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i-do-a-little-drawing · 2 years

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Ok. Several playlist.

Warning: VERY long post (longest I’ve ever done)

Some of these are very loosely related and I didn’t actively search for songs I just went off what I already listen to.

Also: if anyone asks me I will make a Spotify playlist containing any/all of these, or a yt playlist whatever works (don’t know how to make yt playlists but I’ll figure it out(?))

Begin.

General:

- Cabinet Man [Lemon Demon]

- Oh No! [MARINA] *It’s pretty much perfect in every way

- Numbers [Neil Cicierega]

- Radio Ga Ga [Queen]

- Once In a Lifetime [Talking Heads]

- Mr Backwards [Jack Stauber]

- Everybody Wants To Rule The World [Tears For Fears]

- I Earn My Life [Lemon Demon]

- The Machine [Lemon Demon] *please i beg you listen to this song

- One Weird Tip [Neil Cicierega]

Big shot days + working w mike:

- The Other Side [The Greatest Showman]

- On Top Of The World [Imagine Dragons]

- Never Enough [The Greatest Showman]

- Mr. Jones [Counting Crows]

- A Million Dreams [The Greatest Showman]

- The Man [The Killers]

- Leroy [Wheatus]

- I Wanna Be Famous [Chris Allen Hess]

- I’m Still Standing [Elton John]

- Glitz At The Ritz [Jules Gaia]

- Everybody Wants To Rule The World [Tears For Fears]

- Don’t Stop Me Now [Queen]

- Dancing With Myself [Billy Idol]

- Biggering [The Lorax]

- Applause [Lady Gaga]

- Vegas Lights [Panic! At The Disco]

- I Earn My Life [Lemon Demon]

Fall/ing from grace + angst:

- Roaring 20s [Panic! At The Disco]

- Primadonna [MARINA]

- Nothing [GHOST PIRATES]

- Never Thought [Mel Bryant & the Mercy Makers]

- Never Enough (reprise) [The Greatest Showman]

- My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars [Mitski]

- Look At Me I’m Sandra Dee (reprise) [Olivia Newton-John]

- Iris [The Goo Goo Dolls]

- Impossible Year [Panic! At The Disco] *me when 1998 😔

- Harbour [Eleanor McEvoy]

- Grace Kelly [MIKA] *him trying whatever he can to not lose face despite everything going wrong

- The First Step [Will Wood and the Tapeworms]

- Everybody Wants To Rule The World [Tears For Fears]

- Disorder [Joy Division]

- Dancing With Myself [Billy Idol]

- Confrontation [Anthony Warlow]*listen. The first half is very yes. The second half is tailored exclusively to Jekyll & Hyde.

- Choice [Jack Stauber]

- Burning Pile [Mother Mother]

- Baby Hotline [Jack Stauber]

- Ain’t It Fun [Paramore]

- Wilson (Expensive Mistakes)[Fall Out Boy]

- Video Killed The Radio Star [The Buggles]

- Up [Worthikids] *loose, but sings about a sudden fall from grace and is also just a fun bop

- Unwell [Matchbox 20]

- Trade Mistakes [Panic! At The Disco]

- This is Gospel [Panic! At The Disco]

- Emotional Vagrant [The Scary Jokes]

- You’re At The Party [Lemon Demon]

- Able [Jack Stauber]

Crazy ass/NEO:

- Mr Backwards [Jack Stauber]

- Kitchen Without Gun [YouSeeKenny]

- Iris [The Goo Goo Dolls]

- I Am Damaged [Heathers]*I think, I’ve never seen it so ignore the context lol

- Flash Delirium [MGMT] *The chaotic nature of the song and metaphorical themes just fit, yknow?

