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dreamscript · 7 years

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HEY IT ME AGAIN-- LITERALLY SAME I GOT SICK AND LIKE IM STILL COUGHING AND I WANT IT TO STOP. LIKE. RIGHT. NOW. I hope you feel better soon! I can only imagine how bad you're suffering! Make sure to get lots of rest and binge watch Naruto hehehehe// I got sick around Christmas so it's kinda just here// But yeah lol just excuse me late responses (; 7 ; ) and yas girl just embrace you're inner otaku its okay xD (i wanna re-read Naruto actually//) OMG YES PLZ I LOVE YOUR FICS AND-

{CONT} YO HOW DARE YOU WRITE THAT JUNGKOOK FIC IM SHOOKED JKSDFNKJD// LMAO IF THAT AINT ME IN ANY MATH CLASS FUKFFKFKKFKF BUT ITS OKAY YOU CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN YOU! There was freezing rain here a day or so ago. That was fun . u . (sobs) IF YOU COULD TWEEK MY BLOG OMG ID LOVE THAT. But the theme isn’t originally mine and I’d assume the original owner wouldn’t want the original code changed?

{CONT} IDK I wanted to change my theme for a while now // Something not endless scroll but just boxes for previews? Also I wanted a minimalistic theme based with pastel colours and black and white hehe/ ANYWAY NO NO WORRIES SOMETIMES IM JUST HERE WONDERING IF YOONGI SUED BIGHIT FOR DYING HIS HAIR TOO FREQUENTLY AND NOW HE BALD (LOL) BUT YEAH APPARENTLY THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO HAVE A COMEBACK IN FEBRUARY AND MY WALLET IS UPSET. I ALSO WANT THE NEW ARMY STICK FOR NO GOOD REASON AT ALL LOL

{CONT 3 xD} I’ve only read Naruto Manga so if you wanna screech with me about that lets do it ahaha/ HECK YES I WILL READ THEIR FIC- I WILL NOT STUDY JAHAJSDSDKJF Shout out to Cat and Fae too like i seriously love their fics- your Christmas series had me shooked!! Anyways I have so much work to do and so i will bother you later :) - Sakura !

IM HEALED AND BETTER NOW THANK YOU I HOPE YOU’RE FINE NOW TOO??!?! but i remember my doctor telling me once that if you’re still coughing like a month later you should get it checked out or something D:

and oh. my. god.

naruto.

LISTEN I LITERALLY CRY EVERYTIME IT MAKES ME SO EMO. I WATCHED NARUTO THE ROAD TO NINJA MOVIE LIKE TWO NIGHTS AGO AND I CRIED LIKE A BABY WATCHING HIM INTERACT WITH HIS PARENTS AND ALL LIKE D’:: highkey still hated on sasuke though

but yeah no it’s okay! i have super late responses as of late…. and it’s really only because i’ve been too emotionally spent by the end of the day or tired or busy or just “not feeling it”

idk, but i hope to get back into being more active. i miss this place. i miss interacting with others, as little of it i seem to be doing right now (guh _ _)

LOL I HAVE SO MANY SEX SCENES ALREADY PREWRITTEN OUT FOR HTE JUNGKOOK FIC AND SO NOW THAT I’VE GOT THE HARDEST PARTS DONE, IT’S JUST DOWN TO FILLING IN THE PLOT AND SUCH. aaaand that’s kinda hard too, but i think i’ll manage. hopefully.

(help)

dude it was rainy and windy and cold today and i had to go outside and the entire time i was walking/running/dying to class i was thinking a) why b) this was a Mistake

ah well in regards to your theme, usually the theme makers are okay with minor changes (sometimes major ones too) as long as you keep the credit and the changes are for personal use (as opposed to commercial use/redistribution, etc). just to be sure, you can just check their rules. they usually have that whole page/pop up or will simply include it in their theme code.

hmm what do you mean by boxes for previews? i don’t think i’ve ever seen such as thing. it sounds interesting, though. are they previews for like posts or…?

YEAH OMG I’M REALLY EXCITED BECAUSE FEBRUARY IS BOTH MINE AND ALSO @taesthetes‘ BIRTHDAY MONTH SO ITS LIKE A BIRTHDAY PRESENT WOOHOO

thank you for loving our collaboration! i’m still amazed on how quickly we got things put together and everything… honestly… cat and @zephyoongist are so talented i don’t know what i’m doing here :’) (or where i would be without them)

and now finally…

(for the maaaain event)…

okaY OKAY I WILL SCREECH WITH YOU ABOUT NARUTO. RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW. just under the cut because spoilers:

I’M SUCH AN EMOTIONAL WRECK OVER NARUTO THE ONLY BEST WAY I CAN TRULY EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AT THE MOMENT IS JUST THROUGH BULLET POINTS SO:

i love kakashi

i also love gaara. i can’t choose between the two, but lately i’ve been more biased towards kakashi. i blame it on my sister because she’s always had a thing for him

(i still love you gaara its okay my sand child)

kakashi’s backstory had me in tears… like… with obito died and he’s telling kakashi he’ll give him his sharingan (the sharingan that he’d always been talking about that would get him to hokage) to be his eye to see the future…

i just..

fucking broke down man like dude… stop… you’re killing me here… and then how kakashi really changes afterwards

(okay but listen child kakashi was savage as fuck though and it was hilarious)

(also i know it’s a filler but that one episode in which it showed guy and kakashi comparing dick sizes as kids….,,..,.

