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forestofsprites · 1 year

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i'm such a friend lover. i genuinely believe that my friends are the coolest funniest loveliest most ridiculously joyous people out there! im biased as hell!! i think theyre all rad! and the universe just so happened to slip all these beloved people into my orbit! and vice versa!! wtf!

#hey guys . im so tired #i just spent a few hours catching up on a show with my beloved friend after months n months . and i feel healed #so healed #i love friends #i love you all #& i love teleparty for allowing these little moments of delight #goodnight :")))) sending little beams of warmth at us all #thoughts

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eeveekitti · 8 days

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uhhh ihh uhh idk if ur still doing doodles but cherrypie would be cool uea hope ur doin well mutual

heres ur cherrypie mutual

#rain world #hunter's april doodles #rw gourmand #gourmand rw #rw hunter #hunter rw #rw shipping #rw cherrypie #just a note for the rest of my doodles im probably not doing ships anymore unless my moots request one or it catches my eye #its a little tiring u feel me #moots do get priority in everything tho so ill take ships from u guys all day

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why-the-heck-not · 1 year

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22.03.23, wednesday

took the start of this week way too chill because “I have plenty of time for the end of the week deadlines” and then today realised that it is in fact the middle of the week and I gotta hurry tf up now

#I always do this #deadlines on sunday so on monday I feel like I'm organized and on top of things and then tuesday also suddenly goes for like mentally #preparing and focusing on things I've neglected during the last week's school work catch up (aka cleaning etc) and then I once again have #just a few days to get a week's worth of stuff done so I have to catch up again and so im tired of things on monday again #and so the cycle continues lol #also im aware I have like almost identical pic posted here before but like only so many different types of pictures u can take of one desk #studyblr #study #studyspo #aesthetic #aes #dark academia #chaotic academia #march 2023 #2023

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isbergillustration · 5 months

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Heading home from embassytown

#they will permit me to leave the country but only after making me feel appropriately like an irresponsible citizen #i am so fucking tired. watching sexy gunviolence to stay awake. and because its the only thing i have downloaded #now i just need to get to a different country and catch two planes #i have not slept #i am too old to sleep on a friends broken couch successfully it seems #despite the embassy employee who didn't know whether to give me the form for over eighteens or under eighteens #sir i appreciate it's hard but im in my thirties #um. my art #and mostly ramblings good god this man gts hit by a lot of cars

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seariii · 3 months

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Hum...

#im just thinking... im okay tho /gen #just thinking about the words the bestie said to me after I told him about my mental health...#particularly a phrase... he just said 'you are already committed' and when i asked what he meant he said 'to life'#its just... idk... it was impressive and had such a weird feeling... sadly i guess i am committed........ 'sadly' huh....#sigh another important thing was that it was crucial i went back to therapy... i dont really want to tho...#but 'youve been feeling like this for a long time you need help' ... sigh... what i need is...#the future is so scary... sigh... okay #ill put an alarm to wake up earlier tomorrow and work on that!#seari talks #what i need is adderall- jsjsjsjsjs yeah... alr im sleepy time to mimir #tomorrow ill catch up with everything i missed too #also if anyone reads this dont worry pretty person! i got a bit scared/upset up there but its okay #im quite stable right now! at least enough to survive for a couple days! so yup!#miiiight have to look up a new therapist tho... since aside from help i wanna get a diagnosis....#sigh... but okay that's not for rn seari it's for future seari. rn seari has to go mimir because shes tired #a mimir a mimir pat pat pat

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bloobluebloo · 21 days

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Pokemon Sleep giving me 3 stars for being consistent with the amount of sleep I get day to day this week when I have been consistently getting 4 hours of sleep every night.

#perhaps when you're in your teens and twenties this feels fine #but after 30 it feels *disastrous*#and the worst part is when im really tired I find everything so funny I just fucking laugh at everything #its okay ramadan is almost over and I will catch up on my sleep #pokemon sleep: you cannot catch up with sleep debt-SHUT UP #admiral's log

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strangerhands · 1 month

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mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.

