IM NOT INTERESTED!!
四 - sibling tingz
wc: I haven’t counted…
note: not proofread!!
“y/n get off your phone and eat you’re food” isagi said from across the table giving a stern look.
“yeah yeah sorry my bad” you said putting it down resting your chin upon your palm.
you payed no attention to the food in front of you, well aware of that fact that bachira was stealing some for himself.
you couldn’t care less, instead you stared at nothing in particular, letting out a long dreamy sigh.
isagi raised his brow at you.
“let me guess, you’re still thinking about that one guy you met earlier” he said in an unimpressed tone.
“but ofc!! he’s probably somewhere in this cafeteria right now!” you said gushing.
rin next to you ate his food silently, he hadn’t said a word since you all started eating.
“rin, you’ll help me look for him.” you said as more of a demand than an question.
“no i won’t?” he said confusedly turning to face you.
“oh yes you will, and then you’re coming to chess club with me!” you ordered and he groaned and rolled his eyes.
they carried on eating and you tapped your foot impatiently waiting for them to finish.
“hurry up with your food guys! we need to go find hi-”
“WHICH ONE OF YOU IS (Y/N)?!” a voice boomed through the whole cafeteria.
you turned around to face the entrance which was a few tables away from you. there stood a tanned boy with spiky blonde hair with pink tips at the end. he had a bump on his forehead that was noticeable even from a far and he looked absolutely feral.
you slowly turned back around again to face the table.
“that’s shidou isn’t it?” you whispered quietly not daring to turn round and take a second look.
the three boys simply nodded
just keep calm (y/n)! there’s no way he knows what you look like
you tried to tell yourself but you were panicking on the outside.
keeping your head low, you pretended to eat you food as you heard his footsteps stomping around looking for ‘(y/n)’. the footsteps gradually got louder seemed to be approaching your table.
for some odd reason they stopped right behind your chair.
you turned around and surely enough there he was, looking as if he was ready to end you there and then.
you gulped before smiling nervously.
“hey… what’s up?” you said trying to play it cool.
he didn’t say anything. he raised his hand and attempted to hit you but you had ducked just in time.
“bro!! why you tryna hit me??” you yelled confusedly.
“because, (y/n), this bump on my forehead is all your fucking fault.” he said pointing to the redness on his head. you honestly thought it was from all the anger.
how does he know im (y/n)??!!
“huh? who’s (y/n) hahaha…” you chuckled nervously.
he pointed to your blazer. “there’s a name tag on the back of your blazer.”
shit.
he started cracking his knuckles and winding up his arm ready to do some proper damage before someone else came from behind.
“shidou, stop causing trouble.” the low and lazy voice spoke up.
you edged your head past shidou to see who had spoken and gasped quietly.
it was him.
shidou growled and shoved his hands in his pockets. surprisingly though, he didn’t bother you any longer and trudged off mumbling some incoherent things.
the guy whom you had bumped into earlier, aka the love of your life.
his piercing eyes scanned over everyone at your lunch table, stopping a second longer on rin before looking at you.
you could’ve sworn you nearly peed your pants there and then as you heart started to beat faster. soon enough he turned around and went the same was as shidou.
you let out a sigh of relief and placed your hand on your chest.
“(y/n)? why are you blushing? you literally almost died.” isagi asked perplexed at your facial expression.
“that was him! he’s the guy i was telling you about!” you said excitedly
“who? shidou?” bachira guessed
“no! the guy behind him!” you said and suddenly all three of them immediately went quiet.
you eyed them all weirdly, wondering what the shift of behaviour was about. the atmosphere was tense and you didn’t feel like you could say anything.
rin, surprisingly, was the first to say something.
“you seriously like him?” he asked, and was it just you or did he sound… mad?
“yeah he’s the guy im sure! is something wrong?” you questioned growing a bit worried.
rin shook his head and hesitated before speaking up again.
“that guy… he’s my brother.”