….,,..i wasn’t expecting that at all but i don’t mind the info heheheheh heh /dies)

OKAY BUT THEN RIN DIES WHY

literally if she hadn’t died a lot of the issues in naruto wouldn’t have occurred but they fucking did

no i’m not blaming her she died for a noble reason okay it just makes me really sad i’m sorry

AND FINALLY MINATO DIES TOO AND KAKASHI IS THE LAST OF HIS TEAM IM EMO

on a side note minato and kushina were cute as fuck

ANYWAYS GAARA OH MY OH MY GOD MY POOR BABY as a kid he was so cute and just wanted some friends and was out helping all those villagers and such but then his damned dad just had to go and screw those things up like STOP IT HE;S MY CHILD

even though i love those two, my favorites are actually the akatsuki

like. they hate each other but istg they secretly love each other like have you seen kakuzu and hidan’s interactions??? they tease and insult and threaten (and have killed) each other but kakuzu is actually patient with hidan’s rituals and such, and hidan will still accompany kakuzu to the collection centers

also, when he sees asuma’s guardian shinobi thing the first thing that comes to mind is kakuzu and how he’d want him for the money and he’s like u gh but like !!!

and AND when hidan at first thinks he’s accidentally killed kakuzu in his fight with shikamaru & co., he has that look of panic ooooh my god I JUST GASHUDFJSDIJASD

also hidan is just hilarious. like when they go to recruit him he’s like “who are you guys, all wearing the same clothes?? are you guys an orchestra or band or something?”

/points at kakuzu/ bet you play the bass

/points at konan/ bet the girl does vocals and keyboards

/points at itachi/ …or do you do vocals…?

and then the first thing hidan and kakuzu do to each other is kill each other

the look of utter disbelief on both of their faces

“what the–why aren’t you dead?”

“bitch that hurt–wait. why aren’t you dead?”

but anyways we can’t forget about itachi and kisame either, now can we?? like. they are actually like the only partner group that openly got along with each other, and they were sad oh my god they were sad upon realizing each other’s death’s

and idk just the way kisame says “itachi-san” does something to me

i t a c h i

oh boy i have so much to say about this kid

but before i move on i must! address! the others!!

okay so like deidara is actually op as fuck and sometimes idk i feel like he doesnt get enough credit?? idk.

BUT LIKE LISTEN OKAY HE GOES THREE DAYS AND THREE NIGHTS TO SEAL THE ICHIBI AKA SHUKAKU AKA GAARA’S TAILED BEAST and then immediately after decides to take on naruto (and kakashi)

AND HE ONLY HAD ONE ARM AT THE TIME HAVING JUST LOST ONE IN HIS FIGHT WITH GAARA LIKE WHAT IS THIS STAMINA AND HOW DOES HE NOT BLEED OUT THIS KID IS FUCKING AMAZING WHAT THE HELL

and he’s 19 like lol what bye

but anyways, after his “fight” he loses his other arm because kakashi and now he’s armless BUT THIS KID STILL HOLDS HIS OWN though completely on the defense AGAINST TEAM GAI LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HE’S AMAZING and then he manages to create a bomb without using any sort of handseals and fools them all into thinking he’s dead

i love this boy give him a metal why did he have to die so early why (yet another reason why i dislike sasuke lmfao)

black zetsu scares the fuck out of me (esp when i learned of his true past and intentions) but white zetsu!! he’s such a sweetie holy shit

I JUST REALLY LIKED THAT TIME WHEN HE BURSTS INTO THE 5 KAGE SUMMIT AND HE’S LIKE “HALLLLOOO!!!!!!” WITH THE ARMS AND EVERYTHING DAW OMG

and also unlike so many others he actually likes everyone and when he saves deidara he’s like “you’re a fun guy to be around” and then and then later when he’s talking to tobi he reveals that he’s sad that so many of the akatsuki members died like D::

let’s not forget when black zetsu called him weak (they had split in two at the time) and white zetsu just kind of D: and wilts a little like ooHH NO oo baby it’s okay it’s okay

ahem

konan is so strong… holy crap… like… her ultimate attack? with the bajillion paper explosive tags disguised as a lake?? that go off for 10 minutes? holy fuck.

yahiko’s pretty damn hot if you ask me (yes i know he’s a cadaver in the main time period but listen)

idk my favorite arc of the entire thing was pain’s invasion of konoha… like from the moment jiraiya’s message arrived to when everyone got revived…. and then kakashi almost became hokage…

it was fantastic

i think it’s mainly because it was a mystery, race against time, battle thing all in one and it was so neat i guess

also you could see everyone in the village working together, fighting their hardest, showing their potentials for like, the first time ever

um um um okay sasori mentally scarred me as a child, and now whenever i hear the rattling puppet noises i immediately think of these scary nightmares i had after watching his fight with sakura… yeah, puppets scare me a lot now

orochimaru is a creep ‘nuff said moving on

tobi! i love this alternate ego of obito/”madara” like idk he’s so jumpy and honestly it’s fucking hilarious watching him because he’s so secretly op certain people underestimate him at first (and then others overestimate him because of his association with akatsuki)

like. when he was warding off konoha from itachi vs sasuke’s fight (which i am still emo about) he was just like playing whack-a-mole with them and then he’s like lemme use this ability! frill-necked lizard!