- Everybody Wants To Rule The World [Tears For Fears]

- Dream Sweet in Sea Major [Miracle Musical] *the first part especially, plus the lines:

“It feels like flying

But maybe we're dying”

and

“One light

Higher than the sun

Invisible to some

Until it's time”

- Don’t Stop Me Now [Queen]*idk, there’s NEO battle themes in here somewhere

- Don’t Hold It Against Us [Skyfixing] *yeah it’s kind of loose

- Change The Formality [Infected Mushroom]

- Biggering [The Lorax]

- The Machine [Lemon Demon]

- There’s A Platypus Controlling Me [Phineas and Ferb]

- Able [Jack Stauber]

Addison related:

- At Least I’m Not As Sad (as I used to be) [Fun]

- Scumbag [Greenday]

- Que Sera [Justice crew]

- Look At Me I’m Sandra Dee (reprise) [Olivia Newton-John]

- Just One Day [2winz2]*ok hear me out. This but switched and it’s spamton wanting a life away from the other addisons and them attempting to help him see reason but after his interruptions and personal attacks they rightfully leave him and he still revels in the “freedom” even as his life spirals downwards, yes it’s a stretch but trust me dude

- From Now On [The Greatest Showman]

- Unwell [Matchbox 20]

- Unable [Jordaan Mason]

- Emotional Vagrant [The Scary Jokes]

- Avril [Neil Cicierega]

Fuck sex:

- Oh Honey [Beau Dega]

- Hey Mickey [Bella Heart]

- Closer [Nine Inch Nails] *listen. I know it’s low hanging fruit. But the religious themes within the song plus all of the ‘whatever’s wrong with him gives me a boner’-esque sentiments I’ve seen , it fits.

- We Came To Smash [Martin Solveig, DEV] *yeah it’s loose

- Troublemaker [Olly Murs, Flo Rida]

Torture for fun:

- Nothing [GHOST PIRATES]

- My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars [Mitski]

- Dissolve [Absofacto]

- Bodybag [chloe moriondo]*take or leave the romantic lines, but ‘I wanna keep you in a cage and watch you sleep for ages’ was too good not to go on this list.

Care him + 💞+ recovery from what he is now ig?:

- Fix You [Coldplay]

- Pure Gold [half⚫️alive]

- Paris [The Chainsmokers]

- On Top Of The World [Imagine Dragons]

- Mr. Jones [Counting Crows]

- Million Bucks [Smallpools]

- Life’s A Happy Song [Mickey Rooney] *idk it’s from one of the muppets movies I think plus ignore the bridge it doesn’t fit

- I’m Still Standing [Elton John]

- Harbour [Eleanor McEvoy]

- Geyser [Mitski]

- From Now On [The Greatest Showman]

- Float On [Modest Mouse]

- Dog Days Are Over [Florence + The Machine]*him finally finding happiness after everything……………. A-

- Daylily [Movements]*see above

- Cynicism [Nana Grizol]

- Crushed Out on Soda Beach [The Scary Jokes]

- Chasing Cars [Snow Patrol]

- Call in Sick [Radiation Puppy]

- Wow, I’m Not Crazy [AJR]

- Avril [Neil Cicierega]

Honourable mentions but just too loose:

- The Business of Emotion [Big Data, White Sea]

- Your Love Is My Drug (8 bit slowed)[just valery]

- Wonderwall [Oasis] *i could’ve put it in big and angst but I just don’t really like the song idk

- Sad [Lemon Demon]

- Intermission [Panic! At The Disco]

- Northern Downpour [Panic! At The Disco]

- I Was Made For Loving You / Please Don’t Say You Love Me [Gardiner Sisters, Kina Grannis]

- Sick Puppy [Lemon Demon]

- Good Luck Chasing Your Mind [Jack Stauber]

- Ain’t Nothin Like A Funky Meme [Pluffaduff]*it’s a good chaotic song already, plus the samples used give a giant vibe but that’s all the thinking I can do

- Alanis [Neil Cicierega] *ignoring the romantic aspects, this gives a ‘yelling at mike’ vibe plus the ad segments add to the vibe, but it’s too fucking funny to put in the angst section

Yes they’re loose. But.

