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So...anyone here ever get a concussion before?
#I can't call the doctor until tomorrow and I'm going nuts trying to determine if this is just prolonged dehydration symptoms#or if I concussed myself when I banged my head on the 29th and just didn't start having symptoms until the 3rd or 4th#I just don't understand why my head would still be swimming after 4 days of rest and a ton of water#if it is just dehydration anyway#my joints feel normal again but the neurological symptoms persist#right now mental activity is more tiring than physical activity#the crazy thing is they asked me in the ER the other day if I'd recently hit my head and I said no#because I was POSITIVE that I hadn't#I didn't remember that I DID until this afternoon#and it hurt like the dickens but I wasn't dizzy or disoriented afterwards so I didn't think anything of it at the time#but if it is a concussion I don't know why it took so long for me to notice anything was wrong
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GOOOOOODDD MORNING MURDER DRONES FANS (it is currently 2:50 am while I’m writing this)
Have this lovely piece of traditional art of murder drones I spent 6-7 hours on (yes my body hurts)
#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#uzi doorman#md#I think I just died a little holy hell#anyway#bleh#I need to sleep#and probably drink some water#WOW IM DEHYDRATED#aaugshhff#MWAH goodnight everybody!/ref
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Day ninety-five | id in alt
Long time no Nanami💥
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#nanami kento#i hate his fuckass tie but like anything for the cool man who cares bad#she likes the fit nanami has but she glares at the tie he has sometimes but it eventually grows onto her like a fucking parasite#also idk how yall sukuna likers do it idk how yall like this man because its so hard for me not to roll my eyes at anything he does#trust me im not biased i roll my eyes at Gojo and co too#i just idk. i feel like ive gone through somebody with a personality like sukunas before and i just want to push him into a black hole#buckets aggression is showing#anyway back to Kugisaki!#she exaggerates the image of nanami a lot but i feel like she'd respect the guy y'know#thats a whole apt teacher dawg#also Nobaras drink...she does like popular shit but i feel like her actual tastes lay with more like refreshing stuff if that makes sense#maybe it could be a little sour#idk she doesn't seem like the weirdo that drinks horrible sweet shit but she would put like an energy drink in that shit#she woll die before she's dehydrated and from experience#sweets dehydrate a bitch#hitting nanami with the melanin beam#i fucking giggled while writing the image description im fucking done for‼️#Kugisaki would fucking preen at praise from nanami because in her head nanami is probably a massive hardass#yes i like drawing hands
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Be nice
late addition. existentialism
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#sona#selfship#admin draws#fanart#platonic self ship#is this. oc x canon? i have no idea how to tag#is it selfship if its just like. friends. two blokes who hang out an ddo fuckall#idk. its fun though. id say its a guilty pleasure but its not i dont have enough shame anymore#edit. big thanks to puccalamb for reminding me of the platonic selfship tag 😭#anyways they hang out. mostly stand there looking weird and talk a lot of nonsense about a wide variety of topics#their discussions are a nightmare also like imagine if dirk had a conversational partner that has adhd and loves to yap about ethics n shit#theyd be insufferable. talk until they literally dehydrate themselves#and every so often one of them will be like dare you to do x act of violence and the other will haggle it up or down#usually down because. i mean. you always start high#thats just haggling 101#anyways this is what ive been doing lately. and prepping a shitty little dirkjake lyricstuck#and passing a biochem exam as that 1 drawing suggests. ok bye
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Growing up in an extremely ultra religious, cult-like family was a mindfuck for multiple reasons but that doesn't stop unfortunately, even when you escape. For example, see: The overwhelming feeling of boiling hatred and shame for who you used to be.
The angry hatred for the past person I used to be, the version of myself that mindlessly parroted my family's beliefs and listened to their every command, constantly simmered under my skin and invaded my every thought. I was embarrassed of what I used to be- even as I made friends of different ethnicities and faiths, as I listened and explored new ideas and worlds that I never knew existed, as I started the first LGBTQ+ club at my school and volunteered with kids who deserved so much more- there was always a little voice in the back of my head.
"They would hate you if they knew what you were. They would hate the horrendous teachings that were seared into your mind, the things that you used to say and believe. You are nothing but a pretender."
And it is true that my beliefs were bigoted in all the worst ways. It is true that I believed truly heart-wrenching things without a second thought and judged others in such harsh and unfair ways. I told myself that there was no coming back from that, not really. There was nothing I could do to ever make up for it.
Then I remembered that the person who said those things wore velcro light up sneakers and collected finger puppets that the librarians handed out as awards for reading picture books. The person that held signs at pro-life rallies and anti-LGBTQ+ protests had a cherished sticker book and hunted minnows in the creek after school and adored their puffle on club penguin and was really into greek mythology and had skinned knees from climbing trees at recess and knew every Disney song by heart and was absolutely terrified of the dark.