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Chapter 11
Summary: Although they grew up in the same small town, Chris and Sam had both gone their separate ways a long time ago. Chris moved up to become a MLB star, one of the best in the business, while Sam stayed stuck in the same small town. But when multiple injuries ended the Red Sox prodigy’s career, he winds up back in the same small town he swore he’d never be back to. The past may not stay in the past any longer, as old wounds begin to creep back up.
Pairing: MLB!Chris Evans X OFC Samantha “Sam” Merrick
Word Count: 5,994
By: @k-evans-writes and @ourfinest-hour
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Warnings: Narcissistic parenting, mentions of poverty, manipulation & gaslighting.
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Chris glanced at the small trophies spread out on the table along the front of the high school’s cafeteria, frowning a little as he adjusted them. It was the end-of-the-season team banquet, and while it was earlier in the postseason than Chris knew any of the kids - and himself - had hoped that they’d be doing this, it was still a nice night to celebrate the kids making it to the third round of the playoffs and the entire season as a whole.
Lisa ghosted a hand over the back of his shoulder as she came to a stop next to him, asking, “You ready to start, honey?”
“Almost, we’re just waiting for Riley and Dylan to get here,” Chris told her, glancing towards the open doors one more time, hoping to see them walking in.
“I think he is here, I thought I saw Sam just a minute ago,” Lisa trailed off, turning to look around the large cafeteria. “Oh yeah there they are.”
Chris followed her gaze when he turned around, but when his eyes found Sam and Riley, he saw them standing with an unfamiliar woman. “Hey Ma, who is that with Sammy?” He asked, his eyes remaining on them. It wasn’t like Sam to hang around unfamiliar people - but especially in a setting like this. Chris didn’t recognize the woman from any of the games, practices, or hell - even the diner.
“That’s her mom,” Lisa told him quietly, taking a sip from the water bottle in her hands as she spoke to him.
His brows raised sharply, looking at the woman who barely looked older than himself and Sam. “That’s Susan?”
Lisa nodded, glancing over to him and asking, “Haven’t you met her?”
He shrugged, his eyes still locked on Sam’s back. “I think I really vaguely remember her from when we were kids, but no, I haven’t met her again since coming back,” he recalled, but shrugged again. Sam and Chris were friends in high school, but she had been certainly closer to his younger sister, Shanna, who was the same age as Sam. They’d spent many weekends together as young kids at the Evans home, and from what little he could remember of Susan from then, it wasn’t exactly any glowing or fond memories.
“Hasn’t she come to Riley’s games? Or dropped him off at practice?”
“No, Sammy is the one who always brings him. Then anytime I’ve taken Sam home, her mom is at work,” he shook his head, a scowl on his face when he shrugged. “Honestly, from what I’ve heard about her, I’m not too impressed.”
Lisa sighed, shaking her head and tapping him on the arm as she - a bit vaguely - told him, “There’s a lot more there than you even know.”
She squeezed his arm before she dropped her hand from it, following Chris as they headed over to the Merricks. His eyes flickered around the room, taking in the sight of some of the other parents, or his team’s siblings, everyone dressed up a little for the end of the season celebration. Most of the parents were in dresses or polo shirts, Chris himself in a white polo as well, but noticed how both Sam and Riley looked a little out of place in the crowd.
Riley was wearing a flannel button-up shirt, an unusual choice for the warm late spring day, but knew it was probably the only collared shirt he owned. Meanwhile, his beautiful Sammy - who he knew had come straight from the diner - had her dark hair pulled up into a bun, while a pink, slightly wrinkled cotton shirt covered her torso. The sleeves were rolled up a little to help hide how ill-fitting it was, and the light wash jeans that hugged her legs came to a stop above her ankles, obviously much too short for her long legs and only showing off the pair of beat up mules on her feet, scuffs causing the thin fake leather to be peeling away in spots. It almost physically felt painful to see them looking that way, knowing how self conscious it made Sam and silently reminded himself to find a way to get her to let him start purchasing a few more things for her, wanting to be able to make her smile the way she did in that black dress he bought her that he knew she’d faint if she knew the price tag.
