#like what if 13s depressive/hopeless streak+immense pressure she puts on herself re: saving people turns into this like | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

rearranging-deck-chairs · 10 months

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"in a completely predictable twist of fate literally everyone saw coming, youve put yourself in danger again. this is great. i love when you put yourself in danger it doesnt make me insane in the head at all. i wish you would stop doing this. i know youre not gonna. so im just gonna do whatever i can that will make you get yourself, and also us i guess, out of danger again"

#i love yaz #i feel like this is basically a permanent state she lives in from revolution onward #maybe it already was before that but i think timeless children+revolution made the doctor a lot more fragile to her #like how easily she actually might just die and how it would very easily just kinda be by her own hand like #kinda sunk in i think #maybe yazs situation is less 'i can fix her' and more 'i can save her from herself'#and she Can #probably #but damn its like a 24/7 kinda job that #'i cant keep doing this with you' no i can imagine girlie do you sleep #do you knock her out wiht sedatives so you can sleep fghkjghjk #minkowski style #i also love when yaz prompts her. i dont actually know if she does it more than like ryan or graham but it feels like she does it #relatively a lot #and i like it #third thing i love is taking the tiniest canon things and blowing them up to really not canon anymore proportions and playing with that #like what if 13s depressive/hopeless streak+immense pressure she puts on herself re: saving people turns into this like #drop of a hat type shutdowns whenever theres a thing she doesnt immediately have a solution for #and its not like shes incapable of generating ideas right obviously #but i Can imagine - with her....state of mind - that sometimes it can take like half a second longer for her brain to actually start genera #ing those ideas #and so for that half a second shes basically like a rat swimming in a bucket and just Stops #and yaz has to be like hey yo dont forget you exist. keep moving #and then she keeps moving again and shes fine #well not fine but like. moving #i think abt yaz innnnnn resolution when shes like 'doctor i dont like it when you go quiet'#and how in spyfall is the first time she goes still etc #i think its so jarring when 13 goes still and quiet like its basically the cloister bell ringing its a clear sign smth is Wrong #and i think her options are either That or like. frantic inhuman need to move. like its Move or Not Move and neithe ris great but MOve feel #slightly less bad

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