That person was a child.
I was a child.
It took a really long time. Years and years of reflection and distance, but I've decided that I can't hate the past version of myself anymore. I feel pity and remorse, I feel anger- I feel so much fury and violent rage- at what my childhood was and I grieve what could- no, should- have been, but I no longer resent who I was.
I'm not ashamed.
I am so, so, so unbelievably proud of that little kid. For being brave enough to leave the comfort and safety of what I was told was right. For not being afraid to be wrong. For seeking out information and knowledge in a culture that praised ignorance. For questioning everything, relentlessly.
I am by no means a perfect person, I never have been and I never will, but I am proud of myself in every iteration that has ever existed because I know that I have never stopped trying to understand and learn and grow, and I never will.
If you have ever been in a similar situation and feel similar things, first of all: My condolences on your lost childhood. Second of all: Please be nice to that past version of yourself and recognize all the hard work they did to make you who you are today. That person was a survivor and an inspiration. They deserve nothing but love.
#started anti depressants recently. kinda had an epiphany. i can't hate who i was. if i met me now i wouldn't blame that tiny child#for their rancid beliefs or for being dragged to protests. because thats a CHILD. i HAVE met kids in that position and i feel nothing but#pity and anger on their behalf. so why am i holding that version of myself to a higher standard?#i could not have known what i know now at 6 or 8 or 10. the same way that i could not have written a college level essay at that age#but i did what i could. in my own 8 y/o way. i believed in love and humanity and happiness. i was just misguided in the 'hows' of it all#and i am so so so so so proud. of every single microscopic step that i took. every question i asked. every thought that i hid and protected#and pondered secretly at night until new ideas and doubts bloomed like a dandelion through the pavement#and I'm so proud that i chased that doubt. that i asked why why why why until their ears bled and their voices were raw#until their answers stopped adding up. until i sought knowledge elsewhere with a mind dehydrated and malnourished and begging for knowledge#in any form i could get. i just. if i could hug that kid? if i could right now reach out and give that terrified and lonely child a hug?#i would. a million times over.#anyway sorry for the intense personal rant I'm just going through it rn and I'm like.... actually feeling alright#its wild. did you guys know about this??? anti depressants make you NOT depressed??? shits insane fam#irl#personal
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whumpee who's only given soft water to drink/bathe with.
#pyreprompts#Sourced from a very unfortunate hotel experience#I understand soft water in the shower because the glass door#But the sink too? Sir I just had several drinks at your bar I am thorsty for something that doesn't taste like soap#Too tired to go see if there's a water fountain around the corner#In too much period cramps to fall asleep#Def dehydrated#Don't know if soft water is like actually bad for you or just tastes like shit#Eyes too adjusted to darkness to want to get on my phone to find out#Bad time#Could be solved if water was palatable#Give that option to your chained in the basement whumpee#I say bathe as well because low pressure hotel shower plus soft water equals Bad Sensory Time#How are you supposed to feel clean???#Whump prompt#whump prompts#whump scenario#whumpee#whump#whump ideas#whumper#Also also can't get over the keurig in the room#Are they expecting guests to put salty soapy water in the machine to make their tea or coffee?? Huh???#Anyway my point is make your whumpee drink vile tasting water it's so effective
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I cld point out a thousand things wrong w this but my headache is killing me so fuck it we ball
#art tip !! if you feel shitty abt your art as a beginner just remind yourself tht in order 2 b good at smthn youve gotta first b bad at it.#did tht sent3nce even make sense#idk im sleep deprived head pounding dehydrated havent eaten and and and and and a#anyways. tags#metalocalypse#mtl#mtl fanart#metalocalypse fanart#pickles the drummer#dethklok#dethklok fanart#pickles metalocalypse
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Theres voices in my head and the voices tell me to ascend, idk what they mean but they sure are annoying
#rain world#rain world art#rain world downpour#slugcat#saint#echo#saint needs to ascend#honestly the fact i played hollow knight doesn't help cuz whenever i hear the word ascend#i just think about gorb#ASCEND WITH GORB ASCEND ASCEND#hollow knight is good tho#i wont post my HK art cuz the way i draw the bugs is weird and i doubt people would like em#ANYWAY UHHH#YEAH HAVE A GOOD DAY#IM GOING BACK TO UNI TOMORROW#SO THATS FUN#go drink water you dehydrated frog
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Thinking about fucked up dead people clone human Predaking again- have a gaunt but muscular dragon!
