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PLS PLS IM BEGGING UPDATE COLLARS AND CAGES PLSSSSSS IM GONNA CRY THE CLIFFHANGER OF CHAPTER 4 PLSSS UPDATE IT
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#okay but seriously#im sure you didnt mean to be rude#but im genuinely struggling so much with my physical and mental health#i can barely use my right hand at all#and some days i push myself through to try and write and you know what??#it makes my wrist worse#and yet every day i sit with this guilt and pain bcs im not doing enough#not writing enough#not good enough#and its not like i have my usual outlets to relieve stress#so yeah#ill update at some point i promise#its coming#but i literally struggle to physically type because i have one hand and one finger#and then wrist pain#and shoulder pain#and i was just SICK#like im trying my best i swear <3
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1 trait danger idk i’ve never listened to them (lie)
#1 trait danger#1td#csh#car seat headrest#art tag for art#making my wrist injury worse by drawing furries. yeah
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Thank you.
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#stress reliever drawing#my wrist has been doing better#it still hurts from time to time but i just want to draw so bad#sure itll make it worse but ive been going slow and steady with it#liked how this turned out#south park#sp#gregory of yardale#gregory south park#gregory sp#christophe south park#ze mole#christophe sp#south park fanart#christophe delorne#gregstophe#gregory x christophe
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NICCORI CORI CORI CORI CORIANDER
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#that trend where you draw wxs in your clothes except i only did emu and they no longer look like my clothes bc i put a gradient map on it#its fine ill draw them all together once i find something in my drawers horrendous enough for rui to wear#I hate csp and their stupid company but i missed drawing in it#it helps thr i have an analog tsblet so unlike procreate im not zooming right in on everything and losing my mind#so i draw a lot more fast and it's always more loose and fluid but i dont have a good workflow since its been such a long time#so for now... am stuck in the procreate mines for anything that i want to look nice#The bug master chart is making me so sick btw i do worse every time i play it. help.#im currently in a saw trap where if i dont draw and post an emu at ungodly hours of the night st least once a week i explode#its awesome#WHYS IT SO BLURRY UNLESS YOU CLICK IT. SHOULD I DIE? i lied idgaf goodnight#my wrists HURT WAAAAH WAAH WAAH. BOOHOO. THE AMULETS CURSE BEFALLS ME
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I miss in person packs. I need to find one near me. But I don't do quads and that's what most want to do. It's so quad focused now can we like chill and maybe howl a little
#quads are impossible for my wrist to handle#also i dont like them#i cant move right cus dumb human anatomy#makes me feel worse#therian#therianthropy#otherkin#alterhuman#therianthrope#alterhumanity#fox therian#fox kin#wolf therian#wolf kin
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Hi, you said in your bio that you're chronically ill. I was wondering if you had any tips for knitting with chronic pain (assuming that's your flavour of chronic illness)? Or do you know anyone who could give me advice?knitting/sewing is my sanity-saver.
I use compression gloves, only knit with specific weights of yarn (the ones that are the least painful for me), and try to take frequent breaks, which for me looks like switching hobbies every 30 minutes or so (knitting to spinning to knitting, etc). I also do my best to be very gentle on my joints when i can, altho i honestly rarely have the choice at work.