But Chris felt like his breath was taken away when they made it to the group, putting his hand on Sam’s lower back, causing her to turn and shine that dimpled grin at him that he swore was the most gorgeous thing he’d ever seen.
“Hi baby,” he whispered, smiling at her as he leaned in to kiss her cheek, then looked at Riley with a wide grin. “Hey Riley, nice hat! Whoever gave that to you must have great taste.”
He, Lisa, Sam, and Riley all laughed, remembering that the hat was one of the things - along with a few jerseys, signed by the team and Chris, and other memorabilia - that they had brought back from his and Sam’s weekend trip to Boston two weeks prior.
Sam rolled her eyes as Chris’ arm wound around her waist, shaking her head and saying, “And is full of themselves.”
“I can’t help it that I have good taste, baby,” he murmured, Riley and Chris trading smirks before Chris straightened up, looking at Susan politely with a smile. “But I don’t think I’ve gotten a chance to meet who you’re with.”
“Oh sorry, um, Chris this is our mother Susan, and mom this is Chris,” Sam introduced them, a pink-tinge to her freckled covered cheeks. “And you remember Lisa.”
Lisa and Chris greeted Susan warmly before Lisa moved over and hugged both Sam and Riley finally. “Susan, who would have guessed that our kids would end up dating one day? It’s kind of funny isn’t it?” She asked the younger woman, looking between Chris and Sam happily.
Sam’s mother had a nervous look in her eyes and she kept sneaking glances towards Chris, something that was beginning to make him uncomfortable, especially given how close he was already to both of her children. “I certainly never could have seen that coming,” Susan laughed as she snuck another glance - this time far longer. “Although I was hearing from everyone around town that Sam was at all the games to check out the new coach.”
Chris felt Sam tense against him, his arm dropping from her waist as she straightened, giving Susan a bit of a look as she whispered, “Mom.”
She shrugged shamelessly, pursing her lips and saying, “Well I’m just saying it worked out well. I know Riley is becoming a pretty good baseball player and wants to play in college.”
“Yeah he is,” Chris praised, taking a long sip of water. He raised an eyebrow as he looked at the teenager, saying, “Riley, I mentioned your name to a friend of mine and see if he’ll come watch you play next year with your fall team.”
Riley’s eyebrows shot into the air, his face shocked as he asked, “Seriously?!”
Susan beamed with pride, but there was something in her eyes that Chris didn’t like, and from the look on Sam and Lisa’s faces…. They saw it as well. “See, I knew this would work out well!” She practically sang. “I always knew Riley would get to do something exciting.”
Chris tried to think of something to say quickly to change the subject, but was saved by his own mother when she kindly praised Susan herself, saying, “Well you sure do have two very wonderful kids, Susan. We just love them both so much.”
Susan glanced at Sam with a smile, telling the group proudly, “Sam is doing so well too. I don’t know if she told you but she interviewed for a new job as a receptionist and is waiting to hear back.”
Sam’s face was tight as Lisa looked at her curiously, shaking her head and explaining, “I already heard back. I didn’t get it because I don’t have a college degree.”
“Baby, you didn’t tell me you interviewed for another one,” Chris whispered, glancing at her from the side.
But Sam shook her head again, meeting his eyes and telling him, “No, this is the one from like a month ago. I already told you about it.”
And with that, Chris was clued into a little bit of their relationship, realizing that something that had happened so far back was something that Susan still either didn’t know about or didn’t remember. He had figured out that Susan and Sam weren’t close just by the lack of mentions of her, but the fact that they all lived together and yet Sam was basically Riley’s mother stated a lot. But Chris tried not to be judgemental, not knowing the full story and having never heard much from Sam about it.
He tried to keep his face from expressing too much as the group stood there talking for a long moment, noticing how disconnected Susan was from both of her children before she excused herself outside for a cigarette, leaving the close group together. Chris wrapped his arm back around Sam’s shoulders, pulling her close and pressing a soft kiss to the edge of her forehead before he reached over and gently smacked the bill of Riley’s hat, asking him, “Alright dude, it’s probably time to get this show on the road so you can get your award.”
