#i am going to rearrange my furniture now before i go insane#this may be the only fic i'll post until next week#i'm really struggling atm no matter how badly i want to write.. it's just not working out#surprised i managed to get this written tbh#anyway#sihtric kjartansson#the last kingdom#tlk#sihtric#sihtric x you#sihtric x reader#the last kingdom fic#sihtric fic#idk what the planets are doing rn but can they stop making me feel awful and hating everything i write#and can my adhd demon stop lurking bc i am exhausted. it's that time were even my meds are not working well enough at moments#maybe i need a break#maybe i need a good [censored]#who knows#just make it stop i beg 🥲#and also those posts that are going around again about reblogs vs likes???#yeah that's a real mood#part of my struggle atm is hugely influenced by the lack of interaction lately and i hate that it affects me#i just really feel like my writing is shit lately and am constantly comparing it to others#not to be a cry baby lmao i'm just *deep sigh* feel like i'm losing it?????
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honestly one of my fav things that isn’t ever talked about with Kusuo is that he is honestly when you actually examine him, a pretty normal teenager. He’s insecure, he cares a lot about his mom and is scared of making her mad, he gets invested in other peoples drama, he dislikes PE, he hates being spoiled for things, he has an embarrassing crush that his friends judge him for, he has an awkward relationship with his dad and fights with his brother, he wants to be protected.
Like underneath all the unfamiliar stuff, he is honestly Just Some Guy.
#saiki k#this is the conclusion I have reached#This is also what’s sad about him#Personality wise stripped down to his barest components he’s nothing special#Just a normal teenager. Somewhat introverted maybe but…like that’s normal too#But he’s been born into this awful position of like. basically godhood. Something he never wanted.#Which affects literally everything he does#but like he was always under all that a normal kid#His powers didn’t make him magically more anything#Most of the weirder things about him are just the way any normal person would react to being born with those powers#He reacts normally to everything that gets thrown upon him#Idk I really love the way he was written I’d like to shake Shuuichi Asous hand one day
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THE NEWEST EPISODE HELLO???? ITS SO GOOD also made me realize I never posted these old doodles anywhere. Hands them to u
#rick and morty#Evil Morty#I love this character so much. episode 5 is everything to me. holy shit#I'm still in awe they just gave us that. I absolutely love it I need to watch it a few more times#I have more old sketches but they're extremely AU-related lol#I was gonna leave that one to never see the light of day but now I'm thinking about it again...#maybe I'll give finishing up that first chp another shot#s7 is killing it I'm having so much fun#doodles
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back to dirt
#blood tw#does it need something else?#ment to fit one of these spooky prompts but it turned out so different from what I imagined so idk#I wanted this to be all wilted roses in a sepia and dusty pink palette but it didn't happen#I drifted back to my usual palette and now it looks like everything else I ever drew :'D#feliks be like aw boo I thought this would be more romantic#no idk what the context is here#maybe they just beat eachother up idk idk
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The thing about the ffvii remakes is that you will enjoy them more if you’ve played the original. You will also hate them more if you’ve played the original. It is impressive.
#I’m never going to be over shinra manor. everything about it sucks ass in rebirth.#where’s the ambience. where’s the suspense. where’s the literally anything.#oh wow cool you’ve put a clusterfuck of furniture everywhere to show the disrepair….cool…? oh you’ve blocked off the stairs.#oh you’ve added. a pristine elevator.#directly next to the entrance.#to ferry you to the plot.#me foolishly: ah maybe in the return visit there will be more#no.#go to the elevator.#endure the worst mini game goofy ass dungeon you’ve ever had the displeasure of experiencing#they quite literally sucked every bit of atmosphere from nibelheim on a level I did not know was possible. holy shit.#like I’m just. in awe.#they don’t even pretend to make it unsettling. they’re just like ‘yup and here’s beloved nibelheim where things are generally chill’#like. they didn’t even do a bad job of portraying the Incident. so why then did they decide to remove all nuance.#WHY IS THERE A HOJO HOLOGRAM THERE TO TAUNT YOU.#Ffvii rebirth spoilers#ffvii#ffviir#final fantasy vii
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i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc
#oc text#obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous#even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim#not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like#even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly#and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath#AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this?#he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly#bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!!#while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety !#so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him ���'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes...#we're also weird eating buddies <3#and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time#severe death phobia buddies...#i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it#as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this#form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim#though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything#he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though)#but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon.#my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them.#he's growing with me.#oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors#ok goodnite
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Life is good despite the horrors. Life is good despite the horrors!!!
