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homeless202 · 9 months

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"i don't want to get involved with people like them" in EY's minds translated to "he doesn't want to get involved with people like me", which explains his reaction:

similar thing even happend beforehand:

"this stuff, (that you do,) is embarrassing now"

#me @ hj: STOP HURTING MY BABY BRO PLEASEEE😭😭#hmm thinking abt it. ig u could dub this as 'one needs/wants to grow up and the other is not ready/there yet'#<- typical 'coming of age' story #no home #no home manhwa #집이 없어 #webtoon #haejoon goh #eunyung baek #ey hj parallels #meta #idk if i'm allowed to be upset w hj for saying stuff like that bc.. tbf.. ey <is> being a lil too sensitive/insecure here.#like it's not that deep bro. u don't have to take it so personally. <- i do understand him tho. it's hard to just <not> take it personally #but i can't reALLY blame hj bc my man's just speaking his mind trying to make his friend understand where he's coming from

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stinkrascal · 2 months

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hi jaiden. i read your ask and im very sorry about your loss, i've decided to spread some positivity. you are an incredible writer and as much as you cringe at your older posts i find myself rereading it every now and then. its kind of crazy how i'm quite young, and i've been growing up with reading breanna's story - yet i haven't lost interest. there is something so aesthetic about your standstill posts, i dont know if its the colors or the dust, but its so pleasing to the eye. literally everyday after my work i go and i check if standstill has gotten an update. the way your dialogue is written is so natural. like it doesn't feel like this fake poetic or overly descriptive, it sounds like natural realistic dialogue. and ive also been reading your character bios and in my language there's a word called härlig, thats the only way i can describe the little bios. for it being a sim story, its so incredibly clever and i can tell you put effort into it. the poses are always fitting. and your game doesnt even look like sims. i hope you realize that we will always enjoy your story even if it would be with low graphics or vlad would be a 8x8 pixel. so dont ever shy away from taking a break, because u really deserve to take a break. there is so much i could say about standstill,, but i wont for the sake of it already being quite lengthy! i hope your healing, and i hope that you can accept some positivity into your life. <3

wow okay hello anon... i won't lie, this made me cry a lot ;-;. i've been really struggling lately with intense anxiety and honestly just feeling really shitty ha. reading this means so much to me, more than you will ever know. it's silly ik but i put my heart and my soul into my sims, it can be a little embarrassing bc they're literally just sims and here i am pouring every piece of me into them like they're my diary, taking it so seriously. but like........ i do take it seriously.......embarrassed as i am to admit it..... i love them so much. so reading something as kind and reassuring as this makes me feel really appreciated. thank you for your kindness, it's more appreciated than you will ever realize

#jade answers #Anonymous #my grandpa was old. he suffered w dementia it was honestly his time #but his death has brought up stuff within my family that's been difficult to grapple with. it feels like i'm mourning the death of both #my grandpa and my parents. even though they're still alive it will never be the same #i wouldn't want it even if things did stay the same. ig in a way i'm mourning myself too. i'll never be the person i was before #i'm grateful i have my new family with my amazing partner but it hurts to know i can't have that w my birth family i'll never have that #this is silly but like......putting those feelings on vlad and brie has saved my life. ok. lol #they were like me... their family hurt them in unspeakable ways and then they were adults without a family at all...#but through it all through the dysfunction and trauma they made their own family....... they survived and i will too #having emotions is cringe you guys<3 #im gonna be really embarrassed about this in a few hours but im trying to practice this thing where i dont bottle stuff up so its ok #being embarrassed just means i care.......and theres nothing wrong with caring........i say thru gritted teeth

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kimbapisnotsushi · 1 month

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i for real think bnha should be academically studied honestly

#bnha #ESSAY IN THE TAGS YOU GUYS SCROLL DOWN FOR TLDR #the way it went from being like . . . normal mainstream popular to like. ig still mainstream popular enough #but being bashed upon and jeered at and called cringe #among other things via fandom culture #i really do like it!!#it's fun and feel-good and makes me want to cheer for people #and it's SO creative #like my head would hurt if i had to come up with that many individual powers AND give them all distinct names #AND come up with that many superhero/villain names #AND design them based on aforementioned powers #i think this is one of the few rare cases where it being gimmicky and cheesy works bc that's part of the charm of a superhero story #superheroes ARE gimmicky and cheesy #you know they're about doing the right thing!! you know they're about being the good guys!!#yeah yeah i know it goes a lot deeper than that but. you get what i'm saying?#and like how could i possibly hate bakugo becoming better #how could i possibly hate hawks being a kickass mentor and being a hero who strives for something different #how could i hate aizawa defending his students so dearly and monoma and shinsou being underdogs who rise up to the challenge #how could i hate a group of kids who are so kind and good and are so keen on helping each other??? who are trying to protect each other???#i simply can't!!#tldr i have a soft spot for bnha and this is my love letter for a series that quite frankly doesn't deserve half the vitriol it gets #sou says stuff

