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actual-changeling · 3 months

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someone should have stopped me from putting these side by side but here we are. i can't do this anymore what the fuck.

a difference from at least six thousand years—and they are completely different people, crowley is absolutely right about that. the starmaker was lost in the fall, and crowley has been trying to find himself again ever since.

the final fifteen robbed him of anything light that was still persevering, because crowley's don't bother is him giving up. he's done. he can't do this anymore and then he still waits.

he still waits.

and he will keep waiting.

#alex talks good omens #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #good omens season 2 #go2 #aziracrow #crowley x aziraphale #ineffable husbands #ineffable wives #ineffable spouses #ineffable divorce #the final fifteen #what if i took apart a wall brick by brick with my bare hands #jesus christ i cant do this anymore #every day i find new ways of inflicting pain who gave me this curse #also david tennant genuinely fucking blew my mind with the starmaker #i dont know how he does it but goddamn

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seoafin · 1 year

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jjk leaks

akutami. killed. tsumiki. what. the. fuck.

#!?!?$/&/!:'!/!:!2!!???.€#>~>|€|>|>~^#akutami what the actual FUCK #JESUS CHRIST I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #mtjjk

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oatbugs · 2 months

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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featherwhiskered · 3 months

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the hoes love my stupid cat swag. my head going through a brick wall NOW

#feather draws #my art #catified #oh my god not again #cobra kai #jesus fucking christ #daniel larusso #johnny lawrence #amanda larusso #demetri alexopoulos #eli moskowitz #hawk cobra kai #tory nichols #sam larusso #miguel diaz #ok i cant do this anymore

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milfromanroy · 1 year

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THE WAY LOUIS RESTS HIS CHIN ON LESTATS HEAD WHILE HE SLITS HIS THROAT

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ghoul-haunted · 4 months

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anyway I'm soooo normal* about asscreed and I definitely dont constantly feel a sad sense of loss over how I'll likely never experience the same wild enthusiasm or passion for a franchise story like I did with asscreed, but god I am glad I was there for it's height because there was nothing else like it

*this is a lie

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marsdemo · 4 months

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killing myself is the myself killer. killing myself is the myself killer [grimacing smile] killing myself is the myself killer

#eff #oh my god this shit is so dire im catching up on a bunch of late work that i put off because i was doing other shit and it literally is lik #i may not graduate if i dont get this shite in but its genuinely such a colossal waste of time that i feel like jumping into #an industrial trash compactor like JESUS CHRIST THE SHIT YALL ARE MAKING ME WRITE ABT IS SO BEYOND STUPID #literally. literally such meaningless things . i'll destroy them all #bashing my head into the wall simulator i literally need to be done w it i cant do this shit anymore i literally have other things to do #//#repetition #suicide mention #LOL SORRY AHHHH 😁

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shadow0-1 · 1 year

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I mean i looove Valeria, i think she's portrayed nicely as a woman in a world dominated by men BUT what i don't get is how it goes over someone's head to call her a tragic hero instead of villain?? Aus and all that are fine, I'd do that too but she's literally murdering people in las almas to send a "message"??? She's a friggin drug crime lord that has possibly done god knows what to her city and beyond just because she acknowledged to herself her way is better.

And now she's going to fight fire with fire with Alejandro. C'mon like villains can be evil and they can still be great characters, no need to goodify them smh , sorry for a wee rant

It's true and you should fucking say it

#/ask #i dont actively seek out content anymore #cause jesus christ #whatever comes on my dash is what i get and its better that way #shes a VILLAIN #and theres nothing wrong with that #shes toxic and has her own motivations #its very clear if youve actually seen anything about the game #but of course youd have to give a shit first #shes not tragic by any means #she KNOWS what shes doing #she knowingly and WILLINGLY betrayed the army and alejandro #she WILLINGLY betrayed chuy who was on her squad!!!!#and shes still a good character!!!!#being a villian doesnt change that #shes just well written #as an antagonist/ villain #cant talk about being well written without mentioning graves #fucking IW throwing characterization out the window

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widevibratobitch · 2 months

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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love

#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy #cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS #is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now #actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen #when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell #your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you #cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc #dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august #and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright #like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life #but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore #christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af #but i genuinely dont have any other advice #like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas

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soldier-poet-king · 1 year

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I try very hard not to hate and not to hate read and not to let little stupid things I see annoy me but oh god I hate [redacted opinion/topic] so much and I hate seeing [redacted topic/pinion] so much and I am full of violent rage and I hate that most of all

#sometimes. i see mutuals mutuals mutuals in laws bullshit #and their shit ends up on my dash #and we live in VASTLY different worlds #like ho ho holy shit you are vile and mean and for WHAT #would you say that to JESUS CHRISTS FACE???? no??? then shut the FUCK UP #anyway. yes. normally i strive to be calm an5s kind #but i saw smthn so infuriating and cruel and i am so tired and still getting over being sick #and i just. i cant hold on to my emotions anymore #everytime im like. well maybe not every single rad trad conservative holds the vilest opinions ive ever hear #heard*#then i go and see this shit and I'm like. oh no. actually. im absolutely correct in doing this whole institutional church thing alone #and on the sidelines with only a few trusted friends #bc yall have some RANCID behaviour #if ur reading this it is NOT abt you #i would never vagueblog abt a mutual or followe #this is like. a 4th degree connection and im just >:(#take ur slurs and cruelty somewhere else. better yet. log off. permanently #go become a monk. hermit. learn patience and humility and the divine beauty of creation

