#irl puppygirl
Text
This bitch got her nose pierced and started hrt btw :3
I think I've been a good pup!
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
me two weeks ago when i was on shrooms like 'haha puppygirl dan shes soooo cute remember that time she had a shoe in her mouth :3 i want to have a puppy play date with her" nd then i said haha...ok i can have a little puppy girl dan fantasy as a treat. now. NOW
#i have manifested something#i was not ready for irl#she is gonna make me buy tickets for that goddamn tour thru puppygirl manipulation im seething
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
really thinking about this guy i hooked up with, i still have bite marks all over my tummy. sit. good puppy. tongue out. thats a good girl. like uhhh hey! master r u busy this weekend my mouth is so warm
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
come play fetch with me🥺💕
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
pencilcats improvement challenge - day 1
decided to commit to this challenge, i know that i cant complete this in 30 days but ¯_(ツ)_/¯
its my irl, sona and fursona :)
#improvement hell#kemonomimi#inumimi#feral#doggirl#puppygirl#artists on tumblr#fursona#selfsona#sophie#irl-chan#procreate
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
dog babe
!minors dni!
#puppygirl#irl puppygirl#not safe for werewolves#puppyplay#humanpup#transfemme#transfem#butch bait#minors dni#my face#why the mirror have to cut off right on my dick im not big already damn. beating me while im down smh
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
People will be out here saying something like "Locking my pathetic puppygirl away after I got her neutered." And irl they're taking care of their girlfriend while she's recovering from her orchidectomy.
#196#r 196#bd/sm puppy#puppy sub#puppy gf#dog girl#petpl4y#petpl@y#hornyposting#trans#transfem#orchiectomy#castrated#topposting
144 notes
·
View notes
Text
journal entry, may 30th 2024
i feel myself rotting from the inside. nothing brings the same joy it once did. ‘once’ being a time i can't even remember.
when i was a kid, i was free. i was alive. i know its common for trans women, we all lose something of ourselves growing up, probably. but the isolation took too much from me. it took my soul.
i used to be so cheerful, so outgoing. so uncaring of what others thought of me, so emotional. being forced into that room, a constant terror, i had nothing to leave the house for, no friends, no hope. i remember sitting on the dining room table, the only place wifi worked, from the moment i woke up to the moment my father came home, talking constantly to the only people i had, my discord ldrs, people who thought i was 16 when i was 13, people who loved me for the face i put on and who would listen to at least some of my cries.
i wish i fucking killed him. i shouldve taken that fucking knife and stabbed him over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. why was i so fucking stupid, to think me going to jail would change my life at all? everyone i know’s lives would be further improved by my utter absence of it. if i could be struck by a device that erased me from everyones memories, my friends would only be happier. mom would be happier without that breakdown. mutt would've been. all of them would. the only one who wouldnt is knives, and ive accepted that evil (selfishness) of my desire to die
it isnt some attempt at self depreciation, it is an acknowledgement of my place in this world. it may not inherently be better with my absence, but many people’s worlds would be.
its fucking stupid, really, what started this all on. my envy of those with more, my desire for a dad which i knew would never come to fruition, my desire for a family in general, my gradual loss of friendliness with my irl isolation alongside all of it, my failed attempts to make myself message mutuals like dadsmell or femboytorturer (especially stupid, i barely know her, but still. the point was in my general failure of not speaking.) then it all . spiraled. when i felt the cold that first time i was so happy that i might die. the guilt i was wracked with when i lived was so much worse than the terror i felt before it. so i hid, and tried again, and hid, until i had no choice, until i broke, talked to suffer, until i was brought to azriels.
that moment gave me an ounce of hope, hearing that i would have a friend in this city who wanted to hang out with me often and help me some too. its a shame i was a bit rude that one time in the depths of it. and its a shame he used that moment to tell people i attacked him days prior when i hadnt. i missed the show right after, the first show i was ever gonna be able to go to. we were sposed to go together. but. i dont really get to have fun like the other girls. all ive wanted for so long is to go to a show and dance, ive never danced, really. im too scared. it wouldve made so much better. idk why he. why that. had to happen, i actually felt good and tried for a day or two, until that happened.
ever since then its been worse and worse. i remember that nice puppygirl mutual who sent me puppy hugging gifs in my asks when i was sad, i remember miyoria checking in on me, after the cold of not talking for so long, after that server left me to rot. i remember getting to talk to soxy for the first time in so long. i remember trianon almost visiting, i remember us calling. i remember finally getting to dm w piper, and a lot of my favourite mutuals. i remember feeling good from all of that. the little bit of good i could. and now they're gone. the dying girls strife is too much to bear for so long- i already gave mom the worst breakdown, i wouldnt be surprised if i hurt more like this too. and yet i still love them. i guess its my fault, for letting myself fall like this. for killing myself.
when knives came, and helped me with my passport. its presence was so fucking good. but even if the passport goes through, i now have no one i care about who would even take me in, unlike before, when the offers were common. now i am rotten in the eyes of the beasts. this carcass is no good. i guess knives leaving was the nail in the coffin. that it doesn't get better. everyone forgets you, no matter what you do. youre hopeless, girl, all that you could've been is gone now. im sorry i couldnt have been a person . i rlly wanted to be and to try.
allure, you poor poor rotten girl. you were built to die, and nothing more. you were meant to be killed and feasted on. you were right when you said that this would make everything worse, you were right when you said that the world is not yours, and most sadly, you were right when you screamed out, with nothingness in your voice. was “allure” ever even real in the first place. was i? was she? you won't answer, i know you won't.
