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Hiya! Would u mind doing a piece about a female autistic bau member? Preferably centered around her and jj (platonic since you dont do romance). Maybe the reader gets injured in the field and is seriously overstimulated but jj is there to help calm her down and get checked out for any nasty wounds
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Jennifer 'JJ' Jareau X Fem Autistic Reader
Request : Hiya! Would u mind doing a piece about a female autistic bau member? Preferably centered around her and jj (platonic since you dont do romance). Maybe the reader gets injured in the field and is seriously overstimulated but jj is there to help calm her down and get checked out for any nasty wounds
Hope you like this sorry for the wait, I'm currently doing a project for college and its my major one so I won't be updating as much but I will try to at least once a week.
Third person pov...
The team were on the jet, they had been called in to Seattle for a serial case, a murderer was going around kidnapping woman in their early 20s, he keeps them for a few days, torturing them then disposing of them like rubbish.
All women were Y/S colour, with H/C hair and E/C eyes, it unnerved Y/N how much the victims looked like her.
Y/N L/N is the second youngest member of the BAU, she was 23, the H/C girl joined a couple years after Elle left.
She and JJ got on very well, everyone knew she was autistic, but JJ was always the one who helped the young girl when she was overwhelmed or had a sensory overload, of course the others helped but JJ helped the most.
The blonde haired woman became like an older sister to the 23 year old.
As they sat down on the jet, they began sharing ideas and going over the case, as they did Y/N was becoming overwhelmed with the louds of the engine.
Usually she had either her headphones or earplugs, as the plane ride was always too loud for the girl.
But she had unfortunately forgottenboth of them, so there she sat on the Jet, fiddling with her finger trying tokeep her mind of the sounds, as she did this, she didn't notice JJs concerned expression
Suddenly JJs eyes lit up she recognised the signs Y/N gives when she is feeling overwhelmed and JJ of course knew them all, she then reached into her travel bag and pulled out some ear plugs.
Originally they were Y/Ns but the H/C girl gave them to JJ, so she would have them I'd Y/N forgot her headphones, the older girl was happy she'd kept them in there.
She then taps Y/Ns hand under the table, Y/N gave her a curious look before JJ nudges the earplugs into her shaking hand, E/C eyes lit up, the young girl quickly puts them in.
She shoots the blonde woman a smile which JJ returns happily, the two then focus on what the team were talking about.
Time skip...
A couple days past, the team finally have a lead, Y/N and JJ and thw team chase after the unsub, as they did Y/N sustained a minor injury.
As the adrenaline subsided, the chaos of the surroundings assaulted her senses. The cacophony of sirens, the pungent odor of gunpowder, and the incessant chatter overwhelmed her.
Just when the H/C girl felt her mind spiraling out of control, a gentle hand reached out and steadied her. It was JJ with her warm eyes and soothing voice, whisked her away from the sensory assault.
In the seclusion of the Station, JJ tended to Y/Ns njury with quiet efficiency. They were in the conference room the Captian had given them to work in.
As the young girls body began to calm, a new wave of distress hit her heart.
The sobs and wails of the distraught parents of the victims echoed through the space. Y/N flinched at the loud sounds and curled in on herself.
She was visibly overwhelmed still, even more now by the raw emotions, from the parents, making the H/C girl retreated into her shell.
She covered her ears, desperate to escape the overwhelming torrent of sound. Just when her composure was on the brink of shattering, a familiar voice cut through.
JJ had of course sensed her escalating discomfort and approached cautiously. JJ's soothing words reached her ears.
" i know this is hard, Y/N" she whispered, her voice barely above a murmur. "Can I help you find a quieter place?" Y/N nods quickly.
With JJ's gentle guidance, the H/C girl made her way to a secluded corner of the room. JJ dimmed the lights and played soothing music, creating a sanctuary of tranquility amidst the chaos.
"Can i touch you?" She asks the overwhelmed Girl, knowing some autistics likr pressure when others hate it.
Y/N thought for a moment, pressure does aleays help her, so she nods her head and JJ kneels closer, She held the girls close, her embrace providing a much-needed sanctuary.
Soon Y/Ns acing thoughts began to slow as JJ's steady breathing and rhythmic heartbeat grounded her. "Focus on my voice" JJ whispered. "Take deep breaths. You're safe now."
She begins to rock slowly, and felt Y/N relax even more, she girl was almost like putty in JJs arms which made the woman smile, glad she was able to help her girl.
As the H/C girl radually regained her composure, JJ remained by her side, providing a comforting presence.