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levucky · 4 years

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al horford sleeper agent

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anyway by now ive told basically everyone i care about but i had a life changing experience over the weekend. n it sounds dumb as shit but i met a real life dude who was basically a clone of nick from franz. weird hours. guess this is a thread

before we start i want to say i havent thought about franz in weeks. theyve gone away on their own finally but really i think my old obsessions just get replaced every few years and maybe it was my hard work in therapy or my new obsession with rap or

maybe it was just a realization or me growing up and maturing or something but i dont even want to work on my favorite fanfics anymore or anything. it’s just odd. i think im changing

and i don’t think about how my former favorite band members are doing or worry about them or check their socials n it feels really good. but i know there probably is or probably will be a replacement

ok that was a tangent. if they were replaced by anything they were replaced by new friends and the NBA. so there’s the exposition of this story sorted

anyway back to the weekend. the sleeper agent invited me to lunch. and that was the catalyst. god people are being so loud in here let me go to the art library

anyway i just kind of realized "huh i guess there's more out there." i went to lunch n shit. WE went to lunch n shit. stopped caring so much about my math homework. let myself be dumb and in love

that’s a very human thing. lunch. he spilled his stupid chipotle burrito all over his stupid bright green celtics jacket

he’s from italy. never even stepped foot in a chipotle. immediately clowned himself. some world we live in

we hung out all weekend. we went to lunch like two more times and we went to dinner. there was this big threat of leaving looming over my head the whole time. i made him walk like a mile on crutches and i feel very bad about it

i don’t know what’s wrong with him. it’s somewhere between a basketball injury and a chronic disability. either way that just made me feel even more emotionally attached to him. i never saw him without the celtics jacket

it was so cold that weekend. or maybe i just didn’t bring the right jacket. if he were a gentleman he would have offered me the celtics jacket. i didnt even hug him goodbye

and then of course he went back home. theres a million girls all over his instagram comments all the time. theres nothing special about me. he doesn't want to talk. i wrote my ap psych notes in green yesterday bc i was so in love with that stupid celtics jacket

im a sixers fan. the sixers and the celtics have been rivals forever. it was about to be war, except i want to move to boston. but really i want to move to dc. i wish the whole world was philly. things would be less complicated

im in love with a celtics jacket. a celtics jacket. of all teams. and i cant even talk to my basketball friends about it because they think im dumb shit for falling for some celtics fan with a million girls all over his instagram comments all the time

im not like those girls. i don’t think im like those girls. but i definitely exactly am

i have an economics test in fifteen minutes. i think one day ill drown in the atlantic ocean.

the test wasnt that bad. i thought about writing this the entire time. i would just zone out and stare and think about the phrase ‘al horford sleeper agent’

because he has to be. why else would someone put a diehard sixers fan right in front of a diehard celtics fan who looks exactly like the guitarist of their middle school favorite band

in reality i should be calling him a celtics sleeper agent because the whole point is that al horford is a sleeper agent for the celtics. but i hate al horford so i guess it’s more funny to include him in the title

i mean how can one player change so drastically like that? al horford was benched for the first time since his rookie season, like, two weeks ago after being traded to the sixers. how does that happen? why *wouldn’t* he be playing badly so his old friends win the title?

al horford’s gotta be retiring in like, three years, tops. he’s working for the celtics, i know it. and my sleeper agent is trying to convert me to a celtics fan

i understand why people make jokes, though. it’s a very human thing to want to go home. al horford just wants to go home. he lived in boston for however many years let me look it up

god whatever it was only three years i thought it was like eleven that just ruined my point

back to the matter at hand though that’s all we’re trying to do. we all just want to feel at home. we’re all just these little things trying to connect somehow. sometimes we are more desperate than others

i think im pretty desperate right now. sometimes i sit in my bedroom and im like damn when do i get to go home? but im home

i didn’t even want to leave dc. it was all star break and there wasn’t even basketball on. so there i was, in basketball purgatory, wizards territory for some god forsaken reason, losing sleep over a celtics fan and not wanting to go home

and when i say i was losing sleep you better believe me. i was so excited to wake up in the morning that i didn’t want to fall asleep. i wanted to be awake forever, endless, running through the city

i’ll get there soon enough. it’ll be with different people. college, yknow. all that. but sometimes i feel like certain things can’t be replaced.