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agayconcept · 17 days

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#oh for fucks sake #if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g #she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up #which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares)#so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc #and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.'#she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things'#bitch WHAT THINGS ?????#exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ????#do u Hear urself ??#now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up)#and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour #'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!'#ma'am...#a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest #b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt #c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit.#whaT ?????#god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit #not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her)#jesus fUcking chrisT #i gotta get out of here #this woman is so immensely hateful #ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times)#fuuuuuck me.#anyway.#negative #ableism #verbal abuse #ask to tag

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wolvierinez · 8 months

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i don't careee about thr fucking dc danny phantom crossover every fucking person in the tag seems to post about I DONT CARE i want ahit about the actual comics and characters GET ME OUT OF HERE.

#no hate to people who do like this i just dont.#this was a huge reason i was so hesitant to get into dc. because a not insignificant number of #things in the tag is about this fucking fanon crossover.#i havent seen danny phantom. its hard for me to see it bc of where i live #not that i want to seek it out anymore jesus christ.#reminder. tag your shit. i cant keep adding new shit to filtered tags bc yall come up with new codewords or whatever

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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tumblr stop trying to copy twitter and for the love of god please improve your tagging system i just want to find A Post using keywords i know should work

#snap chats #stop making me comb through hundreds of asks of people calling my faves mid or assholes and me being cringe in responses #absolutely doing tremendous amounts of mental damage to me #anyway no i was trying to find that post of me comparing aoki's face to sawashiro and ikumi's #since i forgot i wanted to link that in my Face Studies Ask response #but alas. I Cannot Find It so i guess i shouldnt be TOO mad i posted that ask early ???#or. 'early'. whatever we know what i mean #ive already revised it like five times since posting it LMAO I JUST KEPT CATCHING THINGS #im not touching it anymore though i promise whatever i wrote we're just gonna have to deal sorry everyone #back on topic though i tried looking through every reasonable tag and keyword that shouldve worked and Yeah No Dice #if anyone finds that post. i cant promise any reward but i will say thank you with a lot of exclamation points #cause i do like that post i made...... as it does tackle one of my fave topics....#ok im sleepy and i am Probably streaming tomorrow so bye bye #guaranteed sneaking in a few routes of shadow the hedgehog in the morn..#dont worry i have a lil rgg drawing planned :] nothing major or. spectacular. just drawing daigo for the first time in a thousand years #was given a vision while laying on the couch watching my bro play shantae...#ok bye fr now jesus fucking christ i always dO THIS--

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digirainebow · 9 months

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just sent riley into the portal for the first time and i feel hysterical

#digi discusses #oxenfree II spoilers #i was not anticipating being able to play out that last part and seeing her and rex running next to eachother. thats my baby boy oh my god #the horse ending up right back where she started. him saying i love you too im actually unwell #i got. the friends with Charlie and violet but not olivia variation also and this is the worst possible ending for them right like. fuck #what olivia says in therapy. jesus h christ #the things i have just heard i cant i cant #i was fully expecting this ending to be my favorite but. i feel. So upset. maybe with friending olivia i will feel different but ow ow ow o #gotta do. jacob next i guess haha! hahaha! hahahahaha #now i understand why it saves in the harbor before the end. reloading the save is truly just checking in on riley in the loop. i am sad #also What Do You Mean 'i dont think hes around anymore' riley what do you mean is he. not home on the day she chose or. idek im scared

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spirallingstarcases · 5 months

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my brother in christ if i’m gonna be honest the cultivating the dashboard is starting to feel like i’m out on my porch with a shotgun defending my quaint rural home from wave after wave of zombies

#i am FIGHTING for my life out here #i can’t keep seeing these polls i cant do it anymore. i just cant #*grips the ground* jesus christ i am going to lose my shit #spispeaks

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retroosquared · 2 years

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i couldnt watch this mcc live bc i was busy so ive just been checking twitter and like clockwork dteam is complaining about something AGAIN. just leave if ur not having fun at this point this happens every mcc its getting annoying

#blue.txt #like how are u winning every other mcc and still complaining?#literally just ruining the game for everybody goddamn #ur not the first people to be inconvenienced by glitches server crashes etc.#not to mention all the complaining about build mart just bc theyre shit at it. a lot of ppl enjoy build mart its a fun game #maybe if you tried to play instead of whining for two seconds youd do better #like jesus christ my tl just gets overtaken every fucking mcc by their toxic bullshit #to the point where i cant even enjoy their content anymore no matter how much i try they just annoy me now #anyway sorry for the rant im irritated. grow up

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