They sat in the dark room cuddled together, Y/N almost falling asleep to the sound of JJs heartbeat, it was a soothing sound that she couldn't get enough off.
Y/N was grateful to JJ for helping her and being there for her, while she went through her epsisode, Together, they navigated the emotional storm that had engulfed them, one moment at a time.
The end!
Hope you liked this oneshot, sorry for the wait and sorry for this one being shorter than the others, I didn't have a particular idea in mind of how to write this so I winged it lol.
Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes
Requests are open!
Word count : 1006
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Masterlist
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Harlow's X-mas Fic Extravaganza 2023
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Aaron Hotchner (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
Alex Blake (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
Elle Greenaway (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
Emily Prentiss (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
Jennifer 'JJ' Jareau (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds) Nothing Yet
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Andromeda Black (Marauders) Nothing Yet
Marlene McKinnon (Marauders) Nothing Yet
Narcissa Black (Marauders) Nothing Yet
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Daisy Jones (Daisy Jones and the Six) Nothing Yet
Karen Sirko (Daisy Jones and the Six) Nothing Yet
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Sharon Carter/Agent 13/Powerbroker (Marvel) Nothing Yet
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Nancy Wheeler Nancy Wheeler SFW Dating Headcannons
Robin Buckley Nothing Yet
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Quinn Bailey New Romantics
Sam Carpenter Never Too Drunk To Know I Love You Make You Feel Better Not a fic, but a thought (Ghostface!Sam)....
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Jackie Taylor (Yellow Jacket's-1996)💖 Your Own Personal Terminator
Lottie Matthews (Yellow Jacket's-1996/2021) 💚 Eat Your Young (Adult YJ x Reader) BeReal Adult YJ's x Reader Headcannons Mean!Dom Tai x Soft!Dom Lottie x Reader blurb
Natalie Scatorccio (Yellow Jacket's-1996/2021) 💙 Eat Your Young (Adult YJ x Reader) BeReal Adult YJ's x Reader Headcannons
Shauna Shipman (Yellow Jacket's-1996) 💜 Ghostface Shauna (secondary blog) Eat Your Young (Adult YJ x Reader) BeReal Adult YJ's x Reader Headcannons
Van Palmer (Yellow Jacket's-1996/2021)🧡 Autistic!Adult!Van Head-Cannons Eat Your Young BeReal Head-Cannons 🤭
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Undercover Part 1
part 1, part 2
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Overview: the BAU has gone undercover to find a potential unsub who has been drugging, raping and murdering women. It own becomes a potential victim. Having to play her part to catch the bad guy, you go to the party all dressed up and dance with a potential murderer all while pretending he is someone else, Spencer Reid.
TW: drugs, rape (it is mentioned how the unsub rapes his victims. the reader is drugged and the unsub takes advantage of her being drugged and begins to take off her dress), murder, sex, adult themes. if these types of things are triggering for you please don’t read. I’m just a average person who tried their best to not cause people to be upset. If this is problematic I’m sorry I didn’t mean for it to be and will take it down.
Relationship: Spencer Reid x (female)reader
word count: 3,384
Author’s note: so this is my first ever Criminal Minds story. If it garners enough attention I will do more parts (honestly even if it doesn’t I probably will lol) PSA: I have never been under the influence of MDMA and honestly I don’t judge if people who do it consensually and safely (which is harder said then done). this is how I imagine it to be like to be on it. Also I like writing and I like sharing my writing because all of the great fan fics that cause me happiness, if I can cause that reaction just to one person that’s enough for me
You would do anything to save the world. Maybe it was a hero complex, maybe it was some form of glory seeking, or maybe it was the only way you knew how to fill the dark abyss you felt when you did nothing of importance. Being a part of the FBI’s Behavioral Analysis Unit, helped with that. Being on the team gave you everything you needed, a family and a way to save others. Maybe saying you love your job isn’t the correct way to explain your emotions but you knew no better way. Although you wish a job like this wasn’t necessary and didn’t even exist, it did.
Your team meant the world to you and you would contribute almost in any way to help find an unknown subject. So when Penelope Garcia was able to connect the killings in New York City to some private “rich people” clubs, her and the team created a plan to infiltrate.
The victimology was specific. It was all rich young women ranging from the ages 19-30 who just moved into the city to find themselves.
The profile was an easy one to figure out. He was obviously a troubled young white male who was probably an heir of some sort. He was richer than what most people think is rich. He usually meets the victim at a high society social event. Then he’d take them to a more exclusive social event. After that he would drug them with MDMA, rape and kill them.