The teenager’s eyebrows raised in surprise as he looked at Chris, asking, “I’m going to get one?”
“Well yeah, I mean, I saw Kayla here so I had to make sure to give you something to impress your girl,” Chris shrugged with a smirk on his face, dodging Riley’s hands as he reached out to smack him lightly.
“Shut up!” Riley groaned, a blush spreading across his cheeks while Chris and Sam laughed.
Sam pulled away from Chris’ arm, nodding her head over to the long cafeteria tables where everyone was beginning to sit down. “C’mon Riley, let’s go get a seat,” she told him.
Chris watched as they walked over to a table, sitting next to both Kayla and Cody - one of his best friends on the team. He slowly moved towards the front, making some rounds with the few remaining families near the drinks table before he finally reached the front, glancing nervously at the expectant eyes on him. These kids had grown to mean the world to him, pulling him from the depths of the worst time in his life while he took on a job he didn’t even want. But now he was dreading going back to Boston in the spring, dreading a year not spent on the high school field helping train these teens nearly every day of the week.
Sam’s eyes trailed Chris as he easily spoke, a grin on his face as he told some stories from the season that would lead into each award. She thought about when she’d first met him when he came to town, remembering what a stuck up asshole he was. She almost felt like this possibly couldn’t be the same man… the one standing up there now with so much tenderness in his eyes as he beamed while telling stories of the teenagers and hugging them when they came up for their award seemed lightyears away from the one who looked down his nose at the small town and constantly had a sour demeanor. When he first came to town, Sam would have laughed in the face of anyone who said one day she’d be in love with him, but when she saw the man he was now, it didn’t surprise her in the slightest.
And as he handed out the awards - giving a few teasing awards to the seniors - before he finally reached Riley’s, giving him the Best Teammate award, she watched as his eyes twinkled when they met Riley’s shocked face. Sam herself was extremely touched at the meaning of the award, knowing that it reflected every bit of responsibility and respect that Riley carried with him daily.
The meaning of the award meant the world to her, feeling like it was a small sign to her that maybe the last in her family wasn’t just another fuck up making nothing of their life, and it showed that maybe she was doing alright.
The ceremony ended soon after that, and as Riley, Chris, and the rest of the players and other coaches gathered for pictures at the front of the cafeteria, Susan made her way to stand next to Sam. “I’m glad you came to see Riley get his trophy. I know it meant a lot to him,” Sam told her quietly, her eyes locked on Riley’s still surprised expression as he stood with his friends.
Susan nodded, her arms crossed as she murmured back, “I hope Riley’s going to be able to go on and play more baseball. I was really hoping that having Chris Evans as the coach would be able to open some doors for him.”
“I guess,” Sam shrugged, her brows furrowing at the implication of her words.
She could see Susan purse her lips out of the corner of her eyes, listening with a frown as her mother slowly said, “I think it’s opening a lot of doors for you too.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I’m just saying that it was smart of you to choose him. He’s certainly not a bad meal ticket,” Susan joked as she laughed quietly, shrugging as Sam met her eyes.
The words brought back their previous discussion - when Susan implied that Sam sleeping with Chris would give them some sense of financial security that they’d been struggling to attain for nearly Sam’s entire life. With a hardened voice, Sam told her mother firmly, “I didn’t choose Chris because he has money.”
“It worked out well for us though,” Susan replied with another shameless shrug, her expression bothering Sam deeply.
With her jaw set, Sam dug in her nearly-destroyed work bag until she found the car keys. “Here,” she told Susan, handing over the keys and not meeting her mother’s eyes when she shifted her attention back to watching Riley, plastering a smile on her face when he shot her a smile and lifted the small trophy up - the shocked expression returning.
“Why are you giving me these?” Susan asked, her hand still outstretched with the keys in it.
“I’m not going home.”
“Oh Sam, don’t get pissed, I was just joking around,” Susan insisted, tilting her head and digging herself a further hole as she said, “Besides, I’m not wrong. I think it was smart of you to be with him and I hope you keep him happy at least until Riley can get a connection with one of those baseball scouts.”
