“what poisonous flowering plant are you?”

tagged by @leondaltons to use this meiker + this uquiz for an oc! going with lux for it since they (and infamous) still have such a grip on my brain rn. and I’ll tag @storyofthemoon @lilas @narrativefoiltrope @veeples @narshadda @noonfaerie @queenofthieves or anyone else who’d like to do it 🖤

doll’s eyes

this is the poison of unchecked vices. you slip into hallucinations. you are wracked with convulsions. the delirium threatens to overwhelm you. what are you running from? you look in every direction, wild-eyed at every turn, seeking some reprieve for what torments you. each vice brings new consequences, and the price of escape seems too great, and yet you cannot seem to face things head on. if you aren’t running from yourself, I hope you find a true way to freedom soon. and if you are running from yourself, perhaps you would do well to realize your pain is not something you can simply escape by avoidance. you deserve healing just as much as the ones you love. someday, soon I hope, you will know this and feel it and reach inward to grant yourself all the kindnesses you offer others. that is the only true way to peace for ones like us. oh, and if the pain of it seems too great? I hope that you realize you don’t have to do it alone.