Hello there! I saw you giving some recs for Merlin fics and wanted to ask for some too if you don't mind đđ
Do you have any recommendations for Merthur gen angst hurt/comfort? Hell I need more angst in my blood stream
of course!!! idk if u mean merthur w a general rating or just gen fic that's focused on arthur & merlin, but just to play it safe im doing gen fic đ if u mean merthur fics that are gen rated then just lmk !
scorch marks and embers by southfarthing (rated t, 93k)
Summary: Everyone he trusted with his secret â Will, Freya, Balinor, Lancelot, and now Gaius â was gone. Arthur would never bring magic back to the land, and he would never let Merlin stand at his side the way Merlin had hoped he would. It was a cold awakening, years of baseless faith dashed against the fraying tapestry that destiny had made Merlin sew into his own skin, but an awakening nonetheless.
Merlin is shaken out of his obsession with destiny and his blind faith in Arthur. Arthur just wishes he knew how to get his closest friend back.
New Beginnings by nsowlwrites97 (rated t, 33k)
Summary: Traitor. Merlin. Magic. Merlin. Traitor. Friend. Sorcerer. Merlin.
The words seemed to lose their meaning the more Arthur tried to make sense of them, bleeding in and through each other like ink dissolving in water. The only fact he knew to be true â absolutely, permanently, irrevocably true â was that Merlin was dead.
go boldly by CaptainOzone (rated gen, 7k)
Summary: âIt is not like you,â Arthur muses suddenly, and very, very quietly, âto lie to me.â
Merlinâs lungs freeze in his chest. âWhat?â he chokes out.
Or: yet another 5x05 The Disir AU.
New Duties by s0mmerspr0ssen (rated t, 17k)
Summary: With Utherâs death, Arthur ascends to the throne and officially becomes King of Camelot. Naturally, this means that Merlin is now the Kingâs manservant, not the Princeâs. What sounds like mere semantics turns out to be much more than that. As Merlin struggles to keep up with the demands of his new job, Arthur finds himself burdened by the realities of kingly responsibilities. Soon, the strain of stress puts their friendship to the testâŠ
Treason by N16 (rated t, 9k)
Summary: Arthur knows four things: Merlin committed treason. Merlin is loyal to him. Merlin wants to tell Arthur the truth. Merlin is scared Arthur will kill him. All he needs to figure out now is what on earth his servant has actually done.
Loyalties by reelin_writer (rated t, 25k)
Summary: âArthur.â
âMerlin?â he said, instantly angry. He shoved himself into a sitting position, fumbling for the candle on the table by the bed, and blustered, âWhat on earth are you doing? Itâs the middle of the night! I donât know about you, but thatâs when I sleep. Donât you--â
Finally managing to get the candle lit, he looked up at Merlin, fully prepared to continue his lecture. But the words died in his throat at the sight of the young servant, and he choked in the rush of panic that assaulted him. âMerlin!â
The Price of Loyalty by Obsessionist (rated t, 18k)
Summary: Uther activates a device that repels magic, but Merlin's loyalty to Arthur knows no bounds.
Loyalty Was Never A Question by ValiantGinger (rated t, 27k)
Summary: Morgana gets her hands on something that puts Merlin in very serious danger. When Arthur's manservant goes missing, he can't help but be worried about him - worry that becomes legitimate when it becomes clear that Merlin is being used as a trap to lure Arthur in. Still, it's Merlin. How can he do anything but go and rescue him?
Between A Rock and A Hard Place by LFB72 (rated t, 30k)
Summary: A visiting noble makes Arthur an offer he can't refuse, putting Merlin's secret in jeopardy. The warlock takes drastic action, risking his health and ability to respond when crisis strikes.
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12. My way home is through you đđđđđ
Summary:
Title: My way home is through you by My chemical Romance
Summery: Fizz moves in with Asmodeus
Notes:
TW/ Talking about being trafficked (briefly), moving, fake friends, Toxic relationship, feeling overwhelmed, feelings of not belonging, feelings of guilt.
Lmk if I should add.
~~~Asmodeus and Fizzarolli:~~~
âWelcome home, Fizzarolli.â Asmodeus says as they walk into Asmodeusâs palace. Since Fizzarolli was now officially HIS little. They had to live together so that they can ensure Fizz is properly taken care of.
Fizzarolli stood at the doorway, not moving. Just stared at the place as if heâs never seen it before.
âYou okay, love?â Asmodeus asks.
âDonât ask. I feel like Iâve cried enough for now.â Fizzarolli says.
âFizz, you have to understand. I had no-â
âI know, Iâm not mad at you, okay?â Fizzarolli says. âIâll be fine.â
Asmodeus frowns. ââŠokay.â
âWhere can I put this?â Fizzarolli asks, holding up his bag.
âMy servants can-â
Asmodeus reached for Fizzâs bag but he tugged it away quickly to stop him. âI can do it, Ozzie. I donât need help.â He insisted.
Asmodeus nods. âAlrightâŠfollow me.â He says.
Fizzarolli does; They walk upstairs to one of Ozzieâs spare rooms.
âI kept the nursery as it is. And, I figured youâd want some space of your own.â Ozzie explains.
The room was pretty simple. It was a nice green and purple, a simple bed, vanity, closet, even a window seat so he could see outside.
It was nice.
âWow.â
âDo you like it?â Asmodeus asks.
Fizz displayed almost no emotion, he really appreciated Ozzie, and wanted to make him as happy as possible, but, this wasnât the life he deserves, it felt so wrong⊠âItâs great, Oz.â
âFizz⊠I can tell youâre not happy.â Ozzie says.
