hey siri, play 'when you're smiling' on spotify*. *other streaming services are available.

While I’m complaining I’ll say the hate on Luke Combs for the success of his Fast Car cover has always been aggressively annoying, given Tracey Chapman has openly stated she likes the cover and loves the paychecks it brings in AND she made an extremely rare appearance at the Grammys to perform it with him, so there are clearly no hard feelings there whatsoever. And yet people continue to speak over her and make a problem where there isn’t one.

also i know google kinda sucks now but its melting my brain that people act like chat gpt is anything other than like. summarizing research into poorly written paragraphs? like? this is stuff you could have just googled, actually, genuinely. its not... its not some magic new information or insight. youre just being paraphrased to. i feel like im losing my mind

Lesbian ships are stupid

That's not what your mom said while we scissored the night away 😘

there are a lot of symptoms of OCD that ive showed since childhood but ive kinda felt too much shame surrounding mental illness until recently where ive been working on both 1 unlearning that shame and understanding that diagnoses are not always helpful and can often be harmful with how psychiatry is practiced/its racist and misogynist and homophobic origins/so many other infinitely nuanced criticisms about psychiatry i dont have the ability to cover right now, and 2 becoming more and more critical of the psychiatric institution that abused me as time goes on and processing that the abuse i had to go thru was wrong so. idk why im saying this im just drunk and talking shit cause it makes me feel less crazy lol.

was going to make rarepair propaganda post abt how yosuke/adachi would actually be based but then i remembered that spinning my thoughts into anythinf even resembling coherent is like making my brain eat nails

Omg where are bunny , octopus and orange anon when we need them and their headcanons the most 🥹

I don't know but I miss them and love them 🥹🥹🥹🥹💓

I really can't understand this weird dichotomy Twitter has manefested with Gwen, Hobie and Miles as a love triangle. Bro, the whole point is that it's not a love triangle. It's Schrodinger's triangle. Hobie isn't interested in Gwen, and Gwen isn't interested in Hobie and until he actually meets the guy, everything Miles learns about Hobie is second-hand information from Gwen - That they're friends and she's been living with him for a few months. Miles isn't even all that jealous (because what's there to be jealous of??), he's just a 15 year old boy trying to find out if his crush is single and not attracted someone else he doesn't even know! Because, yeah, around this age, you are insecure, and you don't just ask the person you're interested in if they'd want to date you. And when it's obvious there's nothing between Gwen and Hobie, this plot point is dropped because its served its purpose in conveying Miles' uncertainty in himself.

i could write an essay on these two stupid beautiful pictures and the chapters would be called: skinny but toned leg with a nice quad, sexy forearm, most beautiful cheekbones in the whole world, chest bones of a frail young man, collar bones that give you an itch for an innocent bite, lashes that could hold a medium to large bug… And so on and so forth…

*opens twitter*

first post I see: "reminder to FUCKING DNI if you're a kyman shipper!!! :pp x3 :0 (kys /hj)"

*closes twitter*

When this scene actually airs I'm gonna be needing 2-3 working days to recover

Being a toku fan with only a vague tangential interest in Power Rangers has been wild lately. It's like having loud neighbours who are constantly arguing about the state of their grand plans for garden renovations, while I'm just sat here on my patio with coffee and a biscuit wondering if they're going to bother repairing our one adjoining fence that's getting a bit wobbly.

saw a poll that made me stare at it for a good 2 minutes just because. i had forgotten luke was a white man. categorically. and had to fully recentre myself and be like. 'this is a true fact'. because somewhere in my head i was like 'oh he's from sydney he's like me plus he looks like an amalgamation of all my male cousins i consider him to be like me', me being a woman of colour. but i also forgot. that said male cousins are also all white men

About this blog / UPDATE

So I decided, again, that in the end I think I will try to stop posting on this blog. There are many reasons, but I think the main one is just my bad impulse control. It's fun to mess around and interacte with intersting things and I appreciated the likes and stuff, but its just to easy for me to waste my time and mind on some weird social media spiral, refreshing likes and tags and shit lol. Ofcourse, I tried to "abstaine" before, be it a month, a week, a couple days, hours, minutes - but in the spirit of these manga that we all still love even if we shit on them, gotta try again, not give up, nomatter how much it takes. So yeah, thanks for all, and sorry if this sounds dramatic or worrying, it just is what it is. I will try to only log in to post new chapters, promo art, iceberg videos and etc on the other blog, leaving this as an archive (cause I hate when people delete their stuff lol) Also not sure about the screencap blog, will try to quee up something once a week but I will see how tempting it will be to just go back into full freak obssessive addict mode lol.

(like I hope that making it so official and dramatic will for once shame me to not go back on my commintments and promises, man I'm really starting to relate to Spirit lol)

Anyways, if I dont respond to you or something like that, thats why, worst case you can write to me at [email protected] , even with a throwaway email.

Anyways, don't know how to end this, so I guess I just say... God Bless and Good Luck (and if you expected a "yeah...sorry" you just got one)