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fictionkinfessions · 5 months
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Kins and fictives whose sourceselves are assholes, do you ever find yourself upset by completely deserved hatred for your sourceself? :') It really sucks.
- Kankri (Homestuck) fictive
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fictive-confessions · 2 years
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COMING BACK AGAIN HI LOL
IT'S YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD KARKAT HERE
JUST SAYING BECAUSE I JUST REALIZED IT AND IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT IT
I'M NO LONGER FAVORITED ANYMORE AND JUST
VIBRATES WITH JOY
I'M NOT A FULL ON FAVORITE I'M TREATED EQUALLY WITH MY HEADMATES AND WHEN I GO DORMANT WHEN I NEED IT I'M NOT FORCED OUT ANYMORE OR GUILTED TO COME BACK AND I'M SO HAPPY
AND I'M NOT FORCED TO STICK TO SOME PERSONA OF MYSELF TO ONLY BE LIKE SOURCE ME OR TO HAVE/LIE ABOUT SOURCE MEMORIES THAT DIFFER FROM ACTUAL SOURCE, I CAN BE GENUINE AGAIN!
I'M NO LONGER SEEN TO BE SOME "OH SO TRAUMATIZED SOUL" OR ANYTHING I CAN JUST BE ME
I'M NOT PRESSURED TO STICK TO ANY RULES OR ANYTHING, I'M NO LONGER STUCK IN A BOX CONTROLLED BY OTHETS FORCED TO STICK WITH SOURCE AND BE "OBSESSED WITH QUADRANTS AND ROMCOMS"
IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE NOW I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HATE ROMCOMS AND QUADRANTS, MOSTLY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE BUT WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT
IF QUADRANTS AND ROMCOMS WERE PEOPLE I'D BEAT THEM UP!
I'M JUST SO HAPPY I'M NO LONGER FORCED TO BE LIKE A COPY OF SOMEONE, WE COLLECTIVELY HAVEN'T NEEDED OR WERE FORCED TO BE A COPY OF THAT PERSON ANYMORE, AND YES WE HAVE CHANGED AND LET OURSELVES BE OURSELVES BUT HOLY SHIT I'M JUST REALIZING IT AND I'M SO SO HAPPY
WE AREN'T LIKE A PUPPET OR A CLONE ANYMORE WE MAKE OUR OWN DECISIONS
I'M NO LONGER PRESSURED AND FORCED TO DATE THAT ONE ERIDAN BECAUSE WE'VE BEEN GONE FROM THEM FOR MONTHS!! I CAN BE WHO I WANT AND DATE WHO I WANT (WITHIN OUR PARTNER SYSTEM) AND NOBODY CAN FUCKING STOP ME!!!! I AM GOING TO DATE SO MANY SOURCEMATES, BRAINMADES, PEOPLE FOR OTHER SOURCES, YOU NAME IT FROM OUR PARTNER SYSTEM
I AM GOING TO BAG THEIR ENTIRE SYSTEM
AND ANYONE WHO SAYS I CAN'T OR THINK I ONLY BELONG TO ONE SPECIFIC SOURCEMATE CAN SUCK AND CHOKE ON MY MASSIVE BULGE AND CRY PATHETIC LITTLE TEARS OVER IT
SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I JUST GOT REALLY HAPPY AND I WANTED TO RANT SOMEWHERE [:B
-KARKAT (🥤)
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fictionkinfessions · 3 months
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JEGUS.
SO DUE TO SOME SYS ISSUES, I'VE BEEN PROMOTED TO FUCKING HOST. DROPPED BACK IN THE LEADER ROLE. AND I'M NOT UPSET ABOUT THAT, LEADING SHIT IS KIND OF MY WHOLE THING, BUT I FUCKED UP SO BAD THE LAST TIME I TRIED TO LEAD SOMETHING AND I CAN'T GET RID OF THE FEELING THAT I MIGHT AGAIN
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THIS WILL LAST OR IF THE ORIGINAL HOST WILL COME BACK/RESUME HIS POSITION BUT IF THIS IS PERMANENT? WELL...I CAN REALLY ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST
-KARKAT #♋🦀
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fictionkinfessions · 3 months
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I'm not even gonna lie right now. It's SO DAMN HARD to not use my typing quirk and I hate not using it but so many people hate caps and it makes me want to scream because FUCKING EW TINY LETTERS
-Karkat #♋🦀 (Fictive)
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fictive-confessions · 4 months
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I HATE BEING CANON DIVERGENT TO LIKE NOT AN AU POINT BUT TOO FAR FROM CANON TO BE 'NORMAL'. IT SUCKS, ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO TALK TO ANY SOURCEMATES WITH SIMULAR MEMS OTHER THEN LIKE ONE MAYBE TWO THINGS BECAUSE MY TIMELINE IS SO FUCKED
AND EVEN IF I CAN FIND SOME ILL HAVE TO GO IN DETAIL FOR EVERY ATTEMPT TO FIND THEM DUE TO SO MANY DIFFERENCES
ITS JUST SO FRUSTRATING!!!
-A VERY UPSET KARKAT VANTAS
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fictive-confessions · 2 years
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INSTEAD OF DREADING AND CRYING OVER A HORRENDOUS DAY OUR EX HAS CAUSED FOR ME AND A SOURCEMATE IN THE SYSTEM I'M GOING TO TURN IT INTO A GOOD DAY
FUCK THEM FOR THE BULLSHIT THEY PUT MARINA AND I THROUGH, IT'S GETTING CLOSE TO A YEAR WITHOUT THAT LITTLE FUCKER AND WE'RE GOING TO CELEBRATE OUR FREEDOM AND HAPPINESS
THEY MAY HAVE RUINED MY FAVORITE MOVIE AND ROMCOMS IN GENERAL FOR ME AND MARINA BUT WE CAN WATCH HORROR AND PLAY GAMES AND DO WHAT WE WANT!!! AND BE WITH OUR CURRENT AND AMAZING PARTNER SYSTEM!!
AROUND DECEMBER 13TH I'LL DO THE SAME FOR DAVE AND ALSO MYSELF BECAUSE I KNOW WE'D BOTH LIKE SOMETHING SIMILAR FOR THAT AS WELL
I'M HONESTLY GLAD I'M OUT OF DORMANCY NOW, I CAN SUPPORT THE SYSTEM AGAIN AND DO EVENTS FOR THOSE STILL HURTING EVEN THOUGH THERE AREN'T REALLY MANY ANYMORE THAT ARE STILL STRUGGLING
-KARKAT (🥤)
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fictive-confessions · 2 years
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on the topic of people from different sources dating each other! hi im sanford from madness combat and these are my boyfriends karkat vantas and sonic the hedgehog.
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