and they all kinda stand and stare at him intensely execting something legit

but in reality that’s it. the extent of htat ability is just him hanging upside down with the cloack falling behind him to look like a frill-necked lizard

and it’s fucking hilarious

i also thought it was fucking adorable when he and deidara first confront sasuke

and the little bitch goes ahead and slices through him

literally through him

and HE MAKES THE MOST ADORABLE NOISE BEFORE FALLING FLAT ON HIS FACE GAH

but sasuke thinks that he actually killed him and sasuke’s all like “one down”

and deidara just kinda

ugh this kid

and tobi gets up and brushes himself off like wow that was rly fast!!! and sasuke just >:/

URM OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT THE AKATSUKI MEMBERS

sorry i thought i should make this clear but i lowkey highkey have this vendetta thing against sasuke like this little shit

i mean ofc i know the reason for his disillusionment really isn’t all his fault like @ itachi really?

like really when he goes back to konoha and sasuke tries to kill him… he goes and easily breaks his wrist

and he kinda just considers him for a moment like

…hm

how about i….. make his situation even worse…?

and then traps him in a genjutsu that forces him to relive their parents death for 24 hours like why the fuck this is literally all your fault

and also on a side note, fuck danzo. why the fuck did the 3rd not kill him when he was supposed to. why. all the wrong people lived for far too long.

anyways

but yeah no idk i just really don’t like sasuke after he defected and became a Vengeful Teen

AND ITACHI’S STORY MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME HOLY SHIT IT MAKES ME SO SAD WHY DID THIS BOY HAVE TO SUFFER SO MUCH and then mess up his little brother’s psyche to the point in which he starts killing like everyone wtf

AHEM

another favorite moment arc of mine is the very beginning

like the first 15ish episodes

IRUKA SENSEI

he’s such a blessing. he’s literally one of those crucially important side characters and i appreciate him and i love him and it would’ve been nice to see more of him, but hey, that’s okay too.

(his part in the naruto road to ninja movie had me in tears. like at the end. fucking tears.)

like naruto and kakashi may be super close and stuff, but when he needs someone as a guardian, naruto turns to iruka and idk i feel that says a lot about their relationship and it makes me cry all the fucking time

um anyways yes i also love zabuza

he’s so strong and empowered

AND THAT WHOLE ARC MADE ME CRY A LOT TOO AND THE FACT THAT IT BECOMES SUCH AN IMPORTANT PART OF THE STORY MAKES ME SO FUCKING HAPPY

i have a lot more the say probably but it’s getting late and i need to take a shower and sleep and get up early in the morning to make food so i’ll just leave it at that

(i wrote a lot i know i’m sorry)

(hope i didn’t blow you away with any spoilers D:)

#my naruto gushing got a bit out of hand but i regret nothing #also when i say i cry #I ACTUALLY CRY #LIKE FULL ON CRYING #I NOW HAVE A BOX OF TISSUES ON MY DESK BECAUSE OF THIS #replies #love people #polarbearchan

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blackrosesfanfic · 7 years

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Chapter 125

Next Day

Cammie

I swipe my blue card. The lady looks at me then looks at the machine.

"It says decline."

"Are you playing?" I say leaning over the register a bit.

MiMi leans forward as well. "Impossible."

I call Trey. I don't think he is available right now. I talked to him earlier and he was busy trying to rehearse for the show. He didn't like how the band was playing. No that was yesterday. Days are starting to blur. He is late going to the next city. I forgot what he is doing this morning.

"Hey, Jayla. Why didn't you send Lane?"

"I'll tell you in a minute. Why is my blue card saying decline?"

"Blue? Don't use that card. There's nothing in there."

I make a face at MiMi. "That account had money last time I checked."

"When did you check?"

"Wait you broke?"

"I'm in the middle of a tour, paying for all this shit out of pocket. The tickets, the food, the parties, the fucking room service. What do you expect?"

I put my hand on my hip wishing he was here to slap. "How the fuck am I supposed to know?"

"Why the fuck aren't you home? What are you buying?"

"Clothes."

"A those fucking clothes in your clothes?" he snaps.

I turn to the lady. "Who the fuck supposed to fit in their old clothes at fucking 7 months? Huh? Tell me that motherfucker."

"Jay..."

"Shut up." I say hanging up. "All he had... Why even call him?"

MiMi drops my phone in my purse. "Calm down. You are both under stress. Don't make it worse. You are going to get someone else fired. You know CiCi already crying trying to keep her job. He fired Chris from being Chris Brown."

"I thought you were Trey Songz wife." The lady says.

"Who?" I say then realize what she said. "Oh, yeah."

Teyana comes up. "April said use the cash that you have in your bag."

I look down then start searching my bag for cash. Inside of an unfamiliar makeup bag is a wad of cash. The clothing store that I'm in is more expensive than I need for temporary clothes but I'm tired of big shirts and night gowns. I want something cute that doesn't make me feel like I'm 7 months pregnant. Well im almost 7 months. Next week I will be 7 months. Yesterday I went to the doctor. There's a big chance that the baby is a boy. They showed me a 3D image and it looked a lot like Lane.

"Where is my mama?" I ask handing the lady the cash.

"She is on her way to where Trey is." Teyana says putting my phone in my bag.

I look at her. When did she take it out? MiMi and Teyana have been with me this whole time. I think that Teyana left a few nights to be with her boyfriend but she was back before I knew that she was gone.

