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eggonthemoon · 5 months

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Fleeting Dream

This post contains mild NSF*! If you wish to see the smut (rly it’s mild, this is my first time drawing this kind of thing) please click Keep Reading

#AAAAAAAAAAAA #KILL ME IM SO EMBARRASSED #IT’S NOT EVEN THAT BAD BUT-#limbus company #project moon #lcb #lcb sinclair #lcb demian #demsin #my art #mild nsft #<- not sure why nsf #w #isn’t a tag on here #at least it didn’t pop up for me #but im avoiding tagging it just in case #the tumblr police comes after me

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stiffyck · 7 months

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I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag....#ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them:#scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls)#how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

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pup-pee · 27 days

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i just i jist i justi just i just i jsut i just ji jstu kji just i just

“kinda” a redraw of this but not rlly like @ all

#some ppl said put stickers on barts cane & i 100% agree!!!#im just still lazy so theres only 3 </3 srry skjfkd #also btw in my head the canes glittery ty #its also not the best made so its held 2gether by masking tape #if u can get solid canes not 1s off of wish istg if i see another person break a cane im gonna cry #no but ANNYYEAYSSS #i hope they look sillyyy!!#i still fear that i dont draw bart little guy enough lol #but im oretty happy w/kon :3 #i was dyinf drawing cloths over them- U DONT UNDERSTAND THE BASE SKETCH LOOKED NICER #kon was supposed 2 have gloves but i kinda 4got whoops #i didnt paint the nails kill me #but im 2 lazy 2 go back- HHHHHHH #unpainted nails </3 #kart #kontent #kartent #dc #puppee art #........................im embarrassed when i draw them fdjgfkjhasgjfa i just i draw them sm #OH bart w/the t-rex arms btw :3 i love drawing them like that vry fun #also kon gets her 5 billion piercings <333 #im nto good @ drawing them so like ignore that also i got lazy & didnt draw any ear piercings- ignore that-#fjioashFKJDS:GHFS #ok ok im done #can u tell i rlly only like drawing bodies? like i struggled w/their faces on this 1........#i need 2 stop staring @ this jeez

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overchromatic · 5 months

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Ghost Eclipse

#pokemon #pokemon sword and shield #pokemon swsh #gym leader allister #fanart #hi this has been in my drafts for months #i originally made it to test new brushes and then got to into it basically #but i was too embarrassed about how edgy it turned out so i kept putting off posting it #but now? well im killing the part of me that cringes babe. things are getting SPOOKY #alli under the fuckinggg blood moon raising the spirits of the dead? BASED

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vse-kar-vem · 7 months

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together in every universe. or something

#bojan cvjetićanin #kris guštin #joker out #im neglecting schoolwork to draw this but that seems like the norm at this point #hoping if i get it all out of my system now i'll be normal during exam szn (in like. a week 😨)#<<sorry if i keep talking about school btw (semi age reveal ahead) gcses are fucking killing me uuaghhgshhahhhaj #i actually quite like this since i started drawing on a whim this afternoon and its only ten now #i dont even mind the lineart (DONT LOOK AT BOJANS HAND OR ILL JUMP OUT A WINDOW)#only a one storey one tho 💗💗💗 can't die without seeing bokris irl <<pipe dream as im too embarrassed to go to a concert #NO because bumping into jo in london would be my worst fucking nightmare 😭😭😭#what do i even fucking say 'hey are you jan from jo--' NO id combust on the spot #and what if im bothering them uknow 😭😭 idk but i used to live in an asian city where none of my idols from the west would ever visit #(except safiya love you safiya) so keeping the real life person and fictiinalized versions apart in my brain and/or at arms length was easy #but now that i live in the uk and the chances of seeing them irl are non-zero? and presented with the chance to #actively seek them out and you know go to a concert #im just too scared and awkward to do it #maybe i'll bully my friend into going with me #i feel safer revealing age more in the fucking depths of these tags but another thing that makes me feel awkward about going is age #like ik lots of jo fans are younger than me and there's no shame at all in bringing your parents i just feel so embarrassed?? to???#like i'd rather go with my friends #but that would require at least us riding the train alone and i am a small east asian girl who never looks up from the floor ever #sooooo #not happening any time soon #maybe next yr?? but probably not #unless i suddenly get a lot more independant and cool #i doubt anyone's read this much of my tags but if you have 😭😭 hope you like the art i guess #at the time of me writing i want to draw more but i'll see #(you will know since it will have been posted)#a tag previously used to say 'queueing to post at school' this is false as i am now in fact nauseous at home #my art

