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ur-mom-kayn · 6 years

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Loyalty Chapter 14: Rhaast

Kayn Pov

He was just angry. But on what or who? Kayn had definitely screwed up, but was it really his fault? He could only remember the action meagerly. Was it because he repressed the situation or because he was simply not himself anymore? Zed was right. He has lost control of his mind, not his body. He was sure he wanted to kill Nakuri. But why did he want that? Kayn glared at the scythe. It was guilty. In rage, he just threw the stupid scythe on the floor and himself into bed. The day was definitely over.

You can not handle me like that!

Kayn jumped when he heard the same voice as in Noxus. This dark and malicious voice. "Who are you and what do you want from me?" Down here, Kid! Kayn sat up and looked at the red eye of the scythe. "Do not tell me now, I have an annoying, talking weapon now." You are the nuisance here, Kid! Kayn got up, picked up the weapon, and went to bed with it. He lay on his back and scythe right next to him. "Why have you been largely silent so far?" I did not know if you were worth it. Actually, I wanted to take over your body immediately and make short work of this world. But somehow I manage only to manipulate your puny mind. Very annoying.

"What do you have? Rewritten my thoughts or what? And you stupid scythe you give it too?" Caution. I am Rhaast. Just call me that. "Anything else? You are just a toy. How should you be dangerous to me? And what kind of name is that? Rast. How is that even written?" Kayn felt a little pleasure in putting on a Darkin weapon. If he wants him to never be manipulated again, then he has to show him who is wearing the pants. And that was definitely Kayn.

R.h.a.a.s.t. You'll see what you got from it, Kid, if you underestimate me. Your mind is weak little one. Granted you obeyed me less than others, but still, it was enough to kill your 'brother'. "The same game applies to you. I am not a child. Call me by my name." Kayn leaned close over his eye and glared at him. What do you want? I have no idea about your name. "Ah, come on, Rhaast. My name was dropped 1000 times before." And if so. When I'm bored, I fall asleep. Besides, I just realized that you howled like a castle dog. Unbelievable that you do not break up to dust. Kayn looked away from Rhaast again. He was annoyed. Once in his life, he showed weakness and then right in front of the eye of a Darkin weapon.

"I'm never like that otherwise. I was desperately okay? That does not happen to me again. I'll master you." * Laughs * You do not believe that yourself, or ...? K ... Anything with a K or? "Kayn. K.a.y.n. And if I believe that. You underestimate me greatly. Why do not you see that I'm worthy of you?" I saw many men who looked far stronger and more powerful than you. Unfortunately, all disappointments. Everyone disintegrated after one minute at the latest. I do not really decide that to be worthy. That's why I do not understand that you, of all people, should be the first person who can guide me. It just does not want to be clear to me.

Kayn did not understand what his damn problem was. His body was perfectly trained. Who should please look stronger and more powerful than him? No one remembered except Zed. But he, too, would not believe he could handle Rhaast. "Well. You certainly claim that you are the most evil being in this world? Nothing and nobody could resist your darkness. But what if your counterpart has an even darker soul. You have no idea who you are using." You're right. I do not know you. I do not need it either. You are just a host. Not more.

Kayn chuckled and battled with pleasure. He would never indulge in such a stupid weapon. "Wait until we get out of here. Then I'll show you who dominates whom here. Congratulations on the rest for this stupid action. If you had not killed my brother, then I would have returned home as a celebrated hero and could grant me the greatest privilege." Yes. You would have fucked with your beloved master. I do not care. The Order does not interest me. I break in the stupid walls and come out of here. Did you ever get locked up? These sliding doors have no lock right?

"Nothing is torn down here. We stay nice here. And no, we are not really included. If my master says he imprisons me, he only addresses it to my sanity. I am a person you can not just imprison. How should I say, I live in walls practically." In? In plain language, you can walk through walls. Extremely practical. Tell me Kayn, how do you do that? Where did the sudden interest in his person come from? One thing was clear, Rhaast was not to be trusted. He did not exactly make a nice impression. He did not need that either. As long as he was willing to cooperate, that was enough for him.

"If you did not notice, I did the Shadow Step non-stop during our escape. Anyway, I'm sure you 'slept'. But now to write. You are here in the Order of Shadow. We are assassins who use a forbidden technique of shadow magic. I can not explain to you how I do it. I was given this gift." Shadow Magic. Darkness is a start ... Maybe one day you'll be nice * laughs * Kayn did not believe him. Sympathetic in another life maybe. No matter how nice the chat with the idiot, his stomach began to speak. With all the talk about house arrest, he did not even think about how he would be fed. Eating, drinking, laundry and etc. Who should take care of it if Kayn was not allowed to leave the room?