#it was so good tho #like so cool i was internally freaking out about how cool things looked #the fight scenes🤌#the environments/settings🤌#all of the fuckin machinery🤌#the acting🤌#the everything🤌#yum #also i dont find austin butler attractive but funnily enough feyd was the only time ive found him hot😭 yes i have issues. but like. okayyy..#i watched it alone and i wish doing things alone wasnt seen as such a weird or sad thing like. theres nothing wrong with it #sorta vent->#but basically ive been feeling like an annoying piece of shit so ive been staying off of here for the most part #because ive been convincing myself no one likes me and everyone in my life would be better off without me😝😝#just tee bee ehch #and idk i was just feeling like ass and was doing nothing and when i finally would go to use tumblr i was already too tired to do shit #so i just went to sleep #and i was busy today #yesterday*#and ill probably be a bit busy today too but idk maybe hopefully ill catch up a bit #idk ya boys just been hating himself like usual but not as usual bc it was worse but it is what it is #i felt a bit better yesterday though #and also my new antidepressants ive been on havent been doing shit for me so im going back to a previous one i used to be on so yea #hopefully that helps soonish idk #i never vent on here so i feel kinda bad for doing so but i just wanted to puke my thoughts here #also since im already here complaining ive just like. not written at allllllll basically like i got into my head and made myself discouraged #so. that sucks. but also nothing out of the ordinary there #why does Everything i say sound so embarrassingly depressing and pathetic hhhhhhhgggggggggggggghhhghghg #anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow #idk if anyone gave a fuck or noticed but i just like complaining into the void so yea #talkin shit

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dandyshucks · 3 months

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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE #it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it #and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl #but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum #I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked #alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray #i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not #im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired #i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on #i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well #im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps #i do not have high hopes fjfkdl #MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl #i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit #augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

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takami-takami · 5 months

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Not gonna lie y'all I'm so fucking miserable.

#school is technically over. and yet there is no writing #i reached the end of my semester. i feel no gratitude nor peace #i am able to finish reading the manga. i do not want to.#i avoid this place instead.#i am miserable. i am lethargic i am heartbroken i am tired. i am so tired.#i have some papers to do and some overdue things to catch up on i suppose #i dont think im gonna do them for now #🐇 rambles

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thefiresofpompeii · 4 months

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is the pirate ship episode skippable? i’ve heard it’s filler

#tbh im getting so tired of amy & rory. i need to skip past some of this era it’s driving me bonkers #i need to meet my best friends clara. and twelve. and missy. and also that interspecies victorian lizard lesbian relationship #11 gets too many seasons. get that goofball off my screen #i haven’t warmed up to him. i don’t feel anything towards him at all #jamie.txt #dw #jamie catches up

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sga-owns-my-soul · 4 months

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lol ignore this 🙃

i can't stop crying at work because everything in my life is going wrong and this stupid shit with my stupid cousin and family is upsetting me so much and it shouldn't be and i feel so fucking stupid for being bothered by this bc it's what i wanted!!! but no i'm wrong again and this time they're just all fully cutting me off and i'm working non fucking stop and still can't afford anything bc the world is going to absolute fucking shit and i'm just so sick of feeling like i can't do anything right ever and i've been feeling suicidal every fucking day for an entire fucking MONTH because of everything and my cousin was who i always reached out to when things got bad and i fucking can't because SHES NOT TALKING TO ME and i'm going to cry AGAIN FUCK

i'm so sick of this

i'm so sick of falling apart because of my family

i'm so sick of never being good enough

i'm so sick of feeling like this

i'm so fucking tired

#ignore this #i just need to cry about this #and i don't wanna worry my friends #so im gonna scream into the void #i know im just being dumb and dramatic im sorry #tw suicidal thoughts #please feel free to not read any of this and ignore me #i'm not going to do anything #i'm just #i'm so fucking tired #i haven't felt this consistently suicidal since high school #and im just. im so tired #im so fucking sick and tired of feeling this way #i just want a fucking break #i'm literally sobbing in the bathroom typing this up #why can't i catch a fuckimg break fuck #personal rambles #not important #not stargate

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turtletoria · 1 year

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i think im struggling to enjoy new shows and movies because they feel like homework

#not art #im so easily overwhelmed by everything these days. too much for my brain to catch up to i feel like #which is so sad because i want to join the part-ay yknow!!! but i Cannot... which is sad :-(#life is just the squidward watching spongebob and patrick through the window meme picture #also is it just me or is anyone else so tired of everything having lore these days??? is it not enough to be enjoyable on its own...

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thebirdandhersong · 11 months

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Lol

#now i KNOW im burned out like im usually pretty on top of schoolwork ive always been on top of things #or mostly anyhow. i do go to pieces a bit during exam or midterm season but it always works out in the end #first time ive missed assignments without realising i had any to do at all last week 😂😂😂 this is so sad #the cherry on top of that mud pie is that i cant even muster the strength to be panicked or upset #i'm just tired!#anyway i know what i need to do to catch up im just surprised at the level of exhaustion i feel just thinking about studying again

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ilonacho · 6 months

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it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day!#i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation?#like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??)#but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it?#i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’#but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here)#it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload?#me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃#listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary.#like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

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