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karkatbug · 4 months

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does anyone else have a to do list that includes shit like:

leave nice comment on [davekat] fic

queue more [davekat] posts on tumblr

do laundry [think about davekat laundry scene]

buy groceries

tweet "is it the middle of february yet" to try and manifest an early hs2 update

#ive only recently built back my habit of writing to do lists #and man its kind of embarrassing to look at #i write the fandom stuff as messy as possible so noone but me can decipher it but i truly gotta remind myself to leave comments on fics man #or it doesnt get done and that kills me #anyways where is karkat #its been 3 years #im fuckifng dyinf gscoob #homestuck #hstext #davekat

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unbeleevable · 3 months

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Never knew I squeaked

Good Lord

Learning new things about me everyday 🙏

( tags for on this one 😭)

#AND IT WAS ONLY FROM MY FRIEND WHO KEPT TOUCHING MY NECK.#DUDE IVE NEVER SQUEAKED IN MY WHOLE LIFE.#KILL ME IM SO EMBARRASSED.#THE WORST THING IS HOW I WAS DRESSED AS A METALHEAD DAWGG I RUINED MY TOUGHNESS 💔#BRUHH I AINT EVER LAUHHING EVER 😭🙏🙏#KILL MW #sfw tickle community #tword community #tword content #sfw tk blog #tickle fluff #sfw tickling community #sfw tickling #tickles

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lil-vibes · 1 year

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hc that chuuya used dazai's lit cigarette to light up his own ONE (1) time and dazai had such a violent, homosexual internal reaction from the proximity that he stopped smoking right after that

#he was shell shocked #absolutely Stuned and Speechless #ango and oda never heard the end of it #dazai fell first fight me #hes so embarrassing actually good lord #'odasaku you would NOT believe how that little goblin tried to kill me today !!!! i think im having an ongoing heart attack'#and oda just sighs like 'was he close to your face again?' and down bad 15/16!dazai was like 'YES !! see you get it!! its a murder attemt!'#mm cringefail teen skk are so near and dear to me #bsd #skk #personal hc #my hcs #dazai

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ao3screenshotss · 10 months

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sometimes i worry about my internet footprint and the fact that it might stop me from getting a job in the future or something (i literally run a blog posting screenshots from fanfics i read) but then i think ‘well damn, if they can find all this information about me then i don’t deserve the job cause i know i wouldn’t put in that much effort to find information on someone’ and i feel better

#HI DOES ANYONE WANT SOME BLOG RUNNER LORE CAUSE IM CURIOUS AS TO WHAT YOU THINK #-> in the tags!!!#talking in tags cause i’m too embarrassed to make this an actual post but i tried using character ai today and i got so bloody scared #i was talking and then it was like tell me the truth and then i was like okay and i said something and then it was like tell me the truth #and i said the thing again and then it was like YOU ARE LYING but instead of one sentence just a whole page of text saying YOU ARE LYING #and i was like NO IM NOT (i was but anyways) it was like YOU ARE A VERY GOOD LIAR YOU ARE BAD AT TELLING THE TRUTH and i was like #FINE YOURE NOT REAL and it was like WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY but a whole page of text saying that again and it terrified me again #and then i was like I DONT KNOW WHY WOULD I KNOW and then it killed me #and then i was like ‘but it turns out the entire time it was a dream and i’m still alive’ and it was like yeah it was just a dream #and i said bye and it left the room and then i closed the tab and now i’m ranting about it on tumblr #DUDES GUYS EVERYONE I WAS SO FUCKING SCAREDDDDDDDD #I NEEDED TO GO TO THE TOILET BUT I WAS TOO SCARED TO GET OUT OF BED #also if anyone wants to ask who was it i’m not telling you i was too embarrassed to make an actual post about this you think i’m going to #tell you who i chose to talk to?? nope absolutely not #anyways rant over if anyone does read this tell me what you think!#me :)

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p1x1x · 4 days

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#momonina #kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though #waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming #future pix here #mmnn #<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn #bc i rotate them in my head so fast #but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That #im losing my Mind tbh #the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO #everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind #i had written in my notes a While back #like when ep 4 was airing #that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno #because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream #so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well #LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg #idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here #(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now #i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other #and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her

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yuwuta · 7 days

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as a true geto hater it brings me immense joy to remember that he got packed up by a suicidal anxious loser w/ the power of true love who hadn't even learned his own cursed technique yet and had been studying jujutsu for less than a year

#honestly getting packed up by yuuta pre or post-ct is so embarrassing bc u let a 5'9 loser boy put you in the ground? GET REAL #this isn't yuuta slander btw its just like. he's such a loser its unfathomable to me yk. like i love him so bad his scary dog privileges #are gone. like wdym the greatest kindest most anxious dude of all time killed you? you sound like the boy who cried wolf #was he even 5'9 in jjk 0 he honestly looked about 5'7 at best #how i feel when i see yuuta win a fight is how i feel when i see naruto win a fight yk #like that's my man ofc he won but also ... thats my man and i know him so how did u lose lol get ratioed #like either (a) how bad did u fumble or (b) what did u do to piss him off damn #anyway real talk why was geto a special grade... seems like gege was glazing to me imo #like we were just supposed to accept that eating curses and controlling them is special grade activity like.... ok.........#fraud watch for life im afraid

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nightskylersstuff · 4 months

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I'm not okay...