It was hard for the BAU to get much out of the enclosed and tight group of New York’s most elite families. So going undercover at an event where the unsub could potentially hunt for prey was what made most sense. Your jobs was to observe the women and men there and try to see if any of you could fish out the unsub. 
They had done it in the past but usually they did their best work by watching and observing. So here the team was, their second night in a row all dolled up in fancy cocktail dresses at some art gallery. Tara Lewis and Luke Alves stood around a table pretending to talk to each other as they observed potential victims. Jennifer Jareau, Spencer Reid, and Matt Simmons stood at another end of the room checking for the potential unsub, while your unit chief, Emily Prentiss, and you were pretending to be alone at the event eavesdropping on rich families. You listened to those around you while also scanning the room looking for potential young white men talking to lone young women. “Ten o’clock to the creepy face painting,” you heard Alvez say in your small earpiece. You calmly turned pretending to look at the other art pieces and saw a white male in his mid-thirties walking up to a female. He placed his hand on her low back as he leaned in to talk to her. Emily being the closest nearby out of you two, moved closer acting like she was going for some hors d’oeuvres. “That’s not him. He’s too drunk. I can smell all the alcohol he has consumed. He would need to be smoother than that,” Emily whispered as she took a sip of her glass. That’s how most of the night went. We followed and stared at people who might be the unsub and then filed them out. You felt yourself losing hope. You hated this part of the job. The one that made you feel like the profile was wrong and you all would have to start over, which there was never time to start over. Someone could die. That’s when you felt a hand touch the small of your back, your body tensed up immediately. “Relax,” he whispered in your ear. But you didn’t need to force it, because when you turned to look at the person who touched you, you were met with the face of beauty and your body instantly relaxed. You knew this was a dangerous reaction, as would probably many of Ted Bundy’s victims.
The man before you had slicked back short dark hair, bright blue eyes, strong symmetry in his facial features, and strong cheek and jaw bones. He smiled wickedly at you, causing you to intake a sharp breath. It was so sinister but also so beautiful. It wasn’t the most beautiful smile you’d ever seen, no that was reserved for your teammate, best friend, and love of your life (even if he didn’t know it) Spencer Reid. Now, Spencer’s smile was one you could get lost in. You refocused yourself to the beautiful man in front of you. “They say the artist intended for this particular piece to show trauma while he was drinking. His other pieces are other emotions on different drugs,” his deep voice rattled through your ears. You wanted to unwrap yourself from this man’s embrace. How dare he touch you like that without your permission. “Play along,” Luke spoke as he saw a scowl beginning to form on your lips, “he could be the unsub.” You smoothed the scowl into a smile. “It doesn’t look like it depicts trauma,” you responded dumbly. The man before you cocked his head to the side giving you a lopsided smile. “I guess it all depends on how someone experiences trauma,” the smile now wicked, and scarier. A shiver went up your spine. “Are you cold?” He asked, noticing it, while looking you up and down like he could devour you. “No,” your voice came out scratchy as your throat went dry. You cleared it politely. “Just thinking-” “About your own trauma?” He asked. You could hear the fake tone of concern. That snapped you out of your fear. The pictures of all the murdered women that brought the BAU to this case flashed before your eyes. “Maybe,” the smile you plastered on your face was a one you knew he wanted, a sad smile. You were going to play this role like it’s no one's business because you were here to catch a bad guy and if flirting with a creep got you there then so be it. He leaned in closer to your ear, “my name is Alistair Constantine,” you immediately recognized the name. It was on the list of potential unsubs for the profile. His family’s money was old, going back to the revolutionary war. The family seemed to always be updating with the times and never losing that money. You leaned into his other ear and introduced yourself.
Spencer’s hands were clutched at his side as he watched you interact with the Constantine boy. He felt in his gut at this moment, Alastair was the unsub. The way he was looking at you, it was like you were a quest to conquer. Spencer knew he couldn’t just come up, break you two apart and blow the whole investigation but boy did he want to.
