the fact that I have to make decisions and choices completely on my own and no one can make them for me is absolutely terrifying and disgusting and painful and I have never been more aware of it than this year.

Jus a lil babbling about my Boy Scribbles n much more about SS Au Norman: (jus randomly thinking bout Things so u all get to see my Shit HGH)

Scribbles is very affectionate, He shows a lot of affection to friends, and those he loves very much. He often shows affection just by leaning against someone, keeping close to them. He likes to snuggle up against people- He v cuddly d:> He especially does this to Sammy, often will lean himself against Sam if their stood next to one another, or jus randomly will find wherever he is, and just. Flop on top of them and lay on him, and not Move. Sammy’s p mch used to this occurrence by now so he doesn’t mind it. Scribbles just flops onto him, laying across his lap and he just keeps doin whatever it was while using one hand to pet them.

n now onto stuff bout SS Norman cus,, I love projector man so mc h:

Norman also is the same way in the sense he’ll kind of, lean his weight against someone as a way to show affection, sorta snuggles up to you a lil- I absolutely imagine the two doing this to each other, n its like that gif of two cats rubbing up against one another. Norman also likes to hold hands- He shows a lot of his affection through touch, using his hands- loves to hold Linda and Henry’s hands- He’ll nuzzle the end of his projector against their hands in a way of a ‘kiss’ or gently boop it against their foreheads to kiss them too. Often traces hearts on their palms, or top of their hands. Norman CAN speak, but he doesn’t do so often, when he does speak his voice is very quiet and soft sounding, Barely above a whisper. N has a sort of crackle to it. He doesn’t like raising his voice, or speaking loudly- so he rarely speaks any louder(Because it can kiinda hurt to sometimes). 

Norman DOES have a mouth- His projector will split itself open sideways, and the two halves will pull apart to reveal a maw of seemingly hundreds, jagged, ink stained teeth- and several long, melty, inky tendrils. With his mouth open he drools a lot of ink- if you were to pull the projector open when his mouth isn’t, you’d just see very inky normal projector parts- No one knows how it works, not even himself. With this he’s able to eat, does this by one of the tendrils curling around whatever it is, and pulling it back into his mouth. He just- eats cans of soup whole.

N heres jus, a bit of stuff on SS Norman’s appearance cus I love he.

He sort of has a rainbow sheen to his ink- His inks solid black but when light hits it a certain way you can see a sliiight rainbowish sheen to it, sort of like oil slicks on parking lots! The projector he has for a head has deep grooves down the sides n top of it- This is from his own claws. He also has dark claw scar marks in his ink where the projector connects to his neck. Down his back back, connected to the back and underside of the projector are several long wires, some coiled together- Some of these wires have tape wrapped around certain segments, and others vary in size. 

Has the speaker on his chest, that’s where his voice comes from- Its a lil broken, giving his voice that crackle and a slight static hiss to it. Legs end in melted stumps and his hands have hooked, melted claws. His projector has a faint piecut pupil in his lens with his light, this pupil will get less noticeable when angered or if he happens to fall back into his ‘role’ as the projectionist.

Norman’s pretty tall! I cannot remember how tall I made him originally, but I thiink he’s like.. 8 ft tall? 8′5?? hE BIG Man.

Once outside the studio, living with Henry, Linda and their daughter- He takes up gardening!! He really starts to enjoy it, and it gives him something to busy himself with, and keep him occupied!! Linda is the one who gets him started in it, teaches him things and shows him stuff- I always find it so cute to imagine this big Ink monster, delicately holding a small, potted flower, jus carefully in his big ol claws- making all sorts of happy whirrs at it- He’s very proud of every plant he grows! He plants something for Henry, Linda and their daughter Minnie. He also grows something that’s kinda like..a representation of himself in a way! He keeps these plants in one place together. The small flower is for Minnie, who he cares so mch for,,his small daughter he loves very Much!!! Haven’t decided on any of the other plants juuust yet HGFDSHG Was thinking of some sort of- small tree for himself maybe?

a lil down in the AU Norman gets a small greenhouse when they all move houses- It’s not huge, but it's big enough and he loves it- Sort of becomes his room in a way, He fills it with all sorts of plants! If you can’t find him in the house, its guaranteed he’s outside in his greenhouse with his plants.

N yes,,Linda, Henry and Norman are together in my au- they both love their big projector husband VERY MUCH- And Minnie adores her inky dad very much!! 

I’ve thought of a lil scene of her putting stickers on his projector, and he’s just making low, happy whirrs as he sits, hunched over so she can reach his head. She’ll hold up a sheet of stickers and ask him which he wants- he’ll point at one and she’ll gently put it on the side of his projector.. Linda walks into the room to find him covered in stickers- and him now gently putting stickers on Minnie’s face while she laughs.

Linda is immediately jus:

Listen- Listen I just love these 3 very Much and Norman loves his family: VEry much.