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Dean Winchester of Supernatural fame is NOT reading parenting books he is putting on Cheaper By The Dozen, Daddy Daycare and Honey I Shrunk The Kids taking notes.
#i woulda said full house but dean's more a movie guy than a tv guy#it doesn't help. btw. lol.#if dean read a gentle parenting guide he would scoff and roll his eyes and throw it across the room#and eventually start silently weeping if he was convinced to keep going bc HE was a kid and HE didn't get treated with respect or gentlenes#dean in an argument with those mommy bloggers he follows saying something like 'please. i was left in a motel room with my brother#from like age 7 upwards I think little Timmy will be okay in the car by himself for 3 minutes 🙄“#and someone hits him with 'I'm so sorry that happened to you' and he tries to brush it off all day and complain about it to Sam#and Sam's like. yeah it was kinda fucked up though. and Dean's like WELL I KNOW THAT BUT HE WAS DOING HIS BEST#(not fully believing it bc he certainly can't picture leaving a 7 year old alone in the world they live in no matter what)#(and Dean's never fully actually agreed with their dad but he feels attacked by Sam's agreeing)#(but old habits run deep)#cawis creates
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anyone else been realllyy struggling with social media recently?? like i've lost all interest in it lmao
#it's not got anything to do with numbers btw. my tumblr has been getting more interactions than ever.#and i even deleted my old ig at THOUSANDS of followers because it wasn't hitting the same#like social media just doesn't feel important or essential or even a form of creativity/expression for me anymore#and it's not necessarily because there's an issue with social media. i've just outgrown it i think?? ah idk if this makes sense lol#help#ramble#idk#random
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"There are moments where [Juan] manipulates other people in a similar the way they’ve been manipulating him. The scene between Jeremy and myself with the dagger is a last ditch frantic attempt at trying to win [Rodrigo] over." Do you think Juan was genuine in the knife scene? Do you think he would have killed himself? "Yeah I think so. He always does what is true inside him...It wasn’t simply about the eventual confrontation, but all about the richness of this twisted family make-up."
#top 5 scenes that changed the trajectory of my life#it's also the 1st time we see juan vulnerable (2nd time is his final scene where he confesses to ces about how messed up he is all his life#“we were betrayed father!” maybe if ces put his jealousy aside and helped his lil bro by letting him know about ludovico's army#he's so broken and tired. trying so hard to prove he's useful but he has a shitty luck and a jealous megalomaniac big brother#like even from a military stand point ces could've helped juan with the forli mission but noooo he wants juan humilated!#anyway. look at rodrigo being soft to his baby boy!!! he loves him immensely and trying to comfort him :(#david and jeremy not getting their emmy nominations doesn't sit right with me ngl#“i defend this family with my heart and my soul” i was really rooting for juan so bad because he was just a kid and he was Trying#it's why the people who view juan as some sort of villain are hypocritical and need to fuck off the show btw <3#like he knows he's a fuck-up and the circumstances made him a fuck-up. no one gave him a damn chance. just ganging up on him lol#juan borgia#david oakes#jeremy irons#rodrigo borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#about juan#juan and rodrigo#by jen
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as the blizzard came to an end, arlie drifted into sleep and thought about how rom-coms are so totally inaccurate...
#chardonnay legacy#CL: G1#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#first pic: “so... a green sink?”#fun fact time#arlie got the spare bedroom that hasn't been touched in like a year#vikram has a roommate btw but he crashed with someone else this night#but this third bedroom? it was meant for someone else#someone who inevitably isn't in vikram's life anymore 👀#anyway she totally thought he was showing her the bedroom so they could makeout like the strangers they are in a blizzard#EVEN THOUGH she still doesn't find him attractive#vikram couldn't help but notice how cute arlie was during their card game though#his SMILE!! hot mama#p.s. those pizza socks are totally his. she got wine on her socks too lol#p.p.s. vlad trespassed after this and went STRAIGHT for arlie's neck. first vlad visit i've had since i got vampires.
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i went to a local art fair and got a few things but mostly of note there was a comic i got about a robot that is , and i will not lie to you , incredibly hot to me.