A glance at the clock told him it was mealtime. All his comrades dined with their master and Kayn crouched 'alone', half-starved and still a little bit desperate. He knew that Rhaast certainly was not eating cherries well. If they squat too long, they are sure to rip each other's heads. Still, but how long will it take for Rhaast to yearn for blood again?

Half an hour later, unexpectedly there was a knock at his door. "Come in!" Kayn called to the unknown visitor. Carefully, someone peered in his room as if he were entering a cave inhabited by a monster. When the air seemed pure to his visitor, he dared to come in. Kayn recognized Han as the man. One of the people Kayn did not like. To his surprise, Han brought him food and a container of water. He placed both at the door and paid no attention to Kayn. "Master Zed demands to know what you did to the corpse."

"On the southwestern coast is a farm. Ask the farmer, he will show you the grave." Han snorted contemptuously. "The noble knight has buried his brother on home soil. How come monsters develop compassion?" Do you really allow him to talk to you that way? He really could not use Rhaast in this situation, but apparently, only Kayn could hear him. He could not stand Han's ass either, but he was not allowed to look like he was under control. "Thanks, Han, for bringing me the food. I wish you a good night." Kayn tried to counteract him with a fake smile. Han was silent and left the room. He seemed visibly confused. No wonder.

Kayn got up and got his food. The portion was definitely too puny, but at least he got food. While he ate, Rhaast was silent. After that, he poked holes at him with questions that were only based on not killing the guy earlier. Rhaast was generally just about killing. But Kayn did not feel like it. He just mucked it into the night until Kayn's collar exploded. "Hey, Rhaast. How about a deal? Each person may order the other to shut up for 3 hours a day. How about? So I think that's fair." Do I annoy you? " In fact you do. I'm mad at you and you're still chopping on me. If you think it's just one-way, you're wrong. I can get on your nerves much more than you do me."

Always remember. In the end, it was your hands that killed your brother. Not mine. You were weak. You are weak. You are a disappointment for your master. For the person, you worship and love. How are you feeling? Rhaast pulled a sneaky grimace with his eye alone. His words hurt. He was right. Kayn was weak. His punishment was actually still too mild. He had even had some fun with the quarrels in the last few hours. Somehow he had a desire to punish himself. Not by penance, but something should remind him of his mistakes.

After much deliberation, Kayn finally fell for something. He pulled an exercise mat out of his closet and laid it out beside his bed. He threw down another pillow and two blankets. He did not deserve a four-poster bed. A hard mat will remind him of his mistake. But that was not it. Kayn opened his braid and decided to sleep with his hair open. That will be punishment enough for him. Pretty. Are you a girl or why are you wearing long hair? "I do not know. I was an orphan before I met Master Zed. A hairdresser's visit was not in it. They were just longer and I realized that I look really good with them. So I left it that way."

Kayn reached for the scythe and threw it on the mat. He also was not allowed to stay in the cuddly bed. Worse. He will torture Rhaast overnight. He wrapped his grip in one of the blankets. What will you do, Kayn? Are you kidding me? "No. Incidentally, I am a full-time sadist. And I think such a soft wrapping is incredibly good for you." Kayn blew out the candles before he sat down to Rhaast on the mat. He took one part of the grip between his legs and the other part around his arms as if he was cuddling with a human. Only that it was a weapon in a rolled blanket. Well played. Rhaast answered until they finally fell asleep.

Rhaast Pov

What's wrong with this boy? How dare he use a Darkin weapon to cuddle so much? Who was he for? Such a disgrace would not let Rhaast sit on with impunity. Kayn should suffer. And he already knew how. Since the band insisted on cuddling with Rhaast, he made it incredibly easy to look in his head. In their sleep, humans offered the largest attack surface anyway. Just like Kayn. Rhaast snuck into his mind. His dreams were about his master. The child apparently really loved him. What if he hears that his beloved Master really hates his student? Rhaast slipped Kayn's dream into the role of his master and showed him something. You're a no good Kayn. And you want to be better than me? You want my love? Not in a million years ...

Rhaast's trick worked, and he saw Kayn's eyebrows wince in agony. He squirmed a little in bed and groaned 'Master'. Oh yes, Rhaast will be his new master, not the jerk behind the mask. Rhaast tortured Kayn with nightmares all night. As a reward, he saw light beads of sweat forming on Kayn's forehead. He had him right where he wanted it. Plagued by his nightmares, Kayn rolled back and forth, breaking the link with Rhaast. So the fun was eaten for Rhaast. Still, he had his fun and Kayn got what he deserved.