Personally i have joint problems and migraines, so thats what im correcting for/trying not to make worse. Helpful advice probably varies depending on what youre trying to correct for. Really my only general advice is "when it starts to hurt, try to stop" and "if possible, save the painfully difficult stuff for when youre doing well, and make the easier stuff your usual work"
If anyone who sees this has got other tips please feel free to comment them
#i havent knit socks in a while and i realized my last wrist and thumb issue flare up was the last time i did socks#and also right now when im doing socks again#which is making me think maybe my wrists are better than i thought generally speaking but knitting just destroys them#socks specifically i tend to zone out with and ignore pain signals#idk what to do with that info tho. i guess knit fewer socks :(#anyway there may be some things like that which you can save for when youre feeling comparatively well#but chronic pain isnt actually my issue and i can and will work thru pain to the continual degradation of my joints#so rly the joints getting worse is what my problem is#so i dont know how much if any of this is helpful to you#sorry im replying right before i need to leave for work and thru a migraine so. might try and think of something more helpful and update#my answer#chronic illness
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Can't draw :( taking a break in hope my wrist will hurt less
Mean can't art :(
QnA? Time :)
#im literally so worried about being forgotten if i dotn post much#call that ....a bad coping mechanism#i know thats dumb dont worry#im mostly just bummed cos i was excited about projects that ill have to delay a lil#cos my wrist has been hurting for days now and i don't wanna over do it and make them worse#in meeeaannn timmeee#ask me anything:3
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going through another round of "what if i got a cane would my life be easier with a cane should i get a cane" hmmmm
#ctxt#chronic blogging#i'd probably hold off until i'm further into treatment to see if it improves things enough to remove the (maybe??) need#but a lil extra support sure would be nice#i don't really have trouble walking usually. occasionallygetting up from sitting is hard#mainly it just FUCKING HURTS standing still for longer than a couple minutes#and flamingoing it to put all my weight on one foot isn't very comfortable either#i feel like it would increase comfort a lot to be able to distribute my weight more evenly between my good side & a cane#but i'm not sure if it would make enough of a difference to be worth lugging a cane around and having it be in the way when not in use#i would want something made of lightweight wood and with enough of a curve to the handle that i could hook it over my elbow#to keep it outta the way. or get one of those wrist straps#idk my mobility isn't really limited but i am in a lot of pain frequently and standing without something to lean on makes it a lot worse#cane users please feel free to weigh in
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Knowing/talking to @astrxlfinale is like this video (x). You're the random stranger and he's the artist jamming out with a wonderful song, making your day. Every single time.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ literally i've been packing and then re-packing for 'ease' almost continuously the last 2 days; my back hurts. ]#[ my wrists ache. i had to go out today to get cat litter to refill mara's box with after arriving tomorrow. and it's heavy as hell. ]#[ and it makes the wrists worse. and then it ends up raining like hell. anyway you know-- it's just not a fun day. ]#[ and then /bam/. ]#[ day is made better easily. ]#[ and the serotonin eases everything. ]#[ some people are just light personified. and jace is one is one of them. ]#[ /muah. ]#[ definite recommend for everyone. ]#astrxlfinale
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hour 14 of taking a break from art for the sake of my tendons: i am Wailing and Keening and Scratching Forlornly At My Tablet
#i dont know if im strong enough but i Need to be strong enough#cant continue doodling if ya wrist doesnt work#clenching my fists and chanting 'this is necessary this is necessary'#ive been going way too hard lately. unfortunately#curse this mortal body and its stupid bullshit mechanics that dont even work half the time#gonna cope by eating overly spicy soup and crochet#well no. i cant crochet. ten minutes of that hurts worse than scribbling for eight gay hours#to put it quite simply - but with feeling: FUCK!#absolutely unprompted#howling and sobbing and baying etc etc#i was gonna finish that commission tonight. then i was gonna start on something else i promised Days ago.#maybe get some doodles done for asks.#work on vines part 2.#but it oof ouch too much :/#what the hell am i supposed to do now#fold laundry? clean my room? read? WRITE? ha dont make me laugh#i havent written in 2 months and im not about to start now#(said immediately before screaming into a pillow)#maybe ill like... go through my replies for once... see if people are trying to talk to me...#see if im brave enough to Directly Interact outside of asks...
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Who would've thought exercise can relieve mild joint pain. Nobody has ever said this before.
#yippeeeee my arm doesn't hurt anymore#also. unrelated but also related#i was studying for physiology and realized knowing how the body works helps with dissociation#for some it probably makes it worse but for me it makes me feel Real#same with anatomy. like. i can point to my wrist and say i know exactly what hurts and why#and i can feel my heartbeat and know what is happening in there. things that are real and tangible#and also things that take Constant Effort. it amazes me and makes me be more grateful#anyways i love you physiology i love you anatomy i love you human body#AND THANK YOU SYNOVIAL FLUID
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friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you