and im acting like a different person lately. im using my phone at red lights just so i can check for a message from the sleeper agent. it’s always one word responses

yes. ok. maybe. some shit like that. a haha every once in a while. he’s not interested and i should stop trying

and then, INEVITABLY, i send something stupid back, a photo of my hand on the wheel or something, and i get left on read

and i know im stupid for it. everyone i know is screaming at me “disco, you’re dumb shit” but i just want to believe for a minute that im loved, im special

I want to feel like someone out there cares about me that isn’t obligated to, yknow? my mom can say she loves me all she wants but it doesn’t feel as good as some italian celtics fan saying it

some hot italian celtics fan mind you

even if he wasn’t hot or italian it would be nice. and actually it would be better if he liked like, ANY other basketball team

except maybe the knicks

but whatever. main point: i know im dumb shit and should stop trying. but it feels good to feel like if i keep trying maybe i’ll be wanted

sleeper agent is just one of those people tho. he’s magnetic and everyone always wants to be around him. dumb as hell in the most charming way ever. my friends are still all making fun of me

i started crying in a pizza place the other night because even the CONCEPT of italy sent me over the edge. i need to stop before i

wait what’s the word

i need to stop before i immortalize him? no, no

i need to stop before i deify him. soon enough he’s going to be a new canonical character in my head and i’ll start making up legends and stories to myself

we barely knew each other. if i deify him i’ll start telling people he offered me the celtics jacket when it was cold out. he’ll become a perfect gentleman. and he wasnt. he was just some stupid hot italian boy in a bright green jacket

im not going to deify him. it won’t happen. but i love the color green. i always say i love yellow more but i think that’s passed. i wear a green ring on my right ring finger every day. im not going to deify him and i still hate the celtics

overall, the celtics are winning the rivalry. i don’t think the sixers have ever truly been “great,” at least outside of philly. maybe allen iverson. wilt chamberlain. dr j? theyve never had like, a dynasty. idk. i don’t think you’d be able to get a sixers jacket in italy.

it’s his birthday today. i should probably text him. i should probably stop thinking about him. that’s just dumb shit, disco youre better than this what happened to a little self confidence every now and again

sure lets say external validation isnt necessary but also i think that’s something the mindfulness crowd made up to sell more planners and tote bags in 2011. it feels good to be wanted

never waste all your time on it sure. know youre still worth it even when you have no friends and there are a million girls all over his instagram comments. but it does feel good to hear “goodness disco i like how much you like the philadelphia 76ers”

my friends are all making fun of me for being on some romeo and juliet shit because he’s literally from verona and he’s a celtics fan and im a sixers fan god damn it disco why does this always happen

i never even read romeo and juliet but i saw the dreamworks adaptation so i guess ive got the story relatively right i know they die in the end. the gnomes shatter into little pieces i think

anyway tangents aside the sixers won tonight. philly is lit up green. why the hell is philly lit up green? the eagles were done like three months ago and the flyers are orange. why is philly lit up green

oh god, he just snapped me. a zoomed in photo of himself with caption that says “76ers” with like five exclamation points

here we go again, everybody

wish me luck

#writeblr #writing #original writing #creative writing #narrative #my writing #philadelphia 76ers #boston celtics #nba #just inspo lmao #also jacket boy is currently quarantined for coronavirus #just thought id add that with the news out if italy #pip pip cheerio #al horford #al horford sleeper agent #narrative nonsense #disco is my real name

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icharchivist · 4 years

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(1) I realized that the guardians of DGM's main quartet are all pretty extreme but in different scales. Cross and Bookman can be overly harsh toward Allen and Lavi while Tiedoll and Komui can be overly clingy toward Kanda and Lenalee. Normally, it would bother me, but they are at least more subdued during serious situations and their harshness/clinginess is usually played for laugh. Imagine during Christmas or Birthdays, all the guardians will give bad gifts but for different reasons.

