I should b down there under immense pressure and surrounded by pitch black. It should be me!!!! I should be there!!!! I should be transparent!!! And get blinded and shredded by a machine's propeller!!!! I should float aimlessly and absorb tiny things through my skin!!! I should not know what a job is!!!! I should be a colony of smaller beings attached together into a giant digestive system!!!! I should be like an expandable plastic bag!!! Why am I not down there!!! Why am I blinded by unforgiving light!!!! Why am I surrounded by meaty flesh!!! Why do I need bones!!! Useless!!! It's useless!!! I should be down there