#ik this is gonna sound dumb as shit but i keep trying to draw columbo since hes my comfort character and it keeps coming out so Dead | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

fauchart · 1 year

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I'm ngl I've been. feeling really shit about my art lately.

I promised myself I'd try and do at least one higher effort illustration per month this year so I'm continuing with that for now, it's a goal that's keeping me trying at least, but. damn.

Everything that I do feels and looks so laborious. I can't even draw a regular human figure without it coming out looking like a child who struggled to draw their dad, like. Why is this so difficult? And why is the end result so soulless?? It has as much life as a goddamn wikihow picture

I'm so envious of people who have their personality and artstyle figured out fr, I've been trying for years to find a spark of my own and never landed anywhere. I wanna lay down

#not art #vent #it's a billion things that have kept piling up for a while tbh. i'm so done. i feel so stuck in my art and so disappointed by what i do #one of the things that have sent me in this way of thinking tonight is like.#ik this is gonna sound dumb as shit but i keep trying to draw columbo since hes my comfort character and it keeps coming out so Dead #i'm incapable of translating him in my artstyle cuz there is! none to be found!!#i also get very little interactions given my followercount #which isnt my main worry really cuz ive made some peace with that but its still discouraging on a bad day- esp for bigger arts #i cant be surprised. i do primarily oc stuff - who gives a shit about that? esp when theres much prettier n more interesting ones out there #idk idk today was kinda crap so i guess tonight is just gonna be one of those nights as well #sorry for the rambles

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