#it doesn't help that i thought the guy selling it was really cute LOL.#it literally has a wizard ij it that looks like dozy also. byw#*in *btw. i don't feel like retyping that.#.txt
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Is it just me or do some Bylers reach way too hard to defend Mike for things he was objectively wrong for? Like the rink o mania thing is a perfect example, Will was not being bitchy (onscreen) at all to Mike until the argument where Mike was the one who started it by blaming Will for not telling him about El’s problems. Mike was being a huge asshole there, which even he noticed and said Will didn’t deserve the way Mike treated him. He then apologized and Will accepted it because Will knows that Mike was genuinely remorseful and that he wanted to be best friends again. I hate to say this bc 99% of the time it is deeper than it looks but for this I just don’t get how you can watch and think Will was actually in the wrong.
i do enjoy a good reach and i get not wanting one character to be 100% in the right and one character to be 100% in the wrong in an argument and i don't even think mike was 100% in the wrong at rink o mania but when you back up a bit...what did will do wrong exactly lol.
do we agree with mike that he was a douche for...not telling him that el was being bullied? nonsensical. he didn't even know she was lying to him before the airport.
was he wrong for barely talking and basically sabotaging the whole day? a day el said was supposed to be about the two of them, making will third wheel and feel like shit just like in the beginning of season 3 and for months before that? right...because that makes sense.
was will in the wrong for not calling mike and for making it sound like it was his fault they didn't keep in touch? this one i can get behind but he would have let that go (the painting being a welcome gift doesn't scream resentful) had mike not made it clear that he wasn't interested in anything he had to say by...rejecting his hug, agreeing to the whole day being about him and el, ignoring him save for the vomit green joke, And not calling for months. if the first three hadn't occurred maybe will wouldn't have felt the need to defend himself when mike started a fight because he didn't tell him his gf was being bullied like he's their couples counselor or something
it's like you said mike literally starts the fight and then deflects (twice) and Then he apologizes...idk!
long-winded answer but how exactly was will being a dick lol. i know he apologizes for being mean to him and for pushing him away in the van scene but when exactly on march 22, 1986 was will mean to mike. i can see the pushing him away because he didn't call but he said he deserved the fight and admitted to being a jerk to el (literally HOW. when) and wouldn't let lucas apologize to him in season 3 so i'm not taking his self-deprecating martyr word for it SORRY
it's especially funny when you remember that mike trying to call will is a THEORY
#i know mike is self-deprecating too. this isn't about him💖#i know even byler being endgame is a theory but#and i GET IT like even if it turns out mike DIDN'T call he's not the devil or anything and i knoww why he acts like he does but when you#look at it from will's pov his behavior makes no fucking sense if he cares about him even a little. like why would he reject that hug lol#you could say him rejecting the hug was because he felt like they weren't friends anymore because will didn't call him and like sure but#then how is will not allowed to feel like they're not friends when mike doesn't call AND rejects his hug AND makes him third wheel all day#you can even say it was because he was like oh will gay can't make it obvious that i'm in love with him but that's just beyond the#realm of possibility to will. do you know what i mean? of course he's gonna think he doesn't care about him and doesn't even wanna hug him#hello after six months of not seeing him because he in fact didn't want to hug him. rejected the hug and made will feel like he was the#only one who wanted to be friends just like before#and really can you blame will for not calling when even without taking the fact that he's in love with mike into consideration the last#time he tried to show this friendship meant a lot to him he got shut down like crazy and was told that he was acting like a kid#i would've wanted mike to make a little bit of an effort too after that tf#and i know why he didn't call if he did in fact not call i know all that will isn't a tumblr byler he knows none of that not calling + not#hugging + agreeing to you not being important to the day + making you third wheel = not caring about you is not a crazy leap#if you wanna do the will isn't a perfect angel who is always 100% in the right thing (which i respect btw) i don't really see how#rink o mania helps your case I'M SORRY#you just will never convince me that it was 50/50#ask
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hi guys please wish me luck for my college entrance exam tomorrow for one of my dream schools xoxo
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LET'S GOOO MGA PAREH 💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅#i'm so chill for some reason even if ik i will never forgive myself if i don't get in. anyway. manifesting!!! i will pass with flying colors#IT'S REAL DAMN STRESSFUL FOR ME bcs i am aiming for honors courses which means i have to be top 15%... i am top 15% (and higher) in my batch#in school anyway but... urgh...#so. yeah. give me all your best wishes thankyousomuchxoxo AHHEHEHWHSHFJAH sobbing (but fr. if you do. i really appreciate it!!)#i believe in myself :] mostly. the time limit scares me and math and abstract reasoning bcs 5 minutes for 30 items but yeah. okay.#i am Smart ..... bro i literally got perfect on my physics exam and got 100 in statistics (i am really proud of these in particular)#my extracurriculars are good !! all my math scores are insane (cue a math nerd) and science (science nerd) english (god. no explanation#needed) honestly every subject is slay and so is my essay-making but ERGH. honors course... top 15%...#i will try to be chill! honestly i am already lol the nerves aren't getting to me somehow. gl to me and all that i know and do not know.#both here and irl :3 also to fellow ph kids (who are most likely younger than me if they aren't older and yk not worrying abt cets anymore#LMFAO) err idk if . okay idk what i was going to say LMFAO anyway i'm busy af and idk if i'm good with teaching others#but if you ever want any tips from me (honestly i don't really have tips. i do what i do and just make it. but there's a lot involved there)#feel free to come to me for anything ^_^ anything at all tbh. doesn't have to be acads idk i like helping others in general. BUT IT DEPENDS.#but yeah just hmu whatever i will have you know i am genuinely a smart & responsible kid and i am proud of that bcs my family is amazing w#smarts but also the Hard Work is there so :3 !! english is my forte science is my forte math is my forte. also socsci and whatever tbh.#i'm probably insane but i genuinely love all those topics and what we learn in school FISHFK so yeah !!! okay i shut up now#will do my best... zzz... and then i will work on myself. to be better than i already am and even better than i could possibly be. ya. fun!#the mga pareh is a joke btw i like imitating filipino kids like that. like yooo mga pareh let's goooooo wahee!!!!!