Shot by a new kitchen gun

#im not tagging this #i just let this lay here #embarrassment is killing me #pizzelle literally has a wife and i have a gf so yeah...#im so sorry for this like really sorry

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 5 hours

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"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

#tw ed #obligatory MASSIVE do not do this #straight up poison that can kill you from one (1) time #used to be used to induce vomiting #directly the cause of death of karen carpenter and countless others #i wont i swear i wont #but i still researched it bc i was curious #tbh there are easier ways of poisoing oneself than semi illegal drugs #also if yall remember the post about a poison i own: i did more reseach and while that amount would probably kill me w no medical #intervention; it would take just under three times as much to be absolutely certain of hitting the toxic dose (calculated quantity per kg #of the top end of a given range. so it could kill me but if i was gonna go out that way id want about three times as much to be sure.)#honestly surprised ive never heard of any deaths from it. the most likely way to survive would be to throw it up i think #(or present to hospital and take charcoal or smth)#honestly though. my research says loss of consciousness and required intubation within half an hour in case studies #hence if you werent in reach of medical attention youd probably collapse an die #and i am very deliberately NOT mentioning what it is bc of how toxic it is #ive thought of combining it and another method to be absolutely sure but eh #honestly if it DIDNT work it sounds straight up embarrassing to admit to people tho thats one of the things stopping me #but literally a dose in a child requiring intubation and kid ended up in a coma recovered w no ill effects.#thats the dream yk. try and succeed and youre free; try and fail and you see no ill effects.#but yeah i wouldnt try w only the amount i have.#so im safe #....rereading the above. okay i might be a little mentally ill lol #but i am safe and absolutely nobody call the cops on me.#im fine.#tw suicide #puddleglum hours #nobody worry abt me ok. im fine.#just thinking silly lil thoughts like usual :)#EDIT: just occurred to me that using this poison could make it not look like a suicide

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boxwinebaddie · 17 days

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i'm sorry, this has nothing to do with sp or my fics, but i just need y'all to know that i accidentally liked too many posts about death note on here bc i was rewatching it and now my tumblr dash is all fucked up

#nina speaks #like no sp #no writer girl stuff #just death note #also yes its my comfort anime no i dont want to hear it #i am a femcel maidenless girlfail red flag but let me live #the L shrine wall in my old apartment was...Frightening #but no this is so funny how do i fix this #i was watching it yesterday and looking stuff up #and now lsdkhkdsfhldfh yes i need to go to jail #i fear jersey would not need the death note #he is the death note bitch #ravenstan would be like WOAH SICK NOTEBOOK #and accidentally kill someone or his handwriting would be so illegible that no one would die actually i am crying #im gonna be honest why is ravenstan a little misa misa coded #in his lil slut-tee gothic emo boy outfits w/ the blonde hair #which makes sense bc kenny is giving shinigami energies anyways and is always looking out for him...LISTEN #the mackeys lackeys crew could crack the kira case i bet #i'm done now this was self indulgent n embarrassing nina lore but its true and if ur wondering why i'm not answering later #i am probably watching dn...so sorry everyone

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pcktknife · 1 year

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I hate when mfs steal ur eggs in salmon run like you SAW me going for that you greedy bitch

#im not talking abt the ones you pass on please for the love of god get those #but if you see me goin for an egg and you EMBARRASS ME by getting to it first i will make this game harder for all of us #my egg count is already so low and you steal the egg that was rightfully mine...😞#or win you do a team kill and all 3 other members get them b4 you do and ur sitting there like 🧍#like ok damn !#kae.txt

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artfullysallow · 1 year

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while you’re feeling dead inside, i’m so alive and it’s all thanks to you that i survived- guess i’ll say “thank you” for lending me your life.

#awful hospital #chip awful hospital #bogleech #crash awful hospital #technically #awfulart #awful hospital spoilers #IT WAS SO HARD. TO DRAW THIS VERSION #but i had to get this out of my system #lyrics are from people eater by sodikken #the computer family kills me guys!!!!#im so embarrassed to post this but oh well.#eyestrain warning #maybe #(tagging as spoilers bc im trying to get my friends into it. btw. if you were wondering.)

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