ive gained at least 200 followers on tumblr since this started. and i havent felt so alone in a long time. my attempts were less lonely than this. the few people who are left, i can barely even message often because of the crippling murderous cloud in my head, brought on by everything prior. i wish i couldve gotten a fucking chance.
i used to be, at least somewhat liked. people liked my little kink posts, i got some mutuals i could comnect w and who i thought were cool, who i rlly wanted to connect with. people thought i was cute, some people even wanted to play games w me, (thanks margo, love her) but now theres fucking. nothing. when i post online with an attempt at talking again i am left utterly hopeless.
and still, this has mostly just been my online strife. not to fucking mention the physical life, the way i have been left stranded every time ive been at a hangout, the way tgirls only think of me as ‘cute’ instead of anything actually tangibly good. not to mention the fucking uselessness of my soul and the rotten pit in my mind. im mentally ill, but in all the ways that make you a faker and an idiot and unloveable and imfuckingpossible, non existent. not real.
i miss you, my life. i miss you. i miss the little things i had, even thought i know that that isolation wouldve still killed me. a girl can only handle having all her interaction being vcing in a server of ppl who willfully ignore her for the more attractive and ‘good autistic’ ppl for so long before something snaps.
i miss you, my friends, the friends who will probably never talk to me again, the friends i havent heard from since this all began, i still miss and love. because i am ruined. god i miss them so bad. i wish i had a chance to have a life irl, hell i wish i had a chance to have a life even just on tumblr right now, but im being killed.
i cant write more. my throat has been torn and my hands have been assaulted. and my head is still dying of fog.
but i hate that im alive right now, i hate that i couldnt die yesterday. i hate that i am even here to write this, disappointing all, especially myself, especially her. fuck i miss her. all i can do now is keep trying whenever i can and let everyone give up so i will fade from memory even faster. its all i have, when no one is present.
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
hiii i'm bee
19 year old trans girl
kinky t4t puppygirl, sub af
mostly here to be horny on main but also shoutout to anarchism and maps and 🍃 ya know
if u know me irl go away (unless u think im hot 👀)
18+ thank u very much
DMs always open :P
21 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hope you're still active cause I need a place to vent but I know for a fact doing so irl would get me shunned.
It's so pathetic how mtfs sexualise themselves CONSTANTLY. Themselves and each other. It's like they can't exist without making themselves into a porn category.
Exploring your sexuality is one thing, but for fucks sake. Calling yourself 'Puppygirl' and barking after ever sentence?? This isn't an exaggeration. One time instead of asking 'What?' this mf literally went 'Woof?'. I'm so tired. I hate this person so much I could vent for hours and I have no place to do so cause even suggesting their behaviour makes me uncomfortable makes me a monster somehow.
i am indeed still active! and i agree tbh, i think the sexualization that TIMs put onto themselves is just disgusting tbh. me personally i think you should drop all contact wirh rhat person.
10 notes
·
View notes
Note
A puppygirl? What if I put you in a tiny little puppy crate? And what if I watched you squirm in there and I laughed at you just a little? And what if I lined up your pretty hole with one of the gaps in the cage and fingered you while calling you my pretty little puppy? (i'm a girl too btw if that's relevant)
hskshsksj god i need that so badly im squirming irl >////< just to be a little puppy in a cage barking and whining while you fingering me through the bars, id be soooo loud just blissed out >w<
#ask#also i just kinda assume all people who send asks are girls#or like. girl adjacent. idk gender is weird and dumb#what im trying to say is i assume all asks are sent by people that would be compatable sexuality wise ::3#so no worries!!
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
I genuinely do not recognize my face anymore and I think it's because my current mental image of myself is "dog girl" but my face says "human man". on one hand, that's good for my gender presentation irl!!! on the other hand, how do I make myself look like a puppygirl who's a man so I can get the best of both worlds here. on the third hand one of my irls called me a "little gay puppy dog" today unprompted so I must be doing something right after all, actually.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Met a trans puppygirl irl completely by chance and got give many headpats and hugs, today is good day
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
sleepover!! lets have a pillow fight, then make popcorn and watch Barbie and the 12 Dancing Princesses ♡
minors dni
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
HELLO!!! 🧃🍀 my name is berry//taffy // my pronouns are they++them 🍩🐶⋆·˚ ༘ * !! im an irl puppygirl with a lovely boyfriend who treats me like a princess!! ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ i love anything cute and colorful!! 🎒🍮 i have bpdhdtism which will affect the way i interact!! i am also a college student so i will sadly go inactive ૮ ˶︶^︶˶ ა!! please make sure to read my bio++dni!! i enforce this heavily!!! idk how to fix this weird gap soz...
I ♡︎: jojifuku fashion, mezzo piano, angel blue, sanrio++san-x, figure collecting, trinket collecting, bright colors, etc!!
I H8: dull colors, dressing basic, not spending money, being boring, going out often, etc!!
DNI: proship/profic, nsfw accounts, lgbtqphobic, terf, pro-isrl/neutral, anti-agere/sexualize agere, gore acc, ed/sh heavy (i am in recovery!!!), says slurs you cannot reclaim, etc i will add more when necessary!!
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
wieldthepen
Inkstains and Papercuts
teamjacob2020
Werewolf Rights!
beautiful-stranger-ashley
Singing In The Street
mindmeltonabun-blog
Mind Melt on a Bun