Alastair paraded you around the room.  Every now and then he would talk to fellow members of the society. It took everything in you to pretend that you didn’t want to beat his ass right then and there. You were always an imaginative kid growing up so you blocked out the gruesome pictures of the crime scenes and instead pretended this was your life a young New York woman getting special treatment from a handsome man. It was easier to fit the rom-com role then what was actually happening. Alistair stopped in front of a painting that was particularly psychedelic looking with bright pastel colors. “This is my favorite piece by the artist. This was when he was on Ecstasy. Look at the happiness and distorted-ness to the art. It’s amazing,” he gushed. It would have been odd that he picked this particular painting to attach too, but it was a strong tie to the method of his killings. “Humankind cannot bear very much of reality,” you spoke out, breaking Spencer from his thoughts about if they had enough information to convict Alistair for the murders. Alistair looked at you funny, not understanding why you would say that. “T. S. Eliot” you told Alistair while Spencer whispered it at the same time. a ghost of a smile playing on your lips when you heard Spencer’s voice. “It’s what I think of when I look at this art. T. S. Eliot is one of my favorite poets,” you blushed at your admission. It felt like for a second, with having just heard Spencer’s voice, that you were talking to him instead of Alistair. Spencer was now looking straight at you two. His eyes held bewilderment, he has known you for years and you never once mentioned this, and he knew you knew this was something he cared about. 
“Indeed,” Alistair yawned. 
The next 30 minutes was you telling him how you’d grown up in Boston, Massachusetts, that you had no close relatives anymore, and how when your parents died their life savings all went to you (all of it true), the lie came when it was to talk about why you moved to New York City, what you wanted to do with your life etc. And he ate it up every second. You played the roll of being the lonely damsel in a big city trying to find the answer to life. You were his ideal victim and you knew that he didn’t even question how perfect you were. 
The night ended with an invite to the society’s ball tomorrow night, and Prentiss fed your ear a fake address for Alistair to send a car to tomorrow. You ordered an Uber to the address where Emily said they’ll pick you up to not seem suspicious in case Alistair sent someone to follow you. Once at the address the FBI’s SUV pulled up and you got in. It was Spencer who picked you up, which was unusual, as he never liked driving. You climbed onto the passenger seat and saw his knuckles were white from the strength of his grip on the steering wheel. It didn’t take a profiler to know Spencer was mad. “Spencer, are you alright?” You approached with a soft whisper. There was a pause of silence, Spencer calculating if he should be honest. He eventually gave into the truth as he knew that he couldn’t hide it from you. “No,” he growled, the anger in his voice causing you to jump in surprise. “No, I am not okay. That man is a murderer and he was holding you in his arm! You two were practically dancing around the room in there. We have put you in danger and now, now you are his next target, his next victim!” he hit the wheel in anger. You had never seen Spencer this angry before. Most times when Spencer got angry, he got smart and he used his logic to fight but now he sounded emotional. “Spencer,” you raised your voice, “I am not a victim, I’m an agent. I will do what it takes to protect others. Just like you.” In anger Spencer swerved the car to the side and put it in park. “Dammit, You don’t get it,” he yelled and turned towards you. “If he is our unsub, which we both know he is, I’ve run the calculations and the risk is too high for you,” his hands flying everywhere in gestures, “There are too many dependent variables. There isn’t enough for us to control. The probability of you getting hurt or,” he stopped to collect himself, and in a quieter voice said, “or worse, it’s too high. I’ve run the math.” Now that sounded more like the Spencer you knew. A soft smile crept onto your lips, then you quickly neutralized your face, in hopes he wouldn’t see the way his concern for you made you feel. And You couldn’t do that to yourself. You couldn’t let yourself feel happiness when Spencer showed you affection, because it eventually just leads to heart break. Subconsciously, you turned more towards him in your seat, “In your math is there probability that we get this guy and he never gets the opportunity to hurt another woman again?” You asked. Spencer gave you a pained look like he knew where you were going. You countered that look with one that told him to answer the question. He let out a heavy sigh, “yes. There is that possibility.” You smiled at him knowing you won the argument, “That settles it then.”
With everyone back in the small conference room at the police station, the conversation began about what to do tomorrow. No one was pleased that one of their own is now the target but there was truth that the situation was now more in the BAU’s control than before. Everyone also believed in you. They knew the risk and that scared them but also you are a Special Advisory Agent for a reason. Relief did not fill you but neither did dread, when you thought of the plan. You were doing the right thing. It didn’t matter if you were going to put yourself in danger.
Spencer kept pressing the heel of his hands into his eyes. Something that happened when he started to get headaches and you could guess this headache was caused by stress. As the rest of the team started packing up, you stared at your best friend hurting over the stress you were causing. You took a seat next to Spencer. He was still wearing his suit from the party. “We are going to be okay tomorrow,” you comforted him. He looked up at you, “I’m not worried about all of us, I’m worried about you,” he confessed. Once again, you knew these words shouldn’t have an effect on you like they did, but it did and this time there was something that felt hidden behind those words, something more. “I trust you not to let anything happen to me,” You countered and placed your hand on his forearm to comfort him. You looked in his eyes and tried to let him know that there is more than just trust there. 
