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totality pics from today 🌚🌞
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BABYGIRL WERE SO BACK!!!!!!!
finally got payed so imma be playing! Lifeblogging under #saf rambles to not overspam the aa tag
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goin to see chicago tonight with some friends and got dressed up for the first time in forever ✨
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i got board-certified btw. not putting it in bio for Fear but i am now a board-certified music therapist
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mmmm im so full from lovely
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I'm having an anxiety day. I'm pretty sure I've just hit my coffee tolerance level and its making me feel like a full body case of restless legs. There are things I want to do and should do but I feel too shaky to move about but also too antsy to sit still.
This is not at all a depressed or sad post. I don't mean it that way, I just physically feel anxious for no reason and its making me physically feel bad. I'd rather have a headache. To be fair, recently my diet has consisted of primarily coffee and cereal and thats probably the reason I feel this way. I did go to the grocery store earlier but nothing sounded good. I'm hungry, and I don't know what to eat. Working a 7-7 job essentially as well is killing my appetite as well. Because I don't feel like cooking when I get home. The past 2 jobs over the past however many years, usually I've been home by about 4pm. This schedule is just not jiving with my stomach.
I'm also struggling a bit with keeping up with all the twitter replica websites. I just can't find it in me to upload. I feel like its annoying to copy and paste my thoughts on each website.
My inner obsessive-self has redirected its obsession to reading so I'm finding it hard to stay focused on art internet because I'd rather be reading. Although today, I'd really like to read but its like a strong case of ADHD is just not letting me focus.
Ive been enjoying uploading to youtube but again, it doesn't look like I'm going to be successful this weekend. I did manage to draw half an image I actually kind of like and I was going to paint but thats why I'm here on tumblr. I cant get my body to chill. Calm down girl, you got stuff you want to do. Music is annoying me, the tv is annoying me, I'm overstimulated in this moment. Thats the sad thing too, I have tv shows/movies I want to watch. I went to the gym already and I've sat in the bathtub and took a bubble bath.
This is actually kind of one of those days I wish I was at work because it lets me blow off steam but at the same time I really just want to read and paint and my brain wont let me.
#illustration#sketchbook#watercolors#traditionalart#animalart#mixedmedia#realmedia#artblog#drawing#sketch#artistblog#lifeblog
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Not me almost crying this morning because I can actually sort of brush my teeth now because of an item my new dentist suggested I’m-
#personal blog#lifeblog#it changes EVERYTHING#finally a texture that doesnt make me hit my head on the wall#plus its kinda shaped like a lollypop so i can gnaw on it!!!!#dental#dental hygine#uwaaaaa this is so helpfulll
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my friend kept making this stupid joke and it was so not funny to me and it made me so mad but i couldnt tell him so i drew this image in instagram stories but then i went to the farmers market and bought a basket of peaches and i ate three in succession potentially four now and so added a peach and now there is a peach
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'ok i'm gonna draw the halloween thing' vs opening clip to the dunmeshi chapter cover i set aside to redraw .
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some unedited pictures of september/october of 2022
a time of growing, changing, and taking lots and lots of pictures. i would label this time in life as falling in love with myself truly- and in the way of learning how to better be the very best i can be for myself. i was struggling a lot, an incredibly large amount, and largely i kept it completely to myself. i didn’t want it to deter me from the larger journey i saw myself on. i tried really hard to imagine myself in a life i would have dreamt of living. 19 and alive and loud. i tried to summon up my time with elizabeth in the basement as a sort of coming of age opportunity. things were beautiful, in a way they felt beautiful and in a way it felt like i was finally learning what it meant for me to be happy.
it’s funny now because i feel very little attachment to this version of myself— this idk thwarted pseudonym of sorts, it was truly a time of growth and surviving. i can breathe now, and it feels nice to recount it like it was a distant memory or something. it makes me feel like i’m farther away from that pain. and in a lot of ways i am. i do love the pictures, though. i’m glad to have them
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ren faire with some pals today 🥲🥰💕
#lifeblog#also that fifth pic is me with yoimiya va i recognized her when she came to stand under the same tree as me and my friends 🤣#she introduced me to paimon and qiqi va she was so so lovely#anyway i reached my final form today i was absolutely in my element#cant believe ive never gone before i had so much fun
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what’s good
#i got rear ended a couple weeks ago and have a concussion and whiplash#and then my replacement rental car broke down on the freeway in rush hour traffic which was sick#my car may be totaled which means that’ll be my … counts on fingers… 6th car i’ll have driven since september#counting borrowed family members’ cars while my old-old car was being worked on#bc yeah my beloved car died so then i got the one which is probably totaled#it’s been A Time for sure#abyway i slept for like 36 of the last 48 hours and i do feel better somewhat.#lifeblog#what’s new with you guys
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LIVING IN THE MOMENT
One of the most memorable episodes of my school life was when I reached senior high school. My first day at school was such a day. It was the month of August 2022. I was the 16 years old. And I am still 16 years old right now. My family decided that I should enroll in face-to-face classes rather than an online class so I could interact with and communicate with other people instead of always staying at home.
After I finished enrolling myself, I waited for a few days for an announcement about which class I belonged to. A few days later, school starts. I felt nervous and could not think of anything else.
School is both stressful and fun. Almost everyone in this world has been or will go to school at some point in their lives.
