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#im sorry for the long ramble i couldnt help it i have alot of thoughts about splatoon
altheoctorabbit · 2 years
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Man after watching the splatoon direct ive been having different thoughts about the salmonids and their whole deal (cuz i love the goofy little guys). Like dont get me wrong i LOVE salmon run its alot of fun to do (i enjoy it more than turf battles honestly) but it is interesting to see the salmons escalating their attacks against the inklings not only with more big special dudes but THE KING coming on land to beat ass. Also the fact that the salmonids are now just attacking the city outright is so cool to see.
And the thing is the salmonids have every right to attack! The inklings are stealing their fucking eggs!! And giving them to someone who seems to be eating them or whatever mr griz is doing to them. Mr Griz got a bunch of bored squids looking to make some cash to steal from a different species and started a war that HE profits from and the that the inklings and salmonids both suffer because of it. I will say i am a little disappointed that we still seem to be on Griz’s side cuz i would switch to the salmon side so fast cuz we know salmon and inklings can work together cuz of the new little one we work with in the single player story (small fry i think?). And honestly i doubt it would be that hard to make a salmon run mode where we fight with the salmon to get their eggs back. I imagine something like instead of fighting the salmon we fight robots or corrupted versions of them that Griz had made and we collect the eggs from destroying them like in bas salmon run.
Last few things is 1 ive seen a lot of concepts for a salmon player character which im all down for but i highly doubt it would happen but would be cool. 2 im really curious to see what the paid dlc will have i just hope its like the octo expansion cuz i loved that, tge dlc seems to include pearl and marina from the teaser so im curious. And 3 as a little notice the octarians that we fight in the single player mode are covered in brown hair. Hair or fur that is the same color as grizzly bears...interesting
Anyway thats my crazy rant about it im just hoping for more lore on salmonids! And also the idols are great i would die for big guy and i love the 5 head on frye and shiver is so cool (and intimidating to me for some reason??)
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mentalflowers · 7 years
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i just wanna feel like a normal human being, i just constantly feel like im an alien. im just so fucking lost and broken, and i just wanna scream at the top of my lungs and break everything in sight. everything is just fucking stupid, i wish i was never born. i mean i love my mom to death, but why did she have to bring me into this world? i dont wanna deal with living at all. and ive been thinking about this a lot, im so scared to lose my mom...like its been just me and her since i was 6-7 years old, and i really dont know what im going to do when shes gone. i feel like there is no reason for me to go on without her. the only reason i havent killed myself is because i dont wanna leave my mom, cause i know that would just destroy her, shes always been there for me no matter what, and ive put her through a lot of bullshit and i feel so shitty for doing it. i wish i could take care of her and give her everything she wants. but i cant, and we’ve been struggling with money and shit for years and i know how much she is stressed out, and how much she just wants to make me happy and give me all the things i need/want. i love her so much and i really appreciate everything she has done for me, she got clean 16 years ago just for me, she tells me all the time, she got a little lost and got addicted for a few years, but she cleaned herself up and did everything for me when my dad left us. she gave up her whole life pretty much just for me, so she could make sure i was being well taken care of. and especially with all the surgeries and stuff, she really did everything she could for me, and taught me so many good things, and she is my number one fan pretty much. with all my problems, and all the doctors saying i wasnt ever going to learn how to walk, they said i was one of the worst cases in the whole world, that i was going to have to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life, but my mom fought for me, and she kept motivating me and working with me, then one day i started walking and she was so happy, cause she didnt give up on me, she was by my side everyday, helping me and believing in me. i just think of all the shit i have put her through and i feel like shit, like you have no idea. i didnt mean to take out my problems on her when i was upset, i just couldnt control my feelings and i would act out when i was having a bad day, and im sorry for that. i really have been trying to work on it, and i really have been trying to show you how much you mean to me and how much i love you and need you in my life. i told her like a few days ago, that shes the best and i love her so much, and that im sorry for being mean to her, and that i dont mean it. i told her shes so important to me and i have no idea what im going to do when she passes. i told her that she needs to start going to the doctor and stop just talking about it, cause i know shes sick and i know shes in pain, and i just dont wanna see her like that anymore. i need my mommma bear healthy and feeling good. i hate when shes in pain and i hate when shes depressed. i love her so much and i need her, i really fucking need her. shes the only one i truly trust and the only one who i can go to anytime in the day/night. shes my momma bear, shes done so much for me for 20 years and i can never repay her enough. im just gonna keep working on my anger, and do my best to help her. im going to do my best to take care of her when she needs it. when she is hurting, im hurting too. we are so alike its crazy. and its also crazy that when im depressed or something, she can just tell right away i dont even have to tell her, she can just feel it. and its the same for me, i feel when shes depressed. idk this ended up being a lot longer than i thought it was going to be, ive just been thinking about my mom alot lately and how important she is to me. i cannot wait to go to the memorial for chester bennington tomorrow with her, cause linkin park is so important to the both of us, cause we used to listen to them all the time since i was a little girl. like they were even our ringtone on our old flip phone when i was like 10. i cannot wait to sing along with her. i hope she knows how much she really means to me, ive been trying to tell her as much as i possibly can. i really need her to know that im really sorry for everything ive put her through. im not doing any of this because i want to upset her, its because i dont like myself and i want to hurt myself. idk why i have felt like this for so long, but i cant stop it. i just am so broken, and drugs are the only thing that make me somewhat happy. i know she spent my whole life telling me how horrible drug addiction really is, but i decided to start using and now i know first hand how horrible it is. and i feel even worse about it just cause she told me like everyday to not use dope, cause its going to completely destroy me and change me as a person. and now look at me, i dont even know who i am anymore. i just cant wait until my mom and i can truly be happy, together. and do fun things and just live our lives the way we are supposed to. cause i dont wanna take the time i have with her for granted anymore, cause i love her so much and like i said idfk what the fuck im going to do without her. i said to her a few days ago that i might actually just kill myself when that day comes, cause i really dont know what to do without her. well im gunna stop rambling, i just got a lot on my mind and i needed to get it out. just one more thing, i fucking love you momma bear, i know youre never going to see this but still, i fucking love you to the moon and back forever and ever, youre the best mom in the entire world and thank you for doing everything you did for me and for never giving up on me as a child when i couldnt walk and had all those surgeries, i cant imagine how tough that was for you mom, especially when dad left. but just know i got your back no matter what, just like you got mine. youll always be my number one forever, i hope you know how much you truly mean to me, i will tell you it everyday from now on, cause i need you to know how truly amazing you are, youre such an amazing mom, even though you dont think so, i think you are the best, you did everything for me and more, you are such a loving and caring person and you deserve the world<3
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