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#it doesnt work really but i guess the fictional solidarity as a concept helps
xamaxenta
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Stresses me out alot that i cant physically bind anymore idk what happened in the last few years but any kind of compression hurts and it sucks it was the only thing i could do now i cant even do that
#so i think abt my faves with huge honkers to make myself feel better
#it doesnt work really but i guess the fictional solidarity as a concept helps
#dysphoria
#another day of absolutely hating my body and the government and yknow just being poor in general
#idk what i can do
#nothing ??? nothing hurts so much tho
#i yearn for absolutely fucking nothing i just want to be blank straight edges no discernible gender features
#looking at my body makes
#me want to throw up die bury the parts i dont like
#structurally its all wrong but im already biologically an adult the fuck can i do about it now
#being trans is an absolute nightmare for me i hate every second of it honestly because i have nothing
#i can do to help it or fix it or progress it
#im angry and upset to say its dangerous for me to do anything about it.
#and that im not brave enough to go fuck it. im envious of the people who love themselves enough to say fuck it we ball we do this our way
#because i love myself and im doing it to be my authentic self
#i envy those people a lot
#wish that could be me.
#but. also wish i could be algae or smth lol
#same shit same woes
#same as always and no money to afford professional help
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