"So you are broke?" MiMi asks.

"No. He has some kinda freeze on the account or some shit he didn't tell me about. I don't know. I mean I have my own account but that card is home."

We walk away from the girl. "Bye." she says all happy. "Nice to meet you."

"Bye." I wave slightly agitated. I look at Teyana. "Bitch act like I know her. Anyway, those... Lane?"

"Ma'am." he says from behind me.

I sigh. The nanny has his hand walking behind us. It took me a while to understand Lane's hatred for the nanny. He believes that if she is here I'm not. He has warmed up to her now as long as I'm around. I can't leave him with her. He won't even go to the park with her. As we are walking he is trying to escape her grip.

"You are going to drive Trey crazy. He must really be mad not to call you back."

"No." MiMi says. "He is busy as always."

I cut my eyes at MiMi. "Is Trey paying you?"

She puts her hand on her chest. "If you weren't pregnant, I would be mad."

"You have been all for..."

"Keeping you sane. You keep fucking... Leave me alone."

I stare at her mad then laugh. She has been a fucking cheerleader in my ear for the last 2 weeks. She needs to shut up.

"Cammie?" Drake says stopping in front of me.

"Hey, Dra!" Lane yells hugging him.

Drake picks him up. "Yo, Monster. How you doing, Friend?"

"I ready go." He says.

"You are going to go with Drake?" I ask him. He looks at Drake then reaches for me. "Don't tell your bro you saw me."

Drake looks around. "Is there someone not in the group, I should know about?"

I raise my eyebrows. "Somebody dangerous?"

"A man."

"A man? You are retarded. You just hold your tongue."

He stands Lane up on the ground. "Monster, you want to get some food?"

"No."

"They got pretzels."

Lane takes my hand. "Come on, Mommy."

"Let me get this jacket from the store over here first, Lane. Go with Drake, I'm coming."

"Let one of them get the jacket. You are supposed to be in bed. Walking around the mall like it's okay."

I put my hand on my hips. "My nurse said that it is okay. She is here."

He looks around in disbelief. "Where?"

"Pushing the wheelchair right there with the bags in it "

"Oh." he says staring at her. "Having the wheelchair isn't riding in the wheelchair."

"Drake, go get the damn pretzel."

Lane takes his hand and walks away with him happily. His fat ass just wants a pretzel. That must have been what he was trying to say earlier. I didn't know what he said and he couldn't show me so we both gave up. I walk in the other direction to find me a jacket that covers my stomach.

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"Cammie, calm down it's not that serious."

"Shut the fuck up, please. I'm tired of hearing that. Could you drive faster?"

The driver looks into the rearview mirror seemingly nervous. I had my hold day planned out before everybody started doing shit to make us late. It started with MiMi and Minnie having a difficult time. I didn't want to leave MiMi, who has been my life coach over the pass weeks. So I waited. Then nobody was where they needed to be. I finally ended up getting into the car alone then there was everyone getting in the car before I pulled off alone.

"Mommy, I pee." Lane says kicking my seat.

"Wait, Lane."

He kicks my seat. "Mommy?"

"Lane, baby, wait one minute." MiMi tells him. "Here look at this ugly toy."

"Cammie?"

The car comes to a stop. I look back at April. She smiles at me then reaches up opening the door. What did she call my name for? She helps me out of the van acting all nice and shit. I'm stuck on why she decided to call my name. Lane jumps out of the car not 2 seconds before I was out of the way. April grabs his hand really quick. He is hyper from earlier this morning. He is having a good morning.

"Mommy. Mommy."

"Okay, Lane."

He bounces up and down while April holds his wrist. I grab him from her taking him into the building. I look around for the first bathroom that I see. I push it open. He runs the other way away from the bathroom.

"Come use the bathroom."

"I not peepee." he says.

I let his hand go. "Why are you lying?"

He looks at me. "Mommy?"

"April?" I ask looking around for her.

"I'm here. This way. I talked to Buggiz. He says that Trey is really upset about getting to his dresser room today and not having a note or anything waiting there for him. He tried to play it off but now he is on a rampage."

I roll my eyes. "It's not my fault. If everything went my way then he would be happy right now."

"It will be fine." she smiles leading the way.

"Yeah, I know but still."

She glances back at me. "Sometimes I forget that you aren't my kin. You are so much like Trey."

"Does that mean you love me?"

"Yes." she smiles turning her head.

She makes me feel warm inside. I touch my belly. The best thing that ever happened to me is April. She is the reason for everything. Trey wouldn't be here without her. I love her to death.

Trey

"Has anybody been in here?"

"No." Omar says sounding agitated.

I look away from him. "Get the fuck out my face."

"Yo, you being a bitch."

"The fuck?"

Rollie raises his eyebrows. "You heard me. Shit ain't that serious. You run around here bossing these people, who doing their job, around like they nothing. I wouldn't take the shit. Money aren't shit."

"Fuck you."

"Aye, Bitch, I'm the right one. I can take a fucking lick if you trying to swing. I hope you can take one back. I'll spare your pretty ass money making face, bitch."

I cut my eyes at him. "Motherfucker... That shit you just said is gay."

Rollie stands up. "You a bitch then."

"Yo, chill." Chris says entering the room. "I thought that we were all cool."

"We are. He needs to blow some fucking steam. What better way than throw some..."

"Some ass?" Chris laughs.

