Notes for A Matter of Duty - Chapter 14 - A factor in the equation
"Congratulations, my lord?" Caution and confusion turned Thoma's regards into something hesitant.
"Unfortunately, no. Provisional Commissioner is no victory."
Ayato let him think that through. He watched closely as Thoma's hands worked over the displayed ceremonial kimono, as Thoma bent (stiff, decidedly stiff) to untie it from the display rack, as Thoma folded it carefully over an arm (and was that arm trembling?). He noted the tightness in Thoma's jaw, clenching before each bending movement, releasing in the aftermath.
He noted, too, the moment that Thoma put the pieces together, the implications of another provisional year. The need for more favors. Further deals. Higher costs.
I see, Ayato thought distantly, as Thoma's lips paled almost to blue. Perhaps it is too much for him.
We're almost to the "comfort" part of the hurt/comfort, I promise~
Thanks as always to PancakeBeast for beta reading! And my gratitude as well to the Hidden Akasha Records discord.
Notes and references:
The neuroscience of sub drop
Neurochemicals in BDSM (including pain physiology, subspace, endorphins)
BDSMwiki on scene drop (for both doms and subs)
The complete BDSM aftercare guide: Thoma didn't really get aftercare. Here's a discussion of drop and examples of aftercare.
A chronological record of the Edo period diet: Because the Inazuma recipes in game can't be everything people eat in Inazuma.
Gobei is probably using a kiridashi knife.
Ayato's issues with eating when stressed is based off of a whole bunch of people in my life. It might be sensory processing related, it might be disordered eating related to stress and a need for control, it might just be a chronic stress-related appetite issue, who knows.
Ayato's ceremonial clothing would be some variety of sokutai. Were aristocrats assisted in getting dressed? I couldn't actually find an answer to this so I made it up. Seems like it'd be helpful with the really formal sokutai though.
Summary of the fic itself with content warnings, tags, etc so you can decide if you want to read it or not before you click on the link.
A Matter of Duty https://archiveofourown.org/works/47604337?view_full_work=true
A year after the death of Ayato and Ayaka's parents, the clan succession is contested from within and without. Kamisato Ayato will do anything—anything—to ensure the safety of his family and the stability of his clan.
But powerful supporters come at an unimaginable price. When Ayato's own sacrifices aren't enough, he is forced to involve Thoma in a web of intrigue and exploitation that will push them to the breaking points of their bodies, their minds, and their very hearts.
or: Kushiel's Dart meets Genshin Impact in a quick-scorch-to-slow-burn romantic drama of court intrigue, sexual politics, and sacrifice.
Note: Mind the tags. More specific content warnings will be given at the beginning of each chapter, and the story tags will be updated as needed. All characters in sex scenes are adults.
Rating: Explicit. It's porn with plot. Porn as a vehicle for plot, or plot as a vehicle for porn, you can interpret it either way. (I prefer: porn and plot as a vehicle for ~feels~)
Tags that I'm not actually turning into tags here, but it gives you an idea of what you're in for: Kamisato Ayato/Thoma (Genshin Impact), dubious consent but not between Ayato and Thoma, slow burn, sex ed, first time, self-sacrifice, humiliation, exhibitionism, oral sex, anal sex, bdsm, bad bdsm etiquette, rough sex, breath play, impact play, bondage, service kink, abuse, sadism, codependency, shame, guilt, jealousy, possessiveness, trauma, ptsd, dissociation, political sex work, or sex work for political maneuvering, or political survival sex work if that’s a thing, exploitation, blackmail, political machinations, political intrigue, no aftercare, maybe someday some aftercare, hurt/comfort, mostly hurt for a long time but eventually comfort, oblivious disaster gays, for such socially savvy people they are terrible at personal relationships, dominant Ayato, submissive Thoma, top Ayato, bottom Thoma, Ayato is incredibly parentified, Thoma has no sense of self-preservation, self-sacrifice isn't a contest but don't tell Ayato and Thoma that, it's like the snipe-the-check game at restaurants but with sex and politics, Kushiel's Impact, no really this was in my drafts for the longest time as Kusheline Thomato Fic, everyone's an adult in this timeline except Ayaka, she gets protected at all costs, original characters out of necessity, finding appropriate existing Inazuma npcs for some of these roles was impossible
Full fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47604337?view_full_work=true
Chapter 14 - A factor in the equation: "But human desire will always be a factor in the equation. This is not the first situation of its kind, nor will it be the last." The aftermath and fallout of Thoma's insatiable, prying curiosity.
Chapter contains: sub drop, bdsm scene drop, insecurity/rejection sensitivity/social anxiety, inadequate self-care, not-quite-suicidal-ideation but it has the same flavor, hints of disordered eating, invasion of privacy, dissociation
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A friend of mine is also training to become a Luthier and I want to surprise her with some tools. Do you have any recommendations for places I should shop or specific things I should get?
omg u might be a saint 🫢🫢🫢 try metropolitan music co.! they’ve got a good price range with lots of useful things, depending on what your budget looks like. i would peruse the site and maybe ask your friend what tools they actually need/use most, depending on if they do more repair or making or setup, and the range of instruments they work on. here are some possibilities in a range of prices that should be pretty safe/versatile:
CLAMPS. we love clamps.
i can’t vouch for this steel, but it’s always nice to have extra scraper stock. there’s a $12 set and a larger set for $42
depending on how much setup work your friend is doing, the multifunction bridge templates and string height gauge set might be useful, those are all around $12 for each
sound post setters, retrievers, and gauges can be good, but you really only need one.. those are in the $15-$30 range
the old wood italian golden ground is a good option for oxidizer, it’s $80 for the set. really beautiful and traditional ground
the kiridashi knives are quite nice quality, those range in price from $50-$65 depending on size
im not sure if your friend uses finger planes much, but if they’re missing a size in the collection, that might be an option as well. those are around $65-$100 a piece depending on the size, but the replacement blades and tooth blade replacements are $25
hope this helps, lmk how it goes!!
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