Zed Pov

Zed did not get a wink all night. Far too much took him the events of the day. What had he thought as he sent Kayn on this mission? In the end, he was guilty of all the misfortune. With a Darkin weapon was not to joke. He should have known better that Kayn was taking this weapon. His mind was not equal to that of a Darkin. And now he had to carry through Zed's recklessness, the consequence. Unfortunately, Zed did not think that he was actually punishing himself.

Only at dinner did he actually realize how hard he himself will suffer. His men stared in confusion at the empty seats of Kayn and Nakuri. Nobody dared even say a word. Kayn left a huge hole at the dinner table. Of course, everyone wondered what had happened and Zed owed them all an answer. He straightened and turned to all his men. "Everyone is listening. Unfortunately, I have something important to announce to you. We had to take heavy losses today. Our friend and brother Nakuri has fallen ... " His students were stunned. The otherwise shy Haru was the only one who dared to ask who was responsible. Understandably he reacted that way. After all, they have worked very closely with each other in recent years. It broke Zed's heart that he had to tell the truth.

"His killer is Kayn ..." Even greater horror spread. There was whispering, even the act denied. Nobody wanted to accept that. Kayn was their role model. It was quite unbelievable that a man who did everything for the Order would commit such an act. "To understand that, I have to say that Kayn was not himself. I sent him on a mission with Nakuri to bring a Darkin weapon under his power. Unfortunately, the weapon's will was stronger, so he took over Kayn's body and killed his brother. And here we come to the important part of the meeting. Kayn has decided, despite the incident, to keep the weapon. Because of this, he will stay in his room for weeks now. There are always 2 guards in front of his room and 2 in front of my room. Safe is safe. One will always volunteer to bring him something after the meal. It is best for all if you avoid all contact with him. He is dangerous and unpredictable right now. "

"With all due respect, Master, but I do not think it's such a good idea to just let Kayn live among us. He can escape with ease. How do we know he really stays in his room? I would not do it in his place." Asked him Fuko, a student of the weaker sort. "Because he's still Kayn. He is Loyal to me until no more. Even under the control of the Darkin, he followed my command and dropped the weapon. We have no choice but to trust him. Even I can not take it with the Darkin. So make sure Kayn does not get mad or angry. Otherwise, we can all say goodbye to life." Zed's speech was hard. No one dared to speak for the rest of the dinner. Han was also the only one brave enough to bring Kayn food and drink. He also gave him the job to ask where Nakuri's body is.

Zed scrambled to his room and greeted his guards. He, too, was afraid of Kayn. He was afraid that the story would repeat itself. When Zed came to new power, he killed his master. Why should Kayn not do the same? Very easily. Kayn loved his master, unlike Zed. Yet he could not trust him. He could not trust the weapon. Zed lay down in his bed, took off his mask and pulled the curtains from his four-poster bed. It was strange to know that Kayn would not be with him for a long time. It just hurt when he confessed his love because it was just a moment when he was not allowed to reciprocate his feelings. Kayn was right. His love for him was not like Zeds. Still, he loved him. Like his own flesh and blood. Why did he do something stupid like that? Everything could have been different.

A few minutes later there was a knock on his door. "Come in." Zed heard someone enter his room and stop at the door. "Master Zed, I came to give you the information you wanted." He recognized Han by his voice. "Spit out.", Zed asked him a little rude. "Kayn confirmed the location of Nakuri's body. He buried him on a farm on the southwestern coast." "Here in Ionia? After all, he kept a spark of his conscience." "I also said something in the direction. He then thanked me for the food and wished me a good night." That sounded like Kayn rather than the monster of noon today. "Good, then I wish you good night, too." "Thank you, Master." Han left the room and released Zed into his sleepless night.

#kayn #zed #rhaast #kayn x zed #zed x kayn #zeyn #fanfic

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justanothersimsblog · 6 years

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I was tagged by @legendofsim. Thanks! This shall be how I start 2018 here.

Rules: 1. Pick one of your OCs. 2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OCs. 3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!

OC Chosen: Ibis Deadwyler

1. What is your name?

Ibis Deadwyler. Hey, who am I talking to here?

2. Do you know why you were named that?

My parents are huge nerds and apparently went through their comic books when trying to decide what to name 4 babies. They picked based on what names they liked though and mom has a thing for Egyptian stuff, including names. Now let’s talk about you. I feel like you’re a gal so How you doing baby?