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daz4i · 1 month

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a bit insane to know there's people out there who think i'm hot shit tbh. you know i'm a pathetic cringefail loser who literally can't do anything, right?? please raise your standards 😔💔

#had a meeting with my mentor/guide/man i really gotta figure out some english word for her today #and basically unprompted she brought up that like. she thinks i'm amazing for having goals and working to get them #which i was honestly baffled by bc. i don't do anything 👍#my past self sets shit up for me to regret later bc i hate doing stuff. that's it #never heard anyone describe me as ambitious but in her eyes that's like a defining trait of mine #i'm highkey worried i'm gonna disappoint her 😭 and. everyone else.#my method is usually to do the bare minimum so no one develops any expectations #and that way they're always surprised when i do more #unfortunately this plan falls flat bc for some reason ppl keep having expectations of me #not ill intentioned ones. idk if that's the words. ig they're more like hopes?#like they hope i'll do more they hope i'll be better. not for themselves but for me #and then that inevitable disappointment hurts in a different way bc you know it comes from genuine love #i can't even be mad in that case 😭 like what are their expectations of me. for me to be happy??#(honestly in that case i AM angry you should def drop that that's literally impossible 👍)#ok now i'm rambling. sorry. ig this conversation fucked me up a bit bc i've been real stressed since #vent #kinda???????#ask to tag

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icebrooding · 9 months

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The Interlude is pretty sad, but we have no idea how long sylvari can live for. Perhaps indefinitely if they don't get sick or killed, since they are basically purified dragon minions. It would mean Kaushue has a higher chance of watching his friends all grow up and die of old age (besides other sylvari) than he has of not seeing Aurene again in his lifetime.

#text #sylvari commander getting to watch their friend's /children/ grow up while they remain the same 'age' forever #its probably canon that they would die at a natural 'age' similar to other races but #i can't help but consider 'ok but what if they are functionally immortal by way of what they are'#because i love hurting myself in the feels IG #Caithe and the Commander visiting the graves of everyone long after they're gone bc they don't really have anyone else who Understands #hngh my emotions.

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sakiye · 9 months

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westerners (especially white straight ones) love to think that they know anything about anything when it comes to issues like homophobia in other countries and then will make life actively worse for the lgbt+ people in those countries and still come out of it thinking that they're the hero

#fuck matty healy btw always that #this makes no sense but it isn't fair that the only consequences he faces for causing more harm to lgbt+ ppl in malaysia is that he's just #banned and can go back home happy and high off his ego thinking that he did something #sruthi's silly sentences #it's not activism if it's a one time thing and many more ppl get hurt bc of ur actions while u get off scot free #i really can't articulate my feelings but yeah word vomit ig

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rogersstevie · 3 months

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i do need people to stop saying jess sexually assaulted rory if you wanna say ATTEMPTED i'll let you have it even though that's really not what happened but he did not actually assault her

#gilmore girls #so gross to me honestly when people don't bat an eye at some of the other things that happen on that show #yet will say that scene was an actual assault like yes it is a bad scene but it is not to that level #and omg they also said he left her three times like no he left her once. if you count season 2 that was not entirely by choice #and season 4 like. well whether you're looking at 4x13 or 4x21 he's leaving a person he already hasn't been around for months #doesn't really count as the same kind of abandonment lol #and 4x21 she basically told him to leave hello #i gotta stop looking at ig comments but that wasn't even a post about them!!#also saw someone on that same post say luke was controlling LIKE GIRL WHAT #of all the men on that show #you could argue him being like that wrt chris but literally their conversation is #'i'm never gonna be okay with christopher in your life' 'i'm always gonna have christopher in my life'#the end like it hurts him but he never tels her she can't see him lmao

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lighthouseas · 10 months

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i need to start getting off tumblr more and going outside (not right now though it's raining) this shit is starting to flare up my anxiety

#um. tw for discussing my undiagnosed mental health issues in the tags ?#but anyway it is to the point where i am sent into spirals over every little thing #and i think every thought i have is evidence of me being a horrible person and so then all of my thoughts start contradicting each other ?#it's really weird.#and then i panic and think i'm going to end up hurting someone by accident. or someone will see my thoughts and call me out #and yes i am aware these are all symptoms of ocd and that i need a therapist we just can't find one atm 👍#but. anyway. i really kind of need a break from here because it's really warping my perception of reality #even blocking people who trigger these thoughts hasn't helped because then i feel guilty and scroll through their blogs again so i can #make sure i'm being morally sound. or. something i don't know but it sends me into spirals even MORE and i can't stop #anyway. idk if i will actually leave ? but just a general psa ig.#bee.txt

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citrine-elephant · 10 months

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got to watch damnation, too!

gotta say, i... love this series. resident evil is so cool and so fucking sad, man.

seeing the way leon copes with this constant cycle of the same fucking shit over and over and over and over...

seeing this human/realistic side of him, where his coldness melts a bit to help someone who tried to kill him. or, in vendetta, how this drive to save people burned him out so much he couldn't keep going. until chris, that was.

seeing chris bring a smile to his face, a genuinely lookin one.

i just really enjoy seeing this emotion, man.