âIâll get used to it.â Fizzarolli says. âI get used to everything.â
~~~Past~~~
âListen here, Fizzarolli. If youâre going to be staying here, youâre going to work for your keep, we have no freeloaders here. Understand?â Cash asks.
âYes, sir.â Fizzarolli says.
Cash continues. âI bought you because you have experience in performing as a clown, you can teach the other kids and you can bring in a crowd.â
Fizzarolli nods. âI will do my bestâŠâ he says.
âYouâll do better than that.â Cash explains. âEverything you get in life has to be earned. I paid a pretty penny for you, and I expect to get what Iâm owed.â
âI wont cause you any trouble. And I will work my absolute hardest. You wonât regret it. I promise.â Fizzarolli says.
âYou better not.â Cash says. âBecause we can always just send you back.â
Fizzarolli could never forget Cashâs threat. He couldnât let anyone down. He was lucky to even be there.
He doesnât remember his parents⊠he was taken from one place to a really horrible place and trapped there since he was six.
He couldnât go backâŠ
He wasnât family, and this wasnât his homeâŠ
He was an employee, nothing more.
At least to CashâŠ
~~~Present:~~~
âHey, maybe this was all for the best, hm? Mammon was a huge jerk to you.â Asmodeus says.
Fizz nods. âHe wasâŠâ
âWhat is it, Fizz? Whatâs wrong?â
Tears fell from Fizzâs eyes.
âOh, baby. Come here.â Ozzie says,
He opens his arms out for Fizz, and Fizzarolli ran to him and accepted the embrace.
âI feel like Iâm letting everyone down.â Fizzarolli admits. âI lost everything. I crossed Mammon and now my fans, my friends, everyone hates me, I feel like maybe I should have-â
Asmodeus pet Fizz gently. âWhat do you mean your friends hate you?â
âThey all blocked meâŠsome after sending horrible messages to me about how I was ungrateful for everything Mammon had done⊠and theyâre right.â Fizzarolli says.
âFizzarolli, You need to realize that what you need matters more than what other people think of you.â Asmodeus says. âYou werenât being treated fairly, you did the right thing.â
Fizzarolli nods. âOkay.â
Asmodeus holds Fizz at arms length to talk to him face to face. âListen, if your friends only liked you based on what Mammon thought of you, theyâre not really your friends, are they?â
âGuess notâŠâ Fizzarolli shrugs.
âYour true fans will still love you. They donât watch you because Mammon tells them to, Mammon wanted you because the fans love you. You make hell a little bit better, you make people happy. You are fun, not to mention kindâŠhell doesnât deserve you.â Asmodeus says.
Fizzarolli hugs Asmodeus again. âThanks, Ozzie.â
~~~Past, Fizzarolli:~~~
Fizzarolli couldnât sleep. Heâs been sharing the tent with the other adult performers at the circus. He didnât feel safe, circus people wereâŠfreaky. And he has experience with these type of people.
He crawled out of bed and snuck into the tent with Blitzo and Barbie.
âPsst.â Fizzarolli tries to get Blitzoâs attention, heâs only known them for a few weeks, but Blitzo, he felt understood him. Or at least connected with him.
Blitzo stirred, but didnât wake up yet.
âPsst, Blitzo?â Fizzarolli asks, shaking him awake gently, he doesnât want to wake up both of them, but he did feel like Blitzo wouldnât really mind for some reason.
Blitzo finally woke up, then sat up on the mattress. âFizzarolli? Whatâs wrong?â Blitzo whispered.
âIâm sorry, but the guy in the other room kinda scares meâŠand I didnât want to wake up Cash.â Fizzarolli had tears in his eyes. âBut, I also donât want to be aloneâŠâ
âAre you okay?â Blitzo asked.
Fizz shook his head. âI donât think so. My family- they donât want me anymore. And now, I feel alone here.â
âOh, Iâm sorry.â Blitzo says.
Theyâre only six. Blitzo didnât understand how abnormal or traumatic that is, Fizz sure didnât.
âItâs okay.â Fizz says, wiping his face. It wasnât okay really, but he always tried to look for the bright side of any bad situation. âIâm just a little sad is allâŠâ
âWell, you can sleep here with us.â Blitzo offers. âIf thatâs better.â
âReally?â Fizz asks.
âSure, and we can be friends too, if you want, I guess.â Blitzo says.
âIâd like that.â Fizzarolli smiles and slips into the covers of the mattress the twins were sharing. âThanks, Blitzo.â He whispers.
Blitzo nods. âSure, you wonât have to worry about anything again, okay? Because we can protect you.â
Fizzarolli leaned close to Blitzo, instantly falling asleep.
Blitzo, not knowing how to respond, he just let fizz be. âWell, okay then, goodnight fizz.â He whispers before getting some sleep himself.
~~~Present, Fizzarolli and Asmodeus~~~
Night came. And fizz couldnât help but feel out of placeâŠ
The room was huge and it didnât feel like home.
He wrapped a blanket around himself and walked out the door, leaving the room behind.
âOzzie?â Fizz knew Asmodeusâs home well, heâs visited a million times, even spent the night. So, he knew where Ozzieâs room was.
Asmodeus sat up and turns on the lamp beside the bed. âFizz? Whatâs wrong?â He clearly wasnât sleeping, which Fizz was glad about. He would feel bad if he woke him up.
âCan I stay here with you tonight?â Fizz asks.
Asmodeus was surprised by that, but he smiles widely. âOf course, youâre always welcome here, Fizz.â
Fizzarolli smiles, he climbs up on the very large bed and snuggles up close to Asmodeus.
âComfy?â Asmodeus asks.
Fizzarolli nods against Ozzieâs chest. âNow it feels like home.â
Asmodeus smiles and kisses the top of Fizzâs head. âGoodnight, Fizz.â
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