#predaking#tfp predaking#transformers#tfp#humanformers#maccadam#fanart#i have been thinking on what exactly would be 'fucked up' and monstrous about a human predaking#enough to go with the 'beast' name calling without reading as... well-#so i thought maybe he has a mouth far too wide for his thin face and stick some teeth in poking out#plus the eyes which maybe also have a colour that's different and fucked up but i have a greyscale piece here so#i tried to make the perspective work but it looks like he's standing head on so oops lmao#i wanted to also make his physique a combination of muscular and gaunt (see words in post)#but i don't know if that was clear beyond the standard dehydration thing that happens when you actually see the abs#but- well- it's not as if i overly detailed them so he could be showing off a more healthy build#anyway i wanted a threatening low angle pose but the only good reference i could imagine was the 'know your place' image#so i just made it an entire predaking based redraw lmao#and cheekbones- human predaking has significant cheekbones because predacon predaking has significant cheekbones#these tag rambles are extra rambly (not even ordered)
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pix if you're reading this or scrolling the tag or whatever, hi loved the finale you've really outdone yourself this season! worldbuilding and anthropology is a huge interest of mine as well, and it's been amazing watching you and the other emperors craft a pretty damn hefty and amazing sequel to empires s1. despite all the lore and the Copper King crumbs though my favorite part of the series has to have been Winchester the dodo. thank you for the he. also we are all looking at you like this
- Sincerely,
Me and Probably Most Of The Rest of the Fandom
#pixlriffs#empires smp s2#empires smp#pixlriffs esmp s2 finale#ray's tag#just on the off chance that he sees it. this is 90% a joke post#anyways writing this felt a lot like the bugs under the rock had written a formal letter to the biologist inspecting them#which i find HILARIOUS for several reasons#im gonna stop poking the lion now and either go back to sleep or go get some caffiene in me before i die of dehydration#that was SO worth waking up at 5am for. few things are.
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Narrator with stubble is kinda underrated tbh...
Actually facial hair on both Tyler and narrator is underrated
#ive just realized#when tf did i stop drawing Tyler with goatee#but then it hit me: ive been drawing nothing but the fem versions of them#i swear im solely running on my last brain cell#anyways im drawing narry rn. gonna give that dehydrated looking baby his stubble#fight club
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Day 189 | id in alt
She does not want to see your grilled chicken audaciously seasoned with JUST grated ginger.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#fushiguro megumi#its part of her daily routine. she gets up. looks pretty and then Fushiguro has to show her the most disgusting thing he made himself#it ALWAYS includes ginger and its disgusting to her#she hates his skinny ass she hates him so bad stop showing her your white boy food shes tired#anyway i know for a fact Kugisaki stole that shirt from maki who got it for absolutely no reason but just to have it#i feel like impulse just shits itself sometimes with any sorcerer#Kugisaki makes wonderful amazing food. only for herself. absolutely nobody else#i lied. its not Maki's shirt she got it randomly bc she thought it was funny to her blood dehydrated brain
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how has your day been so far sara ily my goat
nonie babe im so sorry for leaving u on read for three weeks i wanted to answer this in a funny way but i am hopital 👍
#ilyt my goat#been throwing up since yesterday and my period's been giving me unbearable cramps but no flow bc im 'under severe levels of stress'#what my gynaec said i didnt even notice i thought i was under my normal amt of stress. but apparently 'theres no normal amt ur mentally ill#anyway today i threw up blood ❤️ and ive been shaking in pain the whole day and my roommate forced me to go the hospital ☹️#they're doing some checks but ill be fine. just kinda dehydrated and stressed its not a Big thing it's just manifested itself like this#anywayyyyyy sara lore 🎀#sara's asks#anon
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fainted at my favorite coffeeshop today and a yogi half caught me and made me sit with her for ten minutes while I drank herbal tea she got me and lectured me on the importance of drinking water and taking care of myself
(big sigh) so anyway, au where—
#i’m ok i promise#just dehydrated#and maybe tired#but anyway that was my favorite coffeeshop and now I’m embarrassed and can’t go back for weeks#SO ANYWAY#obikin
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btw when I turn up the color temperature on a tumblr screenshot so it becomes all yellow-y it's because I'm steeping it in Piss
#(no I'm Not that dehydrated‚ it's not that literal. I didn't even say it was My piss anyway)#(the actual reason is just that I'm posting from desktop so I can't use tumblr's Underwater image effect option)#unsanitary /#ask to tag /
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going forward I think movies/TV shows should cast beyond the stereotypical body type when it comes to superheroes
you open up the possibility to tell so many more stories and have opportunities to be inclusive
#men shouldnt have to dehydrate themselves to be on a movie#also superheroes arent real they can come in any shape#i feel like this should especially be the case for the upcoming xmen stuff#but it probably wont happen#the point is that the x gene could be in anyone not just conveniently attractive people#anyways#tbd#kayla.txt
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