#spoilers #resident evil damnation spoilers #resident evil vendetta spoilers #the bias of a newbie to this series makes me enjoy depressed leon #'enjoy' it hurts to see a character like him constantly suffering #it just feels realistic!#he's going through hell over and over #and he doesn't really get used to it... he just learns to numb it.#however that concept goes you get it #he's detaching himself from people and cracking jokes so he doesn't have to deal with losing people ig?#but he can't NOT want to save who he can save #:(#i know my thoughts are scattered but damn i have ideaasss

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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i'm okay

#🌙.vents #i'm tired of writing i just #it hurts so much. i can't find the will to just hold unto hope anymore #i'm such an idiot i understand now #in the car otw to school n ever since this morning i've just felt like. crying. but i can't. i shouldn't.#i'm so fucking stupid what worth is there in my words if #if. i can't even bring them to reality.#i told my friend yesterday she's not weak for crying i told her she's human n i told her so much n #i really mean it but #i don't fucking know #i understand those around me bcs i understand myself. i can read them well enough to.. yeah #but i can't do enough for them bcs i can't do enough for me too n #just by being myself i guess ppl open up to me n all but it's almost like others r.. idk how to say it but almost scared of me in a way ig #it hurts i really can't interact w others the way most ppl do. i mean i can but it's #i can't write properly sorry lmfao #i want to write everything i wrote yesterday too but. idk i can't rmb everything in order anymore #it's so draining but i want to remember but then it's just so #i'm chained to my own self in so many ways but if i let go then i think i'll fall instead of fly #if i let go then the chains wld drag me to the bottom of the ocean #the more i learn the more i understand the world n life the more i just realize how #how it's so.. yeah #n i. understand. even more now. why they left.#not anyone i know personally but yeah #i don't get it.. it's not like i've really particularly experienced anything rlly traumatic or depressing but #it hurts so much i don't feel like myself. but nah i do feel like myself it's just #not.. how i used to be. but still me. n it hurts bcs this is still very much me #i can't live in this world. i can't live with this mind. so #i guess i'll just go on just to write. i'll write n write what i can for the future #maybe maybe not me but maybe people yet to be born who're like me could #find some.. peace. even if it's not me. so i'll do this for you. the only way is through.

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bejeweledmp3 · 1 year

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#tlou 2 spoilers////#i absolutely get that this is the point but there's something genuinely so hollowing and just. hurtful about joel's death #like he died brutally and now he can't make amends with his daughter everything that he fought for for so long doesn't matter bc he's dead #he got two years (stfu neil drunkman. two years??? two whole years??? shut the fuck up) of the silent treatment from the person he loved #most in the world #the one person he would (and has) fight to death to keep safe. and the SECOND he got a chance of making things right he's fucking dead #i have to make a post about this but i genuinely believe that the cruelty present as a theme throughout the entirety of tlou is not always #effective and at times can almost make you lose the point of the story #it's not just that bad things happen. bad things happen at the worst possible time in the most hurtful way #it's cruelty towards however is invested in the story and it's on purpose. sometimes it serves the narrative (joel dying for example.#although cruel it was necessary to move the story of the game along)#and sometimes it just feels like twisting the knife for no damned good reason (they really didn't even get a day to try?? not one??)#and the result is something that i find so so overwhelming and punitive #that it makes it honestly hard for me to even begin to try to make up my mind about wether i like it or not #it hurts!!!! it makes me feel Bad. and empry anc confused and lonely and pointless ans stupid #which honestly resembles what real world loss and grief are ig. but also it clouds what your story is #but ALSO going that entire way just to say forgive don't seek revenge<333 feels uh. anticlimactic #i also keep coming back to taking ellie's fingers. twisting the knife making what's worse bad #like some of it is just low hanging fruit. the girl was alone already you got tour point across. was that last bit necessary #but then some of the cruelty really fucking works #but ALSO if i think about this too much i honestly feel Void inside me. which is why i'm typing this in the first place just #insane tragedy that makes me feel Bad in a way i can't express #i am both sicked and terrified for sunday.oh well #talking tag;#the last of us;

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simonstamenovic · 1 year

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#self harm #jst as a preface ugh i feel cringe anyway #love getting the urge to hurt my self for no reason im not even feeling... like #certainly not worse than normal. im not Good but its like fine.#just so bored i feel i need to crawl out of my skin #and i can't go get in a fight as a fun little treat so. this ig. annoying.#not gonna do it but i still really wanna.