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girl in the fireplace is so funny to me. just seeing different people's reactions (and mine) to it. like, here's how I break it down:
if you love rose tyler and timepetals but maybe not as crazy for the doctor himself, this is the worst episode ever EVA!!!!! like hell on EARTH WHYYYY OH MY GOD ROSEEE MY GIRL I'M SO SORRY YOU'RE BEING TREATED LIKE THIS!!!!! DOCTOR go save ur girl goddamn don't just leave her so uncertain and feeling betrayed like that!!!! and don't PROUDLY KISS OTHER WOMEN 😰😰😰!!!!!
if you're a bigger doctor lover but still enjoy rose and maybe timepetals but eh it's whatever, this episode is very interesting and a fun exploration of the doctor, if a bit sad to see rose almost sidelined like that. ultimately one you quite enjoy
if you just care about the doctor and not rose or timepetals, this episode is the SHIT OH it's so good it's SO good oh my god yes please dive more into the doctor's fucked up psyche and life grahhHH!!!! ough. this man is FUCKED UP!! YEAHHHH!!!
#first one if my opinion if you couldn't tell lol#I watched it once. hated it. never went back even on rewatches#can't stand the whole “lonely god/angel” narrative#you can imagine I'm not having the best time with the moffat era rn fvnjfdndf#(tho I did enjoy the doctor seeing he's got people on his side during the s6 finale. nice once moffat that was sweet)#also ik she kissed him it just. rose was already struggling with ep3 this was NOT helping#girl was going through the wringer with this one#also not a fan of the maybe maybe not ?? romance that was going on between reinette and the doctor??#you could argue either side tbh and that I don't like either#just sayin btw it was very uncomfortable to watch reinette go into his brain like that uninvited. did not like that at alll ohh not at all#ALSO I know he HAD to do something bc saving her was vital but that still doesn't mean I have to like how he left rose like that#this is NOT to hate on anyone's opinions mind you#this is probably most certainly not true for everyone I just thought it was funny how I most often see them#doctor who
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resisting.... urge... to add OC... to... someone else's AU
#i mean i've done it before on dA#more than once i think#but please#little traveler girl and a vampire's familiar meeting as kids#then she goes away for 5-7 years#and then they happen to meet back up again and go 'oh... oh no. they're cute'#he helps with her recovery when she voluntarily lets the vampire feed from her#which is basically the price of her staying in their abode for a bit#maybe even for spending time with the familiar at all#the postmaster has VERY specific instructions on where to leave/pickup the letters they write to each other#whyyyyyy#writing stuff#-slams fist on table- DANCING TOGETHER IN AN EMPTY AND COBWEB DECORATED BALLROOM#i've got so much more lol#original character#love letters prompt doesn't count btw lol
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What happened to human!cesar in a sense of how he died, is alt!cesar just wearing his flesh or did it just mimic him and his body is somewhere?
Alt!Cesar absorbed his body and then reformed around it. Think of it as having been dissolved, so there's nothing left behind.
