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quona · 6 months

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Every time I draw a Crowley.

#good omemes #crowley #good omens fanart #gomens #anthony j crowley #good omens memes #good omens #lies i tell myself #I'm not even using references of David's face #Everytime I draw Aziraphale without refs he turns out like the spitting image of Paul Newman #explain that shit to me

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urgrossdaughter · 30 days

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the pussy is better when her parents didnt love her enough and i wont elaborate on that

#lies i tell myself

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tobytheeggo · 4 months

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I WILL work on my fanfics today.

I WILL complete it.

#lies i tell myself #manifesting this damn document </3

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heartofspells · 2 years

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The dialogue came and it exploded, @impishtubist. Have fun!

"What he has a right to do is go to school and be a child, something he's not had," snaps Molly in return, glaring back at Sirius. "As his godfather, the one tasked with being responsible for him, I'd think you of all people would want to protect him most."

"I do want to protect him!" shouts Sirius, standing from his seat again, and Remus can tell he's too far gone now for control. "How do you think he's meant to protect himself when no one else is around to do it if he's kept in the dark? You can't keep coddling him. He deserves more than that. He's proven himself."

"Proven himself!" cries Molly. Beside her, Arthur is beginning to look incredibly wary, matching the others' expressions in near mirror images. "You're right, he has proven himself, but that doesn't mean he should be thrown to the lions."

"Snakes," hisses out Sirius, glowering at her, "and that's not what's happening here!"

"That is exactly what's happening! You're loading his head full with these things and then he'll go off as he does and one day he'll not come back. Is that what you want? I highly doubt it, so why are you encouraging it?"

Sirius plants his hands palms down on the tabletop, leaning forward like an ominous, towering statue. "You are not his mother. You have no say in any of this."

"And you are not his father!" shrieks Molly. "You aren't James, Sirius! You are nowhere close and you never will be! Do you think James would have ever endangered Harry the way you are?"

Sirius flinches at that, a barely noticeable motion that Remus sees for what it is. He watches as Sirius' face shifts and contorts, as he grapples with himself, biting his tongue, jaw clenching, chest heaving. When he speaks again, his voice is low, a flat sound invading the air around them, only enough emotion remaining to hear it vibrating just beneath the surface.

"Do not ever speak to me about James," he says. "You know nothing about him, nothing that matters. If anyone left in this bloody, fucked up world we live in knows what he would have wanted most, it's me. You don't get to question that."

Molly opens her mouth to retort, to speak against his words, but Sirius is spinning on his heel and storming up the stairs before her tongue can form them properly. They all sit in silence, Molly fuming at the end of the table where she stands, glaring at the vacant door where Sirius had disappeared.

"He is a menace," she utters, nose twisting. "Maybe if he drank himself into a stupor less – "

"Respectfully, Molly," interjects Remus as he stands, barely keeping the snarl from his tone, "be quiet."

"Remus!"

Remus only shakes his head as he follows his friend from the room. It doesn't take him long to find the other, knowing his patterns well now. Sirius is in the drawing room, glaring at the burned bits of the sprawling tapestry lining the wall. His brooding grey eyes are fixed on his own place upon it, shoulders tense and taut, like a string pulled too tight, ready to snap at the slightest pressure. Remus says nothing, stepping up beside him quietly, his movements cautious but fluid, arm brushing arm faintly as he settles. It would comfortable except it's not.

"What did I do to her?" mutters Sirius after several silent minutes of them simply breathing together, gazes raking the tapestry. "From the second she stepped foot in this place, she's had her claws raised, ready to sink them into my chest. Is it Azkaban? Distrust? Just me?"

Remus sighs and relaxes a little, dropping his hands into his pockets, his own shoulders slumping. Their arms brush again, and Sirius seems to follow along, some of his stiffness retreating, back losing half of its rigidness, spine curving a bit.

"You scare her," says Remus, not looking at his friend, though he can feel Sirius' eyes burning into the side of his face. "She loves Harry."

#lies i tell myself #wolfstar #sirius black #remus lupin #harry potter #snippet #my writing #holli writes #brain go bye bye now

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adhd-merlin · 3 months

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I'd be writing so much if I didn't have to work or interact with any human being or ever complete any basic daily task

#lies i tell myself

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killherfreakout · 27 days

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i would not have any problems if i moved far far away

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autumatically · 8 months

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don't obsess over analytics.

#lies i tell myself

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flowersforfrancis · 11 months

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In a minute?

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urgrossdaughter · 3 months

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if he doesn't make u wanna kys its not real love sorry

#lies i tell myself #joke

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bilbopaggins · 2 years

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#lies i tell myself #more lies #still waiting #lol true #lol my life #when will it end #lol

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dragoninabirdcage · 1 month

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Okay when you think about it because I covered two people’s shifts on Saturday I have money that I wouldn’t otherwise have so it doesn’t matter that just horribly cracked my phone because i can just use that extra money to pay for repairs, therefore making it basically free.

#lies i tell myself #i guess this is girl math

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heartofspells · 2 years

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"What's wrong with your face?"

"Nothing. Hip hurts. Another wonderful side effect." Sirius glances at Remus, seeing the faint scowl on his friend's face. "Don't look at me like that. You try spending a third of you life sitting on a stone floor surrounded by damp and rot and tell me how you fair afterwards."

Remus makes a deprecating noise, a wet sound released from the back of his throat, and Sirius glares. "Try spending nearly your entire life as a werewolf and tell me how your hip and joints feel then," he remarks, words mostly light but his tone almost scathing, no longer looking at Sirius.

Sirius falters in his outrage and spite, feeling as though he's suddenly fumbling through the darkness. He wants to kick himself, but his fucking hip won't cooperate enough to do it even if he were to try.

"Right," he mutters, gaze flickering away from Remus and then back briefly. "Sorry."

#sirius is an ass #and i'm not saying this is from the falling in love in their 30s wolfstar #but i'm also not NOT saying that either #(also it has an official title now)#lies i tell myself #wolfstar #sirius black #remus lupin #snippet #my writing #holli writes

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caterpillarinacave · 1 month

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*looking at something that’s definitely not good* That’s probably good.

#Lies I tell myself #I’m trying very hard okay

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harspud · 2 months

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man i did not draw today. maybe thats ok since i had such bad day yesterday.

#>sluggy personal #lies i tell myself #i forgot my night time meds last night and i FEEL IT

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noxhiemiscaliginisque · 4 months

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i love the way i force my boulder buddy to properly warmup before a session but when i do handstands in my room i am like "i only have to warm up hands and shoulders a bit cause ill stop after two minutes im not working out"

#lies i tell myself #bouldering #handstand #nox has thoughts

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jacuzziwaters · 5 months

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I may be depressed but I have yet to reach my post limit in months so I can't be that bad off yet.

#lies i tell myself #to keep me going #jay's attempts at communicating

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