(2) Kanda and Lenalee will get very embarrassing gifts (Lenalee will probably get one of those creepy komurin pillows that can sing lullaby in Komui's voice, and Kanda... probably another art of Kanda or something sentimental and embarrassing). Meanwhile Allen and Lavi will receive things that should not be considered gifts (Allen will be sent more debt notices, as for Lavi, maybe more documents to record, which only adds to his workload as Bookman apprentice)

Ooh yeah definitly agreed!!

And yeah tbh their clinginess/harshness makes a lot of sense with the environment they are and their duty toward their protegee (Cross and Bookman are not supposed to get attached to them but they care a lot which makes them compensate by being harsher, while Komui and Tiedoll both are pretty aware of the horrors their protegee went through and are overprotective because of that, Tiedoll because he got that tortured kid so young he gotta take care of him and Komui bc his sister was taken away from him for those horrors to happen)

But to me yeah that’s why the humor works and i still buy that they care for each other and that they have understandable reasons to do so

anyway-

Kanda and Lenalee would definitly get this sort of gifts, Lenalee already have a Komui Themed Room she never steps in bc of Komui, so this would 100% happen. To complete with the aesthetics. While Tiedoll would definitly do something extremely sentimental and embarassing that’d have Kanda so flustered he’d probably try to slice something up.

Meanwhile, yeah Cross will probably just give Allen more debts and Allen would just. Stares into oblivion. Like he’d love to be hurt by it but at this point it’s too normal for him to be affected.For Lavi i could see that from Bookman but except if it’s like, a hundred books at once i don’t think he’d mind too much, Lavi actually does love all of this after all, and he can read big stuff very fast too, so unless the workload is... unbearably huge, i think he’ll love it.

but that’s still kinda hilarious to picture all four of them comparing their gifts the next day bc while Lavi and Allen can complain about theirs, if they start thinking about trading they’d see Lenalee’s and go “yknow what we’re good actually”. Meanwhile they can all get to mock Kanda’s reactions to his actual nice gift, as a treat, bloodrush from being almost killed by him after that.

And boy if Tiedoll gives another like, Lifesize smiling Kanda i can see Lavi trying to steal it to put it into even more embarassing conditions and once Allen catches up on it, he starts helping him, until Kanda who first was relieved the damn thing was out of his room would realize what happened and will start preparing a slice of rabbit served on its bed of beansprouts for dinner.

This is beautiful thanks for sharing nonny dLKFD

#ichafantalks dgm #Anonymous #ichareply

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sanderssides-fics · 7 years

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A special haven chapter 2

Chapter 1: https://sanderssides-fics.tumblr.com/post/161948293942/a-special-haven-chapter-1

Tw: hospital, ADHD interpretation, multiple issues.

Tags: @analogically-prinxiety @the-prince-and-the-emo @princeyandanxiety @softlogic @polysandershell _____2______

Anxiety spent a little while in his room still, just looking around. Posters coated the walls and there was another of Logan’s ties on a hook near the door, the magenta one Anxiety had once complimented Logan on.

The tie he had with him last night was wrapped around his wrist like it was a bracelet. Anxiety finally decided to leave his room when the door opened, it closed behind a tall man with dirty blonde quiffed hair and a suit on. “Ah hello Anxiety, I am Mr.Donnovan the caretaker of this home. I have to go to the hospital to retrieve everyone’s daily medicine, do you need anything?” Mr donnovan had a strong southern U.S. accent. Anxiety shook his head No, not ready to open up to him, what he wanted was pain medicine and Logan. “Not even your nurse?” Mr. Donnovan questioned, Anxiety looked at the tie and then held up his wrist, pointed at the tie and nodded. “Okay hun, I’ll be back in half am hour. Maybe you should socialize”.