#the duality of fran#idk where this energy has been coming from lately#everything is still awful and ive cried a lot and mood regulation is non existent#but it seems more temporal. more short lived. more bearable#and always the enduring sense of. not peace. but something. creeping back afterwards#i am horribly lonely and everything feels terribly overwhelming and maybe itll never change#but it is good anyway. maybe
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istg half of the post-s5 finale fics i see have some sort of disclaimer in the tags or summary (or i even just saw one in the title!!) saying the fic was written because the show sucks or the finale sucked or they just hated everything about it
and it's frustrating because i probably would have enjoyed a lot of these fics! but now i'm not even going to touch them because i don't want to engage with people shitting on the show
#miraculous ladybug#ml fandom salt#like. it's okay if you didn't like the finale#if you're disappointed or wish things happened differently#and it's great to use fic as a means of writing what you wanted to see. that's the point (or at least one of the points) of fic!#but being negative af about the finale isn't going to make people who enjoyed it want to engage with your fan-creations#and that's sad because there IS so much to explore with what the finale left us#and i bet a lot of these actual fics are not salty beyond the author's note/summary/etc...#but because some people refuse to acknowledge that the finale maybe wasn't trying to wrap up everything in a nice little bow#and have decided the show is objectively awful because of it#now i don't want to engage#and i know salt isn't new in this fandom but my god can we calm down for five seconds#kayla rants
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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Is karkat going to go through a similar arc as peridot?
Karkat's arc is a bit of a mix between Amethyst and Peridot, but both sorts of flipped on their heads!
The idea with Karkat is that he's a Jasper who woke up too early. Unlike Amethyst who woke up too late, Karkat emerges from his hole some hundred years before he's supposed to. The planet is incubating and not being super closely monitored because everything's all set and they're just waiting for the gems to grow. This leaves Karkat pretty much alone on a desolate, dark, dying planet.
He wishes for nothing more than to go back to sleep, he tries to crawl back into his hole multiple times waiting for consciousness to slip, but he can't go back to "keep growing" after he's emerged.
The longer you wait, the more your mind fills. It’d be wrong to call them memories, you didn’t exist before, so they can’t be memories.
Purpose. What your purpose should be. You’re a Jasper, you’re a Quartz, made for war. You’re a soldier, you’re a warrior for Homeworld. You’re supposed to be big and strong, ready to fight for your creators, for your Diamond.
You’re supposed to fit your hole. You can’t.
So he makes a life of wandering the planet. It's cold and boring, so fucking boring, and he thinks a lot about what he could do. He thinks about how he's a failure to the Diamonds, swapping between fear of being discovered here and wanting nothing more than to interact and talk with another sentient being.
Unbeknownst to Karkat, another group of gems nears the Kindergarten. The Alpha Kids are a small group of rebel gems who stole a ship off Homeworld. Upon needing to stock up on supplies, Roxy locates an incubating Kindergarten that is long enough in its cycle for no gems to inhabit the planet, but early enough that they can still retrieve what they need. They land on the Kindergarten and Karkat eavesdrops, stunned to be witnessing actual living real people.
But Karkat realizes what they are, when he listens in and realizes that they're traitors.
He sees this as an opportunity. If he can turn these rebels in, then the Diamonds won't shatter him! He won't be a failure!
So he boards the ship, sneaking on as a stowaway. Roxy almost immediately finds him and it turns into that little scene.
Jane and Roxy convince Dirk to let Karkat live and stay aboard, and Karkat stays locked up in one of the rooms. He's like a little hissy cat, but he's also completely overwhelmed and overstimulated just being around things that aren't the Kindergarten.
With a lot of time and a lot of slowly building trust, Karkat starts to warm up to the Alpha Kids and eventually becomes a proper part of their squad.