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tomster1274 · 2 years

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#Incoming vent lawl |||#I'm sorry 4 overdosing 4 times now. Even though people have told me not to.#I'm sorry 4 doing it not caring if I died b4 panicking when I felt like I was.#I'm sorry 4 not listening I'm sorry 4 not caring whether other ppl cared that I could've died.#I'm sorry.#I don't get how ppl can still like me.#I do these awful things to myself that hurt other people and don't care until the threat is over.#I really think everybody who left me was right to do so. I /am/ an asshole and I'm not getting better anytime soon.#So just fucking leave please I promise it's worth it bc no matter what I'm gonna continue this behavior bc I can't stop.#Or maybe because I just don't /want/ to stop.#Because no matter how hard I work to better myself it never works bc I'm still the asshole I always was at heart.#Just leave me before I leave you hurt please please please.#Persona #Ben Vents #Crash art #Suicide tw #Swearing tw #Body horror tw #? Jic ig.

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neo-shitty · 3 months

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spring day never latches on to a permanent face. it takes the form of the people i miss whom i have no way of reconnecting with. ever since i read that message in my inbox, it has taken the form of you, kesya.

#i read that the night before a big midterm examination and tbh i haven't had the headspace to deal with the weight of the emotions until now #tumblr deactivations always bore more weight bc it's permanent and ig thats why it hurt a lot more i'm heartbroken #i didn't realize until now how much your deactivation has wiped—every ask sent; every reblogged interacted with; your tags; your writing #i've looked up to you for a while haha long before i've bombarded your inbox with lengthy asks abt bsd; i loved your writing first #then your thoughts second and how well articulated you were and eventually your whole being; how you consumed content as a whole #whenever you loved something you loved it in full; every piece of media you enjoyed was passed on with such appreciation #it showed in the way you passionately talked abt things; bsd-86-eren-aot to name a few. i always loved talking to you.#you always reciprocated my energy #i'm sorry for never getting around to answering your last ask i've been so busy with life. and i'm also sorry for finding out too late.#i can't quite sum up all my feelings into these tags. i just miss you a lot and i don't know where these emotions should go #but i hope they find you somehow. i'm not really going anywhere so i hope you'll find me here when the time comes.#who am i going to talk to when bsd s6 (whenever that may be) comes out? 🙁🙁#your presence is dearly missed kesya #i've received asks on your deactivation and have seen posts from your mutuals #for the past year since i've stopped writing here you've been the only thing i came for #i was always so curious to hear what you thought of the recent episodes or chapters. rest assured i'll love media the way you did.#just to carry on the bits and pieces i've absorbed from you somehow haha #i hope this finds you someday and you don't owe us an explanation or anything. pop into my asks if you do or just pm me directly.#i miss you. i'm sorry. i hope you're doing well wherever you are.#lots of love from a tumblr penpal-ish ahaha #love you!!#by-moonflower #kesya #kesya please find this T_T

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starshipheartofg-erti · 3 months

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#my best pal is mad at me for giving a guy a second chance #bc he's hurt me a lot in the past and she thinks he did something particularly hurtful to her ex #i used to think that also but recently bc of the way her ex treats her I've been realising that he's not a very nice person #and so it made me realise it probably wasn't as black and white as her ex was saying like i think they both did bad things #but either way if it was just me he'd wronged i could argue with her that i should give him a second chance #but she thinks he's wronged her ex too #and she's been very distant since i told her about it #so I feel like she might be really mad #but she also just can't ever believe that a guy doesn't have an ulterior motive #and i know it is mostly bc of her own past trauma #but ig i take it personally cause it feels like she's saying nooooooo that guy would never like you #not really he's only acting

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angeltism · 6 months

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ok I think I was genuinely having like a panic attack earlier uhmm haha . I got home so I'm safe and feeling better . yay yippee

#➳ the fool speaks #tomorrow if i can before i go on the trip that Yeah I'm Going To That Even Though It's Last Minute Lol I'm gonna go see the uhh #. . guidance counselor ?? nawt really a guidance counselor errr . whatever her job title is .#and tell her about the fact that somebun most likely DID threaten me or at least make me feel unsafe with that comment ^__^#I do nawt think I imagined it but even if I did can't hurt to at least tell her . I didn't even see his face rlly so . . it isn't like I'm #ACCUSING somebun ig

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