Pretty sure you would have to cover a pill in peanut butter to get Wolf to take it

Homie would lick the peanut butter off and spit it on the floor tho

A Tale of Love and Loyalty

Friendly reminder for everyone to be kind to their spine today. And tomorrow. And. Forever.

Organizing your notes. That is also writing

the writing self doubt is hitting HARD with this fic lads. help

i wis i had more ppl to send me unhinged thoughts about rook....

the deepest and most fiery pits of my wrath and loathing are reserved solely for cheese-on-toast enjoyers

Me: I am not going to write these next few days. We are taking a BREAK we are not going to even LOOK at a word document we are doing NOTHING

Also me: outlining something completely unrelated in a different document

stop!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goood morning lovely friends on my hand computer❣

On Friday went to the doc about feeling terrible. She suggests its a side effect of the medication (never mind that some of it is the same flavour of terrible as from before the medication or even the heart condition), So i am given another medication.

Starting to feel a little like a woman who swallowed a fly tbh

it's been, like, two months since I loaded up animal crossing & let me tell you ... #healed 😔🙏

such a shame that i could never get into kamila shamsie's writing because she's very esteemed in the pakistani literary community

sunghoon figure skater au ... save me sunghoon figure skater au ...

my favorite part of the garbage man experience might be when they say they're secretly a trans woman as if that will ensure I'll sleep with them. bc I never expected people would pretend to be trans especially in Poland bc it kinda sucks if you really are trans so why would you pretend. but it's happened twice which is not much but still weird.

my second favorite part is when I treat them the same way I'd treat any trans person, which is, idk the same lol. and I suggest communities like my queer film club where they could feel at home or that I'd be happy to address them with preferred pronouns etc bc it's so embarrassing to them they're like what do you mean you don't treat trans ppl like monkeys in a zoo and also a fetish

vague winstuk drama maybe they don't interact for like months until coincidentally running into each other at a bar they've both been to together before and having that face-to-face reunion, maybe helpfully for them & the world mpc no longer exists at this point

like maybe winston just reflexively, not really particularly misguidedly, would refuse any contact from anyone connected to mpc outside official channels (and even then), like even tuk, entirely plausible that they're not at this point like decidedly, with plenty of history of mutual reassurance / clear emergent evidence, so Close that winston could even muster an exception for tuk, even if he'd consider a text or buzz at the door or w/e else from him At All vs much less so from anyone else. plus obvious added reason to [avoid everyone / reject any reaching out] of like just knowing probably everyone's further laughing at you, and by and large they probably are, and that even if they aren't, still having to feel like it, having every reason to assume the worst when Everyone was like That to him even at the supposed Best....adding to some Loath To Interact W/Any Of Them At All, even if some people have obviously always been nicer, and those people are tuk and maybe kind of ben. still graced w/as much as / more than any former quanternary employee's ever been shitted on on their way out. and like yeah maybe winston could and still would immediately connect w/tuk outside of being coworkers like yeah let's hang out please i would be especially glad for something like that....but in this case let's say he couldn't or doesn't

and on tuk's side maybe he is also again like not exactly feeling like they're already close enough that he should Definitely press, should Definitely be trying to kick down the door like hey bestie i Know nothing is right with the world if i can't talk w/you or visit b/c you're not responding to some still fairly distant channels of communication....and maybe he's just also nervous like at all aware everyone wanted to devour winston at the bottom of the food chain / that that happened, and uncomfortably aware he's immediately adjacent to that kind of treatment, and what protects him is likewise like [being ignored at best] with the help Sometimes of shielding from like one ally, but then also like a patronizing kind of pity to make stomping on him not worth it / also unsupportive support that isn't anyone really accepting him as is but rather organic aba like "well you could & should try being more Correct tuk, not as much of a loser as you are rn, and Then people might be more decent to you"....the awareness that being friendly to winston was indeed another thing that was Less correct

but then anyways they run into each other in-person like oh hey 😳 simply finding it easy to get along again immediately anyways. simply being like yeah did miss you and wish we'd kept interacting but also you do know how it is (they do) and can just step back into being actually genuinely friendly and supportive and understanding and sympathetic Now and not need to then be Immediately so much closer but again have the chance for it, and/or just maintaining [i do want to keep spending time with you] indefinitely. the rare peers alliances, theirs could never flourish at work so let's share nests outside of it finally