“I already told you once that I never want to hear you talk about Chris like that ever again,” Sam told her in a low voice, turning to look at her. It was a point of contention between them for nearly two months now, Chris’ involvement with Sam being nothing more than an opportunity for that security to Susan. But she neglected to see the growth both Sam and Riley had undergone since getting close with him, the ways he brought out their locked away personalities and made them better. “I’m just done with this right now.”
“You’ve always fucking overreacted. Grow up Samantha, some of it is just reality,” Susan’s voice was nasty as she scoffed, shaking her head.
So many emotions were swirling inside Sam, her cheeks flushed from all the feelings. She tried to swallow them down when Riley came jogging over and let Sam pull him into a tight hug as she told him, “I’m so proud of you, Riley.”
“We both are,” Susan told him, her voice much softer. The only time she spoke that way was around or to Riley directly, and it showed. “I think we should stop on the way home and get some milkshakes to celebrate.”
“Sam, you could get that blackberry one you like, I heard they brought it back,” Riley grinned, loosening the sleeves on his flannel button-up now that the night was done.
She gave him a sad smile, trying to repress her emotions from the conversation with Susan as she told Riley, “I’m going to head over to Chris’ but tomorrow night I’m taking you out for dinner. Anywhere you want to go, okay?”
Riley nodded his head before Sam pulled him into one more big hug, not even being able to look at Susan before the pair headed out the door. All the emotions she was feeling were still right at the surface as she turned away, going to find a secluded corner to wait for Chris and ask if she could wait for him out in his car, but when she did, all of her belongings shifted in her ratty tote bag and made some of her items fall through the poorly sewn hole and spilled out on the floor.
Such a small thing normally didn’t rattle her but with her emotions feeling frazzled already, this just felt like the final straw, making tears gather in her eyes while she kneeled down and tried to grab everything. As she was furiously trying to pick up everything, she saw a hand in her line of sight, causing Sam to look up and see Lisa’s kind face looking back at her. Over the years she had always been a bright spot in Sam’s life. She remembered how kind Lisa had been to her as a child when she’d go over to her house to play with Shanna, and how once she was working in the diner, she’d consistently come for breakfast on Saturday morning, always talking to Sam like a friend rather than just the chick bringing her food. And right now, that kind look on her face that so resembled Chris, felt like a little bit of relief.
“Are you alright, Sammy?” Lisa asked in a tentative voice, something slightly unreadable in her eyes.
“Yeah, yeah, just didn’t sew up that hole well enough I guess,” Sam tried to play it off, shaking her head and dropping her eyes back to the things on the ground, trying to shove them back in the bag.
Lisa nodded, then helped Sam silently before she whispered, “...I overheard the conversation you had with your mom.”
“Lisa, I’m so sorry. I promise that I don’t see Chris that way. I’m not with him because of his money, I swear,” Sam rushed to explain, tears welling up in her eyes as her cheeks heated with a blush.
Lisa shook her head, a hand reaching out to rest on Sam’s arm again as she reassured her, “Oh honey, I know that.”
“I really mean it Lisa, I didn’t purposely choose Chris because he has money, I promise you.”
“Sammy… just seeing how you look at him tells me all I need to know,” Lisa confessed with a small smile, but then a frown appeared. “But my question is still there - Are you alright?”
“I guess,” she whispered with a shrug. “She just makes me so upset sometimes. Then with Chris being in the picture, it only made things worse.”
“It’s okay to be upset with her. I know how much you’ve been through with her.”
“I just feel bad,” Sam admitted, her voice cracking slightly as they both stood up, Sam’s arms coming to cross over her chest. “It’s not like she’s completely horrible… she’s just…”
“I remember.”
She was grateful for Lisa’s nodding, telling her everything she needed to know. Even if Sam wasn’t entirely aware of what had gone on when she was younger, it was becoming clearer to her that Lisa did. “I was really hoping I’d get that receptionist job so I’d have enough money to move into a place with just Riley,” she whispered.