3. Are you single or taken?

I know you’re asking because I’m hot. Don’t worry baby, I’m available. ;)

4. Have any abilities or powers?

Mom’s a witch, dad’s a vampire. So I’m both. And I’ve been practicing my powers so I’m really good. I can show you sometime baby.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue.

A what? I’m a dude.

6. ***CLEARS THROAT***Uhmm….No…It’s fine, let’s move on. What is your eye color?

Purple. Surprised you’re not lost looking at them baby. Wonder where you’re looking at.

7. I see…How about hair color?

Ok, I thought you weren’t looking at my eyes because you were looking at my very distinguishable pink hair. Yes it’s real. I won’t answer if the carpet matches the drapes because I rather show you ;) I’m still wondering where you’re looking at baby.

8. Okay…Have any family members?

Well duh, I wasn’t born out of thin air. Mom and dad are always getting busy so there’s a total of 7 of us. I have 3 sisters and 3 brothers and I’m part of quadruplets. I won’t confuse you by trying to explain the rest of my family but let’s say I have many uncles and aunts and cousins. Maybe one day you can be my date for some family gathering.

9. So, how about pets?

Nah, I don’t have pets.

10. That’s cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don’t like.

Class. So boring.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?

Can I say you, baby? Oh, you don’t count? How about tomorrow after we’ve spent the night together? Ok ok. I’ll stop and answer the question for real. I like making potions and my own concoctions.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?

Yeah. I don’t know anyone who hasn’t. Everyone at home has fought with each other one way or another - witch practices, vampire strength exercises, Blaze annoying the hell out of everyone... Oh, emotionally? Yeah I guess I might’ve done that too.

13. Ever…killed anyone before?

No. Worried about something baby? Just because I’m a vampire it doesn’t mean I go around killing people. I know how to control myself.

14. What kind of animal are you?

Ehm...some people say vampires are monsters but never mention any specific animal. I don’t know. I’d like to think I’m a super awesome animal like a lion or some bad ass unicorn.

15. Name your worst habits.

I’m awesome baby.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

Not really. I do think a couple people are pretty cool and try to do cool things like them but that’s about it.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?

Straight baby. I’m all into them girls and boobs.

18. Do you go to school?

Yes,one more year and I’m done with this shit forever.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?

HA! Noup. Not my thing. Sorry baby.

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?

Of course! All the ladies love me. They might call me names or say things but they dig me. Here’s a kiss for all my fans. Don’t worry baby, there’s plenty of me to go around.

21. What are you most afraid of?

I don’t like being alone.

22. What do you usually wear?

Sadly my school has a uniform so most of the time I wear that. Otherwise I...I don’t know, wear jeans, sweaters, one of my favorite jackets. Or, if I can, I’ll wear nothing. Nice view for you baby.

23. What’s one food that tempts you?

This is cliche but it’s literally the only food that’s food for me so: blood.

24. Am I annoying you?

Not at all baby.

25. Well, it’s still not over!

Good. I hope I get to interview you after this, if you know what I mean ;)

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?

I see what your interest is baby. I’m a King. No I’m not bluffing. You may call me Your majesty. So yeah, I’m as high class as it can get.

27. How many friends do you have?

Many! Back home I have Pubert, Kiki, and my siblings. At my new school there’s Kayne, Kale, Emma, and Gracie (I’d like to think she’s a friend, at least). And of course there’s all the ladies that are into me.

28. What are your thought on pie?

For non-fulfilling food it’s pretty awesome.

29. Favorite drink?

As in with Alcohol? So I make this particular drink for myself that I call Liquid May that I’m really digging right now. Gives me a nice buzz and feels really refreshing.

30. What’s your favorite place?

I want to say on your chest ;)

31. Are you interested in anyone?

You baby.

Oh, no joking? Well fine, yes, I am. I guess.

32. That was a stupid question…

If you say so.

33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?

I don’t really have a preference.

34. What’s your type?

You baby, no need to worry. As long as you’re female I’m good. Boobs help.

35. Any fetishes?

Yes. Wanna find out? ;)

36. Seme or Uke?

So I bit and asked Kiki and Pubert. They started answering but the subject quickly diverted into some characters from animes they watch? And if they were seme or uke? I’m not sure, all the names sounded the same. I’m confused.

37. Camping or indoors?

Whichever one you like baby.

