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#if i do a trial for maths today and gauge my general ability i'll be less stressed about it
fickkkin Β· 10 months
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ok the stress actually finally got to me today when i have SIX fucking days left until # THAT happens! im so anxious rn bc theres so much to do and its so overwhelming
#the problem is if i stop ill start feeling guilty about wasting away the entire last week#so the only thing i can do is#do the work#but then i cant because theres so much and if i dont plan it out i feel so overwhelmed#but i cant plan it out bc theres so much#plus i always overestimate my efficiency#so i suppose the only thing i can do rn is like DO THE WORK#let me affirm myself for a second i like being delusional about this#i dont need to memorise the essays that much bc if i plan on practising a lot anyways i should theoretically be fine#however i need two backup paragraphs to be written asap#if i do a trial for maths today and gauge my general ability i'll be less stressed about it#besides hearing from the others it didnt seem to be too hard#after that i'll do the proj motion worksheets k*** told us to redo#and then the t*** mechanics worksheets#after that i'll keep doing papers n if i come across anything concerning i'll target those areas i'm missing#for chem if i just do a mod from k****'s documents a day for the next 3 days i'll be okay#folloewd by daily papers afterwards#i'll do a paper today to gauge my ability too#i believe i'll be less stressed if i do#as for latin god am i screwed#as its both in the second week perhaps i'll be okay#i need to edit the aen and juvenal stuff asap so i can memorise it#I JUST FUCKIGN REMEMBERED IM RANKED SECOND AND I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE IT NOW FUCK FUCK#its fine. its fine im ok im ok!#im ok!#iM OKAY#ok dont worry about it memorising takes honestly like 2 days tops#i'll do them#over the course of 18th and 19th#i'll memorise in class lol
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