“You know you could ask Chris,” Lisa told her just as quietly, if not dropping her voice more so that people wouldn’t overhear them.
Sam rushed to shake her head, her eyes finding Chris - where he was moving back some tables with another coach. “I can’t do that.”
Lisa looked at her with concerned eyes, obviously seeing the internal battle but struggling with both sides of it herself. “Honey, I’m not encouraging living off of him solely, but he wants to help you two out, he told me that,” she said.
“I just… can’t ask him that,” Sam admitted, tears filling her eyes again and threatening to spill. “I know everyone already thinks I’m just with Chris for the money but if I suddenly am living somewhere else, everyone really is going to think that.”
“But you two know it’s not true and that’s what matters.”
“I just can’t do that.”
“Sammy, I think some of the help you need to ask him for isn’t just money,” Lisa informed her, a hint of that maternal tone in her voice. “I think he needs to know how some of these things make you feel so he can support you.”
She wiped away a stray tear, her voice cracking, “I can’t tell him what my mother said, Lisa. I just can’t do that.”
“Some of the things with your mother he’s already seen, honey. But he won’t overstep unless you ask him to. He loves you and Riley both so much and he’d do anything for you both.”
“....I just don’t know.”
“He’s just stacking chairs now, go over and tell him why you want to go with him tonight,” Lisa gently told her, pointing to where Chris was across the room from them. “I think it’ll mean a lot to him.”
Sam just stood there, her arms still protectively hugging herself as she debated on what to do. All of this was so new to her… and so terrifying. She didn’t know how to go about this but decided to give into Lisa’s prodding and slowly walked across the room, keeping her head down to hide her weepy eyes from the other coaches and a few lingering families. She quietly walked up behind Chris, reaching out to touch his broad back, causing him to turn his head to look at her. Sam hated the way that his blue eyes got a little wider in shock from seeing the tears in her eyes that she was trying to hide while he put an arm around her, pulling her off to the side of the room.
“Baby, what’s going on? What happened?” He asked quickly, eyes traveling over her face in concern.
“I’m- I’m, can I um, go home with you?”
“You know you always can,” he told her quickly before his brows furrowed in confusion. “Didn’t you come with your mom and Riley?”
Some tears escaped as Sam shook her head and admitted to him, “I just can’t go home and be with her tonight.”
“Here’s my car keys. Why don’t you go sit in the car and I’ll be out as quick as I can, okay?” He asked her, digging in his pocket for his key fob and handing it to her. “Is Riley going to be good?”
“Yeah, she just kind of made me upset by what she said,” Sam shrugged, wiping away tears as she took the fob. “Riley’s the favorite so he’ll be fine. She doesn’t ever say shit like that to him.”
“I’ll be out there in just a second, baby,” he whispered, eyes studying her expression. “Sammy… I love you.”
She gave him a tight smile, leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek before she said, “I love you too.”
And with that, she slipped out of the cafeteria and down the short hallway to the doors to the side lot, walking to Chris’ familiar SUV and unlocking the car. She sat down with a huff in his passenger seat, tossing the sweatshirt and hats littering the seat into his backseat before she pinched the bridge of her nose, willing the tears away before Chris came out.
While Susan’s behavior was nothing new - especially over the last weeks since finding out about the relationship between Chris and Sam - it was still…. Unexpected. Sam didn’t have any semblance of hopes and expectations for her relationship with her mother, but the bare minimum goal had always been respect. And while Susan - time and time again - had fallen short of that, she had deliberately tried to provoke Sam by hitting her where it hurt. Her relationship with Chris, Sam’s insecurities about their finances, and fears about Riley’s future.
Sam wiped away the last of her tears just as she saw Chris in the side mirror, making his way to the car. He climbed into the driver’s seat, looking at her with a concerned look that slipped away and hardened once she shook her head at him. They drove silently to Chris’ apartment building, Sam stuck in her head, only recognizing the occasional squeeze of her hand by Chris.