#homestuck#hs#gemstuck#chris talks#maybe while he's still on the ship early on#he's like “ok ill play along with their stupid friendship stuff”#“but really!! im still going to sell them out!!!”#and he clings onto that for a long time#in denial that theyre actually starting to endear him#maybe there IS an opportunity he gets to sell them out#some moment where roxy leaves the door to communications open#and karkat could sneak in. set out an SOS signal#and he just....#decides not to.#i have so many karkat thoughts#about how he's so curious about everything#how years and years and years passed on such a desolate awful planet for him that now practically anything that just so much as moves is-#-fascinating to him#how he's the first one to get really comfortable when they all go to earth#because he's learned by that point to be curious#he's the first one that talks to a human#(blood player blood player blood pla
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the bedroom scene is not a loumandaniel moment but I'm choosing to see it as one cause who tf gon stop me
#anyways it's all about the longing#vampires have the privilege of being stuck in time but mortals don't#for all their wisdom they didn't anticipate how much those 49 years would change him#there's a sense of regret underlying everything#maybe they should have turned him when he asked#kept him as the boy ever in awe#but that ship has sailed and now all 3 of them are trying to force a dynamic that simply will never be due to their natures#maybe if all y'all fuck you'll calm down a little idk#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv spoilers
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the carl mention in this ep is still weighing on me so much because it was just so beautiful the way his memory lives on but also it got me thinking: you ever think that lori would be so relieved right now that rick and michonne have found each other because michonne is for rick what lori couldn’t be for him and also because there is at least someone other than rick who is still alive to mourn her son when so many others either can’t or aren’t…
#‘arent’ im talking about you daryl and maggie…#I know this fandom doesn’t like speaking her name but this thought pulls at my heartstrings#maybe it’s just because I’m a bit of a hippie in that I believe in ghosts and spirits and fate and psychics and whatnot#but I truly believe lori sent michonne and rick’s paths colliding because she saw that michonne was just the most fearsome badass mama bear#with no one to mother#and lori had just died leaving two kids without a mom#like idk I just feel like it was so fateful and beautiful! I think lori would be so in awe of michonne and grateful#for being everything she couldn’t be in the apocalypse: optimistic a fighter and loyal beyond measure#the walking dead: the ones who live#the walking dead#lori grimes#michonne grimes#michonne hawthorne#carl grimes#rick grimes#richonne
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wtf is wrong with ppl trying to manifest a petrigtof breakup. im genuinely mystified. i want them to be toxic together until the end of time some real sunk cost fallacy shit. theyve been devoted to each other for literally thousands of years, YES to a fault, but shes an entire god of chaos now there is like nothing else for her to lose. shes all powerful and her only goal is to protect simon WHY, from a storytelling perspective, would she break up with him now? why would simon break up with her? theyre both at rock bottom there is nowhere to go but up. they could even rebuild together! if you want them to be healthy so fucking bad they could confront their past and try again. TOGETHER. but its not cathartic or a good ending at all for them to just cut it off or stay friends after centuries of literal madness. stop putting these characters through therapy or making them well adjusted just shut up shut up AAGH .
#all these posts abt this are genuinely making me so anxious like what if it does happen and its awful#just go ahead and ruin everything their arcs have been building towards for years. negate the tragedy. character assassination. fuck you#we know that in an au where betty hadnt met simon she wouldve been happier. this doesnt mean that in our universe after everything#that they would be happier APART#theyre like the only thing each other has now!#also theres just no way betty has been sitting up in space doing self reflection like hmm#'i sacrificed a lot for simon maybe I should uhh negate this last biggest sacrifice and divorce him lol'#what im saying is . petrigrof breakup would not make them any healthier. you just hate seeing toxic lesbians winning#schizobabble#adventure time#fionna and cake#petrigrof#betty grof#i hope one million ppl block me
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trying to draw in 4k instead of 8k i can’t live like this
#mumbling#help help help help#everything looks awful#i draw one (1) line and i’m like what the fuck is this shit#how do other artists draw at resolutions even LOWER than this and it looks amazing what are u all doing#my own art style is pissing me off now too#maybe i can’t actually draw maybe i never could#it’s so over it’s so over
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