#the worst is when it promises you'll feel better and then you simply. do not. you feel worse and then you want to harm again bc surely that#will make you feel better right? THAT WOULD BE A NO. IT DOES NOT.#anyway today i went to spotlight cause i was sad cause i got the result for my 35% assignment i really struggled with. 32.5%. failure.#and at spotlight i made the foolish error of buying without knowing price. but like who makes a book a normal softcover crochet pattern boo#$55?! anyway it's a lovely book and am excited to try a few of teh patterns but the guilt is eating me alive#and also im super stressed about the assignment i have to turn in on thursday and haven't started#anyway i was literally four and a half hours away from being seven days clean#and i am just so sad right now#and i reopened one of the scars on my wrist too while on shift this morning so that's fun#not badly but it's just gonna mean it scars even more isn't it because of course#i was feeling incredibly awful for some reason i can't even remember and i kinda clawed up my arms. and no i don't count that as#breaking my streak bc it didn't cause much damage#i just. placement is so wonderful but life is so so hard#i don't know i want a hug and the assignment done and everything bad unmade#and the scars i have to look at every day on placement gone.#i want to talk to s but i haven't responded to her last message and i don't know how to respond but i need to respond to that#:((#honestly actually i think i want to talk to aunty. friend's mum. in person. and get a hug. i want a hug.#im just. So Sad. and i want my brother and Ransom and this is not helpinga nd i don't know what would if anything
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#the spelling thing is actually a little hurtful lmao#I've held off on voice-to-text for so long because I'm wary of the tech that makes it possible#(read: capitalist or fascist / police state uses for said tech)#but also I know it makes errors of homophone usage and other seeming malapropisms common#but even without it my hands are getting worse--I have to type lying down which makes my wrists worse#I'm tired and foggy so much of the time and making spelling and grammatical errors that I never used to make#and as someone trying to express sometimes not super sj 101 ideas--I know how much that relies on your seeming 'intelligence'#as far as people's willingness to listen to you#and as a person of colour I also know how white people get about you speaking 'their' languages#and how a mistake will hurt your credibility much faster than it would hurt someone else's#and I spend a lot of time and effort going back and correcting things my hands have messed up#even when it puts me in more pain. also because like I'm concerned about people who use screenreaders#idk there's no easy answer but surely we can agree that 'you misspelled something therefore you don't know what you're talking about'#is just mean-spirited on so many levels. lol
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iiiiii think i am developing carpal tunnel from my job, does anyone have any good stretches for that and also is there any way that i can avoid making it worse without quitting my job???
#it doesnt really hurt yet but when i bend my wrist forward i get the Tinglies#so i think if i take it seriously now i can hopefully avoid. u know. long term damage?#idk if its really reversible but any tips to avoid making it worse would be. appreciated
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my whole body hurts SO BAD
#my back hurts pretty bad. i can tune it out a little but not ignore it. i think this is making the rest of my spine really tense? and#shoulders too? and i’ve also been getting headaches almost every day#im still a little sick but it’s probably just gonna linger until i can rest which can’t happen for a few more days (i say this like#every week though no?)#hands and wrists are like. bad worse than usual#like both numb and painful and it’s taking a lot more focus to do things nimbly or not stop stuff#*drop stuff#ankles have kinda been sore i think just from walking so much which is manageable#but it’s hard with everything else rn. also i think i kinda pulled something yesterday because i almost hit it onto the concrete while#almost BIT IT not hit#walking at night#felt like a pull? but it was painless but then i ran across the street and a numbness shot up my leg#and it’s a little tingly today#i think i need to build some more core strength honestly#and get enough sleep more than one night per week#also probably more stretches for hands and wrists#ideally i’d also love to not be enormously stressed but i do not see this happening!#im actually less stressed this week but i think the months and months if not years have done their damage#also getting beat up for fun. which i think is objectively funny to layer over all this but yknow. i think that detracts from my overall#stress & doesn’t contribute to bad exhausting pain#(-:<
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Guess who fucked her wrists up during work because he refused to go on a single break because he felt like that's the only way to prove she's not useless since her autism stops her from doing anything a person his age "should" do
#its me. if you couldn't guess#i did that#i didnt do any actual damage to my wrists but they are in pain and i can already feel that its gonna get worse#and ill probably have an awful time trying to sleep because of it#and look.#i know that im not useless#i know that prople who have similar or bigger struggles aremt useless either#i dont believe that anyone's worth depends on having a job or being productive or whatever#i do know that#but sometimes even when you know something you dont feel it#yknow what i mean#and this blueberry plantation is the only job i can have right now#im not built for a dayjob but im able to work for a few hours with saplings every now and then#though that is. very physically tiring#which is also extra frustrating to me as a young person#because the other older ladies at the job always make me feel like im not allowed to be tired or in pain because im young#so i never say that im tired until im alone w my mom#and i want to prove that im not a useless parasite. i can do some work. so i might as well give my all#and dont take any breaks#im not trying to excuse hurting myself#but you know. its hard to think straight and respect myself sometimes#sometimes its easier to hurt myself in ways that make other people think good of me#im treating myself to some snacks now tho#gonna go buy myself some chips and smoke s cigarette and watch silly videos and play games and go to bed#and yes i know that being kind to myself after i was cruel to myself doesnt fix that#i shouldn't have the mindset of#yeah im being unnecessarily cruel to myself but at least im gonna reward myself later :)#but y'know what can you do#(go to therapy i should go to therapy)#bee buzz
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