Anxiety didn’t leave the room for 5 minutes after that. When he did, he wish he hadn’t. The walls were a bright yellow, the carpet an unnatural grey, the lighting was flickering in one spot, and the noise… God, the noise. It wasn’t that it was annoying… it was that it was loud and a lot of layering. Children laughter, Taylor Swift, Bruno Mars, a TV somewhere, the hospital ambulances, teen grumbles, a single scream of ‘shut up!’.

Anxiety went downstairs where instantly he had that 10 year old kid again near him. “Come on! You need food! Why are you here? Did you do something bad? Are you bisexual? Are you agender?” He then gasps in his little question spree as he sits Anxiety down at the breakfast bar and gets him orange juice “O M G are you gender fluid?” They asked.

“I’m not any of those” Anxiety spoke slower and quieter than the kid.

“Oh okay! That’s cool! Do you like the juice? Vander made it at 3 this morning!” The kid beamed “I’m Elliot! I have ADHD, I get tired a lot and distracted. It’s a really weird case because I’m not like other kids but I’m not exactly different yknow? My parents are in huggy shirts, they laugh a lot. I think the huggy shirts and pillow rooms make then happier than I do” Elliot got sad for a moment “Oh well!” He beamed right back up “if live with my uncle who owns this place! They thought it would be easier if I lived here, better eyes on me to make sure I don’t fix things all the time.”

Anxiety helped Elliot take a breath to calm down just as a girl entered the room. “Fresh meat” she mumbled, her ginger hair up in two pigtails held up by ribbons and curled at the ends. She smacked gum and fixed her overall jorts. The white shirt she wore read 'Basic’ in big black cursive letters and it couldn’t have been more right.

“That’s Ash, you won’t see her around much. She’s released tonight, she finally got rid of her illness and gets to go home. Her mom is a buisness woman by the name of Anne, her dad is a congressman named Steve, she has a baby brother who would 3 years old in a week his name is Allen.” Elliot explained to Anxiety, whom just nodded.

“You don’t need to reveal everyone’s life story dweeb” Ash growled flicking Elliot in the temple. Elliot whimpered after Ash left with a bowl of dry cereal. Anxiety patted Elliot’s head gently, a little Unnatural since he hadn’t done that before. Elliot smiled and noticed Anxiety had finished his orange juice.

“My uncle says your name is secret, you get called Anxiety though because you have bad Anxiety. He said for me not to jumpscare you so you don’t get scared ” Elliot laughed gently. Anxiety smiled a little, Elliot showed Anxiety the rest of the house. The bathrooms and the bedrooms they were allowed in.

“The twins are very cuddly, I warn you” Elliot said as he opened the door slightly and instantly there was two kid on Anxiety’s legs. They rubbed their pudgy 3 year old cheeks on Anxiety’s legs and acted like cats. “Dr.Alice found them on the street with a posse of cats. They’ve acted like this ever since. ” Elliot said. Anxiety knew exactly who these girls were. Dr.Alice told Anxiety about Kit & Kat.

The kids let go of Anxiety when an older teen came out of his room, they hooked on to him as well and the guy laughed and went back in his room without a notice to Anxiety or Elliot.

“That’s Kyle, he only associates with the care takers and the twins. He’s here because he has nowhere else.” That was almost the last time Anxiety saw Kyle.

The door downstairs opened and Mr.Donnovan entered. “Uncle Donny!” Elliot exclaimed and slid down the railing and right into his uncles arms. Anxiety retreated into his room, weird, he felt no way about calling this room his own. He didn’t think he’d mind it here after all. Though he had no idea who this 'Vander’ person was.

There was a knock on the door before Anxiety looked up from his spot in the middle of the floor. Logan closed the door behind him and Anxiety smiled gently at the Nurse. Logan was glad that the only thing disturbed in the room was the sheets. “Hey” Anxiety spoke gently.

“Salutations” Logan said and Anxiety giggled making Logan smile and sit across from him “How do you find the place? How do you feel”

“Its okay, Elliot showed me around… I’m in some pain and Anxiety levels” Anxiety mumbled the last part, Logan moved closer to Anxiety and noticed the tie around Anxiety’s wrist.