They made it upstairs and into his unit the same as they’d done everything thus far that night - silently and with Chris sneaking glances at Sam - until the door shut behind them. She heard Chris throw his keys onto the console table by the door as she toed off her mules and moved further into the apartment, keeping her eyes away from Chris’. “So what’s going on, Sammy? What happened tonight?”
“It was stupid,” she shook her head, wrapping her arms around herself as she turned to meet his eyes.
His jaw was clenched tightly, his eyes far away as the moon cast shadows through the dim apartment. “Even if it was, it obviously bothered you. So it matters,” he insisted, his voice small.
The absolute last thing that Sam wanted to do was tell Chris any of this. She had lived her life having to stuff down all of her emotions and hide them from others… and honestly from herself. She always had to be strong to be able to push through and keep working hard to provide for their life and to support Riley and talking about, or even dealing with her feelings wasn’t something she really knew how to do. But her brain flickered back to what Lisa had said, about needing to be able to ask for help from Chris and how much some of that would mean to him. When she looked into those blue eyes of his, she knew that as much as it scared her, she wanted to be closer to him, and wanted him to know that she trusted him.
Sam swallowed nervously, sitting on the arm of his sectional and slowly began, “She just said some things about your influence on Riley’s life.”
His brows furrowed in confusion and he was quiet as he came to stand next to the island across from Sam. “Does she not like me being around?”
“Pretty much the opposite,” she admitted with a bitter laugh before she sobered. “She just… she feels like you’re, I don’t know, a good connection for him to be able to go on to play baseball.”
“That’s okay, I mean I kind of am,” Chris shrugged, a sheepish and embarrassed blush settling on his cheeks.
“No you don’t understand, she…” Sam paused, trying to find the words - and the strength - to explain this. “She just didn’t say it in a good way.”
As Chris studied her face, he knew there was more to the story. Although Sam wouldn’t say, he could guess the insinuation that came with it. He wasn’t stupid and had heard some of the talk around town about Sam aiming herself at him to better her life but he had never paid any attention to it, knowing that not a bit of it was true. He almost wanted to laugh at some of the people who talked, wanting to tell them how against him Sam was when he first came to town and rightly so. He certainly hadn’t been sensitive or kind in those moments, only focused on his own unhappiness. But things were so different now, now that he had Sammy. If only those people could know just how much she had changed his life - how she had changed him - and they would be ashamed of the way they talked.
But he had also heard others talk about how her mother had done some of those things in her life, some things that others would see as failures, making it obvious that she would then assume Sam would do the same. He knew Sam’s upbringing and relationship with her mother hadn’t been easy, that much was obvious in the fact that Sam is the one who was more a parent to Riley than Susan was, and even sometimes a parent to Susan, but judging by the comments that his mother had made to him recently, he was starting to see there must have been a lot more than he even knew about.
“Baby, you know that I don’t believe a word of any of that, don’t you?” He breathed, pushing his hip off the counter to move to sit next to her on the couch.
“Yeah…”
He nodded, a hand reaching out to grasp her own. “And you know that you can always come here if you need some space.”
“I just don’t want to leave Riley on his own,” Sam admitted with a shake of her head. “Our mom doesn’t treat him badly or anything like that, she’s just… checked out.”
“Well you know Riley is always welcome here too. I have that guest room he could always use,” Chris spoke, nodding his head towards the open doorway leading to the rarely-used guest room. It was rare that someone came to visit Chris, given that Lisa lived mere minutes away with a whole house. The last time someone had used it was early in the spring, when Chris’ younger brother came back home for a weekend to cheer Chris up. “Tomorrow I’ll go get another key made that he can have so he can come over anytime he wants.”
Sam’s eyes were wide, tears threatening to fill them again as they searched his face. “I just don’t feel like I deserve you,” she breathed, her voice cracking emotionally.
“There’s nothing that could be farther from the truth.”
“I just feel that way though,” she shrugged, her face breaking.
“Sammy, do you want to know what I was thinking today when I handed Riley that best teammate award?” He asked, pausing with raised brows. “All I could think of was you and how you’ve helped Riley become the incredible, selfless and caring person he is.”