Rollie grabs his shirt. "Say that shit when you far away from me."

"That nigga been sounding homo for a minute now."

"Aye, this my good shirt." Chris says.

Rollie pushes him away from him. "Both of you bitches too pretty to fucking fight."

Chris steps back before saying. "You mean we act pretty or you mean we so attractive that you would rather not fight us?"

"Keep reaching and you gonna sound homo." Rollie says.

"Rollie, why you on this tour? Behind the sheets. What's behind your door?"

Rollie shakes his head. "Fucking dumbass bitch."

"Shh." I say putting up my finger.

Rollie and Chris both look at me confused. I start walking to the dressing room door. I heard my fucking son outside of the door. I reach for the knob. Before I could touch it it starts turning. I step back from the door waiting for the person to push it open. It takes too long not to be a little kid. My heart will explode if it's not Lane. I'll go home today. April supposed to be bringing Tati by to see me. She won't do for the hole in my life. I've been away from Lane this long in a while. I've grow more attached to seeing him than Cammie. I never paid attention to that.

"Daddy!" Lane says as he pushes the door that April opened.

"Sorry, we tried to be here before you got here." April says kissing my cheek. "How are you doing?"

I hug Lane really tight. He doesn't complain. He wraps his arms around my neck hugging me back. I know little man, it's been too long. He lets go of me handing me a piece of paper. I look at it.

"Open, Daddy." he demands. I start opening it. "It candy?"

"No." I say kissing him. "I heard him in the hallway. I made up in my mind that I'm going home if my son wasn't outside of that door."

Lane pulls the paper out. "That not candy."

"It's a note. Read it."

"Hey, my name Daddy. I love you." he pretends to read it.

I laugh. I put him down. "It doesn't say that. It says that you aren't alone. Lane who came with you?"

"Huh?"

"Who outside?"

He tries to open the door. "I not know."

"Let me open it."

"No." he snaps turning the knob. "That Dra."

I cheat helping him anyway. "Who? Drake?"

Lane pulls the door open. "Yeah."

"Drake is not out there. He has been talking about Drake since earlier. They saw him at the mall."

"They?" I say moving Lane.

He had been standing in the door. I will die if my fucking wife outside of this fuckjng door. Don't do shit like this to me. Earlier this morning I got into it with Cammie about her being in the store herself buying clothes. If April wasn't in the mall with Lane this morning then it had to be Cammie. I walk into the hall. It's MiMi.

"Hey, Trey."

"Why are you here?" I say pissed.

She touches her chest. "Look here bitch. I can't fucking curse my baby out about that fucking attitude but I will fucking take it all out on you. Got me fucked up."

"Sorry." I say dryly turning back to the door.

"Hey, Tremaine." Cammie says putting her arm around me.

I feel like crying. I couldn't just wrap my arm around her because of this huge belly that wasn't here before. I kiss her lips instead of embracing her. I touch her stomach.

"Damn, what is this?" I ask her.

"You fussing this morning about me fucking shopping. Look at this thing. I can't wear nothing that I could wear last week. And these..." she says touching her breast.

"I missed you so fucking much."

She kisses me. "Lane was supposed to be here waiting on you with the note."

"You getting an attitude with me wasn't in the plan." MiMi says walking by.

"You shouldn't have been standing there."

"She had to pee." MiMi snaps. "Wasn't in the plan either."

"Oh shut up." Cammie says following MiMi into the room.

I touch Cammie's ass. "I feel like I'm dreaming."

"Hey, Jay." Rollie says hugging her.

"Rollie, why are you still here?" she snaps.

I help her sit down. "To get shit for free and aggravate me."

"Jay, you need to watch Chris around your man. I usually don't get involved but Chris is taking it too far."

"Yo?" Chris tries to be serious but he starts laughing. "I got you."

"Daddy, get me." Lane says reaching up.

I pick him up. "I missed you, Lane."

"I love you." Lane says hugging me.

"Tissue." Rollie says passing the box.

I look at Cammie. "Take your brother."

"No, cause I know he probably running."

"No, not me." Rollie says walking out the room.

"Rollie." Cammie laughs.

I sit down next to Cammie. "Are you supposed to be out of the bed?"

"Does that matter?"

"Are you?" I ask again touching her chin.

She makes a straight face. "Hate me later."

"Never."

Lane gets in the way on purpose. We are going to have problems with this new baby. Cammie gives me another envelope. It had baby on the outside. I open it up. There's a funny looking picture of a baby. I stare at it.

"It looks like Lane." Cammie smiles.

"No it not." Lane snaps.

Cammie puts her hand in his face. "Oh hush."

He falls on her crying. "Mommy."

"Lane, stop. Tell your daddy what the baby's name is."

"Caden." Lane pouts still mad.

I kiss him. "You still giving Mommy a hard time? Lane?"

"Huh?" he looks at me.

"Come hug me."

He lets go of Cammie throwing himself on me. "Daddy, way Dra?"

"Drake? I don't know."

"Come on, Lane." Chris says. "Let's go find Drake. I know where he is."

"You know Dra at?" Lane asks not believing him.

"Yeah."

Lane stares then he goes with Chris to find Drake.

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shirtshoping · 4 years

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Deep in Love

** CHAPTER ONE **

((DISCLAIMER!!! pleas feel free to use google translate for the non English! but if you can understand what i put with the other languages... kudos to you.)) The party had lasted for around six hours,

I was exhausted. My long curly hair getting in and sticking to my face,

My shirt and jacket sticking to my back,

The air was hot. And I was a mess.

I had no idea this many people could make one person sweat so damn much. What can I say? This was a frat party, none of them were “not sweaty.” it was around three am by now and I was on the couch talking to one of my friends, her name was Peggy, a sweet and lovable girl. Why am I not with her? Well. I’m into dudes. My name is John Laurens, and i’m a gay college freshman. Fresh outta high school, i’m not your stereotypical gay guy, i’m kinda masculine, but not femmy. I have long curly hair like I said, and i’m a thin guy. Kinda femmyish body if you ask me. I have a waist like a girls, and I have A LOT of freckles. But I mean the rest of me is man. And yes I mean THAT too.

Anyways back to Peggy and I. She had smiled at a small joke I had made and she continued to talk about this guy she wanted me to meet tonight. But he never showed up.

(her words. Not mine)

“He’s just not really the party type ya know?” she said taking a drink of her coke and rum. She was a classy girl. From a wealthy family and her sisters Eliza and Angelica were off with some frat boys, Peggy wasn’t into the jocks, she was and is a good girl! She keeps herself in check and makes sure her men treat her well. I mean if I was a straight male I would totally date her and treat her like a goddamn queen.

“Really? I can tell..” I say with an un-amused tone. She frowned and punched my arm playfully. “Shut up! You’ll totally fall for him, he’s awesome!” She said running a hand through her hair. I sigh and lean against the arm of the couch.

“Would I really?” I ask giving her a tired look. “Sure you will!” she said with a soft and kind smile. I chuckle at her cutesy attitude and poke her leg with my foot.

“We should get you back to your dorm, you look tired.” she said standing up and stretching.

I nod and follow her out the door.

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The next morning I wake up and rub my eyes as i feel a headache creeping into the back my eyes and neck. I groan and get up grabbing some ibuprofen and popping two or three pills into my mouth and taking a large drink of water to kill the pain flooding in my head. I look at the clock and groan seeing its eight am and my first class doesn't start till nine or so. I fall onto my bed and roll over to see my dorm mate still asleep and...drooling.

Gross

I pick up my phone and check for any missed calls and or texts i didn't get back to.

Nothing. I sigh and check out pictures from last night on my instagram feed. I chuckle at the memories from the night’s shenanigans.

“That was a fun party..” I say to myself before i sit up and get out of bed again, going to get ready for my day.

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First period, american history. I find my way through the lecture hall and to my small group of friends. I smile at them as I take my seat.

“Tired?” asked one of my buddies, his name was Lafayette. A french man that’s pretty clever and attractive. Really attractive. But not exactly my type. And next to him was my other friend Hercules Mulligan. He was.. Well.. interesting. I can’t really describe him. All i know he likes to rap here and there, I mean, lafayette, mulligan, and I all rap from time to time. It’s fun. Like a lot of fun!

As class starts I start to nod off slightly from the lack of sleep last night. But as I start to fall asleep the large doors burst open and a male around my age stumbles in, his round framed glasses falling off of his face as he trips and drops all of his books and papers. His hair in a messy ponytail and his clothing very formal yet, out of whack from the possible running i can see. He almost looked like a new and nervous professor but he was student seeing as he was a half hour late.

“So so so sorry i’m late! I slept in.. my alarm didn’t ring and-”

“I’m gonna stop you there…” the professor interrupted the male. “What’s your name?”

He asked looking down at his attendance sheet.

“Hamilton, Alexander Hamilton” the student replied as he fixed his appearance and his glasses. I notice myself staring at him but i don’t really care, he was… beautiful! In a manly way. So Handsome? (I’m not sure) he looks and makes eye contact with me. He smiles and i feel my face heat up as i blush deeply. I look away and hide my face in a book. I hear him chuckle and his footsteps come closer. He takes the seat in front of me and Lafayette nudges me and chuckles.

“What?” i say looking at him.

“Je peux voir que vous avez un laurens béguin, n'osez pas le cacher!”

I blush and reply.

“NON, JE NE FAIS PAS LAFAYETTE! ... FERMER FERMER VOTRE TROU CROISSANT! Ne me ment pas! Je ne l'aime pas!!!” I whisper yell.

(also, I forgot to mention, i’m fluent in french)

Lafayette chuckled and shook his head. “Nice way of denying it mon ami..” he said leaning back in his chair. I huff and notice alex looking back at me with a shocked and slightly impressed expression. He looks back at the professor quickly then back to me.

"vous parlez français aussi?" he asks tilting his head. I blush as he gives a soft and kind smile.

“Oui…” i say shyly crossing my arms and looking away from him like some sort of tsundere.

I get an idea.

"Cur tantopere solliciti estis? Gallico loquebatur in me?" i say with a smirk. (im also fluent in Latin)

Hamilton chuckles.

"Ah i videre Latina, etiam lingua Scio quia y '” he replies with a cocky grin.

I raise my brows in surprise and i come up quick with another language i know. Spanish, perfect!

"Supongo que debes saber el segundo idioma más usado en América ¿verdad? ¿Sabes ... español?"

Hamilton nods.

"sí, también uso el español. Es el que uso más para no hablarle a la gente. No quiero hablar también, como los pelos de punta que me golpean y lo que no. También domino el japonés, el árabe, el chino, el tailandés y holandés."

I chuckle and smile leaning forward. “I’m laurens.. John laurens.” i say with a kind smile.

“Alexander Hamilton. Just call me alex for short if you want.”

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After class i duck out of the lecture hall as fast as i can so i can avoid human traffic. As i get to the hallway i hear footsteps, running footsteps. I look behind me and notice alex sprinting towards me...a little too close… i jump out of the way as he comes to a stop in the place where i was a second ago.

“Sorry, i uh...i wanted to see if you… jesus christ..” alex put his hands on his knees panting. I chuckle and pat his head. “No thanks i'm not religious” he looked up at me and smiled standing up.

“I was going to ask you if you wanted to meet for lunch..” he asked kinda shyly. I blush then smile with a nod. My hair bounces and he chuckles and touches it.

“Curly… i like it.” alex picks up his papers that fell when he came to a stop. He waved and i waved back as he walked away. Noticing no one was in the halway i kinda… well… had myself a little ‘School boy has a crush’ dance and slid down the side of the wall clutching my shirt in my hand over my heart.

Okay, maybe lafayette was right.

I do have a crush on Alex.

“I FUCKING KNEW IT!” i jumped at the sudden shout. I look over to lafayette standing in a pool of his own french fry pride.

“Shut up! I can’t help it.. He.. he’s so nice…”

“You’re so gay it actually hurts mon ami.”

I glare at him. “Don’t you go pointing fingers laf… i saw you staring at hercules in history.”

Lafayette snorts. “Yeah because i’m dating him you fool.”

“You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me.” i huff and cross my arms. Another one of my comebacks shot down. It… usually happens.

I stand and head to my next class with lafayette.

As we walk, he puts his arm around my shoulders, he gives me small smirk and i start talking knowing this is what he does…

“He wants to have lunch with me.” i say looking to the side and away from lafayette.

“It’s a good start. Get to know each other. Lunch is around an hour and a half so you have time to swap numbers and talk.” he says as he sways his hips as he walks, he keeps bumping me.

I mean i can't complain.. That's just how he walks. “Do you want him to fall for you?” he asks giving me a sly smirk. I blush then nod biting my lip somewhat.

We stop.

Lafayette kneels down to me somewhat (seeing as he’s like 6’4 and i’m 5’11) he gives me a once over and stands back up.

“We’ll fix you up after class.” he points to his bag. We walk the rest of the way in silence and i think about alex with a small smile plastered on my face.

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Class had dragged on for around an hour and I sighed as i slumped down in my chair with a heavy sigh. I looked at my note and textbook and shut both putting them away. The lights flip on and i stand hauling my bag over my shoulder and heading to lunch to meet up with alex. But before i reach the hallway i feel someone pull me aside.

“Not yet mon ami. We need to fix you up… remember?” lafayette says with a smile. I roll my eyes and follow him… deliberately.

He drags me into the bathroom and picks me up setting me on the counter. I give him a confused look and notice he pulls out some powder and hairspray. A little blush and a shirt similar to mine. It was a little big but it wasn’t bad.

“What’s with the shirt?” i ask.

“guys like shoulders. Your gonna show one of yours off.” lafayette says confidently. I give lafayette a confused look and shrug it off as he shoves the shirt into my arms.

“Change.” lafayette says as he turns on one of the sinks and gets his hands wet. I take off my own shirt and put on the other one. One side slips off my shoulder. I look in the mirror.

“Huh… it is cute.” i say as i look back at lafayette. He smiles and gets to work.

He powders my face to make me seem a little more fair, and he adds some blush to my nose so i don’t look dead. He curls and sprays the few loose hairs by my ears and forehead. He gloses my lips a bit and smiles when he’s done. I hop down off the counter and thank him grabbing my bag and heading off to lunch to meet alex.

As i reach the cafeteria i scope out alex. I see him at a back table by the rather large windows. He looks up from his laptop and looks around. He seemed to be looking for me. So i sneak up behind him. I tap his shoulder and smile as he turns around, he smiles back and stands.

“Hey john.” he says pulling out a chair for me i sit down and scoot in.

“How was class?” i ask pulling out my wallet so it’s ready to go for when i go and get my food.

“It was long. I was stuck in there for a little longer than needed.” he said with a tired sigh. I nod in agreeance.

“I know that feeling all too well.” Alex chuckles and smiles at me with kind eyes. I watch as alex’s eyes dart around.

He is totally checking me out! I see him look at my exposed shoulder, he smiles with a small amused huff.. He leans over the table and fixes the shirt and it just slumps off the other one. He laughs audibly and sits back in his chair.

“Shirts a little big on you john.. Not to bad though..” he says with a small smile. I blush and smile back.

“I love it though.. It’s pretty cozy.” i reply with a little head tilt and a small yet hopefully cute smile. I notice alex’s cheeks flush red a bit as we talk. We get to talking so much we don’t even bother getting anything to eat.

A while passes and alex cracks a few jokes that have me dying of laughter. After the third or so joke i check my watch and notice i was late for class.

“OH SHIT!” alex jumps from the sudden shout.

“I’m late for class alex.. I.. i have to go…” i grab a napkin and a pen out of my bag i scribble down my number and hand it to him. “Here’s my number! Call me!” i say as i run out of the cafeteria.

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3 is a Charm

When I got back to my dorm room Cherry was there up in her bunk. She had on her sports bra and some soccer shorts from high school I didn't question it and I just went to my fridge pulled out some ramen put it in a bowl then put it in the microwave. I guess the beeping from the microwave woke her up "What are you doing coming home so late?" Cherry questioned "I just got back from Hazel's…" "Are you serious?" "Yeah and you're never going to believe what happened ha ha" "Go ahead tell me I'm awake now" "So me and Hazel ended up hooking up" "Wait are you gay?" "No I'm not gay i'm just open to all sexes I guess she was for real my first girl" "Wait did you know she has a girlfriend" "Well that's what I was about to tell you she ended up walking in on me in her covers naked" "Shut up..." "Yeah.... lol she was yelling some nonsense but I wasn't really trying to hear it foreal. Im so tired" Cherry looked at me with a little judging smirk but I know she probably didn't care. I got in bed closed my eyes and just dwelled on what happened at my first party of my college career. The next morning I woke up looked at my phone and saw that I had a message from Hazel. Confused I opened it and it read: "Hey D sorry about last night. Things are rocky between Heath and I. Hope I can make it up to you sometime...." I didn't know what to text her back… I don't even know if I want to see her again but unfortunately Urboobie is a small school so chances are I will. "hey destiny wake up I just got a text from one of the girls on my team saying that there is a pool party at one you tryna to go?" Said Cherri "shit I'm still hung over but I'll eat some breakfast and should be good to go what are you wearing?" "I have a yellow bikini somewhere I have to look for it otherwise I'll probably just go in my bra and underwear ha ha" "Let's get us some ass girl" Me and Cherri went to breakfast at the caf then went back to our room to showered and put on some make up. I couldn't decide what to wear I have a nice to Tikini that is always a hit but I'm in college now it's time to bring out the huge slut in me. I ended up wearing my black bikini that was a little too tiny for my boobs but I thought that would be a winner. Me and cherry started walking over to the pool party. My phone buzzed again it was Hazel. She asked me if I was going to the pool party. I ended up not texting her back and proceeded with my walk. When we got there it was five dollars to get in. The first people we saw were the girls soccer team, they already had a bad rap at school for being known to be very easy. There's one girl who's mixed and has a big ass her name is Mckenna. There's another girl who stood out to me, she was a little short but has long black hair I didn't really like her because in the caf she made fun of my friend for praying before she ate so I wasn't too happy to see her there. Her name is Alyxa with a Y which is pretty annoying. Already I saw so many hot guys there the boys baseball team is there and there were a couple I couldn't take my eyes off of. One in particular. He was kind of scrawny and douchey looking and Kinda seemed like he should have been in a frat. I imediately went to the bar and sat next to him and that Alyxa girl followed me and sat next to me and started flirting with the baseball team. That really started to annoy me she seemed like an attention whore. The guy turned around "How are you ladies doing?" He said "Oh hey you play baseball?" Alyxa said "Sure do, I'm a pitcher" "Nice I played softball back in the days" alyxa said. At this point I was starting to feel a little discouraged and was about to leave but then Alyxa said, "you play a sport here?" I replied in an annoying voice "Nah thought about it but didn't want to" "Well you look like the athletic type I'll tell you that" he said "i'm Stephen" "Nice to meet you, how do you like urboobie so far?" "Love it, been drunk every night so far at the baseball house. You and your friend should come through sometime." "Definitely" me and Alyxa looked at each other with agreement. "I'll tell you what, that bikini looks amazing on you.. " he said to me "You should see it off" Alyxa blurted He looked at me in shock like he couldn't believe what he just heard. Then rubbed my back. I was getting wet from the anticipation. We looked at each other and stared at each others lips. He went in for a kiss and all of a sudden "Oh my god!!" I said. Heath came up from no where and threw a drink in my face. I was so pissed I was about to go after her then Cherri got in the way. "Try to sleep with my girlfriend again you fucking bitch" Heath said. "Are you fucking psycho I'm about to whoop your ass swear" I replied "Come and do it you ugly tramp" I reached over Cherri and swung but Cherri kept getting in the fucking way. Eventually Heath's Friends came and had to grab her and pull her away. Stephan pulled me back from The chaos and asked me if I was all right. "Yeah I'm fine... but now I'm fucking sticky" I replied. Stephan walked with me to the girls bathroom and he came in. There was someone in a stall but I was too angry to care. We grabbed paper towels and started dabbing my body. He wasn't too shy of where he was rubbing. He took a damp towel and squeezed it on my chest and watch the water drop down my suit then kept wiping me. I could tell things weren't getting innocent anymore. He started wiping my tits then just went and massaged them. I grabbed him by the neck and pulled him in to kiss me. He lifted me up and sat me up on the sink and started kissing my neck. I was so horny and craved him. Stephan undid the top of my bikini and threw it on the floor and began sucking on my nipples. It felt sooo good. "Mmm." I pushed his hands down toward my wet pussy. He went under my suit bottoms and started massaging my clit. You could hear how wet I was. All of a sudden... *flush* the toilet in the occupied stall flushed. We completely forgot someone was in the bathroom. I quickly grabbed my top and before I could even put it all the way on a familiar face came out. It was Hazel. I was so embarrassed and didn't know how she would react. Before I could say anything she walked towards me staring me in the eyes and grabbed my suit top and dropped it on the floor. I was confused, but then she undid her swim top and dropped it next to mine and took Stephan's hand and placed it on one tit and took my hand and placed it on the other. I could tell what was going to happen next....

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