Tagging: @wannabecatwriter @simmreaper @liddellwonders @liddelldollshop @liddellmessages (because I’m not sure which one to tag), @histrionicsandtea @winterspixels @goatkibble @blythelyre ... that’s enough tags. Do it or not if you like :)

#OC Meme #Deadwylers #Ibis Deadwyler

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wraithwolf · 7 years

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so let’s talk about Shieda fucking Kayn——

first off, I actually want to give props to Riot because as much as I change shit around I'm genuinely glad we're continuing to receive lore that intertwines with other pieces rather than having a bunch of standalones that generally fail (and subsequently receive harsher criticism) solely because they have nothing to lean on. as expected some (most) people are unhappy with it but if nothing else I'm glad Kayn has lore beyond his little intro paragraph because y'all know they very well could've just gave us that and left it. (I'm not here to complain about the comm tho that's a separate post) basically, I'm Pleased and there's a lot to think about.

Initially, the decision to make Kayn a Noxian threw me for a Big Ass Loop™ because I was convinced the Order was exclusively for Ionians (more specifically, Ionians proved worthy by Zed) and while Kayn was still chosen by Zed there’s an underlying irony in this choice. We’re deep into the Ionian/Noxian war by the time Kayn is forced into it, and while Zed isn’t exactly the most Merciful or #Relatable person, imagine the intrigue a person such as himself had in seeing a poor, Noxian child with the drive and the anger of that of a seasoned warrior not only still holding on (considering Zed and co. didn’t arrive to the scene for two days after Kayn was dispatched) throughout all of the carnage that surely followed, but finding the strength to take up his weapon once again. For what it’s worth, Kayn was determined to fight for his life or literally die trying no matter who challenged him. We know Kayn didn’t know who was standing over him, but he was willing to fight anyway. I imagine Zed to have found it admirable, but at the same time beneficial: being able to change this boy and harness his rage, then unleash it against the same people that otherwise would’ve let him die at the Epool. The same people that sought to slay his own. I’m 50/50 about this because I speculated Zed had a reason for taking Kayn under his wing, but I didn’t expect the Noxian angle at all.

The thing is, there’s a lot more irony to this beyond Zed taking in a Noxian to use against other Noxians, as we can obviously see. Kayn resembles Zed in many ways— a familiar, stubborn arrogance alongside the same hungry determination that inevitably consumes him to be more than what he is, going as far as to seek an advantage through outside means - just like Zed in seeking out the Box to surpass Shen, Kayn seeks out Rhaast; only it’s safe to say Kayn is far more ambitious in his reasons for doing so, as in Kayn wants control of the fucking Order itself where Zed... wasn’t so bold, at the time.

It’s interesting to think about how an endgame for Kayn (and also Zed, since at least in Zed’s case we have to consider his current (????) involvement with Shen in an attempt to stop Jhin all over again and then add Kayn to the mix) would play out as it is almost entirely dependent on Zed and Kayn’s will alone. Should Kayn succumb to Rhaast, (which now seems a little more plausible with Kayn’s cockiness running amok through everything he does) I imagine the dynamic would change entirely as it goes beyond controlling Kayn as best as Zed can (I use control loosely because while I imagine Zed to run the Order as he sees fit, to make it a total dictatorship still seems like a little bit of a stretch to me if only because we don’t know how Zed reacted to Kayn returning with the Darkin scythe in hand and word that he Literally Killed Nakuri in order to bring it back) to having to deal with him without risking the rest of the Order and all of Ionia itself. They’ve already got Jhin running around, for gods sake, they don’t need a fucking Darkin along with him.

Ultimately, a lot like with champs such as Zed and Jhin, a real endgame is left up to the writer of said character and the overall interpretation itself. The way I see it, Zed isn’t going to be pleased with Kayn’s decisions to not only kill another member of the Order but also to voluntarily give part of himself to Rhaast in order to ‘control’ him; but again we return to Zed’s somewhat Ulterior Motive as to why he brought Kayn in in the first place. It’s not hard to tell that Kayn is confident, though overbearingly so--and from the looks of it, Zed isn’t The Happiest about Kayn’s behavior nor his choices but there are fragments of Kayn that Zed can recall in himself that might just allow certain things... to an extent. I’m in no way saying Zed just “o ok u just killed one of my students and defied my orders and also want The Order from me, Cool” because I’m laughing imagining the lecture/punishment Kayn actually receives after he returns with Rhaast and Kayn just scowling and grumbling the entire time but! I can see him allowing few aspects of Kayn solely because if he can convince Kayn that his strength comes from him, not Rhaast, Kayn can overcome Rhaast, and Zed can continue to shape him.