One of the funniest episodes in my school life was when our teacher in practical research 1 asked us to introduced ourselves and choose one object that could describe ourselves. After my other classmates introduced themselves, it was one of our friend’s turns. She introduced herself and told the teacher that the object she chose to describe herself is a sunflower. And when our teacher asked for a reason why she liked sunflowers, she just answered that she just liked them.
One of the most dramatic episodes in my school life was when my classmate in 7th grade had an argument. It was really a heated argument, and they kept shouting at each other to the point that my other classmates needed to stop them. A few minutes later, they got exhausted from shouting but still didn’t stop arguing. And one of my classmates told my other classmates to stop them or they might faint. After my classmate said the word “faint”. My classmate, who is having argument, pretends to faint. I can say that he is pretending because when my other classmates pursued my other classmates to call a teacher, He stood up, like he didn’t pretend to faint.
One of the happiest episodes of my school life was the first time I heard her laugh. And when she moved into our class in the second semester, I was shocked. One of my best friends knows that I have a crush on her and keep teasing me about it. And the more they teased me, the more I fell in love with her. And I really like it when she calls me by my nickname.
One the saddest moments in my academic career was when she started distancing herself from me because I think she knows about the feelings I harbor for her. But I’m still thankful that she didn’t completely distance herself from me. But I’m still sad because she views me differently now. Before, we could go home together and play together, but now we hardly greet each other. And I can only see her properly every time she plays volleyball. Because she will never know that I am watching. Because I’m only watching her from far.
And also, one of the happiest moments in my academic career is when I am with my friends, or when I and my friends go to a lot of different place after school. I am really grateful to have met them and to have them as my friends.
The most annoying thing that happened to me in my school life was when someone touched my phone without permission and had the audacity to put a password on it. And every time I remember, or someone reminds me about what happened to my phone, I always hope that the person who put the password on it stumbles. And also, one of the most annoying things that happened was when we practiced our molecular dance. Because our choreographer is expecting too much from us and thinks that we could master the dance steps right away after they teach them to us. And letting us practice under the scorching heat of the sun and giving us a ridiculous reason that it can energize us, but instead I end up getting sick and can’t get up from bed for almost two days.
One of the most memorable episodes in my school life was when I was in 8th grade. I was not expecting that I would be ok at my section because I am a returnee.
I was not expecting to be happy and comfortable with the people around me. They are so friendly. I remember the second day of my school year when one of my classmates approached me, he asked my name, and told me that I was so funny yesterday. Then he asked me to join them at the back, and that day was so funny and memorable to me because I did an unexpected thing. We have our subject teacher telling to us what we need to bring or what book we need to buy for her subject, and me and my classmates got bored and had nothing to do, so I start the unexpected thing that I was talking about earlier so I licked my new school shoes because I cleaned them and wiped it using baby wipes and alcohol. then one of our classmates saw me licking my shoes, and she called other classmates to see what I was doing, and they started to laugh and make fun of me.
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I never uploaded here, the other week I uploaded this. Some weeks ago, Grabie reached out to me and sent me some of their art products to review. Which was super cool. I am so thankful that so many companies have found me to let me try stuff. Lord knows I dont have a big following, I just really enjoy hoarding art supplies. It is just like the coolest thing ever this day and age to receive stuff like that via the internet. My hobbyist self is so thankful.
I just haven't felt like turning the internet on recently. I skipped this last week uploading to youtube and part of that was I just didn't feel like it but the other part was I worked a lot these past 2 weeks even though I put my foot down and said I wouldn't pick up extra anymore..I did end up picking up extra. Also, I had to do some boring adult chores and phone calls all that just takes so much time and effort.
I had to take my dog to the vet for her annual stuff last week and I would have rather have gone to the dentist for myself twice than do that again lol. I liked my old vet before we moved and I didn't jive with this place. Then on the way home my car started giving me funky warnings. So I had to take it to the shop. They told me a lot needed to be fixed which was already a fortune on top of paying for the dogs stuff. This is annoying but murphy's law states that if your spouse is gone for work, everything breaks. So I was already waiting for things to break and already had money set aside for when these events finally occur. So I had to spend half my day at this car place because I'm alone and have nobody to chauffeur me around. That zaps your energy.
My blessed coworkers were super sweet though when I told them about my car ordeal. They demanded to see my receipts and car (like they were physically at my car after work) and told me to never spend money like this without referring to them first because I probably got ripped off and they were concerned about my gullible-ness and lack of car education. I actually thought this was a really nice gesture. I didn't know that I could use coworkers as this sort of reference and I probably still wont. But nice people.
we had an accreditation survey at work. And I'm overly loud and oversharing of all things. They probably should have locked me away somewhere. I don't know why they allowed me on the premises during this survey or why I've grown this way as I've gotten older. The place I work is pretty sketch as it is.
Also got a concerning phone call from my spouse about a health incident re my MIL and I thought I was going to have to drive to Arizona for a minute. Everything is fine I think.
otherwise I just work, run home and turn on Disney Dreamlight Valley. Its kinda sad. I'm kinda tired. I have a terrible headcold too. I had to sleep last night with a paper towel tied to my face because face juice just kept leaking out uncontrollably.
#sketchbook#illustration#sketch#drawing#traditionalart#realmedia#watercolors#mixedmedia#animalart#grabie#grabiewatercolors#tiger#whitetiger#animalillustration#butterfly#artblog#artistblog#lifeblog
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