#hail true body au#mustang answers!#htb cesar#htb alt!cesar#an alternate doesn't have to absorb someone to steal their skin btw#alt!cesar just did it because it wanted to be a perfect assimilation and absorbing the corpse can help with that#think of it as using the body like foundations to build on top of#plus we never find out if cesar's body was found in tmc so this was my take on it lol
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man leave it to a doctor to make you feel endlessly guilty for trying to ease your own pain i'm gonna kms
#i'm STILL upset about my pt telling me not to use my crutches and offering no other helpful or viable short term solutions#i've only used them once since wednesday bc i feel like i'm not Allowed now and i feel guilty for even owning them#and my pain is getting slowly worse bc it builds up!! the only reason i survived work today is bc i took 2 naproxen which i'm#ACTUALLY not allowed to do more than like maybe once a week or ever if i can help it. so i don't BLEED OUT#i GET that she doesn't want me to create more problems for myself by using my body in weird ways i OBVIOUSLY don't want to either!!!! but!#i can't WIN and anything i try makes me feel evil and stupid and her ignoring my current problem bc of long term hypotheticals#made me feel 1000x more evil and stupid. bc *i* care about my day to day life too much#like can't she just trust that i already feel insane and stupid and guilty for all of this without Making Sure.#she never even asked how often i use them or asked to see how i use them btw lol. she just assumed shit and told me to stop#p
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Ouuughhh rail grindingggg.......
#that's a good ough btw. I love rail grinding#nervous about the way it'll feel to play though bc I know the game is still unfinished but looking at that clip it seems. um. mediocre rn#sorry. that's rude.#also I don't really mean it. it looks fun I'm just picky lol#but AB movement feels weighty and almost jerky in a good way and that gameplay doesn't really? it's hard to describe...#like it does but it's different#obviouslyyyyy different forms of movement SHOULD be different. I just... idk. you would have to be in my brain to understand#I want it to be sonic but it's dkc minecart to me. does this make sense?#also I hope you can clutch boost on rails. that would help a lot actually I think#though it would probably be a lot harder lol. fast as fuck rail platforming#I HOPE that spin attack isn't the clutch.... clutch boost chaining feels/looks GOOD on ground. chaining spins wouldn't as much#but I don't see the boost meter so 🤞#WAIT. THAT JUST LOOKS LIKE THE REGULAR SPIN ANIMATION. it might just be a placeholder for something#ok.#anyway... rail grinding 👍#roz posts#♡: 🔨🎰🥃
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yknow how they say you should flip a coin to see how you feel about the result and decide according to that. well i'm making a tumblr poll equivalent of that bc public opinion may also sway my feelings
skk demon thingie context / angel/demon au
#it's been awhile since i properly wrote a story yknow??#kinda wanna at least try to get back into it#if it affects your opinion i will say i'm definitely the best at chatfics lol but i WILL need help figuring out some new plot 🤔#(the old one was a college au where dazai's trying to play matchmaker for atsushi and akutagawa and dragging everyone along for the ride)#(and while it was solid for the time. i think as this point i can do better. maybe. smth that has more stakes for the others as well)#(this was more of the excuse for putting them all in the same groupchat lmao. i just need a different one)#(doesn't have to be a college au btw. it just made things easier)
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omg i spent the whole day cleaning my entire apartment because my family was coming to visit and 1) so so so happy my adhd is being medicated now it's literally changing my life and 2) i FINALLLY got through to my dad about how he probably has ADHD too!!!!! he finally said Yeah i think i might have adhd. and my mom was like Me too (we've had this talk privately before, she knows she has adhd too lol) And my brother is literally transferring to a different school because he can't concentrate and isn't disciplined at his current uni. adhd family.