Also, let me add right now that while I don’t think Zed would risk much for him, (I’ve never supported 100% Evil Zed but I’m not a “Zed Did Nothing Wrong” stan either) I also don’t agree with the idea that Zed wants Kayn to lose himself to Rhaast, that Zed would send Kayn to deal with Jhin, or that Zed would even involve him in it. The risk, in all of these scenarios is vastly higher than the reward. Again, a Literal Darkin running around slaughtering everyone would mean further disaster for Ionia, and inevitably word would get around who brought Kayn (and Rhaast by relation) into the nation, and while Zed isn’t exactly a secret to all, I doubt he’d want to bring himself and his actions front and center. Kayn is still extremely young (eighteen-nineteen??) and while he’s in no way weak or stupid (s/o to Mint for mentioning this entire point to me i love u big hug) Jhin has years of experience on him. It wouldn’t be difficult for Jhin to take advantage of Kayn and either kill him on the spot or put him through worse knowing it was a stronger way to get to Zed especially if we can assume Kayn would completely underestimate him. For what it’s worth... my interpretation, specifically, has yet to know of Jhin at all. Whether or not he later on learns and what happens thereafter is to be decided. (*aggressively chinhands*)

Furthermore, in regards to the “wow he is so cliche” “wow he is so edgy” arguments that plague his Entire Fucking Existence and tag right now... yes. It was obvious he was going to be a little edgy and a little bit of a cliche. That doesn’t (and it shouldn’t) take away from the potential he has to further flesh out the lore as a whole. You gotta realize now more than ever that Kayn is young, one of the youngest champions (?) to have a fairly deep involvement with some larger scale issues going on within the overall story. I can name a few other champs that follow a similar path and are edgy in their own respects, but I’m not going to. The lore has disproved many things, one of them being that Kayn isn’t Just Edgy for the sake of being edgy. It’s very likely that as he grows and matures, a lot of his current mannerisms will fade/vanish entirely depending on what happens to him in the future. In a nutshell, being edgy doesn’t make him a joke, and he’s clearly not an unconditional, rampant Zed fanboi uguu kouhai xDdD like a lot of people were using at the forefront of their argument as to why they dislike him. 💁

TO CONCLUDE ... I like Kayn, I like his lore, and I’m really liking the possibilities for building him and taking him in a direction entirely my own. (and that’s just for main verse, let alone the possible skin aus, modern verse, what have you) Of course, it wouldn’t be a Blog by Hina™ without some divergence, but I’ll be figuring that out as I go. I already have some specific ideas pertaining to my interpretation exclusively, but they need to be tested/written down before I can really apply them. I am Happy, and I’m looking forward to keeping this going.

some additional stuff I noted/had confirmed to cover later but still want to mention:

nakuri calls kayn brother! the order is (at least somewhat) familial! miss me with that ‘nobody cares abt each other in the order’ shit

is it safe to say kayn’s abilities covered in the lore/in game (the wall walking and the ability to literally enter bodies for a short time especially) are things zed is also capable of? he couldn’t have learned them from anyone but zed, right?

A Big Old Confirmation that when kayn enters another body, he can see (and subsequently feel) just as the person would be for that moment. i’d like to think that eventually, kayn can fine tune this ability and utilize it for longer durations, however i imagine there will always be a risk from it and the victim will most likely always suffer afterwards. more on that Eventually™

another Big Confirm that rhaast’s control leaves both physical and mental effects on the body (however it happens a lot faster than i originally anticipated) and the longer the usage, the more this shows in the form of carapace. i’ll also be covering this at Some Point but even in kayn’s shadow assassin form, we see that the carapace is Gone (?) but in its place are dark dark marks, implying that even once rhaast is purged, remnants of him are still there most likely because of how long he was allowed to manifest. i’m still debating if this actually would hinder kayn’s eyesight / usage of his arm for a while should he overcome rhaast.

rhaast can be heard by more than just his wielder, which is something i wasn’t thinking was possible. however, this could be a conditional thing to where either rhaast can choose who hears him or the only ones that do hear him are those susceptible to his control. either? or? the world is yet to know.

#jsyk this is 1780 words.#i'm not... particularly expecting this to be read LOL #but i had a lot of thoughts and so i wanted to voice them.#this isn't a hc post really #more like a general opinions / a few possible plans for my interpretation #but....#idk. i just love kayn.#i love my son.#out of character. │ i'm kind of fragile.

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