The day of the ball, you got ready in the police station bathroom. It wasn’t exactly how you imagined to be getting ready for your first ball in New York City. You’d rather be wearing this gown for other reasons than going undercover to catch a murderer rapist. The Givenchy dress Garcia picked out was gorgeous (as you instructed her to get a designer to fit in the crowd and you would float the bill). It was a long evening dress in blue and green with a gradient-effect. The top had long puffed sleeves, deep V-neckline, and waist accentuated with smooth lamé and long flared skirt. You put your hair up in a loose low bun. The makeup you did was a smooth eye with long flair eyeliner. You put a heavy amount of glow highlighter on your cheek bones and collar bones to accentuate the deep v cut the dress. 
You felt ridiculous walking out of the bathroom into the police station wearing your dress. But the way Spencer looked at you was something powerful and intoxicating, making you forget your embarrassment. You strode up to him. A small smile played on your lips looking up at him. You saw him also smiling at you “You’re almost as tall as me,” he blurted out. You let out a small laugh, “‘I guess that’s what heels will do,” you smiled looking down at your feet. Spencer felt ridiculous that’s what he said. He should have told you how amazing you looked or how your beauty felt like the sun- always pulling him in and having his thoughts orbit around you. But he wasn’t good with voicing his feelings (especially in a room with his colleagues). 
“We are going to have Officer Melinda Jackson drive you over to the apartment, And stake out the car. She’ll be on the radio the whole time till you are in range with us. We will be at the Capitale when you get there.” Emily disclosed as she strapped on a microphone and earpiece.
You stepped out of the car with your head held high even though your anxiety was on another level. “i’m here,” you whispered. “We are here too,” Tara responded. Everyone disclosed where each one was to you. The venue was massive and beautiful. The ceiling was tall with ornate decorations. The lighting was a bright orangish glow. As you examined the room, checking each point of your team, you also saw Alistair. He was at the bar with what looked like to be a group of his friends. Spencer not too far behind them. You walked towards Alistair but kept your eyes on Spencer. He took your breath away dressed in a tux and his hair slicked back like he used to when he was younger. It felt like your heart was lit on fire just by looking at him all dressed up. He was staring at you intensely. It wasn’t that the world stopped the moment your eyes met his, but it was more like everything else just didn’t matter. You knew you’d have to look away soon to not give away anything but you took him in for just one more second. “You look amazing,” you heard a voice next to you say. You turned to see the ever good looking Alistair. He wore a navy 3 piece suite with a large Gucci tag on the sleeve, and a large Gucci flower pinned on his chest. You gave him a soft smile and returned his compliment. “I want to introduce you to my family. Their approval means everything,” he offered you his arm. You took it tentatively,  Spencer watched him lead you away, and he pondered on Alistair’s odd statement about family approval. 
Alistair’s family was everything you’d expect. They were proper and pompous. However they liked you, a lot. You fell right into the role you had to play. You stood there laughing and engaged in the conversation with his mom and cousin. 
“Shall we dance?” Alistair asked, giving you his hand, as your conversation with his sister came to an end. You nodded and let him take you to the dance floor. 
He spun you out and brought you back in close to start the dancing. You gave him a bright smile at his eccentric action. You closed your eyes and let your mind pretend it was Spencer holding you. You followed his lead as he twirled you both around the dance floor. “Stop dancing, we can’t see you,” Spencer frantically said into your ear piece. You snapped your eyes open. Taking in that you were on a secluded corner of the dance floor by an exit door. “You are special. My family, They like you” Alistair said with a sense of manic to it. “you aren’t like the others,” he admitted. His voice sounded different. It was sinister with a tinge of adoration. He pulled you close, so close that his fingers dug into your hand and back. You felt like your brain was freezing up in fear. How many times had you been in fear inducing situations and why did your brain pick now to not work. “you’re hurting me,” you groaned trying to pull yourself away. “Where are you” JJ yelled but then you felt mist hit you, and your mind begin to make things fuzzy, “the left corner, the spray…in the flower,” you breathed out, hoping the team could hear you. You heard a rattle of commands to your co-workers from Emily. Then it went black.
Spencer rushed through the crowd to find you but by the time he got to the corner you told him you were at, you were gone. “She’s not here,” Spencer panicked into the ear piece. “I just saw a black Tesla leave, license plate delta, alpha, hotel nine, one, two ” Luke informed them. “Call and ask them to run it”, Rossi said urgently. “on it,” Luke replied. “JJ and Reid, go talk to the mom and sister, Tara and Matt split up and talk to his friends and the other family members. They have to know where they are,” Emily demanded
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