#literally thank goodness my brother was here to like Perfectly describe in real time what happens to adhd people when they go to college for#the first time. there's less structure and you fall apart. i used that as an opportunity.#i've slowly slowly slowly been chipping away at my Entire family btw. i've finally convinced my dad that medication is a GOOD THING.#i said You know. there's a lot in life that you feel like you Have to live with. but being on meds has made life so much easier and happier.#and that's when my dad finally said it.#:^) sometimes i like..... think about my family and how complicated i feel because growing up was super tough with all of them but now they#are all better people..... and i can't help but feel proud because as much as it is ABSOLUTELY great job for THEM for getting there But i#also feel uhhh partly responsible because i was constantly calling them out for shit. not always in the best way#but always standing up for others and challenging them on their worldviews and just casually talking about more liberal (as in free. not#politically) things. yes i do feel like if it wasn't for me my family would be worse people#i KNOW one of my brothers would be because he literally told me so. and it makes me happy. it is proof that my life is worthy and i have a#good impact on the world. it doesn't have to be a big thing i do to change things..... because i believe in the Ripple Effect#my dad is a teacher and he uses the proper pronouns for his trans students without complaint now. that has a good impact on SO many people#the trans students and their classmates who hear their teacher respect them. my brother is no longer homophobic he's bi lol and#if i hadn't argued with him about what bisexuality meant bc he was Wrong when i was 18 and he was 16... i wonder....#my younger sister is one of the nicest kids i've ever met and i partly raised her. it feels great to see her be such a good kid#her best friend is a trans girl and when she first came out my sister was one of two people in their class who still wanted to be#her friend.#idk. just inspires me to keep being the best person i can be & always do what's right even if it makes people mad#bc no one can hurt me as much as my family has traumatized me (lol) and look what happened to them!! i didn't give up! and i see real change
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going to make my own version of those "that girl" videos that used to go around on tiktok (which were basically aesthetically-styled disordered eating so far as i could tell tbh) but mine will be me eating stuff like hard-boiled eggs slathered with mustard & enjoying it with a degree of enthusiasm that viewers find off-putting. my "that girl" trait will not be yoga or drinking five gallons of water a day or even having nice hair or clear skin, it will simply be my joie de vivre or however it's spelled
#i used to eat hard boiled eggs w mustard on them all the time in college bc they had them in the vending machines#and they also had packets of mustard#and i forgot my lunch like every day lol#so that became my lunch#it's a humbling experience to eat a wholeass hard boiled egg in public with like. no knife to cut it in half btw. like you just have to#take bites and it's fine but you feel silly and inelegant#it does not help if you are very gender nonconforming at the time but like. aren't trying to be. jfhfhfjgh#<- was really bad at fitting in during college bc i had super short hair and wore men's jeans and sweaters from goodwill#all of which are actually swag things to do btw but like it doesn't feel swag at all if you like. are actually trying to fit in#and are just very bad at it#and genuinely cannot connect the dots on Why Girls Don't Want To Be Your Friend (it CAN'T just be that you're getting read as queer. right?)#(because that would be so messed up if it was because of that.)#[narrator voice: it was because of that]#anyways this is off the rails bc it was supposed to be about eggs and my love of them but#a lot of people say that college is better than high school. and for me it WAS by a lot but it still was really hard in a lot of ways#i felt deeply isolated. i went to an ag school in the middle of a midwest state and studied STEM#in high school i associated with basically only queer art kids (not a huge high school and a lot of us weren't out yet but. y'know.)#and then in college i felt very out of place#and towards the end of college i decided to try and take a stab at looking more traditionally feminine. grew out my hair#got rid of my bangs#it was fine#i definitely noticed that people treated me much nicer once i had long hair and women's clothes that actually fit me#and i was like okay yeah so i guess i just should try to pass as straight then. that seems like it'll be easier#during the pandemic i gave myself bangs again. just a lil bi girl swag yk. and then last august i got my hair cut into a real short bob#and i immediately felt so much more like myself. idk how to explain it. but i was just like not meant to be feminine in that exact way#i'm honestly still pretty feminine presenting overall but#i love the fact that if i wear my hair messy now it looks kinda boyish. and if i style it nicely it looks girly.#i feel like i have options yk. and i still don't think i get read as queer now tbh? though i'm bad at knowing these things#but i don't feel like i'm HIDING anymore#WOW THAT WAS LONG SORRY LMAO
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ouch m.y tummy
#I'm going to complain a moment#I've had. Indigestion??? for almost two fucking weeks. Went to the doctor. I don't feel like he listened to me#hard to say though due to a language barrier. don't know what he fucking prescribed me but he told me I have#'pharyngitis'. okay so like. I'm not a doctor but that's a symptom isn't it? Not a cause?#and yeah I do have a sore throat but it is NOT the biggest of my concerns?#anyway. When I finish the prescription. If I still feel Bad. I will see a different doctor#but in the meantime FUCK#I need to buy chamomile tea and like. Stop eating several of my favorite foods i ducking guess. To see if that helps#I did feel worse after eating tonight so. Yeah maybe tomatoes and chocolate (dinner of champions) need to be tabled for a bit#(not dining room tabled though) (lol)#hnnnnnnnn also my teeth keep hurting. Went to the dentist. There's nothing wrong with my teeth#but notably I went to the dentist a few months ago and had the most cavities I've ever had in my life and that freaked me out that maybe it#acid damaging my teeth????#anyway. idk I've had a little issue with like. GERD I guess. Before. But I just took antacids and now that doesn't work#I tried drinking ginger tea about it but wow I fucking hate ginger tea actually. Think it made the nausea worse lmao#will accept medical advice from random Internet strangers or random Internet acquaintances btw
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