Sam nodded, swallowing as a flash of pride appeared. “I was really proud of him. It made me feel good that at least one of the Merricks aren’t just another piece of trailer trash,” she whispered, a hand reaching up to wipe at her eyes.
He breathed in quickly as a flash of anger went through him at her words. “Samantha, I never want to hear you fuckin’ say that again,” he breathed quietly, his face hardened. “I’m serious. Don’t ever say that again.”
“I’m not wrong though.”
“Yes you are,” he repeated, his voice raising a little. “Sammy, I’m not even going to argue with you because it’s just so ridiculous. You’re the furthest thing from it, even if it did exist. Where you grew up or how much money you have has nothing to do with who you are. I was an asshole even with a stable childhood and money.”
She huffed out a laugh, a slight smile appearing on her face as she shrugged, “Yeah you kind of were.”
“Okay you weren’t supposed to agree that quickly!” Chris laughed, wrapping an arm around her shoulders to pull her down enough that he could kiss the top of her head a couple of times. She eventually slid off of the arm of the couch and onto his lap, turning into him and pressing her face into the side of his neck with a sigh. His hand drifted up and down her arm above the pink long-sleeved shirt, the pair quiet for several long moments before Chris whispered to her, “But I mean it Sam, you’re the most selfless and incredible person I know and I just… I couldn’t love you more.”
Her hand drifted up and into his hair, gently pushing his head down as they met each other's lips over and over slowly. Before long, he let out a loud yawn, Sam laughing as she gently suggested they call it a night. They got ready for bed side by side in his bathroom then climbed into bed together, instantly rolling into the center of the bed and wrapping themselves around each other, Chris’ face pressed into the bare skin of her shoulder that his oversized tee-shirt exposed.
“Baby, there’s something I’ve been wanting to bring up and I want you to hear me out before immediately saying no,” he whispered, his fingers tapping on her hip underneath his shirt.
She turned her head from where it was tucked into his chest, looking up at him with a wary expression. “Uh oh, this isn’t starting very well…”
“I want to give you one of my credit cards,” he rushed, but squeezed her hip when she tried to interrupt, quickly trying to explain himself. “Don’t say no. I know how you feel and I respect that, but I want you to have one incase of emergencies.”
Her face was conflicted, a series of unreadable expressions crossing it one after the other before she finally said, “I don’t know that I feel comfortable with that.”
“Well I don’t feel comfortable knowing that your car could break down or you could run out of gas or things like that and you not having a way to get yourself out of that situation,” Chris tried to reason, watching as Sam looked down with pursed lips. “Please baby, just take it if only for my peace of mind, okay? Just leave it in the back of your wallet in case something comes up.”
She hesitated, her cheeks tinted with a blush before she finally replied, “...Okay.”
He smiled, feeling a weight lift off of his shoulders at her finally agreeing to this. It showed the immense growth she underwent since mere weeks ago - when the prospect of Chris buying her a few shirts and a dress almost caused World War III. “Can I ask if I can give one to Riley too or is that pushing my luck?” Chris asked, raising his eyebrows with a smirk.
Sam huffed out a laugh, shaking her head before she tucked it back onto his chest. “I have a feeling if you give one to him you’ll see some dates with Kayla put on it.”
Chris’ loud laughter rang through the bedroom, Sam feeling so much lighter than she had an hour ago. While she still hadn’t told Chris the worst of what Susan had said - and she knew he was suspicious of what she neglected to tell him - but the gist was out there, and it was nasty enough that she could spare him Susan’s missteps from that night. But time and time again, he continued to prove to her that he was a steady rock, not a one-time fling or a warm body to be next to until he returned to Boston in the spring. Lisa’s words rang through her mind as she fell asleep, knowing she had the support she’d craved for her twenty-eight years right there beside her.
A/N: ..... we're so sorry. But we had to do it. You will certainly learn more about Sam's past in the next chapter, but we hope this chapter was enough for now! We're looking forward to hearing your thoughts!
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