“So you have left the room, that’s good. You went with a hyper boy as well. I see you found the tie, I thought it might help you calm down… you know, about being forced into this place even though you said no.” Logan looked down a little ashamed but still he knew this was best for his anxious patient. He gave Anxiety some pain medicine he had in his white coat pocket.

“Its okay, I can see where you came from on the whole safe view this place is definitely better than with my brother” Anxiety said and Logan nodded in agreement. Anxiety hugged Logan gently to seal his opinion on Logan so that Logan wouldn’t worry as much.

Five minutes of talking about Anxiety’s opinions of the other tenants later and they both were leant against a wall, Anxiety more leaned on Logan’s shoulder though. Logan was Anxiety’s comfort.

“Dr.Alice told me about Ivory, that other nurse, I’m really sorry about her. I don’t know why she did that” Logan said casually.

“Dr.Alice said it’s because you and her dated and you broke up with her because of a… complication” Anxiety said, his head half in Logan’s neck and half on Logan’s shoulder but he still saw the deep blush on Logan’s cheeks.

“Yeah, I realized I didn’t really like her. She wasn’t nice anyways” Logan admitted

“I figured” Anxiety smiled gently, Logan’s watch beeped “Do you have to leave?”

“Yeah, it’s lunch time for you. I’ll come back tonight before my shift is over to check up on you okay?” Logan said as he got up and helped Anxiety up. Anxiety nodded and lead Logan to the door before saying goodbye. Anxiety didn’t like Logan leaving, he didn’t really feel safe anymore.

“Anxiety!” Elliot smiled and took Anxiety’s hand dragging him to a dining room. “Its lunch time! Uncle Donny let me help with it. We are having macaroni, grilled cheese, and salad!” Elliot was very hyper and kept talking; some how Elliot managed to switch the topic from lunch to roller coasters to the Vander person again.

Elliot made Anxiety sit next to him as Ash and Mr.Donnovan served the food. Most of the kids dove into their food savagely but still neatly. Kyle had came down with Kit & Kat and he was helping feed them their food so they didn’t make a huge mess. Anxiety just nibbled on his food. A peace of lettuce or a corner of bread found their way to his mouth every so often. He was used to Roman taking his food, it would be half way to his mouth and Roman would steal it and eat it then laugh. He was used to one small meal a week from the breakfast club at school.

Elliot kept everyone entertained with stories he heard from 'Isaac’ but most people referred to him as Imaj. Imaj was sitting in the living room, he ate his food there while next to the small terrarium for a gecko or something. Anxiety got up when everyone was distracted and entered the living room. Imaj looked up instantly, he smiled gently.

“You’re the new one, you came in last night. I like your scars” Imaj referenced Anxiety’s wrist, Anxiety hid his wrist against his chest.

“How did you know about those?” Anxiety asked nervously.

Imaj just smiled “I’m Imaj, I am 8 years old and my parents are dead” He said without hesitation, without the smile leaving his face either.

“I’m Anxiety, I’m 16, and my dad is dead. I never knew my mom.” Anxiety said quietly as he sat next to Imaj.

“This is Quiche, he’s 5 months” Imaj held up a small gecko, it was no bigger than the brunettes middle finger. Anxiety smiled at the reptilian creature.

“He’s adorable” Anxiety smiled, he pets the gecko gently.

“Donny says he’s like me. Adorable and all knowing.” Imaj made a mystical face making Anxiety laugh gently. They talked about Quiche and about their time here until lunch was over for everyone else. Then the living room flooded with TV hogs, it got too loud for Anxiety so he covered his ears and speed walked to his room, when he spun around to close his door he noticed Imaj had followed him.

“Can I come in, please?” The day-dreamy eight year old asked.

“Sure” Anxiety found it weird he felt more comfortable with the 8 and 10 year Olds than with people his own age. Then again, people his own age liked to hurt him outside of here.

#roman sanders #logan sanders #anxiety sanders #sanderssides #thomas sanders

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