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#im looking at you hwang da seul what are you doing and where is my next favourite bl
jemmo · 1 month
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someone tell me how it’s been 2 years since blueming was released
and im still waiting for that season 2
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it's been said but it still really breaks me that daun's parents faces are at best a blur if ever illuminated the one time we change to his point of view, like director hwang da seul, your fucking mind, that's how i saw every fucking adult even with full light, like that's what people used to be to me, blurs and shadows, and maybe it's my brain or maybe its that adults were always a threat in a country where children are abused and it's state sanctioned, communities look away, now more than ever parents are gods to their kids, always looking down, children are too afraid to speak up and acting in the little plays of civility put up once they have used their power to abuse you into the good little reliable kid, and so they have been absent from him as actual parents the entirety of the series and the one time they do appear they seem more like ghosts he rather not see any more of if he doesn't have to, he runs away so fast, but because they taught him to be, he has neglected the part of him that is their existence as his ghosts, which means he's ghost himself, a ghost to his life, to siwon, a wish, a story, and that extends the cruelty in him to others as he did with siwon and the lies he weaved, because he really thought he was doing it for them both, how could he know any other way of loving but siwon is so more real than the shadows of the people daun's parents will ever be, and he's not far off from other versions of themselves, and even tho siwon despaired at the haunting, he keeps other parts of daun as truer to other people they could both be, and so daun isn't far even with the veil of the ghost torturing the images of themselves and the other, people love daun's kindness, and that he has cultivated closest to him and siwon has done so too, and that is in the people who stayed too, their new friends protecting them and each other even when they don't know, siwon's sister and her own way of defending her brother, that's all them, and siwon knows, he does cause you have to know to even if you kept ignoring everyone and yourself and him and his heart cause maybe sometimes you learn to love yourself by loving others and maybe daun needed the break the push more than anything to awaken to his life, for the ghost